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Monday, August 31, 2009

shoppin'

Once in a while,my sister and my mum would drag me to go for a girls only shopping trip.It's strange coz they'd always push me to buy something and when I'm not looking for anything specific,I can't really buy anything.

First,my mum told us that she wants to get an outfit which can be used for my wedding.She said I can't buy anything coz I already have my wedding outfit tailored.Then,she insisted that I buy something.WTF?!

The worst part about shopping is if you are looking for something and the item is either unavailable or just out of stock.That was exactly what happened to me while looking for some things at the pharmacy today.

Then,my mum wanted to go check out a department stall at the other end of the mall.So we went ahead and walked all the way there.She still couldn't find her baju but insisted that I got something.Just to please her,I got this off-shoulder-ish,boatneck-ish black top.My sister almost got herself the same thing in pink but didn't.That would have been weird.We were in the same fitting room and trying out the same outfit in different colors.Haha!

At the end of the day,my mum got something from her favourite store,my sister got her stuff from the Bodyshop and I got myself a black top.I wouldn't say it was totally unproductive.We did get something somewhere along the way ^_^

Sunday, August 30, 2009

HotStuff,Ara Damansara

I kinda like that studio.It's new and cozy.I just have problems lookin' for a parking space coz the place is ever so packed.Where do these people come from anyways???

It's been quite a while since we last went jamming.We couldn't even play Celebrity Skin and Mental Vacation properly.I know......double-you-tee-eff-question mark-question mark.Our always-had-been-in-major-need-of-practise song would be Take Away.Tonight was funny.Kamal totally forgot the parts and he couldn't quite figure out his solo.Ayie looked at me and then I looked at Rashid and we looked at Kamal and he was just playing stuff on his guitar which was something which had never in the song.

My major bumness was singing MCR's I Don't Love You.I wasn't sure what I was singing and the chords I played were pretty much messed up.Seriously,what did I sing?

BTW,Kamal was sort of attacked by a dude when he was hanging out with his friend.There was some misunderstanding about the attacker and the dude he was chillin' with.The dude was attacked with a pocketknife.Kamal's friend managed to avoid the blade but Kamal's reflex just made him catch the knife.The dude pulled the thing and it cut Kamal's palm.Out of self defense,Kamal kicked the dude and managed to break his leg.

*Kamal used to be in the taekwondo team back in school*

I have no idea if they made a police report about it coz I only heard what ever I heard and I only got the proper story from Rashid coz Kamal told the story in the studio :/

We met Alim while we had a band discussion over at a mamak in TTDI.Haven't seen that dude in ages.Kamal said that Abang K'rol wants to see us all one of these days.Haven't seen him in ages either.

Saturday, August 29, 2009

productivity report:error

Hahaha!

My plan to spend my entire Saturday doing nothing was a success!Got up really3 late and I stayed in my room till it was almost 4pm playing games on my computer.I finally went downstairs to feed the hamster and played with Kecik for a bit.I think I didn't even step foot outside my house compound today.I did drive my mum and my sister to get some food stuff but I never got out of the car ;)

My knee/right leg hurts.I'm gonna have to get it checked AGAIN.I'm gonna have to work on my landing each time I fall.I'd do power slides on my knees when I play badminton.I'd fall while skating.I do a lot of climbing and running around........funny,I don't recall falling whenever I go running.Oh yeah,there was that time when I used to tackle Shu when we play rugby :p

Speaking of falling.A girl fell coz the floor was so slippery when we were at Yankie's Hut.We didn't hear her fall or what ever.A lady from the family sitting in the bigger hut not far from where we were saw her and called her friends.The poor girl was crying.The only thing that went through my mind at the time was that it totally killed time to watch her friends helping her coz we still had a few minutes more before breaking fast ^_^

Anywho,Kamal wants to go jamming today.Rashid and I opted to go later at about 10pm coz it was a really bad idea to be in Subang Jaya at about 5pm-ish.We're gonna try out a different studio tonight over in Ara Damansara.

Mona Lisa

Here's another pity there's another chance
Try to learn a lesson but you can't.
If we can burn a city in futures and in past,
without a change our lives will never last.
Cause' we're going fast.

You can sit beside me when the world comes down, if it doesn't matter
then just turn around.
We don't need our bags and we can just leave town.
You can sit beside me when the world comes down.

What can we do better, when will we know how? A man says from a
sidewalk to a crowd.
If we can change the weather, if you want it to yourself.
If you cannot guess we all need help, yeah, I need help.

We say
We do
The lies
The truth
All I need is next to me.

Mmmmmmmmm yeahhhhh we're going fast.

You can sit beside me when the world comes down, if it doesn't matter
then just turn around.
You be the queen and i'll be your clown,
You can sit beside me when the world comes down.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Yankie's Hut@Bangi

Shu wanted to break fast with me today.Just the two of us.He was telling me about this place where we can makan atas pokok which he wanted to take me to since my birthday last year.The problem was the place only opens at 5pm onwards so we couldn't go at the time.Today,we went there at about 4pm to make reservations and ordered food and left.We came back at about 7pm.

We chose to eat at one of the private huts.Small.Just enough to fit about 4-5 people.We'd have to take our shoes off and sit on the floor to eat.It's really nice and cosy.Since it was raining,we had to be extra careful in climbing up to the hut coz the stairs were quite steep and narrow and the platforms from one base to another was quite far apart.Each hut was given a mosquito repellent coil thingy which was good coz when we ordered the food earlier,we were bitten by mosquitos.

By the time we got to our hut,the food was already served on the table.The dishes were rice dishes.Perfect coz Shu and I have been eating nasi bungkus like nasi kerabu for a few days and I,particularly,was craving for white rice for quite sometime.We had to pay a deposit of MYR50 and if our bill exceeds that amount,we'd only have to top up a bit more.

The Cendawan Goreng Tepung was awesome!Like AWESOME awesome!

I had a blast.Later on,we prayed in UNITEN (the library surau)

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

you either do a background check or just get one of your own

Went to watch Orphan today.FINALLY.I think the movie rawked.It could scare the shit outta you and it is seriously creepy and bloody and somewhat sick.Shu and I enjoyed it.We were just wondering if Kecik would ever turn out to be like that.........hurmm...........

I was feeling all sick today.Been having nightmares for 2 days in a row.Yesterday,I had a hard time sleeping after Subuh prayers.I always have problems falling asleep and when I really3 need to sleep,I'd get disturbing dreams like having loads of baby scorpions in the house.Those clear colored little things turned green when I squished them (in the dream).That scared the shit outta me.Then,as I was desperately trying to fall asleep when I got home today,I had a bad dream about not having my guitar with me for one of those open mic sessions.I not only had to borrow a guitar which was an acoustic guitar but I didn't bring any of my cables as well.That sucked!

My right leg is hurting again.I have a feeling it's caused by the cold.The Sonotron treatment I went to helped but it relaxed my muscles with heat.The cold air conditioning in the movie theater must have caused the pain.Plus,my body was extremely cold and my fingers turned blue due to not enough food.It's fasting month!DUH!

Shu has exams today.One was at 4pm which his lecturer turned out to be a no show.He studied all night for that test!He has another paper now.I hope he'll do alright.He said that since the Selangor Sultan wanted to buka puasa at his university,all the parking lots were closed and he had to park so far away and walked through the rain.What a pain!

My lecturer was going about the stupidity of my university for not having it closed down.He said he had a student from another section come in with a 4-day MC from the medical center.She was quarantined for H1N1.She's supposed to be quarantined for a minimum of 7 days.Not 4.It turns out that she was one out of about 40+ people to have been suspected of being infected.We can only do so much to take extra precaution for ourselves and the people around us.We can't do much if the authorities don't cooperate.Hell,I wonder if they even bother!

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

FidZy's history with pets and animals in general

When I was little (I think I must have been about 4 and living in Shah Alam),I used to have a tiny cat named Kitty which later became known as Tapai (thanks to my mum) I think she died.That was also about the time when I got chased by a mother hen coz she thought I was trying to steal her chick!

Then,I had a cat named Tiger.Black with black stripes.Ili,Dini,my sister,Jojo and I thought he was a female cat so we called him Tiger Lily.Later,he became known as Tiger.I've always wanted a dog but I wasn't allowed to keep one so I decided to train it to be dog-like.Funny.It worked.I think he must have been taken by someone in the neighbourhood coz he just never came home after a while.Some years later,I saw him at a street not too far from where I lived.

After that,I had a pet chick.It kept following me around the house.One day,I came home and found it dead.I think the cats around the neighbourhood must have killed it.Someone let him/her out while I was in school.I was so upset when I got home.

Later on,I got myself a pet tortoise.I didn't keep it for too long.I found it dead when I got home from school one day.My maid filled up the aquarium with water that it had nowhere to hang on to for air and time out.It basically drowned.I wasn't too happy about that either.

When I was in secondary school,I got myself some hamsters.Fun to have but they smelled really3 bad!The first batch died.Can't remember how.The second batch of hamsters began with a Syrian hamster my uncle found running around the street outside my house.I decided to keep it.Later on,I got him a mate and she gave birth.I think he ran off and she died (or something).I could only remember one of her kids.A brown colored dwarf hamster I called Frodo.I think my mum accidentally fried him and his siblings out in the hot sun coz she thought she wanted to dry them :/.Of course,I was in school at the time.

After that,Kak Yah kept this cat she called Lubis (no idea what it really means).An orange cat.Looks a bit like Kecik but she was round.Hahaha!That cat gave birth to 2 kittens.One named Ben and the other named Spot (I named her after Lt. Comm. Data's cat).Spot and I used to be close friends.Until she got spayed and decided to get all tensed up.She wasn't too fun anymore after that.Both,Ben and Spot died.

Then,Fei Mao came along.She was very little.Eventually,she was old enough to get pregnant and got 3 kittens-Bubu aka The Paranoid One,Mew and Leo.Leo was taken by someone.He just went missing.Fei Mao still lives with us.She and her 2 kids still do.Kecik was an addition coz Shu and I got bored and wanted a cat of our own.We were supposed to have Ophelia (a siamese mixed breed cat which was given to me by Aaina's sister's friend).She ran off.Shu and I got so mad that we resorted to driving around TTDI hunting for a cat that can be kidnapped (catnapped).

Eventually,we gave up and headed for PAWS.It was closed when we got there so we went to SPCA and found Kecik.He was clinging onto the cage crying out "PICK ME!PICK ME!" so we took him home with us.He's alright.......minus the part where he is always eye-ing on Bedah (the Winter Dwarf hamster) after everything that happened some days ago which almost got Bedah killed!

Shu and I sometimes get really upset with Kecik coz he likes to go missing and pretend not to know us when we call him so we'd spend our time designing and creating and redecorating Bedah's new home.I was helping her peel off the Sunflower Seeds for her to eat ^_^

Monday, August 24, 2009

more holidays

My schedule have seem to get clearer and clearer as the weeks go by.I seem to have less and less things to do and the strangest part is that I am getting very comfortable with it ;)

Shu and I changed our numbers today.The previous service provider we used sucked and the coverage is hopeless.The new service provider has full bar coverage everywhere we gone to so far.The rates are sickly cheap!We lurve it!LURVE love it!LURVE IT!!!!!!

Oh yeah,our hamster's name is Bedah (bay-da-h) MUAHAHAHAAHAHAHAA!!!!She's so chomel and kecik and Kecik has been trying to get his claws on that little rodent since yesterday's incident.He's been watching and staring and lying around looking at her all day.Fei Mao did show a little interest but she'd usually run off when spotted doing such kitty things.

Mum took us out for ice cream to celebrate Shu's birthday at Swensen's.I like that place.I like the ice cream and the food is nice ^_^

I hope Shu enjoyed his share of thin mint chocolate crunch :)

Happy Birthday,Foxburr-san!!!!!!

P.S.: Ada orang tuh pakai kasut baru!!!!!!!! ;p

Happy Birthday,Foxburr-san!

We actually got ourselves a dwarf hamster today!It was supposed to be Kecik's playmate.The hamster was supposed to role around in the plastic ball and Kecik was supposed to run after it.What happened instead was Kecik somehow managed to get the hamster place opened and he almost ran off with the hamster in his mouth.The hamster is a female and she still remains un-named :p

Happy birthday,Shu!I hope you like your present! ^_^ I might need more time on your birthday card coz it is still a work in progress.Happy birthday!

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Happy be-Early Birthday,Foxburr-san!

Went to the mosque last night.A kid lead the Tarawikh prayers.I like how he read the Quranic verses but my mum found him a bit too slow.It was fun though eventhough it was just Shu,mum and I.Tonight,Shu took Azim and Rashid along.I had a horrible tummy ache.Actually,its been hurting since yesterday.

Went to the mall to get Shu's birthday present.We were actually browsing for a pair of knee-high boots for me.We also found ourselves in a soundproof room singing to random songs at the karaoke cube thingy.It's funner there compared to the place where we went the other day.

Kecik's been home today.FINALLY!I haven't seen that little dude for a few days.He looked a bit down in the dumps but it didn't matter.At least he's home.My aunt asked how the hell he got so big (and still maintains the name Kecik!) He seems sleek but he weighs so much more than the other cats in the house.

Friday, August 21, 2009

hooba noobie!

Frabbit!
Shoo flee!
Hahahahahahahaaaaa!!!!!!!
Shu said that I could start to sound like a sim these days!With a bit more effort in pronounciations,I should be able to at least get a bachelor's degree in Simlish.Then,I can make millions of Simoleons (without having to press ctrl+shift+c)
^_^
Soor Soor!

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

nanoparticles and what nots

Shu and I finally went to watch G.I. Joe:The Rise of Cobra.It turned out to be pretty good.In fact,it gave me better ideas.Dangerous but brilliant ideas.CGI aside,the line-up of actors were pretty good.Ray Park (Snake Eyes) and Saïd Taghmaoui (Breaker) were awesome!Like AWESOME awesome!Let's not forget Mr. Levitt's awesome performance as Cobra Commander.

*I had always opted for Cobra over the Joes since I was little!

Anywho,I realized that I am so into off-shoulder tops.Got one yesterday.Shu insisted on getting me that tube short dress today.I did try it on a couple of days ago but when I decided to buy the dress,the shop was already closed :p

Monday, August 17, 2009

morticia

Haha!

My dad always relates me to that character coz I lurve dark,smokey eye make-up and I lurve wearing black.Shu's mum got a set of outfit tailored for me.She said it was for what ever occassion I might go to.My mum thinks it looks awesome and she was thinking of having me wear it on the reception day itself.The sleeves were executed nicely,looking like Morticia's sleeves on her black dress.I think it's preeeeeeeeeteeeeeeee ^_^ It fits me perfectly too!

As Shu was helping me get out of my recent depression episode,he decided to take me out and about shopping.Actually,I told him that I wanted to go shopping and so he decided to take me.We were hopping from one mall to another since about 11am this morning.We came across some dresses and tops.Shu liked this one dress I tried on and he wanted to get me.Being me,I told me I wanted to have a look around the rest of the place first.By the time I decided I wanted that dress,the shop was closed :/ We'd probably go back there sometime this week to get it.

I know,FidZy in a dress.What are the odds?????

Well,I recently realized that I have been wearing the same clothes since my teenage years and some of them really don't look presentable.Not presentably decent to some extent.Mostly Emo Punk Rock-ish.I just thought of not entirely change my style but try out new things ;)

We are still trying to figure out when and how we are going to get that bed of our dreams.We finally went to the store where the bed we saw is sold at and the bed looks and feels just as we expected it to.It is perfect.Seriously,I don't think we'd wanna get anything else for our house.That bed is THE BED.No outdated furnitures or whatever thingys.Just that bed in the center of the lounge.Haha!Problem is,we might have problems getting a place to temporarily store it.Hmm.......

Anywho,we discovered Shu's hidden talent at the game arcade today.He's good with that Japanese drumming game thingy.My coordinations are just messed up.He's so good with it that he got really tired of having to finish up the rest of the game.Several rounds of songs.I got eliminated from the very beginning.I totally sucked!

I dragged Shu into one of those karaoke cubicle thingy coz he's never been to one.We only sang 3 songs and we were laughing our heads off.Singing boyband (ahem!) songs is funny and sometimes weird but fun to do.

Oh yeah,I was out with Tasha for a drink a while ago.Her school closed down coz of the recent pendemic virus attack.Strange,my campus have people with extremely strong immunity that there are no precautional close down required.Anywho,Tasha and I did lots of catching up.I was updating her with loads of stuff.She now realizes that Shu and I are both mad.Only when we are together.Still,she didn't really like Shu when she first met him back when she was only 9 or 10 years old.Damn!Now,she's 17!Shu thought she was married for God's sake!Hahaha!Wait till he sees her latest image!

Kecik spent the whole of last night sleeping with me in my room on MY TATAMI!!!!!He actually got kicked out from Azim's room by Shu coz he kept stepping onto Azim's butt and he was literally walking all over Shu.The cats living in my house have somehow gotten the idea that they are not pets but are part of the family as household.That doesn't give them the right to choose the food they want to eat or be picky about where they sleep.Still,they just do it and they get away with it whether we realize it or not :/

pieces

I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I thought it’d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

-Sum41-

Saturday, August 15, 2009

bleak

Spiritually speaking,I've been down in the dumps these days.I can't bring myself to talk much to anyone except Shu,of course,who is also not up for anything these days.It's weird coz we have so much to do but we just cannot bring ourselves to actually do it.

Kamal came by today with his new guitar.Les Paul copy,sunburst yellowish brown,one piece by Craftman.It's really nice and the sustainability is better.So much better.He wanted a test run at it by going jamming tonight.Can't do that since Rashid has a jamming session with Rustic Rose tonight.Shu,Rashid,Ash,Kamal and I ended up listening to Kamal playing his new 6-strings on the house amplifier.Oh yeah,he also traded in his toasted floor pedal with a new one FOC.


*I must have a look at this music store he's been telling us about!*


Anyways,Shu managed to get Kamal onto the field at the park today for a little rugby match.2 other kids joined us along with Ash.The game didn't last very long coz everyone got tired after a while.Shu and I ended up shooting hoops later on and we headed home when it started raining again.


BTW,here's a pic of Aimi's completely wrecked car from the accident some weeks ago........

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

I'll cover this to let my inner thoughts be heard

Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I
When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins
Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?
When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

medical check-ups

My sister spent hours over at the hospital nearby last night.She was supposed to get a confirmation whether or not she is a positive influenza A H1N1 case.It turns out that hospitals have a standard test to see if one has influenza A but no guarantees for H1N1.That could mean that Naim has been quarantined due to withdrawal effect of cigerettes since he's been trying to quit smoking.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

picnic@Kemensah Village




Shu wanted to take me out today and he didn't tell me where we were going coz he said it was supposed to be a surprised.First,he pre-ordered some food from De Templer in Taman Melati early this morning.Then,he drove us both there later at about 2pm.I was totally blown away coz I did say some days ago that I wanted to eat chinese cooking.

Later on,he told me that he doesn't really know where exactly the location of our next destination was at coz he just discovered it last night.On some dude's blog online.He took a turn into the Zoo Negara entrance and we kept driving up the road.
On our way there,he finally told me that he wanted to have a picnic by the river at one of the chalets in the village.It was awesome.I lurved the place and I lurved the hut we had lunch at.We also went into the river for a bit.Shu's plan was to go to the ATV Adventure Park up the hill not far from where we were at.


We packed up our things and headed up the road.Unfortunately,the place was closed.Well,not exactly closed.No one was around when we got there.There was an albino rabbit in a cage and that was the only living thing there.We got to see the entire collection of ATVs though.And,I used the washroom.

Shu's plan B was to head over to Petaling Street which we did go to after realizing that there was no way we could have contacted anyone there at the office since we couldn't get any signals at all.At about 4pm,we were on the road heading towards KL.
It was drizzling and I was semi-wet from the river splashing session.Shu was completely soaked in the river but he managed to change into some dry clothes before the drive to KL.
We walked around for a few hours in KL.Then,we saw some dudes in uniforms walking towards the crowded area in the street.I think they were from DBKL.Then,we saw some police officers and there was a police tow truck.They really scared the shit outta people who parked along the roads.Most of them managed to get into their cars in time and drove off.One car was left unattended to so the police took it.

Shu and I actually stood around to watch coz we were curious to see such things live in action.Hahahahaha!

Kecik's front right leg is slightly injured.He was limping when we saw him at home later today.

Monday, August 10, 2009

igauan

Fei Mao was caught mengigau one afternoon as Shu and I were watching TV.We were in the lounge and she was on the single seat.Asleep.Suddenly,out the blues,she screamed.Shu and I were shocked at first coz she was asleep.Then,we started laughing out loud when we realized that she must have accidentally screamed out from a nightmare or something coz she looked a bit puzzled when she realized that Shu and I were looking at her.

Sunday, August 09, 2009

cookin' out:making buah melaka

Mum helped Shu and I make buah melaka today.I lurve those things but I often get annoyed by the ones sold at the warungs coz the dough is too much and I can hardly taste the gula melaka.So,I intended to make some on my own.

Shu and I spent the afternoon making them good old buah melaka.With the help of my mum,of course.

rugby in the park

Yesterday's day at the park really wore me out.Everytime we go to the park,Shu and I would take the rugby ball with us in case the wind is too strong to play badminton,we'd toss and kick the rugby ball instead.I'd usually tell Shu to kick as high and as far as he can and I'd run for the ball.It's kinda like playing fetch.I just love running for the ball and picking it up without fumbling over.

Yesterday,Azim joined us and another guy whose been watching us play joined in.This dude usually plays basketball with the other kids at the basketball court.Sometimes,he'd join my dad play badminton.Yesterday,he asked us how to play rugby and eventually joined us.We need another 2 people to join us to enable us to have 3 on a team to play rugby touch at the very least.

Saturday, August 08, 2009

quarantined

Naim called my sister early this morning saying that he's been quarantined for showing positive signs of H1N1.There goes his party tonight.Meanwhile,the rest of us here at home would have to get ourselves checked as well coz Naim was here last night.

Thursday, August 06, 2009

anti-fungal wash for Kecik

That bottle of anti-fungal shampoo I got for Kecik yesterday was expensive!It better work!Of course,cleaning Kecik up is one helluva job!He was very upset to get locked up the washroom with me for about 15 minutes but I needed to get it done.It's for his own good.

UNITEN has declared the entire week off.Shu said that there was about 70 cases of students and staff being quarantined at the Pahang campus.The Bangi campus closed down as a pre-caution step as well as getting the schedule synchronized with the Pahang campus.

I am coming down with a fever.I think it's coz I was cleaning up Kecik this afternoon and I got all soaked.

Went to see some apartments for sale in BSD with my folks and Aunty Intan and Aunty Amy today.We dropped by at Aunty Gillian's place and Rynna happened to be at home.I haven't seen that girl since before she got pregnant.Now,her kid is already a year old.She was suprised to hear that I am getting married.She was laughing with me about how I am not the serious relationship type.When I said that I'm engaged to Shu,she asked about the washroom incident.Strange,people seem to remember that incident.God knows how many people I've accidentally blurted it out to!

Anywho,that was a very random visit and we actually sat down and talked for a bit.She said that she's bored coz her son is in Terengganu with her husband and her in-laws and it's her first time being away from her kid.

Wednesday, August 05, 2009

no regrets

Shu asked if I'd wanna go to the MTV World Stage Malaysia and I said no.I think gone are the days when I'd go to every damn gig or show or concerts.Of course,if he wants to go I'd go with him but I won't go coz I want to.Not anymore.

It's amazing what a year could do.I'm probably interested in doing my own thing now.I'd write songs if anything comes up.I'd draw if I have something in mind.I still like designing stuff once in a while.I like decorating in general.Haha!

A lot of things come back to me once in a while as I clear up stuff in my room.I'd remember incidents or events.Sometimes,I'd laugh or smile by just looking at those things.I don't miss them but I'm glad to have come across such things coz it brought me here to where I am now.

I like where I am now and I am probably looking for more new things to come ^_^

Tuesday, August 04, 2009

Vampires & Werewolves Inc.

I am stuck at the computer again.This time it's all about running a movie studio.Things like these are addictive especially when you have nothing to do.

My weekdays would be waiting for Shu to finish classes and then we'll hangout or something.Sometimes,I'd follow him to campus and we'd hangout in between classes.I was just telling him how strange this has all been for me coz I should be busy but I am stuck with absolutely nothing to do instead.

My sister brought a friend home last weekend named Tharish.She's a singer songwriter and she's an Aquarian.We had a long chat at the dining table about the songs that we write and the songs that we like.She played me the song she wrote called Voices.The words are beautiful and she has a very unique voice.Her songs should be accompanied by keyboards and violins and cellos.

I've been on the treadmill.That thing can kill me coz it's so addictive yet it could wear me out within minutes.

Saturday, August 01, 2009