bleak

Spiritually speaking,I've been down in the dumps these days.I can't bring myself to talk much to anyone except Shu,of course,who is also not up for anything these days.It's weird coz we have so much to do but we just cannot bring ourselves to actually do it.

Kamal came by today with his new guitar.Les Paul copy,sunburst yellowish brown,one piece by Craftman.It's really nice and the sustainability is better.So much better.He wanted a test run at it by going jamming tonight.Can't do that since Rashid has a jamming session with Rustic Rose tonight.Shu,Rashid,Ash,Kamal and I ended up listening to Kamal playing his new 6-strings on the house amplifier.Oh yeah,he also traded in his toasted floor pedal with a new one FOC.

*I must have a look at this music store he's been telling us about!*

Anyways,Shu managed to get Kamal onto the field at the park today for a little rugby match.2 other kids joined us along with Ash.The game didn't last very long coz everyone got tired after a while.Shu and I ended up shooting hoops later on and we headed home when it started raining again.

BTW,here's a pic of Aimi's completely wrecked car from the accident some weeks ago........

I'll cover this to let my inner thoughts be heard

Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I
When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins
Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?
When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

medical check-ups

My sister spent hours over at the hospital nearby last night.She was supposed to get a confirmation whether or not she is a positive influenza A H1N1 case.It turns out that hospitals have a standard test to see if one has influenza A but no guarantees for H1N1.That could mean that Naim has been quarantined due to withdrawal effect of cigerettes since he's been trying to quit smoking.

picnic@Kemensah Village

Shu wanted to take me out today and he didn't tell me where we were going coz he said it was supposed to be a surprised.First,he pre-ordered some food from De Templer in Taman Melati early this morning.Then,he drove us both there later at about 2pm.I was totally blown away coz I did say some days ago that I wanted to eat chinese cooking.

Later on,he told me that he doesn't really know where exactly the location of our next destination was at coz he just discovered it last night.On some dude's blog online.He took a turn into the Zoo Negara entrance and we kept driving up the road.

On our way there,he finally told me that he wanted to have a picnic by the river at one of the chalets in the village.It was awesome.I lurved the place and I lurved the hut we had lunch at.We also went into the river for a bit.Shu's plan was to go to the ATV Adventure Park up the hill not far from where we were at.

We packed up our things and headed up the road.Unfortunately,the place was closed.Well,not exactly closed.No one was around when we got there.There was an albino rabbit in a cage and that was the only living thing there.We got to see the entire collection of ATVs though.And,I used the washroom.

Shu's plan B was to head over to Petaling Street which we did go to after realizing that there was no way we could have contacted anyone there at the office since we couldn't get any signals at all.At about 4pm,we were on the road heading towards KL.

It was drizzling and I was semi-wet from the river splashing session.Shu was completely soaked in the river but he managed to change into some dry clothes before the drive to KL.

We walked around for a few hours in KL.Then,we saw some dudes in uniforms walking towards the crowded area in the street.I think they were from DBKL.Then,we saw some police officers and there was a police tow truck.They really scared the shit outta people who parked along the roads.Most of them managed to get into their cars in time and drove off.One car was left unattended to so the police took it.

Shu and I actually stood around to watch coz we were curious to see such things live in action.Hahahahaha!

Kecik's front right leg is slightly injured.He was limping when we saw him at home later today.

igauan

Fei Mao was caught mengigau one afternoon as Shu and I were watching TV.We were in the lounge and she was on the single seat.Asleep.Suddenly,out the blues,she screamed.Shu and I were shocked at first coz she was asleep.Then,we started laughing out loud when we realized that she must have accidentally screamed out from a nightmare or something coz she looked a bit puzzled when she realized that Shu and I were looking at her.

cookin' out:making buah melaka

Mum helped Shu and I make buah melaka today.I lurve those things but I often get annoyed by the ones sold at the warungs coz the dough is too much and I can hardly taste the gula melaka.So,I intended to make some on my own.

Shu and I spent the afternoon making them good old buah melaka.With the help of my mum,of course.

rugby in the park

Yesterday's day at the park really wore me out.Everytime we go to the park,Shu and I would take the rugby ball with us in case the wind is too strong to play badminton,we'd toss and kick the rugby ball instead.I'd usually tell Shu to kick as high and as far as he can and I'd run for the ball.It's kinda like playing fetch.I just love running for the ball and picking it up without fumbling over.

Yesterday,Azim joined us and another guy whose been watching us play joined in.This dude usually plays basketball with the other kids at the basketball court.Sometimes,he'd join my dad play badminton.Yesterday,he asked us how to play rugby and eventually joined us.We need another 2 people to join us to enable us to have 3 on a team to play rugby touch at the very least.

quarantined

Naim called my sister early this morning saying that he's been quarantined for showing positive signs of H1N1.There goes his party tonight.Meanwhile,the rest of us here at home would have to get ourselves checked as well coz Naim was here last night.

anti-fungal wash for Kecik

That bottle of anti-fungal shampoo I got for Kecik yesterday was expensive!It better work!Of course,cleaning Kecik up is one helluva job!He was very upset to get locked up the washroom with me for about 15 minutes but I needed to get it done.It's for his own good.

UNITEN has declared the entire week off.Shu said that there was about 70 cases of students and staff being quarantined at the Pahang campus.The Bangi campus closed down as a pre-caution step as well as getting the schedule synchronized with the Pahang campus.

I am coming down with a fever.I think it's coz I was cleaning up Kecik this afternoon and I got all soaked.

Went to see some apartments for sale in BSD with my folks and Aunty Intan and Aunty Amy today.We dropped by at Aunty Gillian's place and Rynna happened to be at home.I haven't seen that girl since before she got pregnant.Now,her kid is already a year old.She was suprised to hear that I am getting married.She was laughing with me about how I am not the serious relationship type.When I said that I'm engaged to Shu,she asked about the washroom incident.Strange,people seem to remember that incident.God knows how many people I've accidentally blurted it out to!

Anywho,that was a very random visit and we actually sat down and talked for a bit.She said that she's bored coz her son is in Terengganu with her husband and her in-laws and it's her first time being away from her kid.