feline ish

Apple is in heat.Like crazily.She's constantly running after Kecik whom had already been castrated.She'd chase him to the extent that he's gotta hide in my parents' bedroom!And Snow Bear hates her guts.He's the only eligible male to provide Apple with some assistance with her problem but he refuses to go near her or lets her come near.Well,he literally smacked her in the face the other day :/

zennified!

Spent the whole of yesterday cleaning up our place.The entire house had bits and pieces of cat litter!And of course,Bedah's sunflower seeds.I have no idea how the hell that happened!Well,I know for sure that Apple Bee is not the tidiest in the house.AND,he tends to run around with what ever that stuck on its paws and cover several places with it.It's annoying! can't keep cleaning up after him!

Shu and I have been doing laundry eversince the washing machine arrived.We lurve them loads! ^_^ YUP YUP!We have a whole stash of clothes to wash anyways so the washing machine totally saved our asses!

Since deciding on a couch sucks BIG TIME,we decided to get ourselves a zen bed instead for the lounge.We've been lying on it while playing the PS2.We were taking turns killing and annihilating innocent people.SUH-WEET!Of course,throwing grenades all at once at one place without making a run for it is NOT a good idea AT ALL!HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAA!!!!!!

My sister said that Kecik had been hanging around the bedroom door back at my place in TTDI.Sometimes,he'd climb onto the bed and just lie there.Strange,if and unless he is injured,Kecik usually spends his nights outdoors walking around looking at stuff :/ I gotta get him to the vet for his second vaccination real soon.Snow Bear is still skinny and dirty as usual.Apple Bee is super happy running all over the place that I can't bear to take his freedom and space away from him by taking him back to Subang with us :(

OH MY GAWD!

No,I am NOT gonna say "is that wuh sa bee?" next.

Seriously,I thought it was tough enough to deal with people,my kitties are becoming more and more challenging by the second!

Eversince I brought back that tiny kitteh last night,Kecik and Snow Bear as well as the rest of the cats in the house had been either hissing and getting angry at the little dude.Well,Fei Mao refused to come into the house this morning.I wonder if it's coz we haven't bathe it yet.

Anyways,I had a tough time trying to calm Snow Bear down today.Took him up to my room and I just hugged him and he kept wanting to get out the door and probably kill the tiny kitten downstairs whose all locked up in his little cage.Seriously,Snow Bear could have killed me too.

The thing is,that little kitteh needs some warmth and love coz apart from always crying out from the moment he sees my face,the little guy always wants to be around someone.Of course,the kitten is probably a couple of months old.I have no idea where his mum is and eventhough we've already dewormed the dude,he still has a bit of a tummy in the midst of his fur covered bones.

I really need to take him to Subang tomorrow after giving him a good wash of course ;)

P.S.: We've decided to change the kitten's name to Apple (only coz I wanna be able to say HEY!HEY APPLE!) hahahahahahahahaa!!!!!!!

swollen ankle

Don't ask me how it got swollen.It just was and I realized it when I was sitting around at the dining table discussing things-to-do with Shu (hey!it rhymes!SUH-WEET!) I was freaking out so much that I almost cried!It looked like it wasn't my ankle at all!It looked like a monster invaded my foot!

Anyways.....it has subsided somewhat.I hope it would go away for good and never come back!I think it was caused by my super high heels :p

My mum set up an appointment for me today.It was a facial session.Yes,after years of not doing that,my face was pretty messed up.All the girls who did the analysis as well as the facial therapy itself thought that I was gonna need a lot of work.

Hurmm......let's see......the last time I had a facial therapy was back in my school days.I love playing sports out in the sun and in case some of us has forgotten,the sun today is way hotter than the sun back in those days.So yeah,my face probably needs a whole lot more protection than back then.......which was pretty much no protection against the sun at all.

SO.....since I have recently became a Bobbi Brown fan,I've been attached to their Brightening face lotion SPF50++.I know I know,I did say that I hated that thing but it is pretty useful these days ^_^

Well,after the facial therapy session today,I was given more stuff for my face.AND......I'll be having another session next week.On that very same week,I'll be visiting the wedding planner's shop to try out my outfits for the wedding day......which shall be happening VERY SOON<---very high pitch!

OMFG!I have to start getting a bit more serious but all I've ever thought about in the last couple of days had been that stupid annoying orange going "HEY!HEY APPLE!HEY!"

Oh yeah,we so gave Kecik a bath this morning!Snow Bear lost his flea collar and my aunty's new fluffy kitty scratched me!

OH MY GAWD!IS THAT WUH SA BEE?!WUH SA BEH!WAAAAAAAZZUUUUUUBE????!!!!!

Ikea@Mutiara Damansara

The furnitures we ordered some weeks ago came!THEY FINALLY CAME!YEY!!!!!

Was at Bangi earlier in the day coz we had to get some more stuff from Shu's old place.It wasn't as a whole bunch as before but we did carry some stuff.Then,we were supposed to look for Shu's best bud from school coz we wanted to pass him an invitation card......also,he's supposedly Shu's pengapit<---don't ask me what he's supposed to do!

Anywho,since the dude was at work and the guys from the furniture store were already waiting for us at our place in Subang,we decided to just go over to our place and send the card some other time.The dudes carried our things all the way up to our place!4 freakin' floors up!

After that,Shu wanted to go have a look at some furniture stores nearby coz we needed a freakin' shoe rack!For some odd reason,the furniture stores were quite pricey and the things they sell aren't that spectacular anyways.They look rather fragile and could break any second!Later on,I proposed the idea of heading to Mutiara Damansara.We did and we're so glad we did.

We got ourselves a dining tables and chairs and a shoe rack!Oh,and a computer chair.A proper one.Now,we can do our gaming without having to sit on the audio monitor :p

I am currently trying to find someone to annoy......not that I've never been annoying.I just haven't annoyed anyone for the longest time and I feel like doing so nowadays :p Ok....ok,I admit it,I am influenced by a really annoying orange.He......erm......it has the most annoying things to say and I think it would be the best things to say for best results.......err.......when it comes to annoying people........

HAHAHAHAHAAAHAHAHAHAAA!!!!!!!

Took Kecik for a ride in the car for a bit coz he jumped into the car when Shu was outside looking for something he left in there a while ago and the little dude just wouldn't come out.Finally,Shu called me to go outside and talk to the little furball.We eventually agreed on taking the smelly orange fat cat for a spin.When we got home,he jumped right out and headed into the house IMMEDIATELY.Talk about FREAK-O!

radiator problems

We (Shu and I) so freaked out when we were at the traffic light coz we heard a sound like someone's water broke!Well.......probably a car's water bag broke......which would most likely be the radiator.Of course,Shu's car did have some problems with the radiator earlier this year but he managed to seal it off.Well,the whole damn thing probably needs to go now.The car temperature gradually went up and eventually,we decided to let it cool off and hungout at the warung.Later on,Shu got a bottle of water and filled up the radiator tank but there was water dripping.....no,more like raining under the car....if that made any sense at all.Well,yeah.It was the radiator.We managed to get home but we're gonna have to get it fixed or replaced first thing tomorrow morning (which is anytime after this actually.....)

)*.*(

Hahahaha!!!!!

Anywho,our wedding invitations finally arrived.The ones for the reception.We were busy filling up what ever needed to be filled up and writing down names on them as well as the envelopes and carefully checking lists,making sure we didn't miss out anyone's names.We'll continue tomorrow.What ever deliveries we can do shall be done ASAP.

NOW I'm nervous.We have 5 weeks left and I have yet to make sure everything is in place.Well,the wedding planner called up my mum one morning just to tell her that he was so happy to know that I agreed to having inai on my fingers.Haha!I told you he's super enthusiastic!

I've been having muscle cramps from the badminton game yesterday.SHIT!I can hardly walk properly!

It's been crazy.The last 24 hours had been super intensed (for Shu) so he and I and my 2 brothers decided to hit the mall through the storm.Hahahaha!My brothers thought I was losing my mind which occasionally happens.We hung out for some drinks and food and headed for the game arcade.We sucked at every game we played but we kept on playing anyways.It's weird but Shu said that the Para Para Paradise 2nd Remix was not functioning properly.Hurmm........Of course,I insisted on trying out this whacked out Japanese game which involved throwing a bunch of balls to a huge screen.I like that game but the balls kept getting out of control and bounced everywhere.

I just had a yelling session at Snow Bear coz he was chewing off my Ugla!And he was acting weird between my bed and the wall.To prevent him from making a mess on my vanity table,I decided to kick him out immediately :/ Kecik is fat and so is Bedah.

hatred for cyclists

I was gonna run down a bunch of cyclists who were cycling at the side of the road.I wonder if these people are aware of the rules of "SINGLE FILE"?! Dah la tanak use the pedestrian/bicycle lane!Pastu nak nak obstruct traffic!

AND.....I hate it when people do NOT STOP at a junction!

Anywho,Shu and I couldn't stop singing out loud KYLE'S MUM IS A STUPID BITCH (in D minor) I kept telling him that if I ever had to deal with the people he'd be dealing with in the future,I'd end up passing racist statements and swearing BIG TIME!Hahahahahaha!!!!!We've been listing out really awful words and sometimes it gets loud and we'd forget we're in public places.Either ways,it would make us laugh our heads off.

Anywho,we got Bedah a maze yesterday.I was hoping so much that she'd be happy about it so that she can walk about without being disturbed or attacked by Kecik or Snow Bear.She's NOT happy with it.In fact,she'd get worked up and angry and starts rolling around,scratching and biting the walls.She looked furious.She can't even climb up the tunnels.WTF?!Have I spoiled her completely?!

I've spoiled Kecik......no wait!Kak Yah spoiled Kecik!Snow Bear is spoiled by my parents :p

it's time to try defying gravity

The wedding planner came today and Shu and I finally got to meet him.We've heard so much about him but we never got around to seeing him.Today,my aunt,my uncle,my folks,Aunty Intan,Shu and I got to sit down and talk to him.He showed us his past works and he asked us about the themes and costumes and stuff.

The themes we chose definitely included PGL's Gusti Putri Adjeng Retno Dumilah and Hang Tuah!YEY!And of course,we'd never wanna miss out the saree!Shu and I asked him about our make up and all.Yes,make up.Shu will have to have some on for photoshoots ^_^

After all that,Shu and I ran off to the hypermarket to get some stuff for our apartment.We'll be cleaning up the place tomorrow morning.Hopefully,we'll be able to move in within the duration of next week.

We're currently worried sick (and annoyed) by Kecik.He has a hole on his shoulder!It's not bleeding or whatever but its a freakin' hole!Managed to get it sanitized a bit and got some vitamin E on the damn thing!The only place we'd find him these days would either be in the kitchen itself or somewhere between the kitchen and the lounge.Most of the time,he's hanging around closer to the kitchen.I have no clue when and how and why he has all those injuries on him :/

IF I were God

I would have annihilated most human beings that there won't be enough people in the world to make a state ;)

I have issues with idiots behind the wheels.Orang ada kete dia pun nak kete!Normal human beings have brains which function,these people probably don't even have a brain!They can't even steer their cars in their respective lanes.It's a turning.SLOW THE GOD DAMN CAR DOWN!

IDIOTS!

Took Azim and his 2 friends to Wondermilk today.They liked the place but I think they ordered the wrong drinks so they didn't enjoy their drinks as much as they enjoyed the cupcakes.YES,them cupcakes are so chomels!........erm.......I meant yummilicious :p

*Drink More MILK!*

Anywho,we finally got the car sticker for the apartment ^_^

I am super sleepy!

Preparations,preparations.........I've been getting blisters from the heels I've been wearing.It's not like they are super high.They're just high........erm.......high heels.Oh well........

I don't know if I am shrinking but I can't seem to fit most of my clothes now.That sucks!I don't wanna go buy more clothes.I don't have time for that.I barely have time to get my make up done in the mornings these past few days and it makes me somewhat upset to a certain extent :(

I have a problem,eversince my folks foundout that we'll be moving into an apartment,my dad has been telling me to leave Kecik and Snow Bear behind.WTF?!NO WAY!We're working on making sure the apartment would be a fun enough place for them kitties to run around in.We're putting 110% into the planning already!I CAN'T LEAVE THEM BEHIND!

I was talking to Sarah lastnight (on GTalk) for the longest time.I think I'm gonna do a product(s) review real soon.I have a lot of things to say about most of the things I've been getting and I have way too many questions about a whole lot of products too.Hurm......

lucky number 7

LinZy-san tagged moi.........a long time ago.Since I takde keje now (in this very minute) I shall do this.........list.......thingy.........

I have to narrow down 7 whatevers into a list.I like way too many things and I hate a whole lot of things too.........

7........seven........SEVEN!

Fine,let's just get this over with!

7 things happening in my life at this very moment!

1) I shall be getting married.The confirmed date (agreed by both my folks and Shu's parents) is June 5th 2010.I was telling LinZy on the day I got engaged that I so did NOT see this coming.But then,there was a conversation I had with a classmate of mine semesters ago.It started with her announcement about going back to her home country and she was gonna settle down and stuff.At the time,I was very naive about what marriage is about.To me,that would have been the end of living on the edge.Not being able to do what I want whenever I wanted to.Then,this friend of mine told me that I can still do all that.Just not alone.Not anymore.That's when it all made sense.It's not about restraining yourself or isolating yourself or confining yourself.It's about sharing.Doing the things you like and want with someone.At that time,the only person on my mind was Shu.It had always been him.I can't explain it but I just refused to give anyone else a chance after we said goodbye back then.

2) I am SO into make up.It's weird and very sudden but I really do love them!I figured that it is after all a form of art and anything that could make myself look better is worth a try ;) <---my egoness talking.It started with a youtube make up guru who goes by the username Petrilude.I came across a video he did on Halloween make up.Then,there were other videos.Eventually,I came across Blair's channel Juicystar07.......and other channels.These 2 are my favourites and they explain things really well despite the fact that I may not be able to find most of the items they mention here.But they got me curiouser and curiouser and eventually,I just decided to give it a go.It's worth it!I know that I've splurged an awful lot but it was all worth every cent ^_^

3) I lurve Kecik a whole lot.I am beginning to love Snow Bear just as much eventhough he's a bit on the mad side.I think I can never like places which are not animal friendly and I can never forgive cruelty against animals.If I see someone hurting an animal,I'd probably go ahead and attack the person by doing the exact same thing they do to the animal(s) I don't think I am as considerate towards human beings as much as I show affectionate towards animals.That's why I am not God.I would have annihilated the entire human race within seconds!KABOOM!<---sounding like Kowalski.

4) I am trying to get into the British Council's CELTA program coz I really lurve teaching.I was telling the dude in ELS that I can never see myself sitting in a room looking into a computer screen.I've tried.I just can't.I wish I could go running and get paid or something only coz I can be on the move while working.I realized that I love connecting with other people.I just want to make people see things differently.What I have taken advantage of all these years of living is something I feel I should give back to those who never had the chance to learn.Sometimes I feel like I keep pushing myself beyond the limit eventhough my extra efforts are not going to get me extra pay.I think after a while,I realize that its probably worth it anyways.ALSO,I am hoping that teaching would enable me to travel (only coz I have problems with staying at one place for too long and getting too comfortable)

5) Since Shu is staying at my house now coz he's working in TTDI,I have been sending him to work and having dinner with him during his breaks and picking him up from work.Sometimes,I'd even make him something like sandwiches and stuff.Other times,its either we have dinner outside or I'd just bring him cupcakes or something.I'd send him to work coz the parking area at his work place would either have him resulting to pay or there are simply no parking space at all.It saves a lot of time for me to just drive him.Of course,he sometimes drives himself to work on days when I have things to do.

6) I have been fighting with my folks a lot lately.I have also been getting into fights with Shu because of them.When I said there's been way too much drama in the last couple of weeks I meant every word of it.We have been fighting and arguing and I've been crying even when we're at kopitiams or mamaks or restaurants or even in the park.I hate getting upset but the last couple of weeks have been really3 tough.We were both bitter about the outcome of our families' agreement but at some point,I figured that it's not worth getting angry at eachother because of them.It's us against them and it had always been that way.

7) I'm trying to pull myself together and get committed to a regular job.I've been sending out applications (eventhough I am still attached to my current part-time job). I don't know if I can pull off a day to day regular job.I like part-timing coz I know I can walk away anytime.I'm not a fan of seriousness.I love my free time and flexibility to do what ever I want whenever I want :/

There........7 thingys..........and I'mma tag who ever who reads this.Haha!

nein nein nein nein NEIN!!!!!!!

Not again!Shit!

Got a call from my mum on my way home today.First,she sounded all bubbly and happy about The Age of Innocence being aired on TV and stuff......then,she moved on to news about Kecik.She said he's limping.He might have gotten hit by a car coz he hasn't been home all morning.

The thing is,I cannot figure out WTF is wrong is wrong with this little guy.He's a cat.He's a male cat.He should at least be agile and swift enough to go against what ever the hell that's ahead of him.Seriously,Snow Bear hasn't got into any major shitty-ness since he first arrived.He causes damages onto others :/

If he was a kid,I would totally send Kecik for therapy!

spent the last 24 hours of my life TRYING to finish marking papers.......

I failed.I got loads of help from Shu though......I failed.I just couldn't do it.I'd go over one paper and get annoyed and stressed out and it would take me some time (lots of time) till I go over the next paper.Sometimes,I do feel that it's unfair for me to get upset with these kids coz they didn't get any form of proper education before they came to the city......or did they :/

Then again,maybe it wouldn't have been so bad if they actually bothered to take the initiative themselves to learn the language.I have no idea how to make them understand the depth of every single thing they do here and now and the damages it would cost them in the future......

Just fucking read some English books or articles or papers or something!

I miss Kecik and Snow Bear and Bedah.It's not hard to understand them or make them understand me eventhough we don't speak the same language :/

into the unknown

The last 24 hours of my life has opened my eyes and changed me.Hopefully for good.There's no turning back and I hope it won't be as bad as everything else that's happened.Maybe,my wish has come true and I really hope that I didn't ask for too much.

To think that it's only been a week,the pain that I went through might have gotten me seeing in a different view.What I'll leave behind would be things I once give a damn about.Of course,no one saw it coming.Not this way at least.

Well,I was online with Stitch the other day and he was telling me how unpredictable I am so this is just me living up to that.Oh yeah.....me haves a secret.He told me something.......well,now only Shu and I know about it ;) I am SO EXCITED!For Stitch,that is.........

So yeah.......I took baths in the last 24 hours in 3 different places.It was totally weird but things needed to be done and I do need to shower.It's been crazy.I didn't think taking such drastic actions would lead to where I am now.I think I've just come to a point whereby I just cannot care anymore.I have 1 person to think about now and it's Shu so as far as I am concerned,the rest of the world can burn in HELL!

Ok,that was not called for.I do care about Kecik and Snow Bear and Bedah as well.........

Naim said something to Shu and I yesterday and it still has me laughing till now.The dude is FUH-NEY!My sister takes bribes but since she's been great help to me at the very least,I don't really care so much about what she does.This ain't such a nice world to live in anyways.

I've been walking in the rain and it got me thinking a lot about where I'm going with all this.I'm not exactly sure about where I'm headed but I've definitely made a decision about what I'm gonna do from here onwards and that would be WHAT EVER IT TAKES.

controlling the out of control adrenaline junkie

For someone so small and still considered a baby,Snow Bear aka Snobé sure is out of control.The other night,Yumi,Shu and I were chatting at the side of the road after Sarah had left and that crazy little guy was out and about running crazily back and forth across the road and back.It was fine when the road was clear but there were times when there were cars coming our way and he'd be sitting in the middle of the road.One of the neighbors just came out from the side of the road and he was headed our way and he had to slow down coz Snow Bear was sitting on the line in the middle of the road!The stunt that totally made Ayumi scream was when a Rapid KL (crazy ass fast public bus) was coming and at the very last second,Snow Bear decided to cross the road.THANK GOD he did NOT pull the typical stupid cat stunt by running back the opposite direction but kept on going coz he would have otherwise ended up under the tyres of that bus!He made it pass the damn bus by a split second!

Last nigth,Qarim said that Snow Bear decided to do other stunts like staying in the middle of the road while there are cars passing by.One car actually passed by and thought that he was already run over.Luckily,that crazy kitten was UNDER the car so he lived on.

BODO and GILER!

ANYWHO!.........Shu and I took Kecik to the vet this morning.Kecik has drool coming out since yesterday and Kak Yah said that something must have gone wrong with his tongue.She's right.The vet found some punture marks on his tongue which indicates that he could have either been engaged in a fight OR.....he might have been biting on some thorny plant.Either ways,that caused the tongue to malfunction and now it's been infected.The vet gave him a shot and some meds for the next 5 days.I hope he'll recover quickly coz he's been having some temperature since I got back.

Image,One Utama

Hahahahaha!

Everyone looked at the tiny hair straightener I just got and thought 'WTF?What do you need this for?'Simple.To straighten my hair.Duh!

Growing up,I had always gone out on a limb for my hair.Well,ok.I started going to the hair salon when I was really little.The people at the hair salon I've been going to in TTDI had known me since I was about 6 years old.I remember my school days when I'd wake up super early just to get my hair washed and dried so that I can get it all tied up on time :p

Anywho,both Shu and I were super exhausted from yesterday's trip all over the place.We got up at almost noon.Managed to cut another deal today.

I'm still feeling a bit dizzy and tired.No idea why.

Oh yeah,Kecik is not the only orange cat in the neighborhood which has problems with other orange cats.He seems to get into fights with cats of the same color.And the other day,I heard some cats fight in the back of the house.It turns out that Kecik's twin (rival) was fighting with the other fat old orange cat.It was so funny coz they all have the same shade of orange.Only tiny differences like bushy tail or fatness :/

Ghost aka Snow Bear was taken into Kak Yah's custody earlier today and he was given a bath.He is by far the noisiest cat during bath time that's currently living in the house.It was funny coz out of nowhere,Kecik appeared at home just to see what was up with Snow Bear.

MarviN version 3.0

Wah!It's so good to finally have my own laptop again.Of course,it's not the same as the one I had but this one is way more advanced.And.......it's WHITE!SUH-WEET!Thanks to Shu,of course whose been wanting to get me a laptop since forever.

*DOMO ARIGATOU,Foxburr-san!*

I almost busted my feet with those new pair of shoes I got the other day.That kinda slowed my walking around but I survived.

Got up 30 minutes later than scheduled this morning but Shu and I managed to get to Bangi in time to send some stocks.Then,we headed over to Putrajaya to get his MyKad problem sorted out.Oh yeah,we also managed to send some stocks over to KLIUC for a bit.

Spent the rest of the day at the shopping mall.We were just supposed to hang around but then,instead of just asking the computer shop where Shu got his last mother board from about his computer related problem,we ended up having a long talk with this dude at a different computer store which ended up with us purchasing a laptop.

It's so cute! ^_^

Kecik the gangster kampung is back.It's strange how he's been picking fights with cats that are also orange in color.Ghost aka Snow Bear still has this fascination with the drain hole in the kitchen :/

shoppin'!

Shu got back this morning.He insisted on driving me around all day.We were in UiTM Shah Alam in the morning-ish.I was supposed to go see my aunt and stuff.Then,we headed over to the mall coz I was looking for a pair of shoes.As usual,the ones I want are already out of stock.SO.......I had to do the inevitable.I had to look for another brand.AAAARGH!At first,I thought it was gonna take me forever but then,after hopping from one shop to another,I finally found a pair which has a similar design only so much higher heels.SUH-WEET!

Shu insisted on getting me this awesome working jacket which totally makes me look like a secret agent or something.I so lurve it!

*THANX BABY! ^_^*

We spent the rest of the afternoon at the banks back in TTDI coz there were some problems with Shu's MyKad chip which was so annoying coz that stupid thing cannot last and now every single transaction depends on it.WTF?!

Anywho,Shu and I have decided to just let Kecik free from the cone collar.He was so happy.......well,that was until his ultimate similar looking rival decided to pay him a visit IN THE HOUSE!That caused quite a commotion.We managed to chase that cat out but Kecik had a hard time cooling himself down that he accidentally took it out on Snow Bear.The poor guy ended up sitting alone in the lounge.Fei Mao was upstairs in my room.The only place she's happy to be in.

babysitting

Funny.Considering the fact that I don't even have a baby.I do but he's obviously not a homosapien.Hah!

Kecik is just a few days away from having that cone collar removed from his neck.I'm just making sure that he's comfy so I'm always trying to do what he wants like giving him a scratch at spots he can't reach on his body.Giving him a good chin rub till he falls asleep.I even let him sleep in my room these days.I just want him to know that we're not doing this to hurt him.I don't care if he hates the vet but I hope he knows that we (Shu and I and even my folks and Kak Yah) are doing the best we can in trying to show him some love.

Ghost aka Snow Bear is altogether another problem.He's too smart for a kitten and it can sometimes annoy me.He's good at opening lids and doors with his paws.He doesn't even have fingers!How the hell does he do such things?!I was afraid if he'd fall into that hole in the kitchen.Its actually a drain hole like the ones in showers where there's a lid on it.Snow Bear is tiny enough to get himself sucked into one of those.

Bedah has shown signs of madness today.More than usual.I caught her biting the metal pipe on her water bottle several times.I have put every damn biteable thing in her home.What more does she need?!

Gemok and my sister were doing the usual cat communication in the room yesterday and then out of nowhere,there was a third mewing coming from the window.It was that cute grey cat whose usually downstairs behind the house asking for food.She lurves my window and she was actually talking to Gemok.That was pretty funny!

Shu's folks stopped by at my house this morning.They had some light breakfast and talked about a few things with my folks and then they left for Terengganu.Shu had gone with them to get a car and some stocks.He should be back by Sunday.I hope they'll all get home safely with the flood and all :/

hunting for a new laptop......again.......

It's weird how I am not so upset about my laptop getting stolen.I'm just upset that someone broke into our house.I have serious issues about private territories being violated by strangers.Worse,I really hate it when people mess around with my things!

I'mma be on my way to looking for a new laptop (although I really3 lurved mine so I might just get something exactly the same) At the same time,Shu's sister wants the same laptop as the one I lost so we'd probably end up getting 2 laptops.Maybe 3 coz Shu is gonna need a laptop as soon as his business takes off.

I am coming down with a fever.I think.I can't go on looking at what the doctor does to Kecik everytime we go to the vet to get his stitches cleaned.The wound is deep and it looks like Kecik was in an awful lot of pain.Today,Shu followed me to the vet and helped hold down Kecik on the examination table.I couldn't look at Kecik.He was mewing in pain.

My other problem is finding the time to get Ghost aka Snowbear aka Snobe vaccinated.My sister thinks I'm too paranoid about my cats that I am splurging cash on them like their lives depend on it.Actually,it kinda is.Still,my sister told me to stop worrying about the cats and I am having a hard time trying.

I am looking for time to draw or sketch which would probably be possible AFTER I clean up my room which most probably happens day after tomorrow.

I'm just glad that Shu is home.

bilakah semut api menjadi babi?

When they start biting you insanely like your leg is candy tower!SHIT!This is the 3rd time I got bitten by these insane devils!It turns out that they have their fort extended all the way to my house and now,I cannot stand outside without getting bitten!WTF?!

ITS FUCKING PAINFUL!!!!!

Anywho,I had a weird tiring day today.Was woken up super early by my mum.As much as my sister and I just cannot comprehend hari raya haji,we got ready anyways coz everyone was gonna go visit my grand aunt whom had just been discharged from the hospital last night.She had pneumonia and they had to pump out a whole lot of fluid from her.She's really old and she probably hasn't got any flesh on her anymore.I cannot imagine the pain she had to put up with.

I was supposed to drive my uncle coz he hasn't been so well himself.It turns out that all these years of insomnia he's been going through was caused by a backbone problem.He's been getting treatments from a chiropractor and he has recovered so much eversince the therapies started.Still,he really shouldn't over exert himself too much.

Went to get Kecik from the vet after we got home.He has to wear a cone for at least 10 days coz he can't afford to lick the stitches on his lower tummy.The vet's assistant told me that the wound was deeper than they expected so it's very crucial to take good care of him.I know that as much as I hate seeing Kecik suffer so much in that thing,I'm gonna have to work extra hard in taking good care of him till he recovers.I would feed him with my own hands and carry him around if I have to and I have to make sure he is well fed and I have to keep an eye on him for most of the time.

I'm waiting for Shu to get back.Apart from going over to SPCA,we have loads of other things to do like get the forms from JAWI and we have to figure out if we have to get married earlier in case we wanna move really far away from home.

Mak Mi was here with her brother and niece and mum came over.I was telling them all about Shu wanting to go visit Mak Mi's kampung for a fishing day trip.I also want to learn to cook a couple of dishes from Mak Mi's mum.There is this Javanese way of cooking soh-oon which is so yummilicious.Everytime I go to any kenduri's there,they'd always serve it and everytime they pack some for us to take home,I'll be the one who'd finish it all up ^_^

The thought of fishing for Siakap is awesome but at some point,it does scare me to think that those fish weighs about 5kg each.I don't know if I'm strong enough to take one down.

I had a strange conversation session with my aunties over at my grand aunt's place while the guys went off for Friday prayers.We were talking about cooking and they were asking me for recipes which was weird coz my mum and my grandma and especially my sister never thought I'd get into cooking seriously and now I am and I have learned to cook some dishes.The best part is,unlike those days,the food I cook these days would usually end up being eaten till the very last bit.

The only reason I'd ever want to cook a dish is if Shu likes the food or I like it personally.