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Tuesday, September 14, 2021

what feels wrong but shouldn't?

 Being happy.......when everyone seems stressed or unhappy.........

It's weird coz what ever I am experiencing is not the same with or for everyone else but I sometimes let it affect me and I shouldn't coz we all have different levels of problems and maybe there are times when I am down or unhappy but other people are happy and that's ok.

Anyways.....the struggle is always there........

Finally took the kids out yesterday. They were so happy we were shopping together after so long. We also had lunch together outside. My tummy isn't having it coz it's been hurting today. I haven't been eating non-homecooked food for so long that my tummy can't take it. Maybe I shouldn't eat store bought stuff. I can't help it. We're always on the move and for the longest time, we've been at home and we decided to just cook our own food and it was the best thing ever.

I am trying to still keep my routines in check so that my body won't get into a shock or just.....ya know, fall into a form of laziness which I cannot cope with especially when it shows physically.

We visited Shu's parents today and the kids had a blast coz they really get carried away when playing with Shu's dad. They were running and screaming and laughing. It was fun.