tired of being nice

The past few weeks had been fun but sometimes,I get tired of being nice or hardworking.I'm tired of being the one who'd do just about anything coz I can only do so much.Sometimes,I'd step back and think "what about them?what are they doing about this?" This may not be as important to me as it is to most other people around me but I sure act like my life depends on it.Its strange coz I'm not like this and now I am.It's ironic how I am the person I once said I never wanted to be.

I never believe in limitations but I can only take so much of this.

If nothing changes in the near future,I'm gonna have to put my foot down.

JPJ bribery

I have been putting off in getting my road tax renewed because it's so difficult to find time when the previous owner of my car and I can meet up and go to the damn JPJ to get the car registered under my name once and for all.I work night shifts and I come home in the morning and she works in the day and comes home later in the day.We've gotten everything done but the road tax renewal coz it's becoming more and more complicated each day.

Anyways,forgetting about the road tax issue,my husband and I drove 20 minutes to the international airport to see my brother off.On our way home,there was a road block.It was a JPJ road block.Actually,they were checking cabs which were taking passengers without the airport permission.I know.It's a stupid reason to getting cash but they are what they are they do what they do.I mean,what's wrong with letting the cabs get a few bucks into their pockets?It's they're job to pick people up and sending them to where they wanna go.It's not a crime.

Anywho,they come to realize that my road tax has not been renewed.I was aware of the fact that I was at fault.So I thought.......ok,hand me the ticket and we'll be on our way.My husband went down and I realy thought he was filling up forms and stuff.He wasn't.The JPJ officers told him that he could write us a ticket and get our car towed but it wouldn't have to be that bad if we paid them off.SERIOUSLY?

I was getting pissed coz I was fucking late for work and we were held back just so that they can get cash into their pockets?Are they not getting enough pay?Hello?Fuck that.We don't take shit like that coz admitting we were wrong,we were willing to pay the fine.Then,my husband told me that there was nothing at the booth.No summon books,no tow trucks.NOTHING.That pissed me off coz they were trying to get cash from us.US!We love our cash!I love our cash!It's our hard earned cash and they think they can just take it away like that?FUCK them!

I will and shall find out who they are and I shall make sure they lose their jobs.I don't give a shit if you have financial issues.If you think you are not getting enough pay,get a new job!

Of course,if the country really is trying to stop bribery once and for all,they would easily identify these types of so called "officials" and blacklist them from ever getting a job elsewhere.Then,companies would think twice or three time before hiring them.That will definitely put an end to this.

I'm a muslim and I don't practise bribery!