Strange.
I've been talking a lot of people.
It's only been months.
Not several.
Maybe a couple.
I am afraid if things I have said might have made things the way they are now.
Not like before.
Different.
What if they are not for the better?
What if I was wrong?
What if?
I cannot answer prayers.
I do not possess miracles.
I can barely hold up a conversation.........not with myself.