Singing does not require me to think AT ALL.I just get my ass up on stage and sing.It's no biggie.Make sure the guitars are tuned and the sounds from all the instruments are balanced and the MOST important thing is to make sure I can hear myself (or not) and on with the show.
I noticed HOWEVER,the moment I THINK,I'd totally mess up the lyrics.So yeah,no thinking.Just do it!Haha!
Talking to a bunch of people freaks the shit outta me!I get nervous and scared just thinking about having to speak up front of a whole bunch of people whom I have never met before.Firstly,I'd have to be prepared.That takes a whole lot of effort and I am definitely NOT the type of person to put in a 110% into doing things coz it would usually just jynx everything and eventually it would mess up.
The last couple of months,however,have been very different.Challenging.Frustrating.Tiring.But for some strange reason,I kept going and before I knew it,it was all over.Hah!I was actually getting the hang of it.Who would have thought I could pull it off?I did.
I guess there's a first time for everything.Seriously,trying to let everyone know who is in charge is never in my nature.I'm more of the type of person who'd let my actions do the talking and what ever the hell you wanna think about it comes later.For some strange reason,I had to take charge only coz I had to and I did.Well,it was more of me trying to help out but I was running against time which was making things super impossible for me to do but I did all that I could.
I've been on a break and recently,I had my first try at something similarly new.I made mistakes.Learned from them.Hopefully,I'll do better next time ;)
I'm down to doing anything new ^_^
