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Thursday, April 29, 2010

rectifying the shooting of the 15 year old kid incident

Media played a huge part in getting the shit all mixed up.A criminal law student who read the police report of the witness of that incident said that the boy was wrong.He got a call to go get someone so he stole his mum's car which was already an offence and when the police were notified of the stolen vehicle,they went after him and he must have panicked and drove off really fast and apparently,he hit a motorcyclist and later jumped a few red lights.The police had to do something coz the kid was out of control.When the police shot the tire of the vehicle,he didn't stop.Instead,he drove off really fast.Of course,jumping red lights is a big no no coz accidents happen at junctions where the traffic lights are posted to avoid the accidents from taking place.IF the boy HAD read up the laws of driving he SHOULD have known that driving without a license is a major offense and endangering the public is definitely an offense.

UNFORTUNATELY.......the police HAD to do something to protect the public so he shot the driver WITHOUT knowing that the driver was a minor.

I kinda thought something was wrong in the news.Of course,the whole issue about the boy being a minor could have easily been manipulated.And NO,there was NO parang in the car.MAYBE the people who were involved with boy were the ones who put the parang in the car.Nobody knows.

Underage driving is an offense.
Stealing a car is an offense.
Running down innocent people is an offense.
Jumping red light(s) is an offense.
NOT pulling over when the police tell you to is an offense.
Endangering the public by driving recklessly is an offense.

I'm sorry that the kid had to die that way.It was unfortunate.

why JAWI?

Strange if it stands for Jabatan Agama Islam Wilayah Persekutuan.......not sure what half of the acronyms stand for anymore these days.Especially things pertaining to religious departments.Well,I sure am the same old lost KL-lite I've been all this while.I seriously thought JAWI was on Jalan Ampang only to realize (and foundout) that the weird shaped building on that road is actually Tabung Haji..........

Anywho,we made it to JAWI thanks to Shu.Memo this,upon submitting the nikah forms,both,bride and groom (to-be) MUST be present.According to my jurunikah ,the wali was supposed to be present as well back then.Oh yeah,and we had to pay MYR25.Not sure what for but I didn't think they would have accepted credit/debit cards :/

Shu and I were giggling and later laughing at the faces of the officers in charge when they read all 3 of our forms.We all share the same house address.Well,Shu is after all staying with me at my place and we were told that it is best to keep our addresses within the district to make things easier.I suppose it would be easier for them AND us coz otherwise,they'd have to contact the Terengganu state authorities to process our papers.

Still......we submitted our forms early by about 5 weeks or so.I'm paranoid when it comes to bureaucratic shit.It could go wrong at the very last minute and then cause us more problems later on.Well,we made it anyways.

P.S. I was asking Shu is Islamic architectures were supposed to have pathways and signboards that leads nowhere.Just a thought........

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

the good,the bad,the ugly

I've been surrounded by people,girls whom might have had their share on horrible things down the relationship road that they no longer see the good in relationships anymore.I don't blame them for not wanting to try or take another chance ever again.Maybe it's coz experiences are never the same no matter how similar they may be.Our tolerance levels are different.Some of us can take it twice as hard and some of us can't even pass half of what a heartbreak is.

I wouldn't know where I stand but I never will find out coz I could say I was heartbroken before and I could say that I was close to giving it all up.All I know is that it's not as easy as any words could say.You can't read shit like this from books.No one can tell you what your next step should be.No one can tell you where you stand.

I would have to agree with Shu when he said people who write books about relationship doesn't know shit about it.Advice only applies within a time limit which is the time period it is asked for.Not before.Not after.What should be done at the time would be the time to take in the advice.As far as I am concerned,they are just thoughts or point of views or opinions of others.

I've lived long enough having to bear with negative opinions about relationships and I do understand that most women in my family history has gone about it the wrong way.I'm not saying I know better than them.I'm just saying let me learn.Let me make mistakes.You can't keep me from hurting coz that is all part of nature.I did get my heart broken once or twice but that won't stop me from trying again.It does take a while for me to get myself back together but I kept going and trying and finally,I landed on the decision to settle down.

What ever happens after this has not been written down yet.My sisters and relatives and people I know say all kinds of things to me.Some of them try to demotivate me.Some of them try to change my mind and perspective.They forget that they do not speak for me.They don't know me and they don't know what it's like to be me.I've made decisions which are similar to theirs but I am not them.People should stop being pessimists or they would have let their entire lives pass them by without them living it.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

all things pertaining to wedding preparations has been put to a halt

Coz I wanna go see TOKIO HOTEL!!!!!!!!!

MUST BEG,STEAL or KILL FOR THEM PASSES!!!!!!!

Monday, April 26, 2010

furniture shopping

Got up late as usual.I think we were both tired from the weekend activities.While I was at the course,Shu decided to get some more things done back at our place nearby.He was repairing the drill holes for the curtains.I have no idea who did it before we moved in but it was super senget !WTF?!.........

Anywho,we've been measuring and remeasuring the width and length of each section of our place coz we're gonna start moving in furnitures real soon.We were supposed to look for shoe racks and a sofa but we ended up getting a display cabinet and a tv cabinet instead :p We ALMOST splurged on mattress but decided not to in the end coz we'd have no place to put it YET!

Kecik is smelly!

Sunday, April 25, 2010

6 weeks and counting down

After checking the calendar last night,I realized that we only have about 6 weeks left before our wedding.That's about 42 days!

Our plans have been sped up but still,hopefully we have tied all the loose ends already.Planning to get our photoshoot done next weekend.The pre-wedding photoshoot.I've been talking to Shu about some concepts I have in mind.He seems to like it ^_^

We HAVE to go to JAWI to get our forms settled ASAP!

I've spent the weekend attending a crash course on teaching business English.Met some really nice people whom I think I shall be speaking to very soon.It was tiring but I had a blast.It was definitely a CRASH COURSE!Hahaha!Been doing way too much in the last 24 hours or so that I can hardly think anymore.

ONE LAST THING I MUST REMEMBER IS TO SEND OUT THE INVITATIONS AS SOON AS WE GET THEM!

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Friday, April 23, 2010

while I was getting stressed out over shitloads of things

I failed to realize how different the world I once lived in has evolved and changed drastically.I am sensitive about certain things and I am aware at how many things may have gotten out of hand and I am definitely aware of the changes it has brought to many other things in life in general.

Seriously,I think I am going to stay focused from now on.I have to prioritize and stop thinking about what should and could be and start doing what can be done.

I seriously have LESS THAN 2 FREAKIN' MONTHS till my big day and I am going through and re-going through all items on the to-do-list.Sometimes,there are more items on it and that would scare the shit outta me!

And in the midst of all this,people have been asking me if I think that my hair is too short or if it would grow long enough in time.......*sigh*

I'd happily worry about getting pedicure and manicure!My nails are horrible looking!My toe nails,that is.I'm not allowed to do serious running shit or workout routines coz I cannot afford to get major injuries which usually happens coz sometimes I'm not looking where I'm going.

And of course,badminton is another sport that seems to give me hell.It looks like a safe sport but it's not.At least not to me.I once injured myself from shuttlecocks getting smashed into my face and body.I've had the experience of the shuttlecock going straight into my eye.Luckily,it did not blind me.But it hurt a whole lot.

Anywho,I always injure myself and these days,my health isn't at its best.I think I'm gonna have to chillax a bit more at home ;)

Thursday, April 22, 2010

went to the hair salon to get my hair trimmed......

......I am aware that I have already chopped off about 10 inches of my hair already but I just needed a little bit more edge to it so I went ahead and splurged a whole lot on my hair today ^_^

Juanna (the hair stylist) said that I've lost weight.A LOT.Haha!It's definitely my stress level.It's fucked up pretty much most of what's left of my system.Hell,I can't even look up properly when I walk coz the world would start spinning!And yes,I still pass for a secondary school girl when I don't dress up :/

I try to look my age most of the time.It's just hard to do.So I'd do it in times of need like if I need to get into movies which requires me to look old enough then I'd dress my age.Then again,it may not be what I wear.

ANYWHO!I have problems sleeping these days.AGAIN.Maybe it's the heat.But half the times I'm freezing.This is getting strange.I should call the Ghosbusters!

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

happy birthday Po Chi Lam!

Hahahahah!
My sister spent the night at home and we were laughing so hard last night over the dumbest things.She still insists that I bring out the worst insanity of her.Oh well.

It's her birthday today.She's 22......I think.My folks decided to take everyone out for brunch.Was almost late for our movie date at noon-ish.I think I'm gonna take my sister to either Bobbi Brown or Make Up For Ever for a birthday treat.

Anywho,I didn't eat during brunch coz I wasn't hungry.I got hungry after the movie.Just then,my mum called Shu to tell him that there has been some changes in plans and that Qarim wanted to join us since he was bored and wanted to get something at the mall anyways.Rushed home to get some things to be brought to our place later after that.

I needed to vacuum the apartment badly coz it was super dusty so we chucked the vacuum into the car.We=Qarim,Shu and I.Grabbed some more things to be brought to the apartment and headed off to Subang.BAAAAD TIMING!I completely forgot that it's a week day so we got caught in traffic jams and stuff.I drove all the way there for the first time ever!

*Managed to get Qarim addicted to the Sims 3!

Shu and I got hooked to the new Ford Fiesta.I'd happily get that car over any Japanese car!The fact that it is smaller and way cuter than the Ford Focus makes it awesome!AND........they come in manual transmission as well!YEY!

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

hatred for cyclists

I was gonna run down a bunch of cyclists who were cycling at the side of the road.I wonder if these people are aware of the rules of "SINGLE FILE"?! Dah la tanak use the pedestrian/bicycle lane!Pastu nak nak obstruct traffic!

AND.....I hate it when people do NOT STOP at a junction!

Anywho,Shu and I couldn't stop singing out loud KYLE'S MUM IS A STUPID BITCH (in D minor) I kept telling him that if I ever had to deal with the people he'd be dealing with in the future,I'd end up passing racist statements and swearing BIG TIME!Hahahahahaha!!!!!We've been listing out really awful words and sometimes it gets loud and we'd forget we're in public places.Either ways,it would make us laugh our heads off.

Anywho,we got Bedah a maze yesterday.I was hoping so much that she'd be happy about it so that she can walk about without being disturbed or attacked by Kecik or Snow Bear.She's NOT happy with it.In fact,she'd get worked up and angry and starts rolling around,scratching and biting the walls.She looked furious.She can't even climb up the tunnels.WTF?!Have I spoiled her completely?!

I've spoiled Kecik......no wait!Kak Yah spoiled Kecik!Snow Bear is spoiled by my parents :p

Monday, April 19, 2010

not hate but not love

I know that when I first splurged out on cosmetics,I totally splurged out on M.A.C. stuffs like primer and powder foundation and mineralized skin finish natural powder but that was before I explored the world of Make Up For Ever and Bobbi Brown.I must say,I do prefer liquid foundation a whole lot more.I've been alternating from Bobbi Brown's skin foundation to Make Up For Ever's HD foundation ever so often and I am beginning to love these liquid products more.

I love Bobbi Brown's natural coverage.It doesn't make me look like I'm wearing make up AT ALL which is good since my skin isn't perfect at all.Also,Bobbi Brown's concept of using the moisturizer which has some protection against the sun and stuff is also used as a primer makes it a whole lot easier for me to work with.Currently,I am finishing up the sample of the brightening face lotion with spf50.So far,I have not had problems with it although it does smell like sun block lotion.I lurve their concealer!

I love MUFE's HD liquid foundation only because it is super light that I don't feel like I have anything on at all.Since it does not have any protection against the sun,I'd put it on at night.It has a matte finishing so I don't look all shiny.I also lurve their loose powder.It doesn't have super light coverage like the HD translucent powder but it has a tint of color which makes it blend nicely.

I think if I'm gonna splurge next time,it would definitely be on any of these 2 brands ^_^

Sunday, April 18, 2010

rocking the jungle

We're done with carrying the big loads from Shu's apartment in Bangi all the way to our new place in Subang.Yes,HUGE things like a bed,a computer,a computer monitor,a desk and a big bundle of laundry.AND we carried them all to the top floor and survived!YEY!

We've also put up the curtains in the lounge area so we have more privacy now.Oh yes,and the computer is all set up as well.We have one room which only needs a single mattress to be ready to be moved into.Yey!

Seriously,the place is in great condition to be moved into.We just need furnitures and probably a stove and stuff.The study room is by far the most used room in the apartment since we got the place.The littlest room is always opened coz we put things in it and stuff.The master bedroom is the emptiest right now.

We've been making good timing so far in going to Subang from either TTDI or Bangi.Traffic is alright.I think the only thing that seems to slow us down are the traffic lights.OH!We met one of our soon-to-be neighbors.He offered Shu his umbrella when Shu needed to make a quick run to the car.He lives on the same floor as us.He welcomed us to the new place with a smile when we thanked him ^_^

I am so BUYING a unit there soon!Hahahahaha!!!!!!

Saturday, April 17, 2010

finding similarities

Talking and singing are totally different!Like milky way and mars!Like totally 2 different shit!

Singing does not require me to think AT ALL.I just get my ass up on stage and sing.It's no biggie.Make sure the guitars are tuned and the sounds from all the instruments are balanced and the MOST important thing is to make sure I can hear myself (or not) and on with the show.

I noticed HOWEVER,the moment I THINK,I'd totally mess up the lyrics.So yeah,no thinking.Just do it!Haha!

Talking to a bunch of people freaks the shit outta me!I get nervous and scared just thinking about having to speak up front of a whole bunch of people whom I have never met before.Firstly,I'd have to be prepared.That takes a whole lot of effort and I am definitely NOT the type of person to put in a 110% into doing things coz it would usually just jynx everything and eventually it would mess up.

The last couple of months,however,have been very different.Challenging.Frustrating.Tiring.But for some strange reason,I kept going and before I knew it,it was all over.Hah!I was actually getting the hang of it.Who would have thought I could pull it off?I did.

I guess there's a first time for everything.Seriously,trying to let everyone know who is in charge is never in my nature.I'm more of the type of person who'd let my actions do the talking and what ever the hell you wanna think about it comes later.For some strange reason,I had to take charge only coz I had to and I did.Well,it was more of me trying to help out but I was running against time which was making things super impossible for me to do but I did all that I could.

I've been on a break and recently,I had my first try at something similarly new.I made mistakes.Learned from them.Hopefully,I'll do better next time ;)

I'm down to doing anything new ^_^

Friday, April 16, 2010

our very first visit to a klinik kerajaan@Wisma Goshen,Kerinchi

We had to do a HIV blood test.Procedure to getting married.I was telling Tasha about it last night when we went out for a drink.She was laughing.I'm still trying to believe how I got through all of it.

She thinks we're mad for doing the things we've been doing all this while despite getting everything ready for the wedding.

I just want a complete season of Glee.

I can't imagine how we're gonna carry all the (heavy and big) things up to our apartment :/ My folks have already told us that they don't wanna go up to our new place coz there's just no way in hell they'd climb up all the stairs.Hahaha!

My head is already programed into LBP mode.BIG TIME!I think I'm gonna get a ps3 for Shu and I later on.I'd do it for LBP.It's either that or the XBox.I know that I am so hooked to the Sims 3 as it is.Hahahaha!It is super addictive!

P.S. I am not liking Bobbi Brown's brightening face cream with SPF50!It smells and feels like sun block lotion.The ones you use before you jump into the swimming pools.Yes,that one.EEEEUW!

AND!OMFG!WE soooooo went on the LRT today to kill time!I haven't been on that thing since.....since........I can't remember!We had about an hour to kill to Shu and I decided to get on the train and head over to the nearest mall.We managed to get onto the new trains.Bigger shit!No kidding!

........and then I remembered the time back in school when Shu and I would take the train to go from one place to another only coz we both were underage to drive.Hehe!But for some strange reason........I have memories of Shu driving me around.I distinctively remember him picking me up from school a few times.......hurmm.........

Thursday, April 15, 2010

a respond to Foxburr-san's entry

It's a lie if I say that God and fate did not bring us together.Even though we went separate ways and lost contact for about 4 years,we still could talk and laugh the way we used to back then.And to think that we were only 16 at the time.

There's just way too many factors that brought us together back then and a whole lot of things that brought us back a couple of years ago.Obviously,we have both grown in so many ways and many things may have made us what we are today but getting a response from one of the many ways we've tried in getting back in contact with one another felt really good.

I was hoping so much that it would be a positive thing and it had been ever since.Every step of the way.I never saw any of this coming but I am surprised at how comfortable and calm and happy I am about it ^_^

I did not hesitate to say 'Yes' and till today,I cannot believe that you came back into my life.

I've never stopped thanking God for that >.<

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

clumping up

Got a call from Kamal today about some sponsors for the recording of our very first EP.It's awesome to know that people appreciate what they've heard even though it had been jamming sessions in the last couple of weeks.I'm curious to know what the details are.

Yesterday,we (Shu and I) got a text message from Kamal saying that there will be a photoshoot for our EP and stuff.That's great news.So,we're finally getting recognitions and stuff.Kool.

I know that I haven't been working hard enough for the band lately.I've been too occupied with the new place.I've been shopping for things for the house and making endless lists of things we need.Kecik is kinda upset with us too these days.I want to take him with us.I want to take him and Snow Bear and Bedah.I'm gonna make sure the kitties have their awesome scratching pole and beds and Bedah is getting a new house and house mate.

Now that Shu have secured a photographer for our wedding day,that's just one of the many things off my back.I have to go see the wedding planner soon.I have been so caught up on the private party plans.Emailing and replying emails and checking emails and stuff.It's really getting to me.

I have less than 2 months till my wedding day.I don't know what I'd do without my mum :) And Shu has been MY backbone through all of this!Thank you so much!

a little thing called life

I've come to notice a lot of things about people in general as I go down this road called life.People hate people whom have things they don't have.Like in school when all the pretty popular crowd are not liked by the ones who fail to get any form of attention,nowadays,I see that going on still.I have no idea why.What you have is never enough and you want more and even if you have things that no one else have,you still want more.I know that it's ok to improve.I just don't get why you have to be bitchy and make up stories about people who have things you don't.Think about what you have that they don't have.It's not supposed to make you feel good about yourself.It's supposed to make you grateful and thankful.

Some friends whom I've known from way back (zaman bebudak) sounded like attending other people's wedding is something that person shouldn't have and that it was supposed to be them who were getting married instead.Well,guess what!She invited you to her wedding coz she thinks you'd be happy for her and not bitch about her at her wedding.You suck!I hope to NOT see you at MY wedding!I don't care how long I've known you!I never liked talking to you anyways.Hahaha!

Monday, April 12, 2010

suddenly time is moving a little too fast

While my folks were busy trying to figure out the best words to be printed out on our wedding invitations,I was thinking a bit too much about our party and YES,our little photographer problem.I need to go see the wedding planner ASAP coz I really can't do this shit!

Ok,I admit it.I was spending time (a whole lot of time) doing music.I was jamming,meeting people and busy talking about getting the band publicity and even thinking about going into mainstream.

For 2 weeks in a row,we've been jamming and the session we had last was the longest by far.We got home at about 1am.I think we were jamming for over 2 hours and there were a whole lot of people watching us practice.

One of Kamal's friends does gigs and he's brought up some bands in history.He saw us play last week and wants to know how serious we really are with the industry.He told us to write our biography and stuff and he's gonna help us set up a web page.Also,last night,he had someone over from Converse (yes THE Converse) to watch us play just to see if we can get ourselves some gigs several times in a month.She liked our songs and she wants to see the lyrics.

Oh yeah,Kamal's friend said he's trying to get one of our songs into an upcoming movie.Like a soundtrack maybe.

Hurmm.......

Anywho,Shu and I finally had our time off from this whole wedding thingy and hungout the way we used to on weekends.It was fun but tiring.........erm......that was caused by super high heels actually :p I had a blast.I'm still laughing about one incident that happened to him when I was staying with him some months ago.CANNOT STOP LAUGHING JUST THINKING ABOUT IT!

Thursday, April 08, 2010

kisah juru nikah

Before getting married,Shu and I and my dad (coz he's the wali) would have to fill up some forms and hand them over to the juru nikah coz he's in charge of handling the paperworks to our marriage.We went to the mosque to look for him (the juru nikah) and when we got there,Shu forgot to make a copy of his I.C. so we had to bail and come back later.We got back later and the van jenazah was there in the mosque driveway.Someone died.Everyone in the mosque must have been busy then so Shu decided to call the guy later at night since he had to get to work soon.

That night,Shu called him up and he told Shu to go over to his house at 9am the next day.He gave Shu his house address.The very next morning,I woke Shu up and told him to get over to the dude's house.He did.That guy's kid came running out and told Shu that his dad was playing ping pong at the mosque.Shu headed over to the mosque and the guy apologized for forgetting their arrangment the day before.Shu gave him the papers and left.

Later in the afternoon,the guy called Shu up and said he had bad news.He said a guy called Zainal had already booked the day and time Shu wanted.Shu laughed and told him that Zainal was the father of the bride.Shu's bride-to-be.My dad!

studio photoshoot?

NAAAAH!

Was talking to some people from some wedding photography company.They showed Shu and I some really3 nice photos and photo albums produced by their company.I must say,I do love a lot of their dresses.Those corset top dresses.Those off shoulder ones.BUT.....I am still liking the one I tried out at the other shop some months ago.It's one piece.The top part of the dress has a corset.White with tiny red roses and there's a ribbon for the corset in red as well.It was so damn beautiful that I think,I would just go ahead and buy it instead of renting it.I definitely have to wear some really high heels with it!

Speaking of which,I took out a whole lot of shoes (the ones I never knew I owned) and yes,they belong to me.The last pair of heels I bought were the highest of all of them.I always tell Shu to NOT let me touch shoes which are too high but we somehow agree that it's the height that makes them nice.If the heels of those shoes are any shorter they would have made the shoe looked awful!So yes,I am a fan of high heels these days.Everyone lurves the newest pair I got the other day but everyone thought they were a bit high.Of course they are!

I think I want a Dance Dance Revolution arcade game at home!I suck at getting coordinated but I love moving around and trying out new dance moves!<---I just discovered that side of me

P.S.: Shu's nephew's younger sibling died today.It was because of leukemia.

Wednesday, April 07, 2010

mall ratz:part 3475-ish

Hahahahaha!

Shu and I were supposed to go the Proton show room today to test drive a car (for a review) but when we got to the place,we realized that it was going through some make over or something so we left.While driving around,we were trying to figure out where else we could be able to test drive that particular car.As usual,we'd be talking and laughing and laughing and laughing and eventually,we'd forget what we were supposed to do and end up on the way to Tropicana City Mall.

Our other ultimate plan was to hangout at BadAss Coffee till it was time for Shu to get ready for work but instead,we took a detour to the game arcade for just a little while.Shu saw this drift racing game so he went ahead and gave it a shot.Yeah,he sucked at getting the damn car to drift.I on the other hand wanted to give After Burner a shot and later on,I discovered that I am after all a very sucky fighter pilot.It wasn't about the visibility of the plane I was flying.I was just getting carried away with seat moving everywhere as I was trying to dodge bullets and missiles.

Later on,I saw the ultimate thingy I should have been playing all the while.The Para Para Paradise 2nd Mix!It's all about dancing with our hands.Vidz are up on FB ;) Of course,I couldn't coordinate my hands and legs very well so I was failing each and every stage.Shu was nailing the game a bit too much that he told me to take over at one point.Of course,I failed the damn stage :p

After that,we gave the 18-wheeler truck racing game a shot.Of course,I was doing exceptionally well with the honking.Shu sucked at driving the damn thing coz once the damn truck got out of track it just refused to get back onto the tracks.Last but not least,we ended our gaming session with some good old Japanese crazy game called Gahaha which had always been our ultimate laughing game.I would strongly recommend anyone playing it whenever anyone goes to the game arcade ;)

BadAss Coffee in regulars could seriously kill you!In a good way ^_^

Tuesday, April 06, 2010

was at a funeral today

My last living grand aunt (my mother's aunt) left us earlier today.At first,my mum told me that she was gonna go see my grand aunt who was really3 sick this morning.She's been in the hospital since Saturday.She's been really3 sick but today she got worse.My folks were about to go to the hospital when they heard how bad my grand aunt was getting and before they had the chance to even leave the house,my grand aunt passed away.

So,our morning plan were completely dropped as all of us headed over to my grand aunt's house.Even Aunty Intan came along with us.For the first time ever,I paid attention to the ladies kafan my late grand aunt.At first,I wasn't so sure if I wanted to go kiss her before they brought her to the surau and the burial grounds but later on,I realized that I never saw her after my cousin's wedding in late January.Now,I'm never gonna see her again.So,I kissed her and said my goodbyes.

My grand aunt and her sister who died years ago are the 2 nicest the world has ever come to know and now,both of them are gone.My grandma is the only one left of all her sisters whose died all these years.I hope she won't be feeling too alone later on.

I've never seen my uncles and aunties cried so much.

Monday, April 05, 2010

band update!

Went to see Kamal at a mamak a while ago just before Shu went to work.Kamal said those dudes who came to see us jam last night has a proposal for us.Bottom line is that we'll be heading into the studio in Setiawangsa this Saturday to do a track by track recording of ONE of our songs.One of these dudes organize gigs and stuff so if all goes well after the recording,we might get ourselves a good deal of 2 gigs a month.That's really awesome!

Actually,they want the song Maya for an upcoming movie project or something BUT Kamal said we shouldn't let it go just yet.That's our ballad.I did expect this song to be in a movie like a soundtrack or something but we have to see what kind of deal we're talking about here before jumping into any decisions.

trippin'

Got up super early this morning.Shu and I headed over to Subang to get our apartment cleaned up.Yes,scrubbing floors and cleaning up bathroom walls included.Our apartment is squeeky clean now so all that's left to do is just getting our things moved into their respected rooms or spaces.Snow Bear would have no problems finding things to do coz there are cockroaches running around every now and then.They are tinier but are roaches ;)

*I hate looking at how my dad treats him everytime he tries to teach Snow Bear a lesson!SO,I'mma make sure we get him and Kecik (and Bedah) moved to the new place ASAP!

After a long day of scrubbing and brushing and wiping and cleaning,Shu and I decided to get something to eat so we headed to the mall.We were super starving that we had trouble deciding what to eat or where to go.After getting our tummies filled,we walked around to see what was to be seen.We then spotted several......no,A LOT of people walking around with Milo goodie bags in their hands.

Being a Milo freak since I was a kid (and the fact that every other person was carrying that damn goodie bag) I was determined to get myself one.We found the place where everyone got their bags but we weren't eligible to get them.After snooping around and eve's dropping on some of the promoter's conversations with civilians,we realized what needed to be done to get those grean thingys.

We had to get ourselves registered to get a yellow slip which has 18 spaces that needed to be stamped by every booth available outside by people from Nestle.The thing is,I love milk so getting free samples wasn't a problem at all.It's getting a whole lot of different samples which was slowly letting us on the verge of puking.Other than that we were doing just fine.

We got free drinks,yogurts,ice creams,mashed potatoes and chocs.And to think that we just ate!

Anywho,after that we decided to just slow things down a little and ended our day out with some good old coffee (and iced chocolate!)<---I've sworn off ice blended and smoothies coz it's wrecked my throat for years!

Our newly liked lepak place is Bad Ass Coffee over at Tropicana City Mall.Shu is addicted to their latte and I lurve their iced choc drink!

*Everytime I see the word Kona on their posters,I'd instantly cry out "KONNNI CHI WAAA!" No idea why :/

After that,we chilled out at home for a bit to prepare ourselves for the jamming session later at about 9pm.Just before we left the house,we (Shu and I) foundout that Rashidinsky injured himself during a futsal tournament earlier today.I know,futsal is not even a sport.How could anyone injure himself that bad?Well,he did and that sucked.We told Kamal about his condition and how it was even difficult for him to climb up stairs.

Haha!The conversation between Kamal and Shu were just confusing.We showed up at the mamak at the studio thinking that it was just supposed to be a band meeting.Kamal was still expecting a jamming session.SO,Shu and I drove back home to get my guitar and distortion pedal and cables and book and came back and headed into the studio.

It turns out,Kamal had some friends over to see us play coz they are organizers so they'd have slots for us to play for in the future.I spent my time laughing so hard coz as much as I know I messed up SOME parts of the lyrics and guitars,Ayie and Rashid were playing some completely different sounds.They sounded like a remix version of our songs.And Kamal spaced out during his solos.That was hilarious!I was constantly trying to catch a breath but all went well.

We had a little lepak session before leaving for home and we had good laughs ^_^

Saturday, April 03, 2010

it's time to try defying gravity

The wedding planner came today and Shu and I finally got to meet him.We've heard so much about him but we never got around to seeing him.Today,my aunt,my uncle,my folks,Aunty Intan,Shu and I got to sit down and talk to him.He showed us his past works and he asked us about the themes and costumes and stuff.

The themes we chose definitely included PGL's Gusti Putri Adjeng Retno Dumilah and Hang Tuah!YEY!And of course,we'd never wanna miss out the saree!Shu and I asked him about our make up and all.Yes,make up.Shu will have to have some on for photoshoots ^_^

After all that,Shu and I ran off to the hypermarket to get some stuff for our apartment.We'll be cleaning up the place tomorrow morning.Hopefully,we'll be able to move in within the duration of next week.

We're currently worried sick (and annoyed) by Kecik.He has a hole on his shoulder!It's not bleeding or whatever but its a freakin' hole!Managed to get it sanitized a bit and got some vitamin E on the damn thing!The only place we'd find him these days would either be in the kitchen itself or somewhere between the kitchen and the lounge.Most of the time,he's hanging around closer to the kitchen.I have no clue when and how and why he has all those injuries on him :/

Friday, April 02, 2010

Stage@Tropicana City Mall

That's probably the only good reason to go there.Hahaha!Well,there is that other shop Shu loves so much but........I like Stage.Their eyeshadows are da bomb!

They have these sets out for like MYR180 for a palette of 5 eyeshadows and 2 blushers OR 9 eyeshadows.They're like MYR45 each!So that is super cheap!AND......there is a free pouch as well.

*I really3 lurve their Coffee Bean eye color!

Anywho,I ended up getting L'Oreal's open eyes quad.The shimmer and colors are awesome!Actually,my sister got them about a month ago and I kinda liked it so I decided to get one myself ^_^

My mum has been pushing me to get Bobbi Brown stuff.Actually,she only came to know of it from watching a documentary (or something) about their products.I know for a fact that their products are good.I only have a bit of problem finding a foundation that does not make me yello-ish coz I am aware of my yellow toned skin but their foundation makes me yellow-er.I like how it glides nicely onto my skin though.

I was telling my sister the steps to getting her falsies on for her show tonight while we were chatting online last night.Theoretically,it should work but I can't be too sure.I just hope that her friends can help her out :/

It's been crazy in the last couple of weeks.Shu and I had lunch with his cousin whose working in Mutiara Damansara.Eversince he broke up with his girlfriend,Shu said that he's crazier than before.Shu's colleagues are mad as well.They're really nice guys but mad.So is Shu's trainer :/ Hurmm.......when I think about it again,I wonder if hanging around crazy people is good for Shu himself.I mean,let's face it,I am not entirely there myself most of the time<---the Cheshire cat way.Hahahahahahah!!!!!!!!

Thursday, April 01, 2010

not late,just malas ^_^

Shu got up at about 8:15am and thought I left the house already,he rushed over to my bedroom door and found that it was locked.He realized that I was still in there.Most likely,I was still very much asleep.Which I was.

I've been supertired in the last couple of days.Insomnia+freezing to death in air conditioned rooms+drenched in rain=not a very healthy FidZy.

I told Shu last night that if I didn't get up this morning only means that I wasn't gonna get up at all.

I didn't get up.

SO......Shu woke me up and took me out SHOPPING.For our hantaran gifts.We sorta have a list but most of the time,we'd end up shopping for things we need and want and forget to buy the things for the wedding ceremony itself.As of today,we have successfully gotten myself a pair of awesome Clarks shoes and a U.C. of Benetton handbag.I have gotten Shu the CK perfume he's been wanting.CK Free ^_^

Shu wants to get me a perfume.I am still trying to finish up the DKNY 50ml Apple he got me months ago.I don't use perfumes much.I'm more of a deodorant and powder person.Maybe its coz I'm naturally deodorized ^_^ Either ways,I do like the Guess (pink) perfume.And Clinique Happy.........and Paris Hilton's first perfume (not sure what it's called) I don't mind the Givenchy or Escada Sentinent.........Oh yeah,I don't mind Estee Lauder's Beyond Paradise or Salvatore Ferragano's Icanto Bliss or Facinating.........

HAHAHHAAHAHAHHAHAAHA!!!!!!<---And I say I'm not much of a perfume person ;p

Ok,here's the thing.I superlove Make Up For Ever now.No idea why.I'm also kinda looking forward to meeting the wedding planner this weekend.If he is all that my mum says he is then I don't suppose I'm gonna have problems working with the guy.Honestly,I prefer guys as make up artists.Most female make up artists' works I've seen are not to my liking.If everything else fails,my sister has friends and acquaintances whom are make up artists.I think the dude's name is Julia and the other guy's name is Daud.Oh wait,Daud is her classmate.He's probably a fashionista.Not a make up artist.

Nevermind,I have my own products if everything else fails ;)

OH!BY THE WAY.......the theme for our upcoming partay is Little Big Planet ^_^ That means......guests are expected to know WTF LBP is AND the dresscode is overly exaggerated outfits.Try opening up your pop-it and click on the sackboy icon.You can easily customize your sackboy's attire and stuf.Hehehe..............

I need to study the meaning of the word "SERIOUSNESS"