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I have no idea how the hell this site works but I'm gonna try anyways.

I am worried and bothered about a lot of things.Most of my worries are about the audition for my band.As much as I do want to nail the audition,I don't have that much confidence looking at our jamming session tonight.Maybe we were all tired.Maybe we were so sick of the equipments at the studio that kept failing halfway through the songs we played.Maybe all we need is more practise.

*sigh*

I am missing Shu so badly.

I have other things keeping me up at night like my folks bothering me about getting engaged and stuff.In case they fail to realize,I have no say in this culture/religion I am trapped in.I could always just runaway or not show up at my wedding or something but we all know where that would take me.It's not that big of a problem actually if you think about it.I'd probably just have to cut myself off from my family.......or something........

I have a new cat!Sarah and I and Aaina and her sister went to Bangsar (Aaina's sister's friend's apartment) to get some cats (one for Sarah and one for me) Sarah took the cat with the long-ish fur.I took the one that looked like one of the cats I've lost some years ago named LB.Anywho,I have a new cat now.It's more of Shu's and mine.I'm gonna change her name but we haven't decided on anything yet.Fei Mao was talking to her a while ago.I don't think she has a problem with the newcomer.

I am just supertired!

This entry is meant for my xanga blog!

I took my shoes off.Then my watch.I emptied my pockets and stuffed everything into my shoes.Slowly,I made my way to the edge of the swimming pool.I stood there for a while glancing back at Tasha who was standing behind me,contemplating to jump.She just stood silenty,afraid to know what was going through my head at that very moment.As I looked back down at the pool,I felt an impact from behind and the next second,everything was blue and I was inhaling water.I was in the swimming pool.Someone pushed me into the pool.I made my way up to the surface of the water and saw people looking at me.I was in my cargos and t-shirt and I was all wet,inside out.Tasha was still standing at the same spot she was a few seconds before I got soaked.She had this shocked look on her face.She couldn't have pushed me.My cousin Anas (Anis) wasn't anywhere in sight.He couldn't have pushed me.As I looked around for suspects,I saw my tiny,7-year old cousin running away.It all made sense as people started asking "Arif!You tolak Kak Long masuk kolam ke?!"
It was funny.I was just looking for a reason to jump into the pool and my beloved cousin just gave me a very good reason to stay in the water.I was in shock as I pulled myself out from the pool.Everyone kept looking at me.They kept asking me if I was OK.I was.I enjoyed myself very much.I looked back at the pool and before anyone could ask me anything anymore,I dove right in again.It felt good.Water all around making me feel so weightless.

Interesting....

I actually got the Incubus ticket.I thought it would have been sold out by now.