morticia

Haha!

My dad always relates me to that character coz I lurve dark,smokey eye make-up and I lurve wearing black.Shu's mum got a set of outfit tailored for me.She said it was for what ever occassion I might go to.My mum thinks it looks awesome and she was thinking of having me wear it on the reception day itself.The sleeves were executed nicely,looking like Morticia's sleeves on her black dress.I think it's preeeeeeeeeteeeeeeee ^_^ It fits me perfectly too!

As Shu was helping me get out of my recent depression episode,he decided to take me out and about shopping.Actually,I told him that I wanted to go shopping and so he decided to take me.We were hopping from one mall to another since about 11am this morning.We came across some dresses and tops.Shu liked this one dress I tried on and he wanted to get me.Being me,I told me I wanted to have a look around the rest of the place first.By the time I decided I wanted that dress,the shop was closed :/ We'd probably go back there sometime this week to get it.

I know,FidZy in a dress.What are the odds?????

Well,I recently realized that I have been wearing the same clothes since my teenage years and some of them really don't look presentable.Not presentably decent to some extent.Mostly Emo Punk Rock-ish.I just thought of not entirely change my style but try out new things ;)

We are still trying to figure out when and how we are going to get that bed of our dreams.We finally went to the store where the bed we saw is sold at and the bed looks and feels just as we expected it to.It is perfect.Seriously,I don't think we'd wanna get anything else for our house.That bed is THE BED.No outdated furnitures or whatever thingys.Just that bed in the center of the lounge.Haha!Problem is,we might have problems getting a place to temporarily store it.Hmm.......

Anywho,we discovered Shu's hidden talent at the game arcade today.He's good with that Japanese drumming game thingy.My coordinations are just messed up.He's so good with it that he got really tired of having to finish up the rest of the game.Several rounds of songs.I got eliminated from the very beginning.I totally sucked!

I dragged Shu into one of those karaoke cubicle thingy coz he's never been to one.We only sang 3 songs and we were laughing our heads off.Singing boyband (ahem!) songs is funny and sometimes weird but fun to do.

Oh yeah,I was out with Tasha for a drink a while ago.Her school closed down coz of the recent pendemic virus attack.Strange,my campus have people with extremely strong immunity that there are no precautional close down required.Anywho,Tasha and I did lots of catching up.I was updating her with loads of stuff.She now realizes that Shu and I are both mad.Only when we are together.Still,she didn't really like Shu when she first met him back when she was only 9 or 10 years old.Damn!Now,she's 17!Shu thought she was married for God's sake!Hahaha!Wait till he sees her latest image!

Kecik spent the whole of last night sleeping with me in my room on MY TATAMI!!!!!He actually got kicked out from Azim's room by Shu coz he kept stepping onto Azim's butt and he was literally walking all over Shu.The cats living in my house have somehow gotten the idea that they are not pets but are part of the family as household.That doesn't give them the right to choose the food they want to eat or be picky about where they sleep.Still,they just do it and they get away with it whether we realize it or not :/

pieces

I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I thought it’d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

-Sum41-