Shu's brother and wife (Nadiah) came over too. Aina too. They stayed till dinner. It was fun. Nadiah is gonna give birth at anytime now. She's so active and up and running. I don't ever remember myself being like that when I was pregnant. I don't miss it tho..........
Shu's parents were telling Nadiah how I don't eat soups or liquids much. They know me so well.
Honestly, I don't think I eat much at all. I have a bad habit of not feeding myself well. I am in the works to fixing that. Also, I am not a soup person. Never had been. In fact, I am not enthusiastic about food at all. I could drink shitloads of coffee tho........So that would take me from DEPRESSION to ANXIETY. Awesome!
I am not depressed anymore. I think I just overthink and nothing more.
The only thing that is keeping me hoping and praying are my plants. I hope they aren't dying. I'd get so upset everytime my plant dies. I think I have accidentally killed 3 at this point. I am trying so hard to keep the current ones alive. I have de-potted them and changed the soil composition and re-planted them. My monstera is still living in water.
Shu's mum asked if my mum had ever been to our house since we moved. I said never. Not even once. She's probably figured out what kind of relationship I have with my mom by now. It's been 10 years and everytime she asks about my mum, I wouldn't know whether or not she's ok coz she never picks up the phone. She's always too busy. The only time she'd call me is when she wants to know a dinosaur name -_- coz Hamza is a dino freak.
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