robbed

My mum,Aunty Intan and I were on the highway heading back to KL from sending Qarim over at Perak when my mum got a call from my dad which sounded like bad news.I was driving at the time so I could only listen.It turns out that there was a break-in.It was our house.My dad went out for dinner with my brothers and my cousins and my aunt and when they got home,the found that 4 out of 5 rooms of the house were all messed up.Some one broke into our house and went through all our things.Here's the worst part.They came in through MY BEDROOM WINDOW.Now,I'm totally scared.I got home and sure,I'm a bit upset that they took my laptop but when I got into my room to get some documents for the investigating officers,I realized that someone knocked down my vampire skull candle holder and all the things in it fell out.What I did not see was that the grill at my window was ripped open and that there was a foot print on Shu's computer monitor AND there was another foot print on my sister's folded mattress.WHAT THE FUCK?!They came in through my window and broke the backdoor at the kitchen to get out.All of my mother's jewelleries from her one and only jewellery box is gone.All the US dollar bils are gone.I'm not sure about my dad's secret cash stash but my laptop was definitely gone.

I'm a bit upset about everything they took coz it's OURS.I am very territorial when it comes to personal belongings :/ and I am VERY disappointed in the security of the neighbourhood.It's quite OBVIOUS that this house we moved into is NOT safe.Well,not as safe as our own house.I also suspect that these so called "security" guards that have recently popped up everywhere with their booths and stuff all over TTDI has something to do with it.I don't like them.Never did.Never will.I don't care if they are guilty or otherwise.I don't feel safe at all.Seriously,who does all the petrolling around the neighbourhood all day?Who knows better than these people about the whereabouts of the people in TTDI?Who the fuck are these people anyways?

My grandmother got mugged in BROAD DAYLIGHT at the traffic light near one of these booths.Don't tell me no one saw what happened to her especially these so called guards.She's old and now she's scared.They broke her God damn car window for crying out loud!

I'm moving away from here.PERIOD!And I don't care if we're gonna breach the contract coz it ain't worth losing our things and sense of security!

customer service annoyance

Azim and I were at the MPH at The Curve today and we spent the longest time looking for notebooks.When we finally got the ones we wanted,we couldn't find any price tags on them.Azim asked the people at the customer service counter for the price and they asked if we could find another book with tags on them.DUH!That was what we did and OBVIOUSLY the books we picked up were the last ones on the shelf.Why would we be there asking for the price if we could have found it out ourselves?

Finally,the MPH staff came to a conclusion whereby the books cannot be purchased.Azim wanted to just steal them (which wasn't a bad idea after all) I ended up filling up a tiny form with my name and cellphone number on it so that they can call me once they have obtained the information on the price of the notebooks.

*sigh*

Qarim,Azim and I ended up at Borders.I ended up getting a book by Amir Muhammad instead.Luckily,I am enjoying the book so my trip out to the mall today wasn't a complete waste.

Kecik took all his pills today with no problems at all.That is quite an achievement!

Yasmin Ahmad's Films by Amir Muhammad

I think the book contains all the thoughts I have about the movies she's made and Amir Muhammad added extra infos on Yasmin Ahmad as herself and what he thought of her which makes me feel as though the world of awesome Malaysian film has come to an end.That's sad really.She made the whole "One Malaysia" simple and easy through her movies which is what the new generation of this current nation need.

I guess at some point,different people have different preferences so not everyone sees the positive in everything which is good at some point coz only then we can see the flaws whether it is in ourselves or in the world we live in.Still,that doesn't give anyone the right to shoot down someone else's ideas just because he/she doesn't share the same principle :/

One thing I realize is that the initial stage of my wanting to start giving Malaysian movies a chance began with Yasmin Ahmad.I may not like them completely (coz some of them really suck) but I guess some local films are cool (and funny!) ;)

bilakah semut api menjadi babi?

When they start biting you insanely like your leg is candy tower!SHIT!This is the 3rd time I got bitten by these insane devils!It turns out that they have their fort extended all the way to my house and now,I cannot stand outside without getting bitten!WTF?!

ITS FUCKING PAINFUL!!!!!

Anywho,I had a weird tiring day today.Was woken up super early by my mum.As much as my sister and I just cannot comprehend hari raya haji,we got ready anyways coz everyone was gonna go visit my grand aunt whom had just been discharged from the hospital last night.She had pneumonia and they had to pump out a whole lot of fluid from her.She's really old and she probably hasn't got any flesh on her anymore.I cannot imagine the pain she had to put up with.

I was supposed to drive my uncle coz he hasn't been so well himself.It turns out that all these years of insomnia he's been going through was caused by a backbone problem.He's been getting treatments from a chiropractor and he has recovered so much eversince the therapies started.Still,he really shouldn't over exert himself too much.

Went to get Kecik from the vet after we got home.He has to wear a cone for at least 10 days coz he can't afford to lick the stitches on his lower tummy.The vet's assistant told me that the wound was deeper than they expected so it's very crucial to take good care of him.I know that as much as I hate seeing Kecik suffer so much in that thing,I'm gonna have to work extra hard in taking good care of him till he recovers.I would feed him with my own hands and carry him around if I have to and I have to make sure he is well fed and I have to keep an eye on him for most of the time.

I'm waiting for Shu to get back.Apart from going over to SPCA,we have loads of other things to do like get the forms from JAWI and we have to figure out if we have to get married earlier in case we wanna move really far away from home.

Mak Mi was here with her brother and niece and mum came over.I was telling them all about Shu wanting to go visit Mak Mi's kampung for a fishing day trip.I also want to learn to cook a couple of dishes from Mak Mi's mum.There is this Javanese way of cooking soh-oon which is so yummilicious.Everytime I go to any kenduri's there,they'd always serve it and everytime they pack some for us to take home,I'll be the one who'd finish it all up ^_^

The thought of fishing for Siakap is awesome but at some point,it does scare me to think that those fish weighs about 5kg each.I don't know if I'm strong enough to take one down.

I had a strange conversation session with my aunties over at my grand aunt's place while the guys went off for Friday prayers.We were talking about cooking and they were asking me for recipes which was weird coz my mum and my grandma and especially my sister never thought I'd get into cooking seriously and now I am and I have learned to cook some dishes.The best part is,unlike those days,the food I cook these days would usually end up being eaten till the very last bit.

The only reason I'd ever want to cook a dish is if Shu likes the food or I like it personally.

SHITTO!

Left Kecik at the vet today.He has a hole on the lower bottom of his belly!His flesh was showing!!!!!I CANNOT ATTEND TO OPEN WOUNDS!Especially on Kecik!Kecik NEVER swallows his pills!There is no way in HELL I am ever trying to give him oral medication ANYMORE!

Getting him all stitched up is the best and only thing to do.Rashid said so.Azim said so.I just want whats best for Kecik.He super hates the vet by now.It's too often that he's there but seriously,he can't possibly blame anyone for it.We're trying to make him better and we do it because we love him.

My uncle and my aunt came today.My sister,Rashid and I sent my uncle home and we had a drink on the way before dropping him off.It's been a while since we last did that sort of thing.We had a long discussion about how worried we all are about Azim in fitting in secondary school life and we had a whole lot of things to say about my dad and his condition.

I can't say much.I can only say that my folks are holding me back from leaving them so far away because I cannot bring myself to doing so.I cannot abandon them and I cannot leave my mother alone in all this mess.I'm gonna wait for Shu to come back and I'm gonna see what his plans are and I wanna try working things out so that everyone can just get comfortable.

I miss Foxburr-san and I want him back ASAP!

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