So......I got sick for like......3 weeks......and then.....I began to enjoy living life. Just doing art, sewing, drawing, painting.......stuff like that.....and then.....I realize that I really live a blessed life. I had been. Getting sick just reminds me that I have all the time and energy in the world to do what I want and when I am so sick and in bed, I couldn't do any of it.
I live my life doing things I love because I love doing it. I don't need any validation from anyone, I don't need anyone to tell me if I am not good enough because I love doing whatever I do. Also, being able to do it all as a hobby truly is a blessing. I don't worry about deadlines or anything that requires anyone else's attention because I love doing it all. I just got burnt out halfway when I got caught up in the world of the internet and social media. That's all they ever care about. The validation of others.
Just live. It's funner. Just breathe and try doing things you've never done before.....
Speaking of which, I managed to try sailing the Hobie Wave for the first time. It was FUN! I was sailing alone and the instructor told me I got it.....haha.....I had no phone on me or anything that could have indicated if I ever capsized. Damn! I was having a blast....and now, I want one.....Yay!
Shu had been wanting to get me a car but I hate driving. The new cars come with a lot of bells and whistles and I really am more or a mechanical, basic type of gal. I want a boat. A 470......and a Hobie Wave ^_^ Besides, I have a car.....one that I already am familiar with. No complicated systems telling you how close you are to the curb or the other cars. None of those with a sensor that turns your engine off automatically.......
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