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Friday, November 27, 2009

SHITTO!

Left Kecik at the vet today.He has a hole on the lower bottom of his belly!His flesh was showing!!!!!I CANNOT ATTEND TO OPEN WOUNDS!Especially on Kecik!Kecik NEVER swallows his pills!There is no way in HELL I am ever trying to give him oral medication ANYMORE!

Getting him all stitched up is the best and only thing to do.Rashid said so.Azim said so.I just want whats best for Kecik.He super hates the vet by now.It's too often that he's there but seriously,he can't possibly blame anyone for it.We're trying to make him better and we do it because we love him.

My uncle and my aunt came today.My sister,Rashid and I sent my uncle home and we had a drink on the way before dropping him off.It's been a while since we last did that sort of thing.We had a long discussion about how worried we all are about Azim in fitting in secondary school life and we had a whole lot of things to say about my dad and his condition.

I can't say much.I can only say that my folks are holding me back from leaving them so far away because I cannot bring myself to doing so.I cannot abandon them and I cannot leave my mother alone in all this mess.I'm gonna wait for Shu to come back and I'm gonna see what his plans are and I wanna try working things out so that everyone can just get comfortable.

I miss Foxburr-san and I want him back ASAP!

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