Rest In Peace Bedah...........

I have never cried so much.Not as much as I did yesterday.I was cleaning out Bedah and Patrick's house and I saw Bedah lying on the floor of the place.She was sick.Her eyes were opened and she looked like she had difficulty breathing.I brought her out.I was hoping she'd jump up and start running around but she didn't.I kept asking her get better but she didn't.Finally,Shu decided to take her to the vet.

We went to a nearby vet.The nurse there said sometimes we should just give the hamster some glucose water and they'll be fine.I couldn't even get her to drink,how the hell was I supposed to give her glucose water?!The vet took a look at her and had no clue wtf was going on.All he could derive was that it looked as though something was wrong with her lungs.He gave her a shot of some medication and he told us to wait.

We made a few stops on our way home coz we needed to get dinner.Bedah never made it home.She died in the car and I saw her take her last breath.It was almost 7pm at the time.I had to be at work at about 8:30pm.I didn't want to go to work but after a while I sobered up and went anyways.It's not like staying at home could bring her back.

I miss her a lot and I'm going to miss her.I'd usually scream out "BEDAH!!!!!" whenever we come home.Now,I can't do that anymore :( She's the smartest hamster I've ever known and she was family.