Sometimes we take life for granted

Sometimes people ask me if I ever worried about my children being born with extra toes or fingers and I'm like, I would only pray for my kids to be born safe and alive. I cannot imagine what it's like for parents whom have kids with special needs go through. I was crying every single night when Yusuf was in the NICU. 10 days straight, to be exact. I still worry about him now. I'd check if my kids are sleeping well and if they are breathing in the middle of the night. Yes, I am that psycho.

Anywho, I really hope that I am able to help other kids in any way I can and I hope my kids will do too.

Not every child is born lucky.

Invited the durian monsters over on Saturday night

Shu decided to get some Musang King for Simon and Wani. It was my first time trying out Durian. Not exactly what I had in mind but the smell did not bother me one bit. Wani had been wanting Yong Tau Foo so Shu got some for dinner and Durian later. It was fun.

On Sunday, we attended my one and only cousin's engagement ceremony. Yes, Anas Bananas is on his way to settling down. I was so excited because it turns out, I'm the only one who's never met his now fiancé.

After that, we headed over to Cyberjaya for food. The kids wanted to go to the playground so we let them have a go and then we headed home.

My sister brought this to my attention

There are people out there who built a place for kids whom are not able to function like a regular person and are bedridden. These kids are either orphans or dumped by their parents or have families who cannot afford to take care of them.

It makes me so sad because I always try to do everything I can for my children and I push myself to always be there for whatever they need and not everyone is able to do that or is given that opportunity or chance.

Anyways, some of the kids have died from really bad seizure and currently they need help to renovate their toilets in order to make them more wheelchair friendly. Some have fallen and injured themselves in there.

My in-laws and my sister in-laws and their family were in Europe recently

They got us souvenirs but what I am actually excited about are these

I now have 2 kgs of Italian brown rice for making risotto. I've never cooked risotto before so this could be a good time to try :)

Random stuff from Friday through Sunday

Hamza and Safiyya finally gets a photo together 

Simon and Rashid attempted to fly the Airbus at my dad's workplace family day

Yusuf got his portrait photo

As well as his class photo 

It was his first costume so he didn't want to take it off the whole day

Oh No.......

The chickens have formed a pyramid!

This is exactly why I love watching children television with my kids.

My kids love Go Jetters and Safiyya would get all happy and jumping joy whenever  the theme song comes on.

I do sing a lot at home too. Anything from Broadway to Disney to whatever theme song that comes to mind.

When the kids are calm, I'd play the guitar and sing. After all, Safiyya's first lullaby was Plug In Baby :)

The Sweetest

Shu knows my struggle with lighting for makeup and especially when we travel, I'd be looking for a window area for the best natural lighting and stuff. Most of the time, I'd get by with my Muji mirror but sometimes, it gets tough. The other day, we were going around Ikea looking for a mirror for the bathroom downstairs that I have claimed to be mine. The one i wanted was out of stock so I had to get whatever that was available and improvise. A few days back, he received a package and it was a mirror with built in lights for my makeup application which he ordered earlier in the week. It's so awesome! Today, he hung up the mirror we got from ikea on the wall of the bathroom downstairs :) I love it so much because even though it hasn't been modified yet, he also changed the light bulb in that bathroom so I can see better ^_^

Girls outing

Today was pretty weird. My sister had been wanting to go makeup shopping with me for a while now and we finally decided to go today. Shu took the boys to Hamley's while Safiyya and I met up with Wani and Hamza at Sephora. Turns out, my mum was the one who picked up my sister and joined us on our first makeup shopping trip together.

My mum and my sister had never been to sephora so I basically showed them around a bit. Then, one of the staff there recognized me. He was my makeup artist on my wedding reception day 7 years ago. He was talking to my mum while Wani and I were swatching samples.

I introduced my mum to the glitter goodness from Stila and she went bonkers over it. I didn't have anything to buy coz I usually plan ahead before heading into sephora. My sister ended up wandering into Bobbi Brown and my mum ended up with 2 perfume bottles and a lipstick set from Smashbox.

After that, we were trying to find a nice place to eat but ended up having coffee instead because the lunch crowd was filling up fast. It's been a while since we went out like that. My sister is planning the next trip already.

Annoyed

Eversince moving here, I've come to realize many things. One of which is how hard moving is for me. I only moved to a different town, same state and my stress level is shooting up the roof. I cannot imagine what it's like for Simon having to move to a different country altogether.

I find that food here is difficult for me to like. I've tried a few options but I can't possibly rely on food trucks which only opens for dinner through supper. I've been cooking and so far, it's ok but not satisfying.

Omg, and the people here...... It's like, they cannot keep up with the developments around them. What is up with that?! I am calm and collected at home and most days within the neighborhood area. The moment I step out from the gates at the guard house, it's just madness.

It's been a hard few months for me trying to get out and getting to know the town area.

Pusat Sains Negara

The boys were in need of something to do so we took them to the National Science Center :)