First of all, I was not prepared for Hari Raya. Mentally, I was still recovering from the move. I was still enjoying the peace and quiet time from the lockdown. I was having a hard time dealing with the mess at home. And then, in the midst of it all, so many people started coming in all at once.
I'm just not the hosting material. I don't mind visiting other people at their homes though. I have a thing about my living space being my sanctuary kind of thing. Again, maybe it's just me still not getting used to post lockdown.
We did stay over in KL for about a week. Actually, it was Marriott Putrajaya so it wasn't actually KL. We were just there during Ramadan getting Safiyya and Ali Imran birthday gifts. I did some shopping and all.
Went over to see my parents and all. It would have been better if there weren't so many people. Again, me and personal space. I was already annoyed from them never prioritizing us over their friends and then coming back around saying shit like we didn't give enough time for the family.
We were living in KL for a good few years and they never bothered coming around. Now that we've moved, we are not gonna be able to come around as easily and still, they'd spend their time with those annoying TTDI shit friends of theirs instead of taking time to talk to their grandkids.
Anywho, it's hard enough as it is moving and all. Now, there is another piece of shit being out there prying on my life and what I do. Honestly, I am quite surprised that they didn't even make a police report about it. If it's such a big deal, report it to the police. It's just ridiculous.
I am not a celebrity and I am not one to look for "followers". A friend of mine once told me that I was quite the low profile type online. I try to be. I've lived my whole life being told what to do. I like doing whatever I want to do now and I like doing it however I want to do it. If you have a problem with it, then........ Make you can go ahead and make a police report about. Tell them how my choice in living life offends you.
In fact, why don't you go to the press? People are gonna go "Who the F is FidZy?!" I'd be asking the same question if I were be reading shit like that. But yeah, some people love prying on other people's lives. My common assumption would be that they aren't very happy with their lives so they go around looking into other people's lives.
I believe what they'd say in court is "hearsay" Well, even if you have proof to how this is a problem to you in any form or matter, I will still be me.
Anywho, my dad is scaring the shit out of everyone today. He's been calling people and apologizing for being a bad parent or friend and says that he's dying. My cousin called me up later this morning asking if my dad's OK coz he called her. I called my mom and ended up talking to Eeno about it. If there's anything, I'd say he needs to make amends not with us but with God. It's a long story but that's what I think.
