slaying as I laugh

 I am far from those whose minds are closed off,living under a rock and their only source of info is a TV. The fact that they believe every single thing on TV and the internet is beyond my comprehension. The world is huge and there is so much to see and explore but these cave dwellers still think I am too much for them. Of course I am. It's called being AWESOME....hahahaha......

Nah, I just don't think and dive straight in head first. If I am curious about something, I would go ahead and explore. I don't like people who contemplate too much. They slow things down and while they are trying to decide, I am already gone. It's either a yes or a no. You can sit here and contemplate or weigh decisions whatever......years would have gone by and you are still where you were.

It's funnier when the people who hasn't done ANYTHING in their lives starts giving you advice. It's so fucking hilarious. It's like they see or read something online or on TV and they start talking like they know the real thing. I've spent too much of my time just brushing these people away and sometimes, I think it's time I tell them in their faces about they are still stuck in the same spot they were all these years just to knock some sense into them in terms of time frame.

Nah....it's a waste of time and energy.....

Hahahahaaa.......

FuhNey Fo Shizzles!

 My daughter (8yo) has friends and her friends really like hanging around with me. They think I am more of her cool older sister rather than her mom. We do all of the secret handshakes and stuff when we meet. I make stickers for them. It's all good.

Earlier, before they got to know me.......her friends thought I was like this stuck up, fierce chick with sunglasses all the time and I act all cool and shit. OMFG! When they finally speak to me, I am practically a walking talking anime! Fo Shizzles!

Shu's sister used to say the same thing about me when I first married into the family. She thought I was this high maintenance,stuck up girl from the city.......😂 Me? I have my particularities and preferences but.....I am a silly goofball.......and I don't live in this real world.....

recovery took a whole lot longer than expected

 So......I got sick for like......3 weeks......and then.....I began to enjoy living life. Just doing art, sewing, drawing, painting.......stuff like that.....and then.....I realize that I really live a blessed life. I had been. Getting sick just reminds me that I have all the time and energy in the world to do what I want and when I am so sick and in bed, I couldn't do any of it.

I live my life doing things I love because I love doing it. I don't need any validation from anyone, I don't need anyone to tell me if I am not good enough because I love doing whatever I do. Also, being able to do it all as a hobby truly is a blessing. I don't worry about deadlines or anything that requires anyone else's attention because I love doing it all. I just got burnt out halfway when I got caught up in the world of the internet and social media. That's all they ever care about. The validation of others.

Just live. It's funner. Just breathe and try doing things you've never done before.....

Speaking of which, I managed to try sailing the Hobie Wave for the first time. It was FUN! I was sailing alone and the instructor told me I got it.....haha.....I had no phone on me or anything that could have indicated if I ever capsized. Damn! I was having a blast....and now, I want one.....Yay!

Shu had been wanting to get me a car but I hate driving. The new cars come with a lot of bells and whistles and I really am more or a mechanical, basic type of gal. I want a boat. A 470......and a Hobie Wave  ^_^ Besides, I have a car.....one that I already am familiar with. No complicated systems telling you how close you are to the curb or the other cars. None of those with a sensor that turns your engine off automatically.......