plans?

Since I am currently getting nowhere,I figured I should do what I should have been doing all this while before I lose my sanity and really turn into one of my sims (no,not the crazy gay ones who'd marry foreigners from different parts of the world).Shu finally said to me that I should just get into an art school and do what I've always wanted to do.

Honestly,I thought teaching was something I wanted to do once upon a life.......my life plans changed almost instantly from the very first class I taught.After a while,I realized that I did it only because I was influenced to do so.I had no directions in life.Hell,I never even wanted to get into a university!Especially NOT IIUM!Of all hell my mum wanted to put me through,I survived 6 years of my life there.

Seriously,I enjoyed philosophy and theology classes a lot.Other times,apart from meeting really interesting people from all walks of life,I just wanted to get the hell away from the place.Regardless if I had the certs or not.I almost got myself kicked out only to end my miseries.That didn't work out much.

I am going to take up art courses.I finally realized this after all this while.Now,I don't even wanna do my masters coz the only reason I wanted to do it was to enable me a permanent job in teaching.Once again,my life plan changes drastically.

I miss my crazy furball kiddies :/