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Wednesday, January 14, 2009

had dinner with mum and Qarim and Azim and Shu today.....

We had a really weird and not-very-pleasant topic of discussion while eating.My mum and how much she hates my step-grandpa.I understand why she hates the dude.I'm not very fond of how he treats my grandma too.Well,the thing about my mum is that she got kicked out from the house while she was in university all those years ago........erm........alongside other things.......I just hate it that my grandpa doesn't give my grandma cash (eventhough she's working) when he actually has millions invested in banks outside the country.

Like Raqib said,the men in my family tree just never seem to be on the right side<---I wonder what the left side is like........

*sigh*

Ok,back to here and now.I have been avoiding my mum whenever she asks me to go look at wedding dresses and stuff.Seriously,my mind thinks as far as 2 weeks ahead.There's no saying what will happen tomorrow.What more a few months?I'm just saying that I am not about to scout around for something that isn't really 'here' yet.

As far as I am concerned,I am in love with him.Always had been all this while.He proposed and I said yes.As far as both of us are concerned,we are engaged.That's what we tell everyone anyways.No,we are not married.Not yet.If everything goes well then we shall marry by end of this year (or something).What ever that happens in between which is beyond my control cannot be helped.

Anywho,Kamal called me to tell me the plans for this weekend's meeting and jamming session.He wants to try get us started on the demo recording already.I'm gonna have to work harder at recovering ASAP.Also,he told me about some dude from a tv show who is interested to check out our band page over at myspace.Erm.........well,good luck with that.The page is pretty empty as far as I know.Unless Kamal or Ayie or Rashid posted some stuff up already which I never knew of.

Hahahaha!I am ever so nervous about our upcoming performance!But like they say,the show must go on!This one is for the late Izwan Ikmal Arif!You are forever remembered :/

u-huh?

War is the reciprocal and violent application of force between hostile political entities aimed at bringing about a desired political end-state via armed conflict. -Wikipedia-

http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/war
–noun
1.
a conflict carried on by force of arms, as between nations or between parties within a nation; warfare, as by land, sea, or air.

2.
a state or period of armed hostility or active military operations: The two nations were at war with each other.<---I think only one nation is at war and the other is just the victim
3.
a contest carried on by force of arms, as in a series of battles or campaigns: the War of 1812.

4.
active hostility or contention; conflict; contest: a war of words.

5.
aggressive business conflict, as through severe price cutting in the same industry or any other means of undermining competitors: a fare war among airlines; a trade war between nations.

6.
a struggle: a war for men's minds; a war against poverty.

7.
armed fighting, as a science, profession, activity, or art; methods or principles of waging armed conflict: War is the soldier's business.<---It becomes the soldier's business only in defense mode.

8. Cards. a. a game for two or more persons, played with a 52-card pack evenly divided between the players, in which each player turns up one card at a time with the higher card taking the lower, and in which, when both turned up cards match, each player lays one card face down and turns up another, the player with the higher card of the second turn taking all the cards laid down. b. an occasion in this game when both turned up cards match.

9. Archaic. a battle.–verb (used without object)

10. to make or carry on war; fight: to war with a neighboring nation.

11.
to carry on active hostility or contention: Throughout her life she warred with sin and corruption.

12.
to be in conflict or in a state of strong opposition: The temptation warred with his conscience. –adjective

13.
of, belonging to, used in, or due to war: war preparations; war hysteria.