some people just talk too much......

but they don't have a clue of what they are saying.It's kool.I've met loads of people like that.They are probably losers in a way but they just don't know it so they try very hard to fit in.VERY hard.These type of people amuse me.

Some people think that they own us.Hurmm.........it is to my understanding that even pets we do not own.Well,not entirely.We feed them.Keep them safe but they are their own being.We can't chain them or lock them up.

I don't get people like these.Have they no respect for other people being their own free being?Must everyone they know live according to what they want them to do?Don't they have better things to do than to tell people how to live their lives?

I somewhat feel sad for these people.Maybe this is as much entertainment as they can get.

But then again,there are some people whom simply cannot respect others.It's either they don't realize this flaw within themselves or they think they are far more superior than others.Here's the thing,you're NOT.Haha!You are not going to get respect from people just because you demand it.

Life's a bitch ain't it?

Well,we're not gonna live forever anyways.I think we should just do whatever and be happy with things we want to be happy for......err........or something........haha!

De Touch,TTDI

Spent about 60 bux to get my hair washed,blow dried and snipped off.It was worth it.I've been wanting to get my super long hair cut for too super long.Haha!

And to think that Shu and I simply walked all the way to the tiny town near my house.I was actually heading to May's shop but since it was full,I thought of getting something to drink and hungout for a bit.The killing time turned into a whole lot of drama (continuation from a prior event) and before I realized it,I was already walking away from that shop lot.As we were walking,Shu saw a huge Schwarzkopf poster outside a shop.A hair salon!They used Schwarzkopf products!ME LIKEY!

Without any hesitation,I went in and asked to get my hair washed and cut off.Shu helped me browse through a few magz and I finally decided on one style.Several,actually but they were all somewhat similar.I think it took them less than an hour to get my hair done but I was super happy with the results that I asked Shu to go for a drink with me right after leaving the shop.

We were making fun of those cops who were escorting the DYMM YDPA whom visited a fashion show at a shop near the cafe we were at.Oh yeah,Shu ordered mushroom soup and it came in a huge round bread.The top would open up like a lid and it looked really disturbing (hence the pictures on FB) and then we just started cracking disturbing jokes about it (Shu started it!) and the police at the table next to us started looking at us like we were a couple of people high on something.Ahem,it did NOT help that Shu was doing some really disturbing pose with that soup bread lid :p

We were hopping to see something funny happen to one of those drivers in them big cars like if they'd accidentally drive a wheel into the holes on the sides of the roads or something.It didn't happen.Instead,we were left with looking at a bunch of police men stuffing themselves in those tight traffic police pants (which were getting tighter!).We were contemplating on whether or not we should make fun of them out loud into their faces but we didn't.

*Actually,we forgot coz we were too busy laughing about Shu's mushroom soup bread bowl!

We were supposed to meet up with my sister after her dance class at a nearby Indian restaurant but plans changed so we walked home.Laughing and almost getting run over by huge buses<---long story :/

I need to get out of TTDI!

ultimatum

I had to do it.Something had to be done.I think we've been dancing too long and my feet is beginning to ache.My sister told me this day would come and I was hoping so much it didn't.I can take advice.I just cannot compromise.It's not my nature.Well,I can compromise but I have my limits.

If you mortal beings think I am defiant,wait till you hear what God has to say about me.

It's either we do this or we don't.Consequences and side effects aside.I'm all about here and now.What should have been or what could have been is out of the question.I don't deal with shit like that.It's stupid coz you can't turn back time (DUH!) and anything can happen in the future so just deal with that fact.

It's been a tiring day.I am so done with thinking.Like for real.I've had it.I am either going to be hanging around for some time (still) or I might be going off to some place new.I just cannot do one thing for too long.I hate routines and I am done with city life.

pitstopping

Was on my way home the other day.My sister called me up and asked to hangout with her for a bit in Subang.I went over to my aunt's place to get her.She just broke up and she wanted to talk.So there I was,driving from Puncak Alam to Subang.After a while,my cousin called me and asked if my sister and I could go pick him up from Suwnay Resort coz he's done with work.

Sunway,6pm-ish is just traffic madness.But we went anyways.My cousin was recently transfered to the butchery so my sister told me to brace myself when he gets into the car coz he'd smell really bad.He didn't smell bad at all.He said he brought his deodorizer with him along with some perfumed oil so he didn't smell bad at all.Haha!

In the car,in the middle of a standstill traffic jam,I decided to get something to eat so my sister recommended this place near my aunt's place (which was also jam packed with cars) and the 3 of us hungout for some food and drinks.It was funny.One of us just broken up from a 4 year relationship.One of us is getting married real soon.One of us is still hooking up with different people from time to time.

It was a good therapy though.I enjoyed that outing.

Oh yeah,my aunt's female kitten has this flu going on.It's actually more like a sinus.She looked awful and she was wheezing.......I think.

it takes a crazy,depressed,unstable person to see things in a different light and tell you what is obvious

I'd say life has brought a lot of people down this path.

Strange.

I've been talking a lot of people.

It's only been months.

Not several.

Maybe a couple.

I am afraid if things I have said might have made things the way they are now.

Not like before.

Different.

What if they are not for the better?

What if I was wrong?

What if?

I cannot answer prayers.

I do not possess miracles.

I can barely hold up a conversation.........not with myself.