We all about dat island life

Finally went back to Shu's good ol kampung. There is a reason why I never wanted to leave Kuala Terengganu since I first visited years ago before we were even married. I can't say what it is for sure but it feels like coming home :)

Anywho,we spent most of our time this time around by the beach and of course,a quick stop overnight on Redang Island.

Shu decided to try a new hotel. It was very private and peaceful.

I can't sleep.......

I keep thinking about when I was just sitting there,watching my grandma. It looked like she was asleep. The fans blew the cloth covering her,making it look like she was breathing. I was waiting for her to wake up. Then it hit me,she wasn't going to.

People came from everywhere. I don't even recognise or knew them. It was weird. Some even asked if I was that little girl whom she used to take with her where ever she went. I said "yes" but I didn't even know who I was talking to. I only knew people who were close enough to be considered family.

I never knew her contributions. She was and will always be my grandma. That's all I ever knew. I probably messed up as a grandchild but I remember spending so much time with her at her old house in PJ that I dreamt about that place a lot.

I know she remembered me that one time.

The worst thing about life is......

Losing the people you love......
I lost my grandma last night.
It was horrible.
She was always the one who'd let me have anything I wanted.......
I loved her house.
I dreamt about her house so much.
I used to spend so much time with her.
And then,she started to forget.
It was hard.
But there were times she'd remember.
She did remember me.
She smiled at me.
She held my hand and took me into the kitchen area......
Today's funeral was hard......
But we were all there for her......
I kissed her and said goodbye......
I told her I'd see her soon.....