Meet Jellybean!

Strange

I don't know what happened but have you ever felt like you woke up into positive vibes that you could almost see the colors of the awesomeness that you have discovered?

I know.... I'm not making any sense.....

OK, if this feeling was a song, it would be this

And a bit of this

And everything from this

April 17th 2017

I gave birth to a baby girl. Not sure what time exactly. I was hitting 39 weeks and my contractions were severe. The plan was to have me induce the baby out on Sunday night as I did with Ali Imran. For some strange reason, I didn't have any dilation even though my contractions were getting more and more intense. I was set up for an epidural shot when things just went south. It turned out that I screamed from a pain and went into a seizure. When I woke up, I was in the ICU and the surgeon and the nurses were trying to get me to wake up. I was heavily drugged that I didn't even realize that the baby was already taken out. Spent the rest of the week at the hospital and there are still things I can't quite tell happened that my husband wanted me to know or tell me. This is a strange recovery process.