october

My sister will be back in about 6 weeks time for her wedding. I am psyched! I miss her. My mum will be heading down under with my aunt tomorrow for my sister's graduation. I hope everything goes on well.

In the meantime, I have been planning a lot of things to do when she gets back. Typical!

I need to be at a beach.Badly :-/ I love the rain and all here but it's not like being at a beach and diving into the ocean water.........and getting tanned and burnt at the same time. Yusuf hasn't even step foot on a beach! It's been way too long!

I haven't been sim-ing which is weird. Been wanting to do it for sometime but my daily routine has changed so drastically over a period of a couple of months.It's crazy. I'd go to sleep on my bed and wake up on Yusuf's bed the next morning. Half the time, I cannot recall what's happened the night before. It tends to get scary :-/

ときどき

I sometimes feel like this......

And then.......

All of a sudden......

And........

天国

It's been months since I became a fulltime stay-at-home mom and I am telling you, it's pretty tough. I am just lucky that I don't have to worry about house chores like washing the clothes or mopping the floor. Still, it's pretty tough coz I have know where Yusuf is and what he's doing and when he is awake, I'd be sure to not pay attention to anything other than him.

He's turning 9 months soon and I am still having sleepless nights. I am just thankful that I am able to be with him around the clock coz I know that many moms have to work and they'd worry about their children being at the daycare centers or if they'd have to leave their kids at home with their maids. You just can't trust people these days. I don't trust people. It's our kids, not theirs. There is no guarantee that they'd be watching what your kid does.

A number of kids have died from careless mistakes made by the people who take care of them. Yes, they also include parents. Maybe I am just being paranoid but either ways, I don't think it's something you could just take lightly. I mean HELLO? Kids are people.........

Anywho, my routines have changed over the last few months or so only because Yusuf has grown and developed a lot of new personalities. He's very eager to stand up and Shu and I are trying our best to create an environment for him to be able to practice standing up. Soon, I'm gonna have to take him to the playground >_< I can't wait! He's been wanting to interact with other babies these days.

There's one baby girl living on the ground floor at our condo and he seems to like that girl. Always waving at her and calling out to her whenever we take him for walks downstairs. He needs friends and definitely a sibling or two :D

trying out stuff on the camera

It's a regular digital camera. I am not that enthusiastic about photography :p

fighting dragons and having fun while it lasts

I said that.......
Once.........some time ago.......
I forgot that I did........
Maybe its coz I am fighting a different type of dragon these days.........
Still........
I am having fun........

^_^