most of the time.......

I'm pretty much in control of what I do or where I go.Now,I can hardly tell who I am anymore.I feel like I've drifted off not knowing which way to go.I don't even know if this is what I want to do anymore or if I'm only doing this because I am doing it.Some part of myself have completely faded out into being what the world has shoved into my face.

I've probably lost touch of the things that used to drive me.I find motivation in the stupidest things these days.I don't know if it is in fact genuine at all.I've been here before.It's just not the same this time around.Maybe being contented and tranquil isn't me.Maybe I'm not used to it.Maybe I've just been lazing around too much that I haven't bothered to set my goals anymore.

I don't know what I am to do anymore...........