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Wednesday, May 29, 2019

The last one week had been life changing

First,I met a sales person who was speaking fluent Malay eventhough he wasn't Malay. Whenever things like this happen,I'd always have to take a step back and think why I cannot speak a language which by right should be my first language. It may not seem like a big deal to most people but it is to me. Also,he was polite. That's always a must in my book. Not in a superior manner but in general. This world I live in lacks manners.

And then,we met some of the best people who work in hotel business.I am aware that hospitality is their business but I always appreciate politeness despite knowing or not knowing what I ask of them. Good service is great but the warmth that comes with it counts. It makes an impact and now,we know we'd be returning customers for sure.

On our way back from our dinner/supper event,we took a cab back to the hotel.Shu was chatting with the driver and he was telling us about the upcoming celebrations and chaos and stuff.Just then,he mentioned a street market which had been recently relocated.This street market had been around for years and eventhough it's not opened all year round,it's iconic.The only problem had been the same problem for years.Parking.Now,parking is still a problem and it's not making things easier for customers but vendors or stores aren't gonna be able to actually sell much. This is a no brainer problem which requires a no brainer solution.

A lot of people don't realize that not everyone can afford shopping at malls. These people work hard and are trying to get some nice things for their loved ones. The least you could do is provide proper parking spaces so that they can actually feel happy.

You know who else needs to feel happy? Everyone else.Including kids whom have been abandoned or thrown away. What people don't realize is that the problem is not with the kids,it's their irresponsible guardians.I have not made time to go see the kids living on the streets in the city,scavenging for cardboards to make covers to sleep at night.People are living in the streets.

Don't give me bullshit about not prioritizing money because it's all earthly possessions.Until you can tell me that everyone everywhere has a home to sleep in and food on their tables,money is still very much important to help others.Don't preach crap when you can't figure out the solution for everyone.

And by the way,I am not one who goes around telling people about the charity work I do.And I don't push people into doing charity and judge them when they don't help.

Tuesday, May 14, 2019

Ya know what I hate?

......A guy in a blue suit.........

Hate is a very strong word but in today's world,it gets thrown around pretty much in every sentence.And the worst part is that,people don't even know the meaning of it anymore.It's like the word LOVE.It's meaningless coz the word is used ever so often but it doesn't have meaning anymore.

Having said that,I cannot begin to imagine how much hatred I have towards people whom are not just ignorant but stupid.Just plain ass stupid.

Like,in a conversation whereby facts and evidences are required,they provide you useless information from some unreliable source which can be fabricated by just about anybody.I can bet you,my hamster had been feeding them these information from his little hamster cage and no one has a clue.

School is a requirement in this country but no one seems to have learned anything along the way.We spent 11 years in day schools and 6-8 years in higher education institutions only to know that we've learned nothing and we are useless.I find that 8-9 out of 10 people I meet or come into contact with have learned nothing but yet,is equipped with license and certifications but they are non-functional.

Bitch,you come at me with yo shit like "I'm a graduate with X,Y and Z" but when it comes down to gettin' shit done,you are just fucking useless.You can't think beyond what's in front of you and you have the cheek to come around and say you a fuckin' graduate. Well,here's the bitter ass reality.My hamster had been marking all of your papers and you don't even know shit.

I digress. It's simple,really.

Why do you drop down your gears when turning instead of slamming the brakes?
-So that your car is in control as you turn

Why are you required to drive on a low gear when going up and down high places where the temperature is cold(er)?
-So that your fucking brakes don't fail and you won't lose control over your fucking car

Why the fuck do you drive not knowing whose right of way it is?

Why,bitch? WHY?

Bitches going around saying shit like "My bosses don't pay me enough and therefore my life sucks"

Really bitch? REALLY?

I was under the impression that the fucking economy and your fucking useless brain had something to do with it.

You wanna live like you own yachts but you can't even pay of your fucking student loans.

You are the decisions you make.Where you are,here and now,is based on your decision.You chose to live renting instead of buying a house?Deal with the moving and leasing.You chose a car over a house?No house but at least you have a car,right?

You don't wanna take up loans coz in your little mind,everything is haram to you.Don't take up loans.BUT......don't complain about the things you own or want.

The thing is,I cannot understand why people decide to do something and then turns it around and then blames other people for having things that THEY WANT as though it was our fault for having stuff.

This is complicated to explain but I deal with shitloads of idiots whom cannot stop sighing over their miseries as though I had anything to do with it.

I couldn't give 2 shits about what you wanna do with your life,honestly.You do you,boo.

I really hope people get their shit together and do what is necessary to improve their lives. Shit gets harder everyday and it's hard for everyone.Just because I'm smiling and having a good time doesn't mean I have a lot more or am doing better than anyone else.I just appreciate the things I have.And my husband and I share the same view when it comes to spending.We're on the same page.We don't have much but we appreciate the little things we have.

And please,have some humility.Open your mind a little about things. Think outside the box.To infinity and beyond. Stop your shitty tabloid reading habits and start learning things that actually matter.

Sunday, May 05, 2019

Do I still speak SimLish?

Hell yeah,I do!
Now more than ever........

There's a lot going on both in my head and the real world I live in. I have no idea where to start but for now,typing on a keyboard on a laptop is certainly making me feel like myself again.

I've gone tanner........maybe a couple of shades darker.I LOVE IT!I've been on a honeymoon mood for a while now.I guess it's coz I'm not pregnant and not planning to be.Just waiting on my kids to be old enough to be able to go one roller coaster rides at theme parks.

Oh yeah,this is also the year for me to be an ADULT parent coz we need to find Yusuf a primary school.I'm not so good about schools from coming from a series of horrible school experiences growing up.Schools just ain't my thing but I need to make sure my kids are properly prepared and also,living in the city just sucks coz we'd have to pay extra attention on making sure the schools we're sending our kids to are safe.Yup,you read that right.SAFE.

Ah,good times.Finally brought home my old broken electric guitar.Eversince Shu rented the guitar from our last hotel stay,I really miss jamming on the electric guitar.And I am also digging that Marshall headphones.I've never played a strat before.It's so gentle and soft.Hook that up to some floor paddles,I bet it would sound awesome.

Which reminds me,I need to get me some new shoes..........

I've been talking to Rashid and Azim a lot and I swear to God,Azim is the only one who is actually IN the music world right now.I'm talking notes and score sheets.Was talking to them about making digital music.Shu thinks it's a good idea for me to start writing songs again.

I spend most of my time singing and dancing with Safiyya that I sometimes forget what it's like being an adult.Doll houses and ice cream parlors -_- I need to get a guide for myself if I am ever stepping back into the real world.........