I have to narrow down 7 whatevers into a list.I like way too many things and I hate a whole lot of things too.........
7........seven........SEVEN!
Fine,let's just get this over with!
7 things happening in my life at this very moment!
1) I shall be getting married.The confirmed date (agreed by both my folks and Shu's parents) is June 5th 2010.I was telling LinZy on the day I got engaged that I so did NOT see this coming.But then,there was a conversation I had with a classmate of mine semesters ago.It started with her announcement about going back to her home country and she was gonna settle down and stuff.At the time,I was very naive about what marriage is about.To me,that would have been the end of living on the edge.Not being able to do what I want whenever I wanted to.Then,this friend of mine told me that I can still do all that.Just not alone.Not anymore.That's when it all made sense.It's not about restraining yourself or isolating yourself or confining yourself.It's about sharing.Doing the things you like and want with someone.At that time,the only person on my mind was Shu.It had always been him.I can't explain it but I just refused to give anyone else a chance after we said goodbye back then.
2) I am SO into make up.It's weird and very sudden but I really do love them!I figured that it is after all a form of art and anything that could make myself look better is worth a try ;) <---my egoness talking.It started with a youtube make up guru who goes by the username Petrilude.I came across a video he did on Halloween make up.Then,there were other videos.Eventually,I came across Blair's channel Juicystar07.......and other channels.These 2 are my favourites and they explain things really well despite the fact that I may not be able to find most of the items they mention here.But they got me curiouser and curiouser and eventually,I just decided to give it a go.It's worth it!I know that I've splurged an awful lot but it was all worth every cent ^_^
3) I lurve Kecik a whole lot.I am beginning to love Snow Bear just as much eventhough he's a bit on the mad side.I think I can never like places which are not animal friendly and I can never forgive cruelty against animals.If I see someone hurting an animal,I'd probably go ahead and attack the person by doing the exact same thing they do to the animal(s) I don't think I am as considerate towards human beings as much as I show affectionate towards animals.That's why I am not God.I would have annihilated the entire human race within seconds!KABOOM!<---sounding like Kowalski.
4) I am trying to get into the British Council's CELTA program coz I really lurve teaching.I was telling the dude in ELS that I can never see myself sitting in a room looking into a computer screen.I've tried.I just can't.I wish I could go running and get paid or something only coz I can be on the move while working.I realized that I love connecting with other people.I just want to make people see things differently.What I have taken advantage of all these years of living is something I feel I should give back to those who never had the chance to learn.Sometimes I feel like I keep pushing myself beyond the limit eventhough my extra efforts are not going to get me extra pay.I think after a while,I realize that its probably worth it anyways.ALSO,I am hoping that teaching would enable me to travel (only coz I have problems with staying at one place for too long and getting too comfortable)
5) Since Shu is staying at my house now coz he's working in TTDI,I have been sending him to work and having dinner with him during his breaks and picking him up from work.Sometimes,I'd even make him something like sandwiches and stuff.Other times,its either we have dinner outside or I'd just bring him cupcakes or something.I'd send him to work coz the parking area at his work place would either have him resulting to pay or there are simply no parking space at all.It saves a lot of time for me to just drive him.Of course,he sometimes drives himself to work on days when I have things to do.
6) I have been fighting with my folks a lot lately.I have also been getting into fights with Shu because of them.When I said there's been way too much drama in the last couple of weeks I meant every word of it.We have been fighting and arguing and I've been crying even when we're at kopitiams or mamaks or restaurants or even in the park.I hate getting upset but the last couple of weeks have been really3 tough.We were both bitter about the outcome of our families' agreement but at some point,I figured that it's not worth getting angry at eachother because of them.It's us against them and it had always been that way.
7) I'm trying to pull myself together and get committed to a regular job.I've been sending out applications (eventhough I am still attached to my current part-time job). I don't know if I can pull off a day to day regular job.I like part-timing coz I know I can walk away anytime.I'm not a fan of seriousness.I love my free time and flexibility to do what ever I want whenever I want :/
There........7 thingys..........and I'mma tag who ever who reads this.Haha!
