quickie

We got back from Penang the other weekend.It was a blast.We finally got on a jet ski and remp it in the sea and watched some crazy-ass people playing by the beach and in the sea and stuff.It was awesome.We did a whole lot of shopping and stayed at 2 different hotels within 2 days.I had a blast.

Oh yeah,Zeph came by to have dinner at our place before that trip.She came with her friend Joleen and my sister joined us after class that night.Shu insisted on cooking so we all had rice and tom yam for dinner.And some fried squids and stuff ^_^ it was some pretty amazing stuff :D

*My husband is an AWESOME cook! V(^o^)V

Anywho,after dinner,Zeph wanted to get some cigs so we all decided to go out for some ice cream anyways.

Shu and I have been staying indoors in the last couple of days.We've been cooking and watching a whole season of Parenthood.And then we moved on to watching Glee (Volume 2 of the first season).We had our share of movies in between like Invictus and Kick Ass<---AWESOME MOVIE!!!Well,we are so done with Family Guy coz we've watched 2 seasons in a row and after a while we got a bit......erm....insane....Haha!

*I keep turning into the characters and throwing lines into my everyday conversations :/ from the movie........

Oh yeah,we did go out for a movie the other night.......we watched Inception.I SO LURVED THE MOVIE!It's the kind of movie that stays in my head even when I'm asleep.Kuh-Ray-Zee!

1. Do you have any pets?

5 cats and a kitten (Fei Mao,Bubu,Mew,Kecik,Snow Bear and Apple) and a hamster named Bedah

2. Name 3 things that are physically close to you.

My handbag.........Azim's notebook.........and an empty medicine pack.......

3. What's the weather like right now?

Cold and dark

4. Do you drive? If so have you crashed?

Yup.Nope,haven't crashed yet........

5. What time did you wake up this morning?

10am-ish

6. When was the last time you showered?

At about 3pm today

7. What was the last movie you saw?

Invictus

8. What does your last text message say?

OTW.........

9. What's your ringtone?

Whataya Want From Me and Love story

10.Have you ever been to a different country?

Totally!

11.Do you like sushi?

Yeah......Unagi,especially........

12.Where do you buy your groceries?

Anywhere.........

13.Have you ever taken medication to help you fall asleep faster?

Have.....taken.....not sure what it was......

14.How many siblings do you have?

4 brothers and a sister

15.Do you have a desktop computer or a laptop?

Laptop

16.How old will you be turning on your next birthday?

26

17.Do you wear contacts or glasses?

Glasses

18.Do you color your hair?

Sometimes......blue-ish black....

19.Tell me something you are planning to do today.

Get some good night sleep and some peace

20.When was the last time you cried?

Recently.....not sure how recent.......

21.What is your perfect pizza topping?

Cheese and olives

22.Which do you prefer-hamburgers or cheeseburgers?

I don't eat burgers

23.Have you ever had an all-nighter?

Yup

24.What is your eye color?

Dark Brown

25.Can you taste the difference between Pepsi and Coke?

I don't drink neither of them

back in town

Got home at about 9pm last night.Had some ice cream at Swensen's before heading home.Ain't nuthin' better than their crunchy cones!Oh yeah,choc chip mint!Yup yup!

Anywho,our trip was AWESOME!!!We spent our first night in Batu Feringghi.Went to the night market and stuff.Finally falls asleep at 4am.Got ourselves a whole bunch of stuff from Crocs to DVDs and everything in between.

Got up the next day at about noon.Just in time to check out.Headed over to Bayan Lepas coz we needed to get to USM.......to go say hey to Qarim-chan.........anywho,we also had to get to a hotel there coz that was where we supposed to spend the night.Went around and around and finally found the hotel.

*That hotel is NOT the ONLY brown colored building in the area!

Qarim had lunch with us but he didn't want to hang out with us at the beach so we went ahead on our own.Played jet ski.Got ourselves soaked and then we headed back to the hotel which took us about an HOUR coz of the traffic jams in town.We went out for dinner over at Padang Kota with Qarim and Anas Bananas was supposed to meet up with us there but he was stranded at his place in Seberang Prai.

Later on,we decided to go over to see Anas anyways.Had ice cream and dropped Qarim off at his dorm at about 2am.After that we went back to the hotel to sleep.Got up in time to check out the next day and headed to town to do some shopping.Food and stuff.It was really neat to be walking in the streets and stopping by at a Nasi Kandar for brunch.

After that we went to the Snake Temple for a bit.Got our photos taken and played with some snakes.Poisonous snakes.Touched a super huge monster sized python who swallowed a 20kg goat some time ago.It was HUGE!Oh yeah,we also witnessed a huge snake eating a live chicken.

Well.......after that we just headed home.

It was a super fun trip.I had a blast.

home

Our bedroom is complete but I still use the washroom outside coz all my things are there.Shu moved the computer into the room so that I can play games till late at night ^_^ and not be alone in the lounge while he's fast asleep.

We finally have a freakin' refrigerator so our kitchen is somewhat complete.Got a proper place to put all our pots and pans.....so that would help prevent us from ever letting them fall out the window ever again :D

Anywho,got a cupboard to place all our clothes in order.Took us a while (3 days actually!) to set it all up.Shu injured himself from getting the damn thing all the way up to our place.Yes,WAY HIGH UP!

*sigh*

Our house is now safe to be called a home :)

no reservations

Dinner for 2 at our place we call home.

Shu cooked us dinner last night.He's been wanting to do it for a while so we finally went grocery shopping yesterday.Got ourselves a whole bunch of stuff.He cooked us some really good food.

It was super awesome!

capitalistic corporate bastards

My husband works for assholes.A bunch of brainless idiots whom probably has no idea what their company does or how it functions in the society.Statistics are taken but none of them are probably revised.All they ever want to do is expand,maximizing profit but no clue if the system is capable of supporting everything.

They make people go work before sunrise and make everyone manual in at times when everyone is still in their cars on their ways to work.Does that make any sense at all???And when people make a small,innocent mistake,it would be taken off their pays but when the company itself makes people stay back and do things which is not in their contracts,everyone pretends that it's all part of the job.

Then again,with all this being said,these bastards running the show are probably the idiots I curse at everyday when I drive.They are brainless behind wheels.They have cash and wants everything everyone else has without fully understanding how to use them.People have cars,they too want cars.People have computers,they want one too.If only someone can convince them that jumping off a really3 high building and fall to their doom is a good thing,they'd probably do just that :/

I live in a fucked up world.

drawing again

I have an easel now..........that means I could start painting now!YEYNESS!!!

But I still love drawing on regular papers with my mechanical pencil.It's addictive!!!

It's been a cold and wet day.I hate the fact that the clothes we've washed at home aren't drying the way they are supposed to.That stinks!Literally!It really sucks!

We're planning to get a whole lot of furnitures moved into our house this Saturday.Yes,that includes the refrigerator and the queen-sized bed AND cupboards!I am so psyched!Shu and I have been living in the lounge for the past month which gets a bit strange coz all our clothes are hung on the metal clothes hangers and there's a box in which we'd stuff our other things in.Well,we do have a display cabinet and a TV cabinet but the computer desk and all are in the lounge now.So is Bedah.The furthest we'd walk in the house would be to the bathroom.Hahahahaha!!!!!!

The master bedroom is still empty!

as Shu was in the shower this morning........

I was trying to clear up some things in the kitchen.I was trying to lock the windows so I had to make sure that the right windows were on the right side of the panel.As soon as I opened the right side panel,one of the periuks from the drainer fell out the window and hit the grill of the neighbor on the floor below's washing room.Erm......I think it's still there coz there was no way in hell that anyone could get it out through the grill and I sure can't reach down that far to get it :/

Scooter Gurl

Shu taught me and let me take the scooter for a ride around the kampung area.It's in the night and there are hardly any lights AND I didn't have my glasses on.I ALMOST ran into the house gate but overall,we got home safe and sound coz almost doesn't count ;p

I've been here in Terengganu since Thursday and it's been kuh-ray-zee!I didn't think Shu's parents were gonna have this big of a kenduri.SO MANY people turned up and I totally couldn't keep up with it.I passed out at about 3pm and got up at about 6pm.Seriously,I've never done anything like this before.It's called the "Temu Menantu" session whereby the people-friends,neighbours and family-would come over and meet the new daughter-in-law (moi)Actually,I'm the only daughter-in-law in the family.So yeah,with that all done,I'd say I've met pretty much everyone.I just have no clue who most of them were.

I had a blast.I was out at the beach in the last couple of days only because my family was staying at a homestay house near the beach.Aunty Intan,Farah and Pear aka Faizal had been staying at Primula Beach Resort and we had our outing the other night.Having Sotong Goreng Tepung and Kropok Lekor by the beach in the dark.It was funny but fun to do ^_^ hahaha!

We'll be heading back tomorrow morning.I'm missing Apple Bee for some strange reason :/

Lucas Orson:Leader of the New World and the husband thief

I've been sim-ing on and off in between the weeks of preparing for the wedding reception and all.Yes,I've created another awesome misfit and have establish that "WOO!" is a proper verb ^_^

The night before the wedding,I was told to be around TTDI to get my inai done.I thought it wasn't gonna be such a hassle.Not that it was.It just took a longer time than I expected.The thing is,my make up artist for the event is this awesome dude named Nurul (Faizal) who not only does great makeup but is a cool girlfriend to chat with while getting ready.Oh yeah,he also does drag shows and stuff.I asked to be invited if there are any more upcoming shows only coz I like how they do make up and I've never been to one :D

Got home (Subang) at about 2am.Got ourselves cleaned up and prepared the photos to be displayed at the hall the next day.That took quite some time but Shu got it all figured out ^_^ THANK GOD!We slept a few hours before dawn.Managed to get the dry clothes in AND put on the inai on our fingertips after showering before leaving the house.Actually,I didn't wanna get them on but I was afraid if the make up artist or the wedding planner was gonna scream if we didn't get it done coz I said I was gonna do it at home on my own :p

Anyways,I had a blast.I know that I did get into a few arguments and disputes with my sister and my dad before the event but eventually everything turned out well and I am ever so glad.I was so happy to have met the make up artist and the wedding planner coz they are the awesomest people ever.I was super happy to see everyone at the wedding.I wasn't so happy about the fact that I didn't meet EACH and EVERYONE personally and by the time I manage to get off the stage,most people had already gone home :(

I am so THANKFUL to have seen SO MANY people at the reception eventhough I may not know some of them.THANK YOU!And a SUPERHUGE THANK YOU to everyone whose been helping out.THANK YOU!

Next stop,Terengganu!Anyone in favor of coming along please gimme a holler!

E-ing@The Curve

Went to watch a movie last night.Toy Story 3.Shu and I were really looking forward to watching it.Last week,we went out and got dvds of the previous Toy Story movies coz Shu hadn't seen 'em so I figured we should just have a movie marathon before watching the 3rd or he wasn't gonna understand it.After watching the first 2 movies,my beloved husband realizes that I have been reciting and quoting lines from those movies.

We really enjoyed the 3rd Toy Story movie <3

trippin'

At about 11pm last night,Shu and I decided to go get dinner and head up to Cameron Highlands.We ate at Strawberry Fields near our place and then headed for the highway.Being on the road going uphill on a highway that has no road lights tend to get pretty spooky.I had constant images in my head of something leaping onto the road or something crossing the road.Something like a tiger or something.I seriously did NOT want to have to get out from the car in the middle of the night in complete darkness!

The road uphill once we got to Perak was scary coz it was twisted and dark and if you don't know how to control your car,you can seriously die.Fall of the cliff or something.I could hardly keep my eyes opened coz I realized that I get motion sickness.BADLY!I could hardly keep my head up properly.It was super cold up there and the hotels were fully booked.Then again,it was 4am and we were probably the only ones walking around looking for a place to stay.It could get creepy :D

Finally,I fell asleep in the car.Shu drove around the town area and finally gave up.It turns out that the market that usually opens at about 5am no longer exists.Everything else was closed.We couldn't even find a place to eat.I got up as Shu pulled over at some RnR down the highway.He was trying to use the washroom and get some food.He ended up with some doughnuts and some drinks.That was good enough for me coz I was getting really sick.We got back in Subang at about 10am and slept in till about 4pm :p

Well,I was playing computer games for a bit and the last thing I remembered was having the game on pause.We finally left for TTDI at about 630pm.Managed to do some laundry and stuff.Bedah is gonna have a few more nights on her own it seems.

SUH WEET!

If it's meant to be by Ilynn Virgobiru

mad world

Shu and I have been talking over things around us.Scary things.The kind that scares the shit outta us if we ever have to raise our kids in this place and time.

Growing up,we're often told what to do and what shouldn't be done but as we grow older,we'd come to know a world so much different than what we were told.Some of us would freak out and not know what to do and end up in some cultural shock dilemma.Some of us would just ponder on which road to take.Some of us would go with the flow.

I am a very paranoid person.I'd think over small things again and again and eventually get confused and afraid and then,I'd want to hide in my own little shell.I'm paranoid.I've learned a lot from the schools I've been to.I see and hear a lot of people saying and doing things which aren't the things they preach about.I'm trying so hard to not lose myself.Luckily,so far,I haven't.Nope.Not even to drugs.I'm clean ^_^

Actually,Shu and I were talking over a great deal of things which people say or pass remarks about in public which reflects their lack of knowledge.There are many things that we see and do on a day-to-day basis which we think is normal but is not.How many kids are able to steer themselves properly through life without getting caught in things which could easily be prevented but are not able to prevent themselves from them because the society allows it to happen?

If there was an option to live in an alternate world which hasn't been contaminated,we would have moved there :/

finally!

I am now in TTDI.My old room at my old place.Shu is at work.In case anyone's missed out.We got married last week (June 5th) That was the longest Saturday I've had.I was so glad to see a whole lot of people at the mosque that day.A lot of people had put in a whole lot of effort with the preparations and I am so thankful that they helped out coz my mum would have not gotten it all done properly on her own.The weeks before that were the longest weeks I've ever had.It's like counting down to something that never seems to come any closer.Strange.

I was so happy to see everyone at our wedding.Friends.Family.Everyone.

I am so glad that everything turned out ok.

The following week passed by pretty quickly.It's already Monday again!

My mum has left for the states with Azim and Qarim.They left last Wednesday.My sister left for Barcelona last night.I'm waiting for Rashid to come home so that Shu and I can go back to Subang to check on our things and Bedah!BEDAH IS HOME ALONE!

zennified!

Spent the whole of yesterday cleaning up our place.The entire house had bits and pieces of cat litter!And of course,Bedah's sunflower seeds.I have no idea how the hell that happened!Well,I know for sure that Apple Bee is not the tidiest in the house.AND,he tends to run around with what ever that stuck on its paws and cover several places with it.It's annoying! can't keep cleaning up after him!

Shu and I have been doing laundry eversince the washing machine arrived.We lurve them loads! ^_^ YUP YUP!We have a whole stash of clothes to wash anyways so the washing machine totally saved our asses!

Since deciding on a couch sucks BIG TIME,we decided to get ourselves a zen bed instead for the lounge.We've been lying on it while playing the PS2.We were taking turns killing and annihilating innocent people.SUH-WEET!Of course,throwing grenades all at once at one place without making a run for it is NOT a good idea AT ALL!HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAA!!!!!!

My sister said that Kecik had been hanging around the bedroom door back at my place in TTDI.Sometimes,he'd climb onto the bed and just lie there.Strange,if and unless he is injured,Kecik usually spends his nights outdoors walking around looking at stuff :/ I gotta get him to the vet for his second vaccination real soon.Snow Bear is still skinny and dirty as usual.Apple Bee is super happy running all over the place that I can't bear to take his freedom and space away from him by taking him back to Subang with us :(

Colmar Tropicale@Bukit Tinggi

Shu had planned this short vacation for the longest time and finally we went for this much anticipated getaway on the morning of June 7th.We packed up our stuff the night before at my place back in TTDI and got up early the next day.

The drive was awesome.Maybe it was because we were heading East.The drive uphill has a really awesome view ^_^ We stopped by at Genting Sempah for some food before heading for our exit.As we went uphill,we were both anticipating some sort of indication that we were heading the right way coz there was nothing but just a 2-lane road and trees.

Shu drove really slow at some parts of the journey just so that I could take a few pictures.Moments later,we saw the tips of the castle of Colmar Tropicale.It's a hotel with an Old French Town theme.It looked really neat from where we were.When we finally got there,the whole place looked spectacular!

It took us a while to check in coz there were some missing information since Shu made online reservations about a month ago.Finally,we were given our key cards and we lugged all our luggage to our room which was in the building across the hotel reception.Imagine Tolkien's LOTR's Bree.That's exactly what the whole place looked like.

We got up to our room and slept in the whole after noon coz we were super tired.Well,I totally passed out.Shu spent some time watching tv and taking photos from the balcony.When I got up,it was about 6pm so we cleaned ourselves up and went downstairs to see what was going on.We had dinner at the pizza parlor La Flamme which was right below our room.Then we strolled around and tried some games which totally sucked coz I believe they cheated! ;/

Anywho,we took more pictures later on and by 10pm,we were back in the room coz there was nothing much going on anymore.We got up early the next day to have breakfast at La Blason.Then,we decided to check out and headed up towards the Japanese tea house.The hike uphill was exhausting but the cold air and water from the drizzle in the morning kept us cool.I was in my hoodie coz I was freezing.

We got to the Japanese tea house where I rented a kimono.It was fun but we were too early for the tea ceremony so we left after taking photos.We drove down and headed for the rabbit park.I've never heard of a rabbit park before so I was quite excited.It turns out that we could go around feeding the rabbits.RABBITS!HUGE FAT RABBITS!I got scared coz they'd start chasing after you feed a couple.More and more rabbits would flock you and a couple of 'em started sniffing my shoes and my bag and stuff.I gave Shu the rest of the packet of food and grabbed the camera.

At the rabbit park were also some donkeys and deers and some tortoise and storks.Oh yeah,we also saw the place where they breed them rabbits and there was an area where they kept the baby rabbits.After that,we went to see the four-faced buddha.It was a huge gold statue in the center of a temple.I managed to take photos of all the 4 faces.They looked a bit scary at some point :p

Our next plan was to head to Cameron Highlands since our visit to Bukit Tinggi was done.But since Shu got sick,we decided to drive home to Subang instead.Unpacked our stuffs and hung around the house for a bit and headed out to Kampung Baru at about 11pm coz Shu wanted to take me out.We were trying to look for places where they JAIS people would be but there were none around the areas we went to so we headed to the family clinic in TTDI at about 2am to get some medicine for Shu's flu.After that we made a quick stop at the convenient store to get some more supplies and headed home.

Shu made us breakfast this morning ^_^ and then we headed to KLIA coz my mum just informed us that she got tickets to go to the States to visit Eno-san.She'll only be back about a week before our wedding reception in TTDI.

We were supposed to play badminton today but it was raining cats and dogs so we stayed in AGAIN :/

The last couple of days had been fun.I need sleep now.I regret taking those laxatives yesterday!SHIT!

so many things happened today that I have no idea where to begin!

Got up this morning for a photoshoot.RadioEdit's photoshoot but unfortunately something came up and the whole thing is postponed to after my wedding.Shu and I dropped Rashid back home and drove off to Shah Alam to meet up with our photographers.Had brunch and went back home.Ili (Illyn Virgobiru) came by just after we got home.Was talking to her for a long while in my room till it was time for me to get my ass downstairs for some Yasin reading session and tazkirah.I enjoyed myself ^_^ Ili's been snapping photos and stuff.She and her mum (Aunty Nani) had been really helpful.I was just tired coz after the whole thing was over,I managed to grab some food and get ready for mengaji coz my ustazah was already at my house.Yes,I was late.I helped Ili get all the hantaran gifts downstairs and headed upstairs to recite the Quran one last time before the even tomorrow morning.MORNING!After that I just hung around downstairs for a bit with my aunt and Ili and we talked and stuff.After maghrib Ili left coz her husband was already home and he asked her to get something to eat on her way back to Bangi.

I am tired.Way tired!I couldn't even recite al-fatihah properly!WTF?!

Apple (Bee)

Apple was so happy to be back in TTDI for the day.He was basically running all around the house from the front to the back.He was playing tag with Kecik and Fei Mao.He looked so cheerful that he didn't even bother to go to sleep even when you could see that he was getting tired and sleepy.Finally,at about 10pm-ish,Shu was gonna leave for Subang so he had to come along.He was so upset but he just didn't bother trying to run free coz he was tired.Shu chucked him into the car and drove off.

That kid has a history of stepping onto people heads and he mews into people's faces only coz he needs to SEE us looking at him.He's also got sharp claws and teeth which could seriously injure someone.He's been injuring Shu in the last couple of days with bite marks and scratches.He also has a thing for Shu's glasses.He'd drag em all the way to the dining table so when Shu gets up in the morning,he'd have a hard time finding his glasses.

Oh yeah,Shu said that everytime he tries to scoop out Apple's poo from the litter tray,Apple would stand by and get angry.WEIRDO!

wedding dresses

When we got into the wedding planner's shop,he was putting some stones on a beautiful white dress.Well,it wasn't a DRESS dress but it was really nice.He saw us and my mum immediately asked if that was what I was gonna wear and he said yes.

I was totally blown away!It was soooooo preeeeeeety!!!!!!

Of course,I took a look at it and thought "are ya sure that's ma size?" coz it looked kinda small-ish.I tried it on and it fit perfectly.Of course,the dude said he's gonna teach me how to work on my smiles coz I don't do that much.So yeah,I tried that on while Shu tried on his outfit.He pricked his finger from the needles on the top coz the buttons were still not sewn on.

Nevermind,those are to be worn on the 27th so we still have about a month.Then,we tried out our other costumes for this Saturday.I SUPER LURVE the Indian costume!Then again,I have always been a fan of lenggas.

Anywho,I was told to get a push-up bra or some corset or something coz I'm too flat.FLAT?!I was in the middle of getting those slimming jeans!Oh yeah,the dude also said that I'mma need some paddings for ma booteh!WTF?!!!

P.S.: The dude is Dato' Roy Azman aka brotha Roy!

band meeting

Had our express band meeting today.Jasti has loads of things lined up for the band in the next couple of months.

The acoustic performance over at Istana Budaya shall be postponed coz we're supposedly the opening act for Pure Vibrations but them dudes are still in the Philippines.

We're also still up for the full band performance over at Skypark Subang and Ayie mentioned some other places for our upcoming gigs.

Our photoshoot has been postponed to Wednesday night on this week.Yes,before my wedding.Only coz my brother is still having some exams.SO,Wednesday night it is.

weekend?

Shu said Apple saw a ghost at our place last night.That's why he freaked out all of a sudden and ran out from the kitchen and hid behind the cushions and hats.

Apple is getting the hang of the place already.He'd run from one end of the house to the other and makes a turn in the room next to the bathroom and heads into the bathroom and does the whole route again.Usually,Shu and I would shut the bathroom door close whenever we are at home so last night,that crazy kitten ran straight into the bathroom door.Twice!

I'mma go see the wedding planner on Monday to see what's going on with our clothes.He'll be over at my house in TTDI on Thursday night to set the whole place up for Saturday.......SATURDAY!

I'm a bit.....lost right now.I haven't been able to keep track of the days and time these days.I have no idea if it's a public holiday or just another weekend.I feel like I'm asleep eventhough I'm wide awake.I'd fall asleep during conversations.I'd respond with some delay.......or sometimes I don't respond at all.WTF?!!!

I'm trying to figure something out.Actually,it's more of helping my sister help someone out.A kid.He's about 17.His folks are refugees.He's got no legal documents eventhough he was born here in this country.He can't get a job coz he's under age.All the work he's been doing ends up disastrous.It's either he gets ripped off of cheated or people just make him do work with no pay at all.

He just got beaten up last night and all his cash were stolen from him :/

by next Friday I'll be anticipating in mixed emotions

or so I think.........

Someone asked me how I felt about a week from being someone's wife.I had no idea.Well,I am not feeling what I should be feeling yet.....or something........

I'm probably trying my best not to get anymore injuries.I'm trying not piss my mum off.I'm trying to please Snow Bear a whole lot more coz he's been super angry about Apple.I can't quite tell if I'm hungry or sleepy or even if I have already done something like taking my daily supplements.......oh wait,I always forget those.

I'm probably gonna try help around the house whenever I can.do what ever I can do and stuff.Planning to get my toes done with ma sistah sometime next week.I suck at pedicure.

Oh yeah,and I'll be having a mock lecture on Wednesday morning!Suddenly I feel like I've never taught before :/

I kept yawning during dinner last night.I'm probably lack of oxygen coz I was hyperventilating this morning before getting out of bed.I also befriended a spider whose been hanging around my vanity table mirror ^_^

Bedah is still alive and well,according to Shu.He said she's probably a wee bit older than usual.Hahaha!Apple has befriended some birds at the window.Kecik is fat :)

the art of getting naked

Damn!I don't ever wanna do that AGAIN!I know it was a spa and they were all girls but I really didn't feel that comfortable getting topless and 85.9% naked!

And yes,I've rechecked my weight and apparently the weighing machine at my house shows readings which is 1kg heavier than your actual weight.I hate weighing machines!It probably was the very reason I got so messed up in the first place!BUT today,I was in a stable state of mind and the readings were not too low but they are definitely NOT high which is good.

I haven't tried out the baju nikah since the first time I tried them on back at the tailor's shop.SO I am hoping so much that I have NOT outgrown the outfit nor have I shrunk so much!

AND to top it all off,my ankle still hasn't recovered which does mean that I may not be wearing heels after all due to the ankle support wrap.It's been doing a whole lot of justice though.It's just bulky and it tends to squeeze my feet whenever I put on shoes or slippers.

My bed frame is hazardous.Ok,maybe it's not but I've been getting injuries since I got it and I'm just hoping so much that I won't get anymore major injuries after this!It's making me miserable!I haven't gone to the park for over 2 weeks!I'm on the verge of madness!

SO......in order to survive the next 8 days,I shall be playing around with what ever cosmetics I have.Those in favor are more than welcome to join me.I am saving up for cosmetology school!

7 things people don't know about me

1)I am NOT a patient person at all.Waiting is not something I like doing very much.Even if it means getting my hair done at the salon or going to the spa.

2)I'm not tall but my legs are long.That explains my clumsiness and endless leg injuries.

3)I am not keen on doing routines.This applies to about 90% of my life.Work.Studies.Daily activities.

4)I am not a 100% vegetarian.I take a lot of seafood.

5)I love groceries shopping.It's kinda like an addiction.I can easily find items in a super market.

6)If I were a sim,evil-spirited is definitely one of my many traits.

7)I am super conscious about my weight and what I eat but I like watching other people eat.

Hell-O Tuesday!

What ever happened to Monday?

Hurmm......

Got up super early to make sure Shu gets up in time for work.

Sent him to work and came home.

Sent Aunty Intan to the mosque.

Came back.

Drove my mum to the bank over in DU.

Came home.

Drove both my folks to the bank.

Came home.

Took a shower.

Went to get Shu for his lunch break.

Came home.

Composed a new tune for an upcoming song.

Headed over to the mall to meet up with the kiddies and my mum.

Had some yummilicious Iced Chocolate.

Bought a grammar book for class.

Got my much needed ankle support.

Came home.

Prayed and cleaned up.

Went to get Shu from work and had dinner at the mall.

Got my sister her much belated birthday present(s).

Came home.

Oh yeah........watched the 5th season of Grey's Anatomy in between coz my sister insisted on finishing up the entire season.

our very first house warming party

We thought we were doomed when the electric stove didn't work yesterday but things picked up pretty well soon after.We were at the mall before the doors opened and went groceries shopping and we managed to get a stove.Simple and old skool but effective.It cooked pretty much throughouth the entire party.We were running short on food for a bit but eventually everyone got to eat.

LinZy helped me cook some more food after the first batch of spaghetti finished which was brought by my sister.Shu's home made chicken roulade finished before Shu's cousins got to the place.My brother took the last piece of chicken.I managed to bake some cookies but it was all gone before sunset.I was really unhappy and disturbed by the looks of the cookies but everyone liked them anyways.

I am so glad that most people made it.Well,Yumi-chan,Lina and Maj did.I'll probably throw another party when everyone is free AGAIN.The whole thing was last minute but at least everyone ate.

Oh yeah,Apple (Bee) got to see his new place ^_^ Bedah too ;)

in about 2 days time.....

it will be 2 years since we met AGAIN.I am all over the place.There is so much to do and I have no idea where to begin.There seem to be more and more things in my list and every time I've cut something out,I'll add something else to it.I don't know if it is getting longer or shorter.

I've spent the last couple of hours in front of the television with my sister watching half a season of Grey's Anatomy.I am not a fan of the show.I just had nothing else left to do since it's raining so heavily and the modem's been turned off and my tiny kitteh Apple has been pooping every hour.Must be the medication we gave him yesterday :/

I was in the kitchen last night helping Qarim out with the dishes<---something I would never do when I'm sober.I did something else yesterday which I would never want to do ever again.I smiled at a stranger.A BALD stranger!I was watching over his kid almost getting run over by crazy sale shoppers going mad in the mall while holding on to a bolster and cushions.

I am seriously trying to get myself through the next week alive and well.

OH MY GAWD!

No,I am NOT gonna say "is that wuh sa bee?" next.

Seriously,I thought it was tough enough to deal with people,my kitties are becoming more and more challenging by the second!

Eversince I brought back that tiny kitteh last night,Kecik and Snow Bear as well as the rest of the cats in the house had been either hissing and getting angry at the little dude.Well,Fei Mao refused to come into the house this morning.I wonder if it's coz we haven't bathe it yet.

Anyways,I had a tough time trying to calm Snow Bear down today.Took him up to my room and I just hugged him and he kept wanting to get out the door and probably kill the tiny kitten downstairs whose all locked up in his little cage.Seriously,Snow Bear could have killed me too.

The thing is,that little kitteh needs some warmth and love coz apart from always crying out from the moment he sees my face,the little guy always wants to be around someone.Of course,the kitten is probably a couple of months old.I have no idea where his mum is and eventhough we've already dewormed the dude,he still has a bit of a tummy in the midst of his fur covered bones.

I really need to take him to Subang tomorrow after giving him a good wash of course ;)

P.S.: We've decided to change the kitten's name to Apple (only coz I wanna be able to say HEY!HEY APPLE!) hahahahahahahahaa!!!!!!!

ways to get high

Try starving.After a few days,you'll begin to see inanimate things move and sometimes talk to you.It's a fun feeling.......well......right till you pass out.If you end up in some hospital then it's just too bad.If you don't,kudos to you!

Of course,you can also try going to some random gig and jump around for several hours and sweat it all out.Get your head knocked down by someone else's elbow or simply get picked up and tossed around or maybe you can try getting yourself into the center of a mosh pit ;) Oh yeah,let's not forget the headbangin'.After a few hours,you're gonna get a stiff neck but most of the time,you won't realize the pain till you go to bed later.

Maybe working out several hours straight could work to some extent.Gotta be careful though or you might just end up dead :p

The best way to do about it is to get a major sugar rush after starving yourself.

SHIT!!!

DAMN IT!

I accidentally hit my left thigh against the darn sharp edge of the bed post!That adds up to my right knee and ankle all sore and in pain as I walk,my left elbow hurting from some muscle disorder.I am in NO SHAPE AT ALL to be walking in them heels!

I came to realize how high my heels are and that it might have caused my ankle injury.Then again,I've been walking in them for sometime now.How could a few hours have injured my ankle this bad?Seriously..........

My sister finally got her dancing shoes.She's been begging Shu and I to go dancing with her.Maybe we will go after all one of these days despite the fact that I can hardly coordinate my hands and legs,I wonder how bad trying to get them to sync would be like :/

OH YEAH!I so brought home a tiny cute cuddly kitten I met at the mamak today!He's grey-ish with black stripes.He's got big eyes and ears just like Kecik when we first got him ^_^ This kitten shall be staying with us in Subang :) For the time being,we'll be calling him Lucky.If and unless he develops a strange behavior,his name shall remain that.

Shu said Snow Bear should go visit the apartment one of these days coz he's some 6-legged friends there waiting for him.We found a cockroach one day on the floor of the lounge.It was lying flat on its back and we thought "hurmm......biler masa la pulak kita bunuh benda nih??" Then,as Shu swept it out the door,it started wiggling.It wasn't dead after all!I think it finally died in front of our neighbour's door :p

macam mana la orang tak marah!

I don't know if it is bureaucracy or it's just typical office work but seriously,why couldn't ANYONE inform me that there were some missing information regarding my pay?Shu almost screamed at them people there at the office but then he realized that he was about to make a mistake by screaming (or shooting) the messenger :/ The dude at the office wasn't the real officer in charge but he helped us anyways.That took quite a bit of energy.

Oh yeah!Just before we left the house this morning,the dudes from IKEA arrived and set up the bed in my bedroom so Shu and I supervised them for a bit.Those dudes are such pros.They didn't even look at them manuals to set the whole thing up.Of course,with the help of the manual and all,I would be able to set it up too but it would probably take up so much more time :p

I have about 14 days left till the big day and I am getting all sick and stuff.I think it's coz it's been super hot and then it rains for a bit and then it gets hot and burning again.It totally sucks coz I'd have to keep changing clothes from perspiring all day.

I am in the middle of setting up the kitchen back at our place coz I'm kinda freaking out with the invitations sent out and all but the place only has a table and some chairs but no cabinets for cooking and stuff.We're screwed 0_O HAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHHAHAAAA!!!!!!

FidZy has been forbidden from doing any form of workout until after the akad nikah :/

Yes,my mum said I totally crossed the line when my ankle started swelling up and now it's mildly bruised.No worries.I can still walk.....oh yeah,I also pulled a muscle......or two.....my thighs.....they hurt......I might have forgotten to warm up before running the other day........

I am super upset with the fact that I am not allowed to do my usual workout routine all because they seem to cause crucial damages to myself....which BY THE WAY HAD BEEN going on all this while.People just don't notice it.

Now,just because I have to do fittings and stuff,people are super aware of my state of health!

*sigh*

Anywho,I did manage to meet more school friends in the last couple of days and they'll all be attending the reception on June 27th ^_^

I'm gonna finally have a bed real soon!^_^

I've been doing the Snow Bear look in the last couple of days and I worry if I'm gonna wake up one morning with huge fluffy ears!

I wonder if the dude in the horrible flag outfit in the crowd was reason Chong Wei lost yesterday.......

Hurmm......Well,the dude OBVIOUSLY is a major fashion victim!PERIOD!I'd happily tell him to get the hell out of the stadium immediately......erm.......and I'd charge him with Fashion Faux Pas and a hideous distraction to mankind :p

swollen ankle

Don't ask me how it got swollen.It just was and I realized it when I was sitting around at the dining table discussing things-to-do with Shu (hey!it rhymes!SUH-WEET!) I was freaking out so much that I almost cried!It looked like it wasn't my ankle at all!It looked like a monster invaded my foot!

Anyways.....it has subsided somewhat.I hope it would go away for good and never come back!I think it was caused by my super high heels :p

My mum set up an appointment for me today.It was a facial session.Yes,after years of not doing that,my face was pretty messed up.All the girls who did the analysis as well as the facial therapy itself thought that I was gonna need a lot of work.

Hurmm......let's see......the last time I had a facial therapy was back in my school days.I love playing sports out in the sun and in case some of us has forgotten,the sun today is way hotter than the sun back in those days.So yeah,my face probably needs a whole lot more protection than back then.......which was pretty much no protection against the sun at all.

SO.....since I have recently became a Bobbi Brown fan,I've been attached to their Brightening face lotion SPF50++.I know I know,I did say that I hated that thing but it is pretty useful these days ^_^

Well,after the facial therapy session today,I was given more stuff for my face.AND......I'll be having another session next week.On that very same week,I'll be visiting the wedding planner's shop to try out my outfits for the wedding day......which shall be happening VERY SOON<---very high pitch!

OMFG!I have to start getting a bit more serious but all I've ever thought about in the last couple of days had been that stupid annoying orange going "HEY!HEY APPLE!HEY!"

Oh yeah,we so gave Kecik a bath this morning!Snow Bear lost his flea collar and my aunty's new fluffy kitty scratched me!

OH MY GAWD!IS THAT WUH SA BEE?!WUH SA BEH!WAAAAAAAZZUUUUUUBE????!!!!!

sofa hunting

Shu and I have been hunting for a sofa.We've been going in and out of furniture stores but none of the sofas we've seen have been comfortable enough.Ok,there was one sofa we sat on the other day but the fact that those people who sold those sofas are no longer there (at the place where we saw and sat on them sofas) SO.....we've resorted to IKEA,OBVIOUSLY coz it's so damn near to my house!

Well,Ikea furnitures aren't that horrible and some of them are somewhat comfy too ^_^

Anywho,we have somewhat made up our minds over ONE particular sofa........hehe........

Yesterday,we managed to put together all the furnitures we've bought.At least we have chairs now should anyone come by to our place ;) We set up all the furnitures up within about an hour or so thanks to the help of my dad's tools.Using the tools that came with the furnitures wouldn't have done the job.Well,not properly.

Hahahaha!!!!!

I am super high......I think I am lack of oxygen......hahahaha!!!!!

Ikea@Mutiara Damansara

The furnitures we ordered some weeks ago came!THEY FINALLY CAME!YEY!!!!!

Was at Bangi earlier in the day coz we had to get some more stuff from Shu's old place.It wasn't as a whole bunch as before but we did carry some stuff.Then,we were supposed to look for Shu's best bud from school coz we wanted to pass him an invitation card......also,he's supposedly Shu's pengapit<---don't ask me what he's supposed to do!

Anywho,since the dude was at work and the guys from the furniture store were already waiting for us at our place in Subang,we decided to just go over to our place and send the card some other time.The dudes carried our things all the way up to our place!4 freakin' floors up!

After that,Shu wanted to go have a look at some furniture stores nearby coz we needed a freakin' shoe rack!For some odd reason,the furniture stores were quite pricey and the things they sell aren't that spectacular anyways.They look rather fragile and could break any second!Later on,I proposed the idea of heading to Mutiara Damansara.We did and we're so glad we did.

We got ourselves a dining tables and chairs and a shoe rack!Oh,and a computer chair.A proper one.Now,we can do our gaming without having to sit on the audio monitor :p

I am currently trying to find someone to annoy......not that I've never been annoying.I just haven't annoyed anyone for the longest time and I feel like doing so nowadays :p Ok....ok,I admit it,I am influenced by a really annoying orange.He......erm......it has the most annoying things to say and I think it would be the best things to say for best results.......err.......when it comes to annoying people........

HAHAHAHAHAAAHAHAHAHAAA!!!!!!!

Took Kecik for a ride in the car for a bit coz he jumped into the car when Shu was outside looking for something he left in there a while ago and the little dude just wouldn't come out.Finally,Shu called me to go outside and talk to the little furball.We eventually agreed on taking the smelly orange fat cat for a spin.When we got home,he jumped right out and headed into the house IMMEDIATELY.Talk about FREAK-O!

June is about 3 weeks away........

I've been too busy with a whole lot of things that I sometimes forget the day and date.

*sigh*

I've been getting remarks about how thin I've gotten in the last couple of months.I'm beginning to think that this is not something to be laughed about.I eat at least ONE proper meal a day and I'm not talking about some wheat bar.I'm talking about rice.I go running every other day.I'm just feeling a bit sick still.No idea why.

Shu thinks I should consult a doctor.One part of me says that it is PROBABLY the thing to do but I keep thinking that I'm ok or at least 85% of myself is still functioning properly.Well,I can still play the guitar and sing and go jamming and write songs and draw.That should make up pretty much MOST of my normality :/

I was at JB yesterday.Went to visit my aunties and uncles and grand aunties and cousins.A lot of them still look at me like I'm a kid.Then,I met my long lost cousin.She's one of the coolest people I've met.She's younger than I am and she's gone through a lot.I'm talking about the craziest shit anyone her age could have ever gone through.The best part is,she and I could still sit back and chat and laugh out loud the way we used to.She proposed a holiday on the first day of Eid.I am SO in!

Seriously,more than half of the population in this country would be at their respective hometowns on that day of the year and the roads would be clear.That would totally be the only time to hang around some place away from people!I'd say we throw a party as well since it's gonna be her birthday anyways.Hurmm.......my only concern is if Shu fails to take the day off.Or several days off.

*Why do I sound like I am ALWAYS on holiday?*<---at some point I may be just that.

Anyways,I'm glad I went to see her yesterday.The last time I saw her was about 2 years ago and she still forget's Azim's name.She keeps calling him Rashid.I know,I should get them all to wear a name tag to the next family gathering.

My dad went through some old albums back at his late dad's house.I saw some wicked picture of the old man in his youth.There's only ONE word to describe how he looked like back then.BELIA!I don't know if anyone else is familiar with this term but my mum and my uncle use it all the time.And of course,I came across some pictures of Eno and I when we were super little.I looked like a really happy baby!Not to mention,FAT!

Oh yeah,I also met my aunt's no longer tiny kitten who was being super playful and crazy.He almost bit through my skin and into my veins!I could have ended up with holes on my wrist!Snow Bear bit me once.......well,several times.I think he almost killed me once coz he bit way too hard that I screamed.I have this feeling that he has this lovehate feeling towards me.