definitely NOT mum material!

I was supposed to go get some stuff for Bedah (like a new HOUSE!) and possibly a housemate for her as well.Took her into the car along with Azim and friend.I was supposed to drive my brother and his friend to the shop and then took 'em for a drink.It was alright at first until I left the car and joined them in the shop and as we were walking to the mamak shop,Azim asked me how Bedah was doing.Then,it occurred to me that I left her in the car.I know that there was probably a whole lot of oxygen in the car that could last her for about an hour or so but I totally forgot about her!

She was alright by the way ;)

Shu and I drove to Subang this morning to get a car sticker for our car so that we can park within the premises once we move.Then,we went to get me a pair of proper looking (and comfy) and not so over the top shoes.For work.......

By the way,I am so pissed off with the fact that I can no longer fit a nice pair of slack pants coz it's not just loose but it is also super long :/

killing time no more

Was at Bangi this morning.Shu needed to find the pre-marital course certificate which had been lying around somewhere in a box under his bed somewhere in his room and in order to get married,he's gotta find that piece of document along with the blood test results we did last year.We also picked up some of his stuffs to be brought the apartment we shall be moving into soon in Subang.

*THE NEW PLACE IS AWESOME!!!Kecik,Snow Bear and possibly Bedah would have loads of space to around! ^_^*

Anywho,since we had to rush back to TTDI,we didn't have time to clean up the place.We're gonna get a car sticker and a car parking lot within the premises real soon.We managed to sort out the whole bunch of keys which were given to us just to see which ones were meant for which door(s).

Anywho,I was blow drying my hair and all of the sudden,the lights went out.There was a power trip and I was about 70% done!Shu knocked my door and handed me a torch light and told me to stay in the room till he got the problem sorted out.Not long after that,the lights came back on so I continued blow drying my hair.I still have trouble blowing drying the back part of my hair so Shu helped me got it done.He's pretty good at it.I guess having him follow me to get my hair done at salons paid off ;)

Thanks baby! ^_^

lucky number 7

LinZy-san tagged moi.........a long time ago.Since I takde keje now (in this very minute) I shall do this.........list.......thingy.........

I have to narrow down 7 whatevers into a list.I like way too many things and I hate a whole lot of things too.........

7........seven........SEVEN!

Fine,let's just get this over with!

7 things happening in my life at this very moment!

1) I shall be getting married.The confirmed date (agreed by both my folks and Shu's parents) is June 5th 2010.I was telling LinZy on the day I got engaged that I so did NOT see this coming.But then,there was a conversation I had with a classmate of mine semesters ago.It started with her announcement about going back to her home country and she was gonna settle down and stuff.At the time,I was very naive about what marriage is about.To me,that would have been the end of living on the edge.Not being able to do what I want whenever I wanted to.Then,this friend of mine told me that I can still do all that.Just not alone.Not anymore.That's when it all made sense.It's not about restraining yourself or isolating yourself or confining yourself.It's about sharing.Doing the things you like and want with someone.At that time,the only person on my mind was Shu.It had always been him.I can't explain it but I just refused to give anyone else a chance after we said goodbye back then.

2) I am SO into make up.It's weird and very sudden but I really do love them!I figured that it is after all a form of art and anything that could make myself look better is worth a try ;) <---my egoness talking.It started with a youtube make up guru who goes by the username Petrilude.I came across a video he did on Halloween make up.Then,there were other videos.Eventually,I came across Blair's channel Juicystar07.......and other channels.These 2 are my favourites and they explain things really well despite the fact that I may not be able to find most of the items they mention here.But they got me curiouser and curiouser and eventually,I just decided to give it a go.It's worth it!I know that I've splurged an awful lot but it was all worth every cent ^_^

3) I lurve Kecik a whole lot.I am beginning to love Snow Bear just as much eventhough he's a bit on the mad side.I think I can never like places which are not animal friendly and I can never forgive cruelty against animals.If I see someone hurting an animal,I'd probably go ahead and attack the person by doing the exact same thing they do to the animal(s) I don't think I am as considerate towards human beings as much as I show affectionate towards animals.That's why I am not God.I would have annihilated the entire human race within seconds!KABOOM!<---sounding like Kowalski.

4) I am trying to get into the British Council's CELTA program coz I really lurve teaching.I was telling the dude in ELS that I can never see myself sitting in a room looking into a computer screen.I've tried.I just can't.I wish I could go running and get paid or something only coz I can be on the move while working.I realized that I love connecting with other people.I just want to make people see things differently.What I have taken advantage of all these years of living is something I feel I should give back to those who never had the chance to learn.Sometimes I feel like I keep pushing myself beyond the limit eventhough my extra efforts are not going to get me extra pay.I think after a while,I realize that its probably worth it anyways.ALSO,I am hoping that teaching would enable me to travel (only coz I have problems with staying at one place for too long and getting too comfortable)

5) Since Shu is staying at my house now coz he's working in TTDI,I have been sending him to work and having dinner with him during his breaks and picking him up from work.Sometimes,I'd even make him something like sandwiches and stuff.Other times,its either we have dinner outside or I'd just bring him cupcakes or something.I'd send him to work coz the parking area at his work place would either have him resulting to pay or there are simply no parking space at all.It saves a lot of time for me to just drive him.Of course,he sometimes drives himself to work on days when I have things to do.

6) I have been fighting with my folks a lot lately.I have also been getting into fights with Shu because of them.When I said there's been way too much drama in the last couple of weeks I meant every word of it.We have been fighting and arguing and I've been crying even when we're at kopitiams or mamaks or restaurants or even in the park.I hate getting upset but the last couple of weeks have been really3 tough.We were both bitter about the outcome of our families' agreement but at some point,I figured that it's not worth getting angry at eachother because of them.It's us against them and it had always been that way.

7) I'm trying to pull myself together and get committed to a regular job.I've been sending out applications (eventhough I am still attached to my current part-time job). I don't know if I can pull off a day to day regular job.I like part-timing coz I know I can walk away anytime.I'm not a fan of seriousness.I love my free time and flexibility to do what ever I want whenever I want :/

There........7 thingys..........and I'mma tag who ever who reads this.Haha!

Arcadia,USJ11

Went to see the apartment there this morning.It is SOOOOOOOOOO BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!We're so moving there!We're gonna confirm a contract on Saturday and as much as we both love Ritze Perdana (A WHOLE LOT!) The fact that we cannot take Kecik and Snow Bear (and Bedah) with us is major turn off.

*I know Shu really3 super lurve that place*

The good thing about this new place we discovered is that it is super quiet.Its so tranquil.It's the kind of home we'd wanna go back to after shopping (and work) and stuff.AND....Kecik and Snow Bear are able to stay with us ^_^ PLUS,they'll have more space to run around in compared to the previous condo we went to see earlier in the week.

*WAH!So close to Sunway Pyramid.......I can so go to M.A.C. every other day!YEY!*

I am going to meet up with the wedding planner on the 4th.Mum gave him a heads up about my fussy-ness with the products their gonna use on me face!Well,good for him.I am not THAT fussy but I do think an awful lot about what I'm gonna be wearing on my face all day long.It's a good thing for him that I have most products of my own already.

Anywho,Kecik is far from kecik.He's so big that he can't even fit through the window grills :p

Got meself a round brush (hair brush) FINALLY!

There's been way too much drama last week.I don't know if it's a pre-marriage thingy but it sucks.A LOT!I love hanging out with Shu.He's my bitchin' BFF ^_^

*Maybe I should name my new band (in-the-making) Konichiwa Bitch!*

Oh yeah,was at Lancome earlier today.I was curious about their Oscillating Power Foundation but when I was talking to the girl at the counter,she said that the product is only gonna arrive some time next year.WTF?!

I don't know why but everytime I go into some random drug store or cosmetic shop,I tend to ask Shu if he wanted some false lashes when in fact,,his lashes are already long and curled!

me lurves this song!

Call you up in the middle of the night

Like a firefly without a light

You were there like a slow torch burning

I was a key that could use a little turning

So tired that I couldn't even sleep

So many secrets I couldn't keep

Promised myself I wouldn't weep

One more promise I couldn't keep

It seems no one can help me now

I'm in too deep

There's no way out

This time I have really led myself astray

Runaway train never going back

Wrong way on a one way track

Seems like I should be getting somewhere

Somehow I'm neither here no there

Can you help me remember how to smile

Make it somehow all seem worthwhile

How on earth did I get so jaded

Life's mystery seems so faded

I can go where no one else can go

I know what no one else knows

Here I am just drownin' in the rain

With a ticket for a runaway train

Everything is cut and dry

Day and night, earth and sky

Somehow I just don't believe it

Bought a ticket for a runaway train

Like a madman laughin' at the rain

Little out of touch, little insane

Just easier than dealing with the pain

Runaway train never comin' back

Runaway train tearin' up the track

Runaway train burnin' in my veins

Runaway but it always seems the same