Often times I find myself being too forgiving towards other people........I don't know how I come to be this way but I do know that there are people out there whom have known me since forever. They think it is OK to say anything to me. They think it is OK to say or do mean things to me and then eventually thinking, expecting me to pick myself up and be OK with everything after that.
It's as though my feelings do not matter. I guess it doesn't. They would have otherwise thought about what they were about to say or do before actually doing it.
I am not one to not forgive but there are times when it does upset me. Most of the time, I would cry and then slowly pick myself up. However, I don't think this privilege extends to everyone. Not anymore. Not this time.
I am human. I have feelings. I get upset. I have every right to disconnect myself. I need peace and quiet. The longer I linger the worse it becomes and the higher chances of me not being able to forgive. I always find a way to forgive and move on but I don't usually forget. Having said that, things that really hurts me usually are more difficult to forget.
I cannot seem to understand why people in general no longer know where to draw the line about being close and being hurtful.
Feel some hearts, I wouldn't lie
I got memories that travels my mind
Fear not, fear not
When you go, I got pieces of your hate in my soul
