ridin'

I haven't been on a motorbike for since that time I was trying to learn to get my motorbike license.Ok,I did ride the scooter with Shu when we were in Terengganu.That was automatic.It didn't have any gears.Haha!

Shu wanted to kill time the other day while we were in TTDI so he decided to take me on a motorbike ride to the Radhaman bazaar.I was super paranoid at first.I kept telling him to slow down and not run over any sandy surfaces on the road in case we slip and fall.

On our way back from the bazaar,I was starting to get used to the whole bike-riding feeling.......so I screamed "PENIS!" every now and then when passing by people on the road :D

ways to get disturbed

Watch the movie Chloe ^_^

buka-ing puasa-ness

My folks said they were gonna come to the house for breakfast today (Saturday).I didn't think my grandma and my uncle were gonna turn up as well.Shu did invite my uncle but I didn't expect my grandma to come along.It was probably the worst flights of stairs she had ever had to climb up but she's always wanted to come to our place and now she has ^_^

Shu and I are just suckers for home cooked food.OUR home cooked food.We just want to cook no matter what.We also enjoy grocery shopping a lot.I think Shu might have been influenced by me coz I'd go crazy in a grocery store/supermarket/hypermarket/markets in general :p

Today,Shu and I prepared 4 dishes.1 of which turned out disastrous but edible nonetheless.Shu cooked salted fish Kai Lan.And then,I helped him prepare squids in soy sauce.I wanted to make crispy fried shrimps and our last minute addition to the menu was the sweet and sour fish (nuggets)<---that didn't turn out so well.Azim was the first one to complain.Haha!

Everyone prayed in the rooms.We told my mum to bring a couple of prayer mats coz we only have 2 of those.My mum and my uncle lurves the place.They said they wanna come again to just hang out (without my grandma and my dad).Maybe next time I should just throw a random tea party ;)

Azim wanted to sleep over so we told him to bring his things along.We took him out to Kampung Baru coz we do that a lot.Left the house at about 11pm and got home at about 2am.Of course,I made sure he ate so that we won't have to worry much about sahur later.He said that Kg Baru was like some downtown whereby people could get shot.Well,my brother doesn't get around very much.Anywhere hectic is a downtown to him :/

plans?

Since I am currently getting nowhere,I figured I should do what I should have been doing all this while before I lose my sanity and really turn into one of my sims (no,not the crazy gay ones who'd marry foreigners from different parts of the world).Shu finally said to me that I should just get into an art school and do what I've always wanted to do.

Honestly,I thought teaching was something I wanted to do once upon a life.......my life plans changed almost instantly from the very first class I taught.After a while,I realized that I did it only because I was influenced to do so.I had no directions in life.Hell,I never even wanted to get into a university!Especially NOT IIUM!Of all hell my mum wanted to put me through,I survived 6 years of my life there.

Seriously,I enjoyed philosophy and theology classes a lot.Other times,apart from meeting really interesting people from all walks of life,I just wanted to get the hell away from the place.Regardless if I had the certs or not.I almost got myself kicked out only to end my miseries.That didn't work out much.

I am going to take up art courses.I finally realized this after all this while.Now,I don't even wanna do my masters coz the only reason I wanted to do it was to enable me a permanent job in teaching.Once again,my life plan changes drastically.

I miss my crazy furball kiddies :/

these are not the droids you are looking for

I really would like to try saying that to the police or something if I ever her stopped or pulled over :p or something along the lines of "why don't you burn in hell?!"

MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAAAA!!!!!!!

Shu and I are the worst people to be fasting on the first day of radhaman.....ramadhan.......HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!We've been in the house the WHOLE DAY!I was simming every now and then.Shu fell asleep once in a while.We'd take turns on simming coz apparently I got him hooked to the Sims 3 World Adventure ^_^ And he's got a thing with designing and decorating homes :D

We were cooking at about 6:30pm-ish.Had a huge breakfast.I was running super low on sugar :/

Shu says that I am beginning to look,sound and behave like my sims these days.......not quite sure if that is a good thing.

In the real world,I seem to be plotting and contemplating on the creation of chaos.It's strange.All I ever wanna do is make people go against eachother.........starting fights and riots in the community........In Hinduism,I must be the God of destruction ^_^

feline ish

Apple is in heat.Like crazily.She's constantly running after Kecik whom had already been castrated.She'd chase him to the extent that he's gotta hide in my parents' bedroom!And Snow Bear hates her guts.He's the only eligible male to provide Apple with some assistance with her problem but he refuses to go near her or lets her come near.Well,he literally smacked her in the face the other day :/

house guests #2

Shu's folks were at our place for dinner last night.We cooked some noodles.They came with Kak Long's 2 kids and their maid.They lurved our place.Shu's dad took photos and stuff.They stayed for Isya' prayers and had some coffee before they left.That was awesome and unplanned and I could so do it again ^_^ Yup yup!

Of course,later last night,we also went for a midnight movie ^_^ We took a chance and watched The Last AirBender.I've been a huge fan of the animated series on Nickelodeon.I have a thing for beautiful drawings and animations :D

Ok,if you read any further it might just spoil the movie for you so if you haven't seen the film you might not wanna read this.

I think the kid who played Aang looks scarily similar to the animated version Aang.The only thing that sorta got me dissatisfied with the movie version Aang was the fact that were hardly ANY funny side to the Avatar.I was expecting Katara to be portrayed by a native american instead of a white chick :/ Of course,Dev Patel played Prince Zuko and I personally think he did a good job.I think scenes when the benders use their elements to fight were awesome.The effects as well as the actors doing the right style of martial arts.That was really awesome.

At first,I really thought the only good reason to watch the movie was Jackson Rathbone.He portrayed Sokka which is actually not an easy thing to do considering that Sokka is a very comical character in a very anime-ish way.Of course,the story went on a bit slow.I think some important scenes were missing and some scenes which were important were not paid enough attention to.Some scenes shouldn't be dragged on so much :/

Over all,I'd say I enjoyed the movie ^_^

Family Gathering

Today was the first family gathering for Shu as my husband.Haha!I still need time to digest that I'm married!Hahahahaa!!!!

Anyways,we were at my grand uncle's ex-wife's house over at Lorong Gurney,KL.Her house is AWESOME!!!I mean poolside party?!For real?!Hell yeah!

My aunties and uncles and cousins and grand aunts were there.It was really nice to see everyone coz usually I'd only see them once a year and I've already seen them 3 times this year ^_^

Yeah,my dad's family lurves having massive family gatherings and for the first time ever,my sister wasn't able to make it and I was there with Shu <3

P.S.:-I'm on the house computer now ;) I lurve this Unifi shit!

AWESOMENESS!!!!!

yeyness!!!

Shu and I went shopping for some swimming gears the other day coz we wanted to start swimming.It's been a long while since we went swimming.Since I've gone swimming.Shit!Being ourselves,we showered and dove into the pool without thinking much.After swimming halfway through,we realized that we didn't even stretch :p It was fun.We swam from the 3ft end to the 7ft end.It's been a long while since we last went swimming so that was really fun but tiring.Hopefully,our next visit to the pool won't be as exhausting.

Oh yeah,Shu splurged on an LG Flatron.UBER KEWL!My sims are on HD!......although........they're still gay and unable to stay faithful to their wives :/<---something I can never explain but probably isn't worth my time explaining anyways.

We're hoping to go running later or maybe play badminton or something.Our bed is killing us.We've slept a few nights without pillows coz we're always waking up to back aches or just body aches.

Oh yeah!We finally,finally FINALLY got our kad kahwin!!!It cost us MYR28 but at least now,we can go hang around places where people always kena tangkap basah and entertain ourselves ^_^ I'm good at dressing up as an underage so that should help draw attention ;)

gone swimming

Swimming is SO the NEW running!Lovin' it so damn much!!!!!

Yeyness!!!

sorry.....we only speak English......

Don't you just lurve annoying idiots who can't speak English?Well,most of them THINK that they are speaking the language but with dialects and stuff.........erm........don't think anyone can understand ya ;)

Well,for instance,if you call a toll-free number and end up talking to a machine that asks whether you want you call to be conducted in English OR Malay,most idiots would pick English and then.....they'd speak some freakish form of English......and then mix 'em up with some Malay......and then.....they'd say things in some freakish language which would usually end up sounding like white noise :D

Well,there is only ONE thing you can do in times like those/these.........just reassure these people that you only speak English ^_^

Of course,orang yang tak paham bahasa is a whole different story la.......

annihilation

I had a vision where I stood by watching the world burn to the ground and I had this satisfaction knowing that I was responsible for it all.Then.....I smiled :)

hello world

This is weird.Shu finally signed up for a Unifi package just so we'd have internet connections at home.That would be uber kewl coz then,I'd be able to get stuff from the sims 3 online downloads and stuff.

SUGOI DESU!

Anywho,I've been sim-ing again these days.Working on some new stuff I have in mind.

I need to get out from this country!

roses are red.....violets are blue.......

.....fuck you,whore!

No,i'm not mad at anyone.I'm just totally bummed out right now.With myself,mostly.It really sucks to not know what to do.Not just when it comes to work but life in general.Is there a purpose for my existence?It's not even about doing anything right anymore.It's just me trying to figure out what I should do.What should I do?

P.S.Ignore the title and the first line.It's an excerpt from 500 days of Summer.It was one of those movies that gives me strange vibes.NO,it's not the latest movie I've watched.Shu and I went to watch Despicable Me yesterday.It was hilarious.SO much better than Date Night!<---I know,they're not even in the same genre!

HAHAHAHAHAHAAAA!!!!!!

Oh yeah,Shu totally pushed me into auditioning as a TV presenter the other day coz TV3 opened up a booth and stuff so he told me to go ahead and give it a shot and I did and it was..........different.So much more difficult than it seems when people do it :/

quickie

We got back from Penang the other weekend.It was a blast.We finally got on a jet ski and remp it in the sea and watched some crazy-ass people playing by the beach and in the sea and stuff.It was awesome.We did a whole lot of shopping and stayed at 2 different hotels within 2 days.I had a blast.

Oh yeah,Zeph came by to have dinner at our place before that trip.She came with her friend Joleen and my sister joined us after class that night.Shu insisted on cooking so we all had rice and tom yam for dinner.And some fried squids and stuff ^_^ it was some pretty amazing stuff :D

*My husband is an AWESOME cook! V(^o^)V

Anywho,after dinner,Zeph wanted to get some cigs so we all decided to go out for some ice cream anyways.

Shu and I have been staying indoors in the last couple of days.We've been cooking and watching a whole season of Parenthood.And then we moved on to watching Glee (Volume 2 of the first season).We had our share of movies in between like Invictus and Kick Ass<---AWESOME MOVIE!!!Well,we are so done with Family Guy coz we've watched 2 seasons in a row and after a while we got a bit......erm....insane....Haha!

*I keep turning into the characters and throwing lines into my everyday conversations :/ from the movie........

Oh yeah,we did go out for a movie the other night.......we watched Inception.I SO LURVED THE MOVIE!It's the kind of movie that stays in my head even when I'm asleep.Kuh-Ray-Zee!

1. Do you have any pets?

5 cats and a kitten (Fei Mao,Bubu,Mew,Kecik,Snow Bear and Apple) and a hamster named Bedah

2. Name 3 things that are physically close to you.

My handbag.........Azim's notebook.........and an empty medicine pack.......

3. What's the weather like right now?

Cold and dark

4. Do you drive? If so have you crashed?

Yup.Nope,haven't crashed yet........

5. What time did you wake up this morning?

10am-ish

6. When was the last time you showered?

At about 3pm today

7. What was the last movie you saw?

Invictus

8. What does your last text message say?

OTW.........

9. What's your ringtone?

Whataya Want From Me and Love story

10.Have you ever been to a different country?

Totally!

11.Do you like sushi?

Yeah......Unagi,especially........

12.Where do you buy your groceries?

Anywhere.........

13.Have you ever taken medication to help you fall asleep faster?

Have.....taken.....not sure what it was......

14.How many siblings do you have?

4 brothers and a sister

15.Do you have a desktop computer or a laptop?

Laptop

16.How old will you be turning on your next birthday?

26

17.Do you wear contacts or glasses?

Glasses

18.Do you color your hair?

Sometimes......blue-ish black....

19.Tell me something you are planning to do today.

Get some good night sleep and some peace

20.When was the last time you cried?

Recently.....not sure how recent.......

21.What is your perfect pizza topping?

Cheese and olives

22.Which do you prefer-hamburgers or cheeseburgers?

I don't eat burgers

23.Have you ever had an all-nighter?

Yup

24.What is your eye color?

Dark Brown

25.Can you taste the difference between Pepsi and Coke?

I don't drink neither of them

back in town

Got home at about 9pm last night.Had some ice cream at Swensen's before heading home.Ain't nuthin' better than their crunchy cones!Oh yeah,choc chip mint!Yup yup!

Anywho,our trip was AWESOME!!!We spent our first night in Batu Feringghi.Went to the night market and stuff.Finally falls asleep at 4am.Got ourselves a whole bunch of stuff from Crocs to DVDs and everything in between.

Got up the next day at about noon.Just in time to check out.Headed over to Bayan Lepas coz we needed to get to USM.......to go say hey to Qarim-chan.........anywho,we also had to get to a hotel there coz that was where we supposed to spend the night.Went around and around and finally found the hotel.

*That hotel is NOT the ONLY brown colored building in the area!

Qarim had lunch with us but he didn't want to hang out with us at the beach so we went ahead on our own.Played jet ski.Got ourselves soaked and then we headed back to the hotel which took us about an HOUR coz of the traffic jams in town.We went out for dinner over at Padang Kota with Qarim and Anas Bananas was supposed to meet up with us there but he was stranded at his place in Seberang Prai.

Later on,we decided to go over to see Anas anyways.Had ice cream and dropped Qarim off at his dorm at about 2am.After that we went back to the hotel to sleep.Got up in time to check out the next day and headed to town to do some shopping.Food and stuff.It was really neat to be walking in the streets and stopping by at a Nasi Kandar for brunch.

After that we went to the Snake Temple for a bit.Got our photos taken and played with some snakes.Poisonous snakes.Touched a super huge monster sized python who swallowed a 20kg goat some time ago.It was HUGE!Oh yeah,we also witnessed a huge snake eating a live chicken.

Well.......after that we just headed home.

It was a super fun trip.I had a blast.

home

Our bedroom is complete but I still use the washroom outside coz all my things are there.Shu moved the computer into the room so that I can play games till late at night ^_^ and not be alone in the lounge while he's fast asleep.

We finally have a freakin' refrigerator so our kitchen is somewhat complete.Got a proper place to put all our pots and pans.....so that would help prevent us from ever letting them fall out the window ever again :D

Anywho,got a cupboard to place all our clothes in order.Took us a while (3 days actually!) to set it all up.Shu injured himself from getting the damn thing all the way up to our place.Yes,WAY HIGH UP!

*sigh*

Our house is now safe to be called a home :)

no reservations

Dinner for 2 at our place we call home.

Shu cooked us dinner last night.He's been wanting to do it for a while so we finally went grocery shopping yesterday.Got ourselves a whole bunch of stuff.He cooked us some really good food.

It was super awesome!

capitalistic corporate bastards

My husband works for assholes.A bunch of brainless idiots whom probably has no idea what their company does or how it functions in the society.Statistics are taken but none of them are probably revised.All they ever want to do is expand,maximizing profit but no clue if the system is capable of supporting everything.

They make people go work before sunrise and make everyone manual in at times when everyone is still in their cars on their ways to work.Does that make any sense at all???And when people make a small,innocent mistake,it would be taken off their pays but when the company itself makes people stay back and do things which is not in their contracts,everyone pretends that it's all part of the job.

Then again,with all this being said,these bastards running the show are probably the idiots I curse at everyday when I drive.They are brainless behind wheels.They have cash and wants everything everyone else has without fully understanding how to use them.People have cars,they too want cars.People have computers,they want one too.If only someone can convince them that jumping off a really3 high building and fall to their doom is a good thing,they'd probably do just that :/

I live in a fucked up world.

drawing again

I have an easel now..........that means I could start painting now!YEYNESS!!!

But I still love drawing on regular papers with my mechanical pencil.It's addictive!!!

It's been a cold and wet day.I hate the fact that the clothes we've washed at home aren't drying the way they are supposed to.That stinks!Literally!It really sucks!

We're planning to get a whole lot of furnitures moved into our house this Saturday.Yes,that includes the refrigerator and the queen-sized bed AND cupboards!I am so psyched!Shu and I have been living in the lounge for the past month which gets a bit strange coz all our clothes are hung on the metal clothes hangers and there's a box in which we'd stuff our other things in.Well,we do have a display cabinet and a TV cabinet but the computer desk and all are in the lounge now.So is Bedah.The furthest we'd walk in the house would be to the bathroom.Hahahahaha!!!!!!

The master bedroom is still empty!

as Shu was in the shower this morning........

I was trying to clear up some things in the kitchen.I was trying to lock the windows so I had to make sure that the right windows were on the right side of the panel.As soon as I opened the right side panel,one of the periuks from the drainer fell out the window and hit the grill of the neighbor on the floor below's washing room.Erm......I think it's still there coz there was no way in hell that anyone could get it out through the grill and I sure can't reach down that far to get it :/

Scooter Gurl

Shu taught me and let me take the scooter for a ride around the kampung area.It's in the night and there are hardly any lights AND I didn't have my glasses on.I ALMOST ran into the house gate but overall,we got home safe and sound coz almost doesn't count ;p

I've been here in Terengganu since Thursday and it's been kuh-ray-zee!I didn't think Shu's parents were gonna have this big of a kenduri.SO MANY people turned up and I totally couldn't keep up with it.I passed out at about 3pm and got up at about 6pm.Seriously,I've never done anything like this before.It's called the "Temu Menantu" session whereby the people-friends,neighbours and family-would come over and meet the new daughter-in-law (moi)Actually,I'm the only daughter-in-law in the family.So yeah,with that all done,I'd say I've met pretty much everyone.I just have no clue who most of them were.

I had a blast.I was out at the beach in the last couple of days only because my family was staying at a homestay house near the beach.Aunty Intan,Farah and Pear aka Faizal had been staying at Primula Beach Resort and we had our outing the other night.Having Sotong Goreng Tepung and Kropok Lekor by the beach in the dark.It was funny but fun to do ^_^ hahaha!

We'll be heading back tomorrow morning.I'm missing Apple Bee for some strange reason :/

Lucas Orson:Leader of the New World and the husband thief

I've been sim-ing on and off in between the weeks of preparing for the wedding reception and all.Yes,I've created another awesome misfit and have establish that "WOO!" is a proper verb ^_^

The night before the wedding,I was told to be around TTDI to get my inai done.I thought it wasn't gonna be such a hassle.Not that it was.It just took a longer time than I expected.The thing is,my make up artist for the event is this awesome dude named Nurul (Faizal) who not only does great makeup but is a cool girlfriend to chat with while getting ready.Oh yeah,he also does drag shows and stuff.I asked to be invited if there are any more upcoming shows only coz I like how they do make up and I've never been to one :D

Got home (Subang) at about 2am.Got ourselves cleaned up and prepared the photos to be displayed at the hall the next day.That took quite some time but Shu got it all figured out ^_^ THANK GOD!We slept a few hours before dawn.Managed to get the dry clothes in AND put on the inai on our fingertips after showering before leaving the house.Actually,I didn't wanna get them on but I was afraid if the make up artist or the wedding planner was gonna scream if we didn't get it done coz I said I was gonna do it at home on my own :p

Anyways,I had a blast.I know that I did get into a few arguments and disputes with my sister and my dad before the event but eventually everything turned out well and I am ever so glad.I was so happy to have met the make up artist and the wedding planner coz they are the awesomest people ever.I was super happy to see everyone at the wedding.I wasn't so happy about the fact that I didn't meet EACH and EVERYONE personally and by the time I manage to get off the stage,most people had already gone home :(

I am so THANKFUL to have seen SO MANY people at the reception eventhough I may not know some of them.THANK YOU!And a SUPERHUGE THANK YOU to everyone whose been helping out.THANK YOU!

Next stop,Terengganu!Anyone in favor of coming along please gimme a holler!

E-ing@The Curve

Went to watch a movie last night.Toy Story 3.Shu and I were really looking forward to watching it.Last week,we went out and got dvds of the previous Toy Story movies coz Shu hadn't seen 'em so I figured we should just have a movie marathon before watching the 3rd or he wasn't gonna understand it.After watching the first 2 movies,my beloved husband realizes that I have been reciting and quoting lines from those movies.

We really enjoyed the 3rd Toy Story movie <3

trippin'

At about 11pm last night,Shu and I decided to go get dinner and head up to Cameron Highlands.We ate at Strawberry Fields near our place and then headed for the highway.Being on the road going uphill on a highway that has no road lights tend to get pretty spooky.I had constant images in my head of something leaping onto the road or something crossing the road.Something like a tiger or something.I seriously did NOT want to have to get out from the car in the middle of the night in complete darkness!

The road uphill once we got to Perak was scary coz it was twisted and dark and if you don't know how to control your car,you can seriously die.Fall of the cliff or something.I could hardly keep my eyes opened coz I realized that I get motion sickness.BADLY!I could hardly keep my head up properly.It was super cold up there and the hotels were fully booked.Then again,it was 4am and we were probably the only ones walking around looking for a place to stay.It could get creepy :D

Finally,I fell asleep in the car.Shu drove around the town area and finally gave up.It turns out that the market that usually opens at about 5am no longer exists.Everything else was closed.We couldn't even find a place to eat.I got up as Shu pulled over at some RnR down the highway.He was trying to use the washroom and get some food.He ended up with some doughnuts and some drinks.That was good enough for me coz I was getting really sick.We got back in Subang at about 10am and slept in till about 4pm :p

Well,I was playing computer games for a bit and the last thing I remembered was having the game on pause.We finally left for TTDI at about 630pm.Managed to do some laundry and stuff.Bedah is gonna have a few more nights on her own it seems.

SUH WEET!

If it's meant to be by Ilynn Virgobiru

mad world

Shu and I have been talking over things around us.Scary things.The kind that scares the shit outta us if we ever have to raise our kids in this place and time.

Growing up,we're often told what to do and what shouldn't be done but as we grow older,we'd come to know a world so much different than what we were told.Some of us would freak out and not know what to do and end up in some cultural shock dilemma.Some of us would just ponder on which road to take.Some of us would go with the flow.

I am a very paranoid person.I'd think over small things again and again and eventually get confused and afraid and then,I'd want to hide in my own little shell.I'm paranoid.I've learned a lot from the schools I've been to.I see and hear a lot of people saying and doing things which aren't the things they preach about.I'm trying so hard to not lose myself.Luckily,so far,I haven't.Nope.Not even to drugs.I'm clean ^_^

Actually,Shu and I were talking over a great deal of things which people say or pass remarks about in public which reflects their lack of knowledge.There are many things that we see and do on a day-to-day basis which we think is normal but is not.How many kids are able to steer themselves properly through life without getting caught in things which could easily be prevented but are not able to prevent themselves from them because the society allows it to happen?

If there was an option to live in an alternate world which hasn't been contaminated,we would have moved there :/

finally!

I am now in TTDI.My old room at my old place.Shu is at work.In case anyone's missed out.We got married last week (June 5th) That was the longest Saturday I've had.I was so glad to see a whole lot of people at the mosque that day.A lot of people had put in a whole lot of effort with the preparations and I am so thankful that they helped out coz my mum would have not gotten it all done properly on her own.The weeks before that were the longest weeks I've ever had.It's like counting down to something that never seems to come any closer.Strange.

I was so happy to see everyone at our wedding.Friends.Family.Everyone.

I am so glad that everything turned out ok.

The following week passed by pretty quickly.It's already Monday again!

My mum has left for the states with Azim and Qarim.They left last Wednesday.My sister left for Barcelona last night.I'm waiting for Rashid to come home so that Shu and I can go back to Subang to check on our things and Bedah!BEDAH IS HOME ALONE!

zennified!

Spent the whole of yesterday cleaning up our place.The entire house had bits and pieces of cat litter!And of course,Bedah's sunflower seeds.I have no idea how the hell that happened!Well,I know for sure that Apple Bee is not the tidiest in the house.AND,he tends to run around with what ever that stuck on its paws and cover several places with it.It's annoying! can't keep cleaning up after him!

Shu and I have been doing laundry eversince the washing machine arrived.We lurve them loads! ^_^ YUP YUP!We have a whole stash of clothes to wash anyways so the washing machine totally saved our asses!

Since deciding on a couch sucks BIG TIME,we decided to get ourselves a zen bed instead for the lounge.We've been lying on it while playing the PS2.We were taking turns killing and annihilating innocent people.SUH-WEET!Of course,throwing grenades all at once at one place without making a run for it is NOT a good idea AT ALL!HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAA!!!!!!

My sister said that Kecik had been hanging around the bedroom door back at my place in TTDI.Sometimes,he'd climb onto the bed and just lie there.Strange,if and unless he is injured,Kecik usually spends his nights outdoors walking around looking at stuff :/ I gotta get him to the vet for his second vaccination real soon.Snow Bear is still skinny and dirty as usual.Apple Bee is super happy running all over the place that I can't bear to take his freedom and space away from him by taking him back to Subang with us :(

Colmar Tropicale@Bukit Tinggi

Shu had planned this short vacation for the longest time and finally we went for this much anticipated getaway on the morning of June 7th.We packed up our stuff the night before at my place back in TTDI and got up early the next day.

The drive was awesome.Maybe it was because we were heading East.The drive uphill has a really awesome view ^_^ We stopped by at Genting Sempah for some food before heading for our exit.As we went uphill,we were both anticipating some sort of indication that we were heading the right way coz there was nothing but just a 2-lane road and trees.

Shu drove really slow at some parts of the journey just so that I could take a few pictures.Moments later,we saw the tips of the castle of Colmar Tropicale.It's a hotel with an Old French Town theme.It looked really neat from where we were.When we finally got there,the whole place looked spectacular!

It took us a while to check in coz there were some missing information since Shu made online reservations about a month ago.Finally,we were given our key cards and we lugged all our luggage to our room which was in the building across the hotel reception.Imagine Tolkien's LOTR's Bree.That's exactly what the whole place looked like.

We got up to our room and slept in the whole after noon coz we were super tired.Well,I totally passed out.Shu spent some time watching tv and taking photos from the balcony.When I got up,it was about 6pm so we cleaned ourselves up and went downstairs to see what was going on.We had dinner at the pizza parlor La Flamme which was right below our room.Then we strolled around and tried some games which totally sucked coz I believe they cheated! ;/

Anywho,we took more pictures later on and by 10pm,we were back in the room coz there was nothing much going on anymore.We got up early the next day to have breakfast at La Blason.Then,we decided to check out and headed up towards the Japanese tea house.The hike uphill was exhausting but the cold air and water from the drizzle in the morning kept us cool.I was in my hoodie coz I was freezing.

We got to the Japanese tea house where I rented a kimono.It was fun but we were too early for the tea ceremony so we left after taking photos.We drove down and headed for the rabbit park.I've never heard of a rabbit park before so I was quite excited.It turns out that we could go around feeding the rabbits.RABBITS!HUGE FAT RABBITS!I got scared coz they'd start chasing after you feed a couple.More and more rabbits would flock you and a couple of 'em started sniffing my shoes and my bag and stuff.I gave Shu the rest of the packet of food and grabbed the camera.

At the rabbit park were also some donkeys and deers and some tortoise and storks.Oh yeah,we also saw the place where they breed them rabbits and there was an area where they kept the baby rabbits.After that,we went to see the four-faced buddha.It was a huge gold statue in the center of a temple.I managed to take photos of all the 4 faces.They looked a bit scary at some point :p

Our next plan was to head to Cameron Highlands since our visit to Bukit Tinggi was done.But since Shu got sick,we decided to drive home to Subang instead.Unpacked our stuffs and hung around the house for a bit and headed out to Kampung Baru at about 11pm coz Shu wanted to take me out.We were trying to look for places where they JAIS people would be but there were none around the areas we went to so we headed to the family clinic in TTDI at about 2am to get some medicine for Shu's flu.After that we made a quick stop at the convenient store to get some more supplies and headed home.

Shu made us breakfast this morning ^_^ and then we headed to KLIA coz my mum just informed us that she got tickets to go to the States to visit Eno-san.She'll only be back about a week before our wedding reception in TTDI.

We were supposed to play badminton today but it was raining cats and dogs so we stayed in AGAIN :/

The last couple of days had been fun.I need sleep now.I regret taking those laxatives yesterday!SHIT!

so many things happened today that I have no idea where to begin!

Got up this morning for a photoshoot.RadioEdit's photoshoot but unfortunately something came up and the whole thing is postponed to after my wedding.Shu and I dropped Rashid back home and drove off to Shah Alam to meet up with our photographers.Had brunch and went back home.Ili (Illyn Virgobiru) came by just after we got home.Was talking to her for a long while in my room till it was time for me to get my ass downstairs for some Yasin reading session and tazkirah.I enjoyed myself ^_^ Ili's been snapping photos and stuff.She and her mum (Aunty Nani) had been really helpful.I was just tired coz after the whole thing was over,I managed to grab some food and get ready for mengaji coz my ustazah was already at my house.Yes,I was late.I helped Ili get all the hantaran gifts downstairs and headed upstairs to recite the Quran one last time before the even tomorrow morning.MORNING!After that I just hung around downstairs for a bit with my aunt and Ili and we talked and stuff.After maghrib Ili left coz her husband was already home and he asked her to get something to eat on her way back to Bangi.

I am tired.Way tired!I couldn't even recite al-fatihah properly!WTF?!

Apple (Bee)

Apple was so happy to be back in TTDI for the day.He was basically running all around the house from the front to the back.He was playing tag with Kecik and Fei Mao.He looked so cheerful that he didn't even bother to go to sleep even when you could see that he was getting tired and sleepy.Finally,at about 10pm-ish,Shu was gonna leave for Subang so he had to come along.He was so upset but he just didn't bother trying to run free coz he was tired.Shu chucked him into the car and drove off.

That kid has a history of stepping onto people heads and he mews into people's faces only coz he needs to SEE us looking at him.He's also got sharp claws and teeth which could seriously injure someone.He's been injuring Shu in the last couple of days with bite marks and scratches.He also has a thing for Shu's glasses.He'd drag em all the way to the dining table so when Shu gets up in the morning,he'd have a hard time finding his glasses.

Oh yeah,Shu said that everytime he tries to scoop out Apple's poo from the litter tray,Apple would stand by and get angry.WEIRDO!

wedding dresses

When we got into the wedding planner's shop,he was putting some stones on a beautiful white dress.Well,it wasn't a DRESS dress but it was really nice.He saw us and my mum immediately asked if that was what I was gonna wear and he said yes.

I was totally blown away!It was soooooo preeeeeeety!!!!!!

Of course,I took a look at it and thought "are ya sure that's ma size?" coz it looked kinda small-ish.I tried it on and it fit perfectly.Of course,the dude said he's gonna teach me how to work on my smiles coz I don't do that much.So yeah,I tried that on while Shu tried on his outfit.He pricked his finger from the needles on the top coz the buttons were still not sewn on.

Nevermind,those are to be worn on the 27th so we still have about a month.Then,we tried out our other costumes for this Saturday.I SUPER LURVE the Indian costume!Then again,I have always been a fan of lenggas.

Anywho,I was told to get a push-up bra or some corset or something coz I'm too flat.FLAT?!I was in the middle of getting those slimming jeans!Oh yeah,the dude also said that I'mma need some paddings for ma booteh!WTF?!!!

P.S.: The dude is Dato' Roy Azman aka brotha Roy!

band meeting

Had our express band meeting today.Jasti has loads of things lined up for the band in the next couple of months.

The acoustic performance over at Istana Budaya shall be postponed coz we're supposedly the opening act for Pure Vibrations but them dudes are still in the Philippines.

We're also still up for the full band performance over at Skypark Subang and Ayie mentioned some other places for our upcoming gigs.

Our photoshoot has been postponed to Wednesday night on this week.Yes,before my wedding.Only coz my brother is still having some exams.SO,Wednesday night it is.

weekend?

Shu said Apple saw a ghost at our place last night.That's why he freaked out all of a sudden and ran out from the kitchen and hid behind the cushions and hats.

Apple is getting the hang of the place already.He'd run from one end of the house to the other and makes a turn in the room next to the bathroom and heads into the bathroom and does the whole route again.Usually,Shu and I would shut the bathroom door close whenever we are at home so last night,that crazy kitten ran straight into the bathroom door.Twice!

I'mma go see the wedding planner on Monday to see what's going on with our clothes.He'll be over at my house in TTDI on Thursday night to set the whole place up for Saturday.......SATURDAY!

I'm a bit.....lost right now.I haven't been able to keep track of the days and time these days.I have no idea if it's a public holiday or just another weekend.I feel like I'm asleep eventhough I'm wide awake.I'd fall asleep during conversations.I'd respond with some delay.......or sometimes I don't respond at all.WTF?!!!

I'm trying to figure something out.Actually,it's more of helping my sister help someone out.A kid.He's about 17.His folks are refugees.He's got no legal documents eventhough he was born here in this country.He can't get a job coz he's under age.All the work he's been doing ends up disastrous.It's either he gets ripped off of cheated or people just make him do work with no pay at all.

He just got beaten up last night and all his cash were stolen from him :/

by next Friday I'll be anticipating in mixed emotions

or so I think.........

Someone asked me how I felt about a week from being someone's wife.I had no idea.Well,I am not feeling what I should be feeling yet.....or something........

I'm probably trying my best not to get anymore injuries.I'm trying not piss my mum off.I'm trying to please Snow Bear a whole lot more coz he's been super angry about Apple.I can't quite tell if I'm hungry or sleepy or even if I have already done something like taking my daily supplements.......oh wait,I always forget those.

I'm probably gonna try help around the house whenever I can.do what ever I can do and stuff.Planning to get my toes done with ma sistah sometime next week.I suck at pedicure.

Oh yeah,and I'll be having a mock lecture on Wednesday morning!Suddenly I feel like I've never taught before :/

I kept yawning during dinner last night.I'm probably lack of oxygen coz I was hyperventilating this morning before getting out of bed.I also befriended a spider whose been hanging around my vanity table mirror ^_^

Bedah is still alive and well,according to Shu.He said she's probably a wee bit older than usual.Hahaha!Apple has befriended some birds at the window.Kecik is fat :)

the art of getting naked

Damn!I don't ever wanna do that AGAIN!I know it was a spa and they were all girls but I really didn't feel that comfortable getting topless and 85.9% naked!

And yes,I've rechecked my weight and apparently the weighing machine at my house shows readings which is 1kg heavier than your actual weight.I hate weighing machines!It probably was the very reason I got so messed up in the first place!BUT today,I was in a stable state of mind and the readings were not too low but they are definitely NOT high which is good.

I haven't tried out the baju nikah since the first time I tried them on back at the tailor's shop.SO I am hoping so much that I have NOT outgrown the outfit nor have I shrunk so much!

AND to top it all off,my ankle still hasn't recovered which does mean that I may not be wearing heels after all due to the ankle support wrap.It's been doing a whole lot of justice though.It's just bulky and it tends to squeeze my feet whenever I put on shoes or slippers.

My bed frame is hazardous.Ok,maybe it's not but I've been getting injuries since I got it and I'm just hoping so much that I won't get anymore major injuries after this!It's making me miserable!I haven't gone to the park for over 2 weeks!I'm on the verge of madness!

SO......in order to survive the next 8 days,I shall be playing around with what ever cosmetics I have.Those in favor are more than welcome to join me.I am saving up for cosmetology school!

7 things people don't know about me

1)I am NOT a patient person at all.Waiting is not something I like doing very much.Even if it means getting my hair done at the salon or going to the spa.

2)I'm not tall but my legs are long.That explains my clumsiness and endless leg injuries.

3)I am not keen on doing routines.This applies to about 90% of my life.Work.Studies.Daily activities.

4)I am not a 100% vegetarian.I take a lot of seafood.

5)I love groceries shopping.It's kinda like an addiction.I can easily find items in a super market.

6)If I were a sim,evil-spirited is definitely one of my many traits.

7)I am super conscious about my weight and what I eat but I like watching other people eat.

Hell-O Tuesday!

What ever happened to Monday?

Hurmm......

Got up super early to make sure Shu gets up in time for work.

Sent him to work and came home.

Sent Aunty Intan to the mosque.

Came back.

Drove my mum to the bank over in DU.

Came home.

Drove both my folks to the bank.

Came home.

Took a shower.

Went to get Shu for his lunch break.

Came home.

Composed a new tune for an upcoming song.

Headed over to the mall to meet up with the kiddies and my mum.

Had some yummilicious Iced Chocolate.

Bought a grammar book for class.

Got my much needed ankle support.

Came home.

Prayed and cleaned up.

Went to get Shu from work and had dinner at the mall.

Got my sister her much belated birthday present(s).

Came home.

Oh yeah........watched the 5th season of Grey's Anatomy in between coz my sister insisted on finishing up the entire season.

our very first house warming party

We thought we were doomed when the electric stove didn't work yesterday but things picked up pretty well soon after.We were at the mall before the doors opened and went groceries shopping and we managed to get a stove.Simple and old skool but effective.It cooked pretty much throughouth the entire party.We were running short on food for a bit but eventually everyone got to eat.

LinZy helped me cook some more food after the first batch of spaghetti finished which was brought by my sister.Shu's home made chicken roulade finished before Shu's cousins got to the place.My brother took the last piece of chicken.I managed to bake some cookies but it was all gone before sunset.I was really unhappy and disturbed by the looks of the cookies but everyone liked them anyways.

I am so glad that most people made it.Well,Yumi-chan,Lina and Maj did.I'll probably throw another party when everyone is free AGAIN.The whole thing was last minute but at least everyone ate.

Oh yeah,Apple (Bee) got to see his new place ^_^ Bedah too ;)

in about 2 days time.....

it will be 2 years since we met AGAIN.I am all over the place.There is so much to do and I have no idea where to begin.There seem to be more and more things in my list and every time I've cut something out,I'll add something else to it.I don't know if it is getting longer or shorter.

I've spent the last couple of hours in front of the television with my sister watching half a season of Grey's Anatomy.I am not a fan of the show.I just had nothing else left to do since it's raining so heavily and the modem's been turned off and my tiny kitteh Apple has been pooping every hour.Must be the medication we gave him yesterday :/

I was in the kitchen last night helping Qarim out with the dishes<---something I would never do when I'm sober.I did something else yesterday which I would never want to do ever again.I smiled at a stranger.A BALD stranger!I was watching over his kid almost getting run over by crazy sale shoppers going mad in the mall while holding on to a bolster and cushions.

I am seriously trying to get myself through the next week alive and well.

OH MY GAWD!

No,I am NOT gonna say "is that wuh sa bee?" next.

Seriously,I thought it was tough enough to deal with people,my kitties are becoming more and more challenging by the second!

Eversince I brought back that tiny kitteh last night,Kecik and Snow Bear as well as the rest of the cats in the house had been either hissing and getting angry at the little dude.Well,Fei Mao refused to come into the house this morning.I wonder if it's coz we haven't bathe it yet.

Anyways,I had a tough time trying to calm Snow Bear down today.Took him up to my room and I just hugged him and he kept wanting to get out the door and probably kill the tiny kitten downstairs whose all locked up in his little cage.Seriously,Snow Bear could have killed me too.

The thing is,that little kitteh needs some warmth and love coz apart from always crying out from the moment he sees my face,the little guy always wants to be around someone.Of course,the kitten is probably a couple of months old.I have no idea where his mum is and eventhough we've already dewormed the dude,he still has a bit of a tummy in the midst of his fur covered bones.

I really need to take him to Subang tomorrow after giving him a good wash of course ;)

P.S.: We've decided to change the kitten's name to Apple (only coz I wanna be able to say HEY!HEY APPLE!) hahahahahahahahaa!!!!!!!

ways to get high

Try starving.After a few days,you'll begin to see inanimate things move and sometimes talk to you.It's a fun feeling.......well......right till you pass out.If you end up in some hospital then it's just too bad.If you don't,kudos to you!

Of course,you can also try going to some random gig and jump around for several hours and sweat it all out.Get your head knocked down by someone else's elbow or simply get picked up and tossed around or maybe you can try getting yourself into the center of a mosh pit ;) Oh yeah,let's not forget the headbangin'.After a few hours,you're gonna get a stiff neck but most of the time,you won't realize the pain till you go to bed later.

Maybe working out several hours straight could work to some extent.Gotta be careful though or you might just end up dead :p

The best way to do about it is to get a major sugar rush after starving yourself.

SHIT!!!

DAMN IT!

I accidentally hit my left thigh against the darn sharp edge of the bed post!That adds up to my right knee and ankle all sore and in pain as I walk,my left elbow hurting from some muscle disorder.I am in NO SHAPE AT ALL to be walking in them heels!

I came to realize how high my heels are and that it might have caused my ankle injury.Then again,I've been walking in them for sometime now.How could a few hours have injured my ankle this bad?Seriously..........

My sister finally got her dancing shoes.She's been begging Shu and I to go dancing with her.Maybe we will go after all one of these days despite the fact that I can hardly coordinate my hands and legs,I wonder how bad trying to get them to sync would be like :/

OH YEAH!I so brought home a tiny cute cuddly kitten I met at the mamak today!He's grey-ish with black stripes.He's got big eyes and ears just like Kecik when we first got him ^_^ This kitten shall be staying with us in Subang :) For the time being,we'll be calling him Lucky.If and unless he develops a strange behavior,his name shall remain that.

Shu said Snow Bear should go visit the apartment one of these days coz he's some 6-legged friends there waiting for him.We found a cockroach one day on the floor of the lounge.It was lying flat on its back and we thought "hurmm......biler masa la pulak kita bunuh benda nih??" Then,as Shu swept it out the door,it started wiggling.It wasn't dead after all!I think it finally died in front of our neighbour's door :p

macam mana la orang tak marah!

I don't know if it is bureaucracy or it's just typical office work but seriously,why couldn't ANYONE inform me that there were some missing information regarding my pay?Shu almost screamed at them people there at the office but then he realized that he was about to make a mistake by screaming (or shooting) the messenger :/ The dude at the office wasn't the real officer in charge but he helped us anyways.That took quite a bit of energy.

Oh yeah!Just before we left the house this morning,the dudes from IKEA arrived and set up the bed in my bedroom so Shu and I supervised them for a bit.Those dudes are such pros.They didn't even look at them manuals to set the whole thing up.Of course,with the help of the manual and all,I would be able to set it up too but it would probably take up so much more time :p

I have about 14 days left till the big day and I am getting all sick and stuff.I think it's coz it's been super hot and then it rains for a bit and then it gets hot and burning again.It totally sucks coz I'd have to keep changing clothes from perspiring all day.

I am in the middle of setting up the kitchen back at our place coz I'm kinda freaking out with the invitations sent out and all but the place only has a table and some chairs but no cabinets for cooking and stuff.We're screwed 0_O HAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHHAHAAAA!!!!!!

FidZy has been forbidden from doing any form of workout until after the akad nikah :/

Yes,my mum said I totally crossed the line when my ankle started swelling up and now it's mildly bruised.No worries.I can still walk.....oh yeah,I also pulled a muscle......or two.....my thighs.....they hurt......I might have forgotten to warm up before running the other day........

I am super upset with the fact that I am not allowed to do my usual workout routine all because they seem to cause crucial damages to myself....which BY THE WAY HAD BEEN going on all this while.People just don't notice it.

Now,just because I have to do fittings and stuff,people are super aware of my state of health!

*sigh*

Anywho,I did manage to meet more school friends in the last couple of days and they'll all be attending the reception on June 27th ^_^

I'm gonna finally have a bed real soon!^_^

I've been doing the Snow Bear look in the last couple of days and I worry if I'm gonna wake up one morning with huge fluffy ears!

I wonder if the dude in the horrible flag outfit in the crowd was reason Chong Wei lost yesterday.......

Hurmm......Well,the dude OBVIOUSLY is a major fashion victim!PERIOD!I'd happily tell him to get the hell out of the stadium immediately......erm.......and I'd charge him with Fashion Faux Pas and a hideous distraction to mankind :p

swollen ankle

Don't ask me how it got swollen.It just was and I realized it when I was sitting around at the dining table discussing things-to-do with Shu (hey!it rhymes!SUH-WEET!) I was freaking out so much that I almost cried!It looked like it wasn't my ankle at all!It looked like a monster invaded my foot!

Anyways.....it has subsided somewhat.I hope it would go away for good and never come back!I think it was caused by my super high heels :p

My mum set up an appointment for me today.It was a facial session.Yes,after years of not doing that,my face was pretty messed up.All the girls who did the analysis as well as the facial therapy itself thought that I was gonna need a lot of work.

Hurmm......let's see......the last time I had a facial therapy was back in my school days.I love playing sports out in the sun and in case some of us has forgotten,the sun today is way hotter than the sun back in those days.So yeah,my face probably needs a whole lot more protection than back then.......which was pretty much no protection against the sun at all.

SO.....since I have recently became a Bobbi Brown fan,I've been attached to their Brightening face lotion SPF50++.I know I know,I did say that I hated that thing but it is pretty useful these days ^_^

Well,after the facial therapy session today,I was given more stuff for my face.AND......I'll be having another session next week.On that very same week,I'll be visiting the wedding planner's shop to try out my outfits for the wedding day......which shall be happening VERY SOON<---very high pitch!

OMFG!I have to start getting a bit more serious but all I've ever thought about in the last couple of days had been that stupid annoying orange going "HEY!HEY APPLE!HEY!"

Oh yeah,we so gave Kecik a bath this morning!Snow Bear lost his flea collar and my aunty's new fluffy kitty scratched me!

OH MY GAWD!IS THAT WUH SA BEE?!WUH SA BEH!WAAAAAAAZZUUUUUUBE????!!!!!