So........I'm 40 today........😂 It feels so funny saying that out loud coz......I'll be honest, I never expected to live this long...

  I had to do it. I always wanted to do it and it didn't fit Designated Chaos so.....here is Eternal Hearts......❤️

 I need to get myself straightened out and get my shit together. I keep having to remind myself why I started writing and writing songs and ...

 I've been working on Designated Chaos for a while now.........I started the channel slightly over a month ago.....on YouTube......  Des...

 So.....I decided to make a thing........ it was just supposed to be like a practice thingy.....refreshing something old......

Why I behave this way I don't need a reason to be me I do what I want -Anyway by Designated Chaos- I'd say this was a song I wrote s...

  The lyrics are me. That is why I wrote is as such. I also like the music style.......It's so.......emo...... Hahahahaaa......... I am ...

 My head had been on songwriting for the past 1 week and I can't seem to stop. It just keeps coming and everything else is just on hold ...

 I miss writing emo punk songs.........

 I haven't been so addicted to an entire album in a while and for the longest time, I really did not like listening to Linkin Park. I re...

  Den ena var vännen den andra var Jag This song had been playing over and over in my head. I was working on a new book. Story. What ever yo...

 My mind is everywhere and somewhere at the same time. It's hard to explain but I think some parts of my brain had been awakened by my s...

 Everytime we are on holiday somewhere away from home, Shu and I like to let the kids mellow down in bed with the lights dimmed low. Usually...

 Yesterday, Shu was off so while the kids were in school and homeschooling, he helped me record 3 samples of songs I've been keeping on ...

 I feel like of all the people in my family growing up, my dad was the only one who ever acknowledged who I truly was. He said I am a hedoni...

It's weird how I started playing the guitar back when I was 13 and my influences were mostly pop bands like Hanson and The Moffatts. Aft...