People are people

I've come to realize that a lot of people do not know me at all other than Shu and my kids.They don't know how I really look like when I go out or what I look like at all.Not a problem.I'd like to keep it that way.

Having said that,I have come to realize that in 2019,I seem to come across as someone who is high maintenance to most people.That is partly true.A lot of people assume I like high end branded stuff and that I shop a lot and I only shop or hangout at certain places.REALLY??? Wow!

I don't know many brands other than those that I discover throughout my love for cosmetics and skincare.Handbags aren't a thing for me.I have tops or dresses from certain brands because Shu likes to buy me stuff whenever he goes out with the kids.Like that top he got me from buying lunch with Ali Imran and Yusuf.He went into the store next door while waiting for my coffee to be ready.He also picked up an outfit for Safiyya.

Shu can go walking around in a mall while I'm waiting for a drink or something at some random coffee shop and comes back with a bag of clothes he thought would look nice on me.He'd get me stuff like handbags from brands or shops I don't know.

Seriously,if it was up to me,I'd know brands like Tory Burch and Roxy.Erm.......like I said,handbags isn't a thing for me.I have a few only coz Shu buys me some.My mum gifts me some.I did buy a few in the past only coz a relative was in the United States.

I could sit all day and talk about makeup and swatches........or DC animations and comics.......and some gaming..........yeah.......Ejen Ali..........

Anywho,what I was getting to was that a lot of people who know me and don't know me really just don't know me at all.I am super excited about plants and interior designing and storage.I really love action figures.I like singing and busking on the acoustic guitar with Shu.I spend time dancing to Just Dance Kids songs with my kids at home.

It's really funny how I come across as high maintenance........hahahhaaha!!!!!

I'mma call it an early birthday present!

Shu got me......... This!!!!!

I waited to unbox him with Shu. Omg!!! The detailing on him is out of this world!!!!

Shu and I were just talking yesterday........

He and I seem to be on the same page about the generation that seem useless as a whole. These people whom are working and seem to have a routine but has no clue as to why they cannot make sense of their routine or are in fact happy at all.

They don't know why they cannot afford a lot of things so they complain.They cannot make sense of regulations or understand what they read so they complain.When I say read,I don't mean reading leisure books.I'm talking about simple instructions.

For example,we see a lot of people getting stuck at toll booths.Instead of following instructions on the display monitor,they keep going back and forth and not knowing why the card reader won't read their cards.It didn't say "place card on the reader". It said "no smart tag". 

They don't know why the blinkers on the car is meant as an indicator BEFORE turning the car.They use it as they are turning.Erm,it's called indicators.How to change the wheels?How to check the temperature gauge.......or rather,WHY you have a temperature gauge at all.How to know if your tires or brake pads need a change.

How to use an electric drill to make holes on the wall to be able to hang picture frames.How to change a light bulb. How to do taxes and how to calculate percentages.Figures.......numbers..........How to pay bills.Where to pay bills.

There are no communial responsibility in these beings.Just themselves and how they look and what they post on their social media accounts.YouTube is a great place to learn things but I doubt that these people use it for learning at all.

Information is everywhere but they don't look for information which are useful and applicable in daily lives.They read headlines and believe it to be true.It's on the internet after all, IT MUST BE TRUE......right?

I have serious doubts about letting them do budgets.They don't have a clue what monthly expenses are or what are liabilities and what are assets.No clue what is priority and what is leisure.

They use the English language and jargon to feel superior but they have no clue what they are saying.

It's not a boomer thing or a millenial thing.It's ignorance and stupidity.

Actually,these are the easy targets to milk money from.They don't know anything.

Took the kids out for a movie today

We watched Ejen Ali The Movie. IT WAS AWESOME!

I've been watching the Ejen Ali episodes online since season 1 and I really liked the show. The movie took it all to a whole new level. Definitely a MUST WATCH!

I laughed so hard when they introduced General Rama's assist team members over at Mamak Maju but General Rama getting his own Rajnikanth fight scene was super awesome.

The movie also filled in the gaps about what really happened to Ali's mom.I cried so many times. Even when I was watching the show online,everytime they touched the subject on his mom,it's always just so sad.

I'd totally watch the movie again :)

Fookin' Frittids!

Dear God Damned IKEA,

Why in the hell hole of a Stuva would you sell a fucking bedframe WITHOUT a bed slat? WHY?! Could it be that maybe,just MAYBE regular people just happen to have fucking bed slats lying around the house whenever we buy a fucking kids bed frame? And not to mention the measurements are different than a standard single fucking mattress size!!!

Fucking Hemnes!

Saffiya wanted to be a witch

So I got her a Nimbus 2000

Hard Rock Hotel, Desaru

Shu wanted go see Muzza performing live and I've never seen him perform live and Shu kinda knows him so here we are.

Yusuf had his graduation this morning and him and Ali Imran had their year end school performance. We headed south right after the event.

I am in need of sleep.

It's been ages but since I have some time now,I might as well be here for a bit

Shu got me a guitar.Acoustic.Small.Lightweight.Easy to travel with.We all know where this baby is going........to the island trips with us of course!

Jamming had been difficult because I seem to forget either lyrics or chords or songs that I used to play.That playlist needs a bit of work.I need a capo.The tuner needs batteries.Our guitars (all 3 of them) needs new strings.

I can hear my dad telling me to go get it done ASAP.

Anywho,Shu has a lot of faith in me.He's talking serious equipments and stuff and I can't even get my playlist shit together.I need to at least be able to finish a song.Just one song.

Speaking of songs,here are some of the stuff I've been listening to........

The last one week had been life changing

First,I met a sales person who was speaking fluent Malay eventhough he wasn't Malay. Whenever things like this happen,I'd always have to take a step back and think why I cannot speak a language which by right should be my first language. It may not seem like a big deal to most people but it is to me. Also,he was polite. That's always a must in my book. Not in a superior manner but in general. This world I live in lacks manners.

And then,we met some of the best people who work in hotel business.I am aware that hospitality is their business but I always appreciate politeness despite knowing or not knowing what I ask of them. Good service is great but the warmth that comes with it counts. It makes an impact and now,we know we'd be returning customers for sure.

On our way back from our dinner/supper event,we took a cab back to the hotel.Shu was chatting with the driver and he was telling us about the upcoming celebrations and chaos and stuff.Just then,he mentioned a street market which had been recently relocated.This street market had been around for years and eventhough it's not opened all year round,it's iconic.The only problem had been the same problem for years.Parking.Now,parking is still a problem and it's not making things easier for customers but vendors or stores aren't gonna be able to actually sell much. This is a no brainer problem which requires a no brainer solution.

A lot of people don't realize that not everyone can afford shopping at malls. These people work hard and are trying to get some nice things for their loved ones. The least you could do is provide proper parking spaces so that they can actually feel happy.

You know who else needs to feel happy? Everyone else.Including kids whom have been abandoned or thrown away. What people don't realize is that the problem is not with the kids,it's their irresponsible guardians.I have not made time to go see the kids living on the streets in the city,scavenging for cardboards to make covers to sleep at night.People are living in the streets.

Don't give me bullshit about not prioritizing money because it's all earthly possessions.Until you can tell me that everyone everywhere has a home to sleep in and food on their tables,money is still very much important to help others.Don't preach crap when you can't figure out the solution for everyone.

And by the way,I am not one who goes around telling people about the charity work I do.And I don't push people into doing charity and judge them when they don't help.

Ya know what I hate?

......A guy in a blue suit.........

Hate is a very strong word but in today's world,it gets thrown around pretty much in every sentence.And the worst part is that,people don't even know the meaning of it anymore.It's like the word LOVE.It's meaningless coz the word is used ever so often but it doesn't have meaning anymore.

Having said that,I cannot begin to imagine how much hatred I have towards people whom are not just ignorant but stupid.Just plain ass stupid.

Like,in a conversation whereby facts and evidences are required,they provide you useless information from some unreliable source which can be fabricated by just about anybody.I can bet you,my hamster had been feeding them these information from his little hamster cage and no one has a clue.

School is a requirement in this country but no one seems to have learned anything along the way.We spent 11 years in day schools and 6-8 years in higher education institutions only to know that we've learned nothing and we are useless.I find that 8-9 out of 10 people I meet or come into contact with have learned nothing but yet,is equipped with license and certifications but they are non-functional.

Bitch,you come at me with yo shit like "I'm a graduate with X,Y and Z" but when it comes down to gettin' shit done,you are just fucking useless.You can't think beyond what's in front of you and you have the cheek to come around and say you a fuckin' graduate. Well,here's the bitter ass reality.My hamster had been marking all of your papers and you don't even know shit.

I digress. It's simple,really.

Why do you drop down your gears when turning instead of slamming the brakes?
-So that your car is in control as you turn

Why are you required to drive on a low gear when going up and down high places where the temperature is cold(er)?
-So that your fucking brakes don't fail and you won't lose control over your fucking car

Why the fuck do you drive not knowing whose right of way it is?

Why,bitch? WHY?

Bitches going around saying shit like "My bosses don't pay me enough and therefore my life sucks"

Really bitch? REALLY?

I was under the impression that the fucking economy and your fucking useless brain had something to do with it.

You wanna live like you own yachts but you can't even pay of your fucking student loans.

You are the decisions you make.Where you are,here and now,is based on your decision.You chose to live renting instead of buying a house?Deal with the moving and leasing.You chose a car over a house?No house but at least you have a car,right?

You don't wanna take up loans coz in your little mind,everything is haram to you.Don't take up loans.BUT......don't complain about the things you own or want.

The thing is,I cannot understand why people decide to do something and then turns it around and then blames other people for having things that THEY WANT as though it was our fault for having stuff.

This is complicated to explain but I deal with shitloads of idiots whom cannot stop sighing over their miseries as though I had anything to do with it.

I couldn't give 2 shits about what you wanna do with your life,honestly.You do you,boo.

I really hope people get their shit together and do what is necessary to improve their lives. Shit gets harder everyday and it's hard for everyone.Just because I'm smiling and having a good time doesn't mean I have a lot more or am doing better than anyone else.I just appreciate the things I have.And my husband and I share the same view when it comes to spending.We're on the same page.We don't have much but we appreciate the little things we have.

And please,have some humility.Open your mind a little about things. Think outside the box.To infinity and beyond. Stop your shitty tabloid reading habits and start learning things that actually matter.

Do I still speak SimLish?

Hell yeah,I do!
Now more than ever........

There's a lot going on both in my head and the real world I live in. I have no idea where to start but for now,typing on a keyboard on a laptop is certainly making me feel like myself again.

I've gone tanner........maybe a couple of shades darker.I LOVE IT!I've been on a honeymoon mood for a while now.I guess it's coz I'm not pregnant and not planning to be.Just waiting on my kids to be old enough to be able to go one roller coaster rides at theme parks.

Oh yeah,this is also the year for me to be an ADULT parent coz we need to find Yusuf a primary school.I'm not so good about schools from coming from a series of horrible school experiences growing up.Schools just ain't my thing but I need to make sure my kids are properly prepared and also,living in the city just sucks coz we'd have to pay extra attention on making sure the schools we're sending our kids to are safe.Yup,you read that right.SAFE.

Ah,good times.Finally brought home my old broken electric guitar.Eversince Shu rented the guitar from our last hotel stay,I really miss jamming on the electric guitar.And I am also digging that Marshall headphones.I've never played a strat before.It's so gentle and soft.Hook that up to some floor paddles,I bet it would sound awesome.

Which reminds me,I need to get me some new shoes..........

I've been talking to Rashid and Azim a lot and I swear to God,Azim is the only one who is actually IN the music world right now.I'm talking notes and score sheets.Was talking to them about making digital music.Shu thinks it's a good idea for me to start writing songs again.

I spend most of my time singing and dancing with Safiyya that I sometimes forget what it's like being an adult.Doll houses and ice cream parlors -_- I need to get a guide for myself if I am ever stepping back into the real world.........

Birthday this year was great

We were still recovering from our trip the week before but Shu will always have a way to make my birthday special everytime. I loved it so much <3

Foxburrs Down Under (part 1)

KidZania Kuala Lumpur

Finally, the boys are old enough to go to Kidzania and since Ali Imran is turning 4 this year, I told Shu that it's the perfect time to go.

They had a blast and so did I.

There was this mini competition for parents to win 2 tickets. It was a Lip and Hip lip syncing dance battle. Shu said I was the better dancer so he pushed me to go. So glad I did coz I was up against this other dude who decided to dance to Baby Shark. I picked Happy by Pharrell Williams and won ^_^

I haven't done anything like this in a long while. It was quite a rush. Haha!