slaying as I laugh

 I am far from those whose minds are closed off,living under a rock and their only source of info is a TV. The fact that they believe every single thing on TV and the internet is beyond my comprehension. The world is huge and there is so much to see and explore but these cave dwellers still think I am too much for them. Of course I am. It's called being AWESOME....hahahaha......

Nah, I just don't think and dive straight in head first. If I am curious about something, I would go ahead and explore. I don't like people who contemplate too much. They slow things down and while they are trying to decide, I am already gone. It's either a yes or a no. You can sit here and contemplate or weigh decisions whatever......years would have gone by and you are still where you were.

It's funnier when the people who hasn't done ANYTHING in their lives starts giving you advice. It's so fucking hilarious. It's like they see or read something online or on TV and they start talking like they know the real thing. I've spent too much of my time just brushing these people away and sometimes, I think it's time I tell them in their faces about they are still stuck in the same spot they were all these years just to knock some sense into them in terms of time frame.

Nah....it's a waste of time and energy.....

Hahahahaaa.......

FuhNey Fo Shizzles!

 My daughter (8yo) has friends and her friends really like hanging around with me. They think I am more of her cool older sister rather than her mom. We do all of the secret handshakes and stuff when we meet. I make stickers for them. It's all good.

Earlier, before they got to know me.......her friends thought I was like this stuck up, fierce chick with sunglasses all the time and I act all cool and shit. OMFG! When they finally speak to me, I am practically a walking talking anime! Fo Shizzles!

Shu's sister used to say the same thing about me when I first married into the family. She thought I was this high maintenance,stuck up girl from the city.......😂 Me? I have my particularities and preferences but.....I am a silly goofball.......and I don't live in this real world.....

recovery took a whole lot longer than expected

 So......I got sick for like......3 weeks......and then.....I began to enjoy living life. Just doing art, sewing, drawing, painting.......stuff like that.....and then.....I realize that I really live a blessed life. I had been. Getting sick just reminds me that I have all the time and energy in the world to do what I want and when I am so sick and in bed, I couldn't do any of it.

I live my life doing things I love because I love doing it. I don't need any validation from anyone, I don't need anyone to tell me if I am not good enough because I love doing whatever I do. Also, being able to do it all as a hobby truly is a blessing. I don't worry about deadlines or anything that requires anyone else's attention because I love doing it all. I just got burnt out halfway when I got caught up in the world of the internet and social media. That's all they ever care about. The validation of others.

Just live. It's funner. Just breathe and try doing things you've never done before.....

Speaking of which, I managed to try sailing the Hobie Wave for the first time. It was FUN! I was sailing alone and the instructor told me I got it.....haha.....I had no phone on me or anything that could have indicated if I ever capsized. Damn! I was having a blast....and now, I want one.....Yay!

Shu had been wanting to get me a car but I hate driving. The new cars come with a lot of bells and whistles and I really am more or a mechanical, basic type of gal. I want a boat. A 470......and a Hobie Wave  ^_^ Besides, I have a car.....one that I already am familiar with. No complicated systems telling you how close you are to the curb or the other cars. None of those with a sensor that turns your engine off automatically.......

the world today

 I don't know if I should laugh or cry at this point. 

There's been an ongoing uproar about AI and all of its capabilities in the world today. They create lies. They do. They are not some form of intelligence you should rely on though. GPT was made to collect data online. Any form of data.

The whole AI art creation was not made to be monetized. It was made for fun. Just good fun. Making things you can laugh about and move on with your life. Not making art and claiming it to be something you made like artists do. They create things that are not real. Things that are borderline lies,fictional just for fun. So, artists are having a hard time with these so called AI claiming themselves as "art". It's not. It's made for fun. Shit gets annoying when you put something online and it gets stolen and used without your knowledge. That's just downright plagiarism. There is no control over it. Once you put it out there, who knows who finds it and if you are lucky, you will be able to track it all down and send in a C & D. If you don't, you will never know.

It gets worse with music too. The creation of Voice Cloning has opened up a whole new world of problems. People saying things they don't. It's crazy. Again,there is no control over it.

Deepfake has created a new problem now too. Big ass production companies no longer care to have actors come in as cameos anymore coz they can AI generate the actor's faces into the film now. The actors are definitely throwing a fit about it. It ain't my problem though. I like to filter through what i watch. Most of the time, mainstream shit don't interest me one bit.

So yeah, welcome to a whole new world of problems. It's not a major problem but shit gets out of control when fallen into the wrong hands. Again, people create lies now with absolutely no control whatsoever.

People also have stopped having fun and just taking it all as humor.

Movie Trip: Jurassic World Rebirth

 Right off the bat, I think the movie was just NOT good. Honestly, I wasn't sure if it was the direction of the entire cast or the film editing or the storyline but.....yeah...the referencing were all there....tributes to all of the previous characters and iconic scenes but......but.....but......*sighs* what the fuck is a D-Rex? I could tell you what the D stands for...but let's not go there right now.....that alien looking 4-legged 2 tiny hand crap was.....well.....uh.....um......let's just say that if they went on some free AI generator online and typed weird ass made up dino shit, that's kinda what you see in the movie......I totally get the part where these are all mutated experimental dino that went south but.....ya know like that time when the guy in Jurassic World said "they should just let the sponsors name the dinosaurs at this rate....."......well, imagine that but visually too....so....uh....yeah.....take whatever shit you have ever read about Paleontology studies and throw it out the window and go forth with AI dinos with no limitations whatsoever...... 

my brain is flooded and my thoughts are crowded

 I need to get a lot of things out of my system but I don't know how. I don't know why things happen and turned out the way it did and all I can think of are the adults who are at fault on so many levels. Why? 

The main theme that's been going on throughout this past few months are youths who are neglected by the adults who should be protecting them but failed. Now, the kids will suffer.  If you don't give a shit about your kids, you shouldn't have them. Period. 

I was dealing with teens on bikes without helmets and getting into collisions. FUCK. I am still suffering from the traumatic account,having to witness such stupidity that occured with seconds. FUCK.

And then, recently......the whole shit showdown with the school.....my kids are in the damn school. It's supposed to be a good school. Fuck all of your reputation and standards. Kids are injured and kids are being neglected because the fucking adults could not make proper decisions in trying to get the fucking situation under control. I blame the adults. ALL OF THEM.

The right call could have been made. What if someone died? What if the injuries are incurable? What kind of moron would try to fucking sweep shit like this under the rug? The adults are at fault. They always are. These are underage kids we're talking about. Yes, they should know right from wrong but someone HAS TO TEACH THEM. They aren't robots you can just update with new programs.

You wanna talk about corruption? This is fucking IT! They should all burn down and fucking go to hell. The kids are suffering because of these fucking adults.

I wrote this song with Shu in mind❤️

 

I love you so much, baby 😘