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Thursday, December 03, 2020

Often times I feel like my words are not worthy to be heard

 Also, I often find myself coming across comments which does not appear to be helpful in any way or form at all. Most of the time, it isn't on my site and therefore, I would hold back my comments on stating how I feel about having someone comment on a dire situation in the most unhelpful way.

I do wonder why people do such things...........I guess the easiest thing for anyone to do,really,is to not be helpful at all..........just as long as they can say or write something..........Very strange..........

Tonight, my husband and I had a long discussion about people in general and doing and being obsessed over things they do not fully understand or just not understand at all.

It started with us liking Metallica. It was the very reason we became friends back when we were 16. At the time, I don't know why but there was a massive hate circulation towards "Black Metal". I am now convinced that what ever it was people were talking about back then was not black metal or anything at all. It was one of those unclear understanding towards one thing and then further on having that one thing related to another and then eventually just categorizing an entire genre of music.

Anywho, we were laughing about how we love Metallica growing up and that eventhough we were kinda obsessed with their music, we weren't getting sucked into what ever it was they were saying in their lyrics or preaching or whatever..........coz to us, music is music. Hell,we still play Metallica everytime we jam together these days. This goes with any song we listen to,actually. 

For me, sometimes a song seem to fit the exact emotion or experience I am going through at a time. Therefore,it becomes relatable.

So, our discussion came from 2 perspectives. One is from a religious point of view and the other would be from a language point of view. Religion is very complex and needs a lot of guidance and referral points. Of course, to people who do not share the same religion following, it would be a very vast discussion. However, if you were to look at things from a language point of view, I think the basic understanding of anything you say is to first understand what exactly you are saying. 

Why would you wear things with statements you don't understand? Tee shirts with phrases or words you don't understand. It makes no sense. It goes the same for songs. Sometimes, I come across kids and adults alike singing songs and not being able to explain what it is they are singing. It gets disturbing when they sing out loud explicit things or sexually inappropriate things that you wouldn't say in public. Vulgar,if you may............It's.......strange.........to me,at least..........

It's more likely weird for people like me because I do not have much human interactions with the world. I don't understand people very well. Why they do what they do. Why they say what they say. What they mean when they say something. It's all complicated to me but I try my best to put my best behavior forward and I try very hard to have a positive perspective towards everyone. 

We also discussed the dangers of this crazy online world we live in. Anyone can be a threat. I need to be more vigilant about my social media life...............And my husband goes FBI on those he think might put me or my kids in danger..........