Late night hotel balcony talks

 Everytime we are on holiday somewhere away from home, Shu and I like to let the kids mellow down in bed with the lights dimmed low. Usually, it's after an entire day of activities like swimming or playing by the beach. Sometimes, we'd have coffee. Sometimes, we'd just sit outside and talk in the dark. It used to be us smoking something but we don't do that anymore........

Last night's talk was long and pretty good. We'd be married for 12 years this June and every year, we try to always be on the same page and be as transparent as we can to one another. I am usually brutally honest with a lot of things but my problems are usually emotional and just me trying to understand other human beings. Shu deals with real problems and he used to think that in order to not let me freak out or over think, somethings are just better left unsaid.

That's gonna change. I need to fucking grow up. I can't spend all my money on coffee and toys -_- and other random nonsense that only makes sense to me...........

Well, it's not a money related problem that we talked about last night. I think we're ok with that.

I seem to be facing problems understanding people, in general. People that are related to me and just people who know me. Sometimes, I have people like my cousin who'd just text me about whatever. I am the type of person who would personally text someone if I needed to ask something or say something on a personal level. It's just better that way. I also like to express things that make me happy and share the experience however I can.

I am aware that we spend a lot of our time away from home in a year. Sometimes, we're away from home every week. Sometimes, every month. It's just a way for Shu and I cope with our mental stability. A different environment. A different ambience. A different atmosphere. We don't have "friends" to have an actual "social" life. I don't know about Shu but I usually find it difficult to connect or understand people in general. I find that I am more productive when I am on my own in the studio or just dancing with the kids or working out.

I love walking along beaches and wetting my toes in the scorching hot sun. I enjoy collecting random shells or whatever and sharing it with my kids.

Last night, I told Shu that I cannot understand the signs or signals that people are sending me. I don't know if they are unhappy with themselves or if they are unhappy with what I am doing with my life or how I choose to spend my time. Either ways, Shu told me a few things that made me think a little differently about how I am perceiving all these signs. One of it being the age gap. Older people have different ways of trying to confront me. Other people are just deflecting their shortcomings by picking on every little thing I do. 

I've said this before. I like spending my time and money and energy on doing things that make me happy and the things I do may not make other people happy and that is OK because we are not the same. They make decisions which I would not choose to make but I don't think of it as a problem because that's not my call. Some people cannot accept or tolerate this and thinks that I must do what they would do.

I have come to a point in my life whereby if you were to tell me something and that is what you truly believe in doing, I'd say "you do you!" And I am happy for them. No resentment. No hard feelings. The problem is not everyone is on the same page. I really can't help them.

Anywho, the other thing we talked about was my band, RadioEdit. We were living in a different time and we had different things to deal with in our lives. Ayie was married and had a kid. Kamal was working but lived on his own. Rashid and I were university students who were living with our parents and had curfews. I spent all this time thinking that I let they guys down (Ayie and Kamal) by walking away just like that. We never actually spoke about things. 

I, for one was very much aware on how much we were spending on jamming studios. Kamal and Ayie were talking to Shu but not to me. It was weird. Maybe because I was the only girl in the band? Maybe because I was to naive and stupid to understand real world problems. But I found out from Shu last night that Ayie was actually thinking of quitting anyway because he found an actual job with a stable income for the family. The rest of us never understood that because we weren't married with kids.

Now, Kamal is beginning to sound like Ayie back in the day. I just happen to have a supportive husband like Shu and my kids are old enough for me to do the things I want to do coz they have their things to do themselves.

We had awesome materials. We worked on them real hard. Now that Ayie is no longer with us, I am more than happy to actually do something with all of the stuff we've written together. I am in it to see just how much it's worth and I am splitting equal parts with Kamal, Rashid and Ayie's family. There are millions of bands out there but I am not doing it for the fame and glory. I am not seeking any approval from anyone. I just enjoy doing it and I want to savor it for as long as it lasts. We are not the same people we were back then but we had our music. That was our connection.  

from work to jamming to gig and back to work

And I looked like crap on Friday night by the time I got to my workplace.Either ways,I made it through the performance as well as work.

I must say,we always complain about Malaysian timing and everything but seriously,it starts from the young and that unfortunate trait is brought along with them till they grow older.WTF?!

Apart from the organizers themselves were not organized and just chucked their jobs onto Jaz,the so called bands who were supposed to perform that day didn't just ditch the gig,they didn't even bother calling the organizers to tell them that they weren't coming.Your band's names were on that list that night and I can assure you that they shall be blacklisted from any upcoming gigs!

If you're not gonna turn up,you could just inform everyone.

Thanks to these idiots,my band performed at 8pm as the 4th band that night instead of the 7th band.I'm not complaining.Jaz was upset.Originally,the whole event was supposed to start earlier in the day.It was supposed to start at 6pm and the sound check was earlier that afternoon.So by right,bands who were supposed to perform earlier in the gig should have already been there..........but they weren't.

I doubt if its about timing anymore.I think it's about not knowing how to be professional.

All I know was that we were all there when we were supposed to and we played our songs like how we were supposed to.

RadioEdit band biography:FINALLY!

RadioEdit was formed back in February 07 consisting of Fidzy on vocal and rhythm, Kamal on lead guitar,Aie on bass and Rash on drums. The band played in various small acts and functions around the Klang Valley area. The band has a reasonably wide range of influence in their music writing. All the band members have played in several other cover bands before forming RadioEdit. The band's material were influenced by punk rock,grunge and blues.

The band :-

Fidzy is the main lyricist for the band.She wrote most of the songs for the band. She has named The Darkness,Avril Lavinge, Lady Gaga , Adam Lambert and Danny Elfman as her inspiration in music. Where lyric writing is concerned, Emily Dickinson plays a very huge part in giving her a kick start. She uses Ltd Viper 50 electric guitar when performing on stage.She started playing guitar at the age of 13.

Kamal is the lead guitarist for the band. He also contributes the composition for almost all the song.He started playing the instrument at the age of 12. Having played in several cover bands, his main influence in music was Joe Perry ,Jimi Hendrix and Slash. He was generally self taught but he did attend theory classes held by his grandfather.Kamal uses a Craftman RG300 electric guitar through a velvet Rocktron distortion.

Aie is the bassist for the band.He is the eldest of all the band mates. He wrote the composition for Maya and Wake Up. In his earlier years, he played several gigs in the Melaka punk rock scene. He has stated Greenday,Gerhana Ska Cinta and Rancis as a few of his influences in music. He is also self taught. Aie uses Ibanez 4 strings electric bass as his instrument of choice on stage.

Rash is the drummer for the band.He is also the younger brother to Fidzy.He has been performing on stage with bands such as Modar,Rustic Rose and Ataxia. His drumming plays a major role in shaping RadioEdit's material. He has played several gigs across the country.

The band's music :-
RadioEdit wrote most of their material based on life experiences and perspectives of their surroundings. The band uses alot of emotions in their lyrics.This can be heard in their songs I don`t live and Maya. Composition wise, they uses their grunge and punk influences with a little bluesy edge. All this is blended and altered so that it can be accepted by the overall listeners. Their song covers stories about anger , love , the oppressed, and views about the stuff that is going on everyday.Their first live demo entitled "Mental Vacation" is scheduled to be released next month.

Fun Fact : Kamal first suggested "Purple Radio"(due to his fanatical obsession to Deep Purple) for the band`s name but later settled for RadioEdit after having discovered that purple is the universal gay color.

minus-one?

Hahahahaha!

I've always thought I sound a wee bit like a mouse everytime I sing.......which is probably......true!

Hahahahahaha!!!!!

I have no idea how everyone else keeps up with me!

Hahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!

Anywho.......we just got out from an awesome recording studio somewhere in Damansara Perdana.Excellent,EXCELLENT equipments!I mean,seriously......those mics!TOTAL AWESOMENESS!!!!

Ok....ok.......words........

We started recording at around 10pm-ish.Played the songs according to the playlist we discussed just before we started recording.Maya was the first song on the list coz it was our ballad.I never realized how distracting and tough it is to record with the headphones on when it captures EVERY sound in the room......including my bandmate's whispers!After a while,we decided to just record everything live WITHOUT the vocals.......

Tough!VERY tough!

I can never pay attention without singing so I sorta did but it wasn't into the microphone.

Then again,I messed up pretty much most of the lyrics tonight.That sucked.I forgot to sing the 2nd verse.Distracted.I kept looking for Shu!He went downstairs for a bit and didn't get back up and then I realized that the doors downstairs were really secured.Someone's gotta open it from the inside.That was what kept him.He went to get me some water <3>

AWW.........

Anywho,after I stopped messing up my parts from not singing,Kamal,Rashid and Ayie began messing up their parts as well.I was actually giving myself a pat on the back for not messing up my riffs and that was when it happened.We were ALMOST at the end of Wake Up and Kamal stops playing and said he totally messed up.Rashid was screaming out coz he said that was the best he's played all night.

*sigh*

We did the entire song 3 times......oh,4 times,I think!Hahahaha!Batak's computer had errors for one of the recordings so we had to do it all again.It all turned out pretty well in the end.The end product was awesome.Now,I gotta try recording my vocals to complete the songs ^_^

Subang Jaya,Tropicana,Kota Damansara,Uptown DU,TTDI

First and foremost,Shu's guppies have babies now!YEYNESS!!!!!

Well,we were supposed to go jamming at about 10pm-ish last night at Blues Bred.Since Kamal's car broke down,he needed help to get around so he called Shu.We went ahead to get him at his workplace in Tropicana.Then,we drove him back to his place toget his guitars and stuff and then we headed straight to the studio.

Rashid was already at the mamak there when we arrived.Ayie arrived shortly after we got there.Sat down for a bit and had some drinks and stuff.At about 10:30pm-ish,we headed up to the studio.Foundout that the band playing in the studio at the time wanted to play till 11pm so we did more waiting around.

Tried to get our guitars tuned while waiting.My E string machine head is a bit loose.That was pretty fucked up.But then again,I hardly touch the guitar (even for minor servicing!) when I don't need to use it since I don't even own an amp.SHEEEEESH!And I call meself a guitarist?!

So yeah,we finally managed to practise.For most of our songs,we don't need much practise.For Mental Vacation however,eversince Rashidinsky changed the tempo/beat every other time we played,we have a hard time playing the default way.It's even harder to play when I keep fucking up the damn words to the songs!I can't think when I sing or I'm just gonna screw up every word I say!

For example :Instead of saying "so this is how it feels.....to let it go......." I ALMOST said "so this is how it feels......to fall in love......" and I was gonna sing it like a show tune :/

Anywho,after jamming,Shu and I were supposed to meet up with my folks for a bit so we did.Headed over to a mamak in TTDI and had some more drinks with my folks and Azim.After that,we sent Kamal back to his place in Kota Damansara and we headed home.

I think we only slept at about 3 or 4am >.<

Long night.......very long night..........

band meeting

Had our express band meeting today.Jasti has loads of things lined up for the band in the next couple of months.

The acoustic performance over at Istana Budaya shall be postponed coz we're supposedly the opening act for Pure Vibrations but them dudes are still in the Philippines.

We're also still up for the full band performance over at Skypark Subang and Ayie mentioned some other places for our upcoming gigs.

Our photoshoot has been postponed to Wednesday night on this week.Yes,before my wedding.Only coz my brother is still having some exams.SO,Wednesday night it is.

System Exclusive Studio@SS19,Subang Jaya

Went to do a second recording of our songs there a while ago.Actually,we needed to concentrate on just 2 songs which were Mental Vacation and Maya but we ended up playing I Don't Live as well.Since we were very happy with the end product,we decided to try push I Don't Live into the deal (which I shall be talking about later)

The fact that I could actually hear myself sing made it all funner!Honestly,I wasn't that happy with my voice and how I was singing coz I had a voice that was just about start up.I sounded like I just got up but everyone else thought it was alright.Hurmm........

Yes,the deal.Kamal and Ayie has this friend(s) whose been wanting our song Maya since they heard it weeks before to be used in a short film and stuff.I don't have a problem with people wanting our songs.I am just concerned about the copyrights.Don't want our songs to be played on air without us knowing it and I definitely wouldn't want to have them not crediting or acknowledging us.

So yeah,we'll be doing that for a bit in the next couple of weeks.Of course,our wedding is about 4 weeks away.I am pretty sure Shu is a wee bit freaking out at this point.He just ain't showing it.I am still a bit blurry about it all.Got too many things going on in my head.Kuh-Ray-Zee!

I'll be writing lyrics and songs in between to help me stay calm.I do hope that I won't lose my mind and go starving myself or go running and over exert myself again :/

I have some more deliveries to make.Will be doing that some more when I get back from the south tomorrow.Yeah,I'll be heading south tomorrow but I'll be right back by Monday morning.Azim needs to go to school.

I hope Zeph and Lina got their cards today coz they weren't at home when I went over to their places today and the fact that it was raining,I sure hope their cards won't get soaked.Yikes!

clumping up

Got a call from Kamal today about some sponsors for the recording of our very first EP.It's awesome to know that people appreciate what they've heard even though it had been jamming sessions in the last couple of weeks.I'm curious to know what the details are.

Yesterday,we (Shu and I) got a text message from Kamal saying that there will be a photoshoot for our EP and stuff.That's great news.So,we're finally getting recognitions and stuff.Kool.

I know that I haven't been working hard enough for the band lately.I've been too occupied with the new place.I've been shopping for things for the house and making endless lists of things we need.Kecik is kinda upset with us too these days.I want to take him with us.I want to take him and Snow Bear and Bedah.I'm gonna make sure the kitties have their awesome scratching pole and beds and Bedah is getting a new house and house mate.

Now that Shu have secured a photographer for our wedding day,that's just one of the many things off my back.I have to go see the wedding planner soon.I have been so caught up on the private party plans.Emailing and replying emails and checking emails and stuff.It's really getting to me.

I have less than 2 months till my wedding day.I don't know what I'd do without my mum :) And Shu has been MY backbone through all of this!Thank you so much!

suddenly time is moving a little too fast

While my folks were busy trying to figure out the best words to be printed out on our wedding invitations,I was thinking a bit too much about our party and YES,our little photographer problem.I need to go see the wedding planner ASAP coz I really can't do this shit!

Ok,I admit it.I was spending time (a whole lot of time) doing music.I was jamming,meeting people and busy talking about getting the band publicity and even thinking about going into mainstream.

For 2 weeks in a row,we've been jamming and the session we had last was the longest by far.We got home at about 1am.I think we were jamming for over 2 hours and there were a whole lot of people watching us practice.

One of Kamal's friends does gigs and he's brought up some bands in history.He saw us play last week and wants to know how serious we really are with the industry.He told us to write our biography and stuff and he's gonna help us set up a web page.Also,last night,he had someone over from Converse (yes THE Converse) to watch us play just to see if we can get ourselves some gigs several times in a month.She liked our songs and she wants to see the lyrics.

Oh yeah,Kamal's friend said he's trying to get one of our songs into an upcoming movie.Like a soundtrack maybe.

Hurmm.......

Anywho,Shu and I finally had our time off from this whole wedding thingy and hungout the way we used to on weekends.It was fun but tiring.........erm......that was caused by super high heels actually :p I had a blast.I'm still laughing about one incident that happened to him when I was staying with him some months ago.CANNOT STOP LAUGHING JUST THINKING ABOUT IT!

band update!

Went to see Kamal at a mamak a while ago just before Shu went to work.Kamal said those dudes who came to see us jam last night has a proposal for us.Bottom line is that we'll be heading into the studio in Setiawangsa this Saturday to do a track by track recording of ONE of our songs.One of these dudes organize gigs and stuff so if all goes well after the recording,we might get ourselves a good deal of 2 gigs a month.That's really awesome!

Actually,they want the song Maya for an upcoming movie project or something BUT Kamal said we shouldn't let it go just yet.That's our ballad.I did expect this song to be in a movie like a soundtrack or something but we have to see what kind of deal we're talking about here before jumping into any decisions.

trippin'

Got up super early this morning.Shu and I headed over to Subang to get our apartment cleaned up.Yes,scrubbing floors and cleaning up bathroom walls included.Our apartment is squeeky clean now so all that's left to do is just getting our things moved into their respected rooms or spaces.Snow Bear would have no problems finding things to do coz there are cockroaches running around every now and then.They are tinier but are roaches ;)

*I hate looking at how my dad treats him everytime he tries to teach Snow Bear a lesson!SO,I'mma make sure we get him and Kecik (and Bedah) moved to the new place ASAP!

After a long day of scrubbing and brushing and wiping and cleaning,Shu and I decided to get something to eat so we headed to the mall.We were super starving that we had trouble deciding what to eat or where to go.After getting our tummies filled,we walked around to see what was to be seen.We then spotted several......no,A LOT of people walking around with Milo goodie bags in their hands.

Being a Milo freak since I was a kid (and the fact that every other person was carrying that damn goodie bag) I was determined to get myself one.We found the place where everyone got their bags but we weren't eligible to get them.After snooping around and eve's dropping on some of the promoter's conversations with civilians,we realized what needed to be done to get those grean thingys.

We had to get ourselves registered to get a yellow slip which has 18 spaces that needed to be stamped by every booth available outside by people from Nestle.The thing is,I love milk so getting free samples wasn't a problem at all.It's getting a whole lot of different samples which was slowly letting us on the verge of puking.Other than that we were doing just fine.

We got free drinks,yogurts,ice creams,mashed potatoes and chocs.And to think that we just ate!

Anywho,after that we decided to just slow things down a little and ended our day out with some good old coffee (and iced chocolate!)<---I've sworn off ice blended and smoothies coz it's wrecked my throat for years!

Our newly liked lepak place is Bad Ass Coffee over at Tropicana City Mall.Shu is addicted to their latte and I lurve their iced choc drink!

*Everytime I see the word Kona on their posters,I'd instantly cry out "KONNNI CHI WAAA!" No idea why :/

After that,we chilled out at home for a bit to prepare ourselves for the jamming session later at about 9pm.Just before we left the house,we (Shu and I) foundout that Rashidinsky injured himself during a futsal tournament earlier today.I know,futsal is not even a sport.How could anyone injure himself that bad?Well,he did and that sucked.We told Kamal about his condition and how it was even difficult for him to climb up stairs.

Haha!The conversation between Kamal and Shu were just confusing.We showed up at the mamak at the studio thinking that it was just supposed to be a band meeting.Kamal was still expecting a jamming session.SO,Shu and I drove back home to get my guitar and distortion pedal and cables and book and came back and headed into the studio.

It turns out,Kamal had some friends over to see us play coz they are organizers so they'd have slots for us to play for in the future.I spent my time laughing so hard coz as much as I know I messed up SOME parts of the lyrics and guitars,Ayie and Rashid were playing some completely different sounds.They sounded like a remix version of our songs.And Kamal spaced out during his solos.That was hilarious!I was constantly trying to catch a breath but all went well.

We had a little lepak session before leaving for home and we had good laughs ^_^

was in Cheras some days ago.....

It was for a job interview actually over at UCSI.Shu and my mum were shocked to hear that I even bothered to try to get a job there coz it's near Bandar Tasik Selatan.It's congested and packed but I could only be there for a little while.I'm not a city person.I hate hectic places.

*Maybe that's why I lurve Puncak Alam so much ^_^

Anywho,Kamal said that we're gonna get slots for a show sometime next week so I'mma keep everyone posted.I think it's gonna be somewhere at Jalan TAR.I'm only gonna get the info from him tonight coz we've got a jamming session.AND.......there is a HUGE possibility that Shu will be standing in for Ayie.

AWESOME aye!

I've been working on new cover songs so hopefully I'm gonna be able to pull off a solo acoustic performance soon ;)

SUGOI DESU!!!!!!

The show tonight went well.Many thanks to everyone who showed up.I didn't think so many people would turn up considering it is a week night after all but many people came including my folks and I am superglad that everyone enjoyed the show coz it was our first time performing and we were so worried if people weren't gonna respond positively to our music.I am happy that it all went swell.Kudos to everyone including Doppelganger and Artista!

Pix will be posted up on FB..........

Thanks for being there with me,Love!

worn out

Got up later than planned this morning.The only thing in my head was Shu's EMS project presentation.Got to UNITEN at about noon and went to his lecturer's room.We found students there from other groups of the same class waiting for their turns to present as well.This project was supposed to be carried out in a group of about 6 people.Shu did it alone.......well,my dad helped him with the tools and stuff.Testing the motor to see if it would run and stuff.After burning the insulated coils which was like twice and rewinding the coils and all,the motor finally worked.It wasn't exactly a stepper motor but it worked and Shu's lecturer looked pleased.I had no idea how I ended up in that meeting room with Shu and his lecturer and there was a group presenting and all but his lecturer didn't mind so I stayed on to see Shu present.I even learned about the stepper motor and the function of the commutator which was awesome.FREE LESSONS!!!!!Haha!

We were at the mall for a bit before heading home.My dad was superpleased to hear about the presentation and he was superhappy to see the weather today.It wasn't raining in the afternoon so he got us all out to the park for a couple of badminton games.I am so out of shape and I kept getting blinded by the light outside but I wasn't injured as much as I always do.I think there is still some bruising on my knee but its not that big of a deal.

Went for a 2 hour jamming session after that.I keep messing up the speech.I suck at it.I couldn't even pronounce some of the words right.Maybe I was tired.Maybe my throat was running dry.Either ways,Rashid was really tired.I think we went through the entire playlist of about 7 songs about 4 to 5 times.It was tiring and I really hope that all goes well tomorrow night.

I'm still super happy about Shu's project ^_^

our first GIG ever!!!!!!!!!!

picture poll:which should be used on the poster for our upcoming performance?

Pictures are all from Ayie's DSLR

RadioEdit band update

Wahai kalian semua.Harap maklum bahawa RadioEdit akhirnya akan dapat gig sendiri.Walaubagaimanapun,dukacita dimaklumkan bahawa segala confirmation hanya akan di dapati selepas band meeting kami yang akan berlangsung ASAP.

Sekian.Terima kasih.

12 Studio,Subang SS15

It was all a last minute thing but we finally did it.It's been 2 years since RadioEdit was formed and now,we finally got around to record our first ever live demo.It was tiring and we were all bit in a daze from the traffic jam and the 30-minute warm up jamming session,we carried on recording anyways coz it was a now or never moment.

I could hear myself not being able to scream out and give my best shot coz of the gum in my mouth and my throat dry from forgetting to bring a bottle of H2O with me.We could hardly hear ourselves in the studio but from the mixing room,everything sounds superclear.Shu monitored us from the mixing room.Kamal's solos were all over the place for some songs.Ayie sometimes gets lost in the song and lose concentration on the song.Rashid is the only one who seems to be at one with the music.

Overall,I think it was good.We like the studio.The dude who did the recording for us (Nathan) is a nice guy.He asked for Shu's number so that he can inform us if any gigs come up and we could get a slot.

I am supertired.I had 3 iced milos in one night and that is as much as I have ever taken within several hours.

We'll update the band FB and MySpace pages ASAP.I'll be ripping the songs off the CD for the band in the meantime ;)

Tired but happy and my arms are full of scratches from that kitten at the studio.He's so chomel! ^_^

"band meeting"

Ayie didn't turn up.Kamal showed up in his working outfit (complete with necktie) and he looked so much worse than he usually does.The dude's been looking at the computer (doing work) for 9 hours straight plus a crappy customer who just does not know when to give in........etc..........

Anywho,a new problem has arise.It goes by the name Ayie.Since he's been unemployed these past few months,he's been super unavailable even for meetings.The reason we all turned up tonight was to get our recording tentative straightened out.Kamal,Rashid and I have reached a verdict whereby we shall need Shu as a permanent sessionist<---kinda ironic.

Kamal said that Shu has been performing with RadioEdit more often than Ayie did.I think he meant Shu had been turning up for band meetings more often than Ayie.NVM.The bottom line is,we need to get this straightened out real fast.

Shu has to vacate his apartment by Monday.That means,he's gonna be needing help moving out all his stuff this weekend (or something) For God's sake,he only knew about having to move out last weekend which is rather inconvenient but it needs to be done anyways so I'm here to help at the very least.

There will be lots of changes in plan for my coming wedding in a few months time.We might cut out a whole bunch of things and we might even not have certain things at all.I've decided to put my foot down and Shu will be doing the talking this time around.If we want to keep it the way "we" want it to be then we have to do what ever is necessary.

Oh yeah,my neighborhood came by to give us some fruits and wished us Selamat Hari Raya.I miss the old neighborhood :( We used to know everyone and we'd say hello to everyone.This new place we moved into has somewhat of a brothel (coz it looks like a spa but only guys go in and out of the place) and on the other side,there's a bicycle freak whose always having people going in and out of the house repairing bikes and stuff.

HotStuff,Ara Damansara

I kinda like that studio.It's new and cozy.I just have problems lookin' for a parking space coz the place is ever so packed.Where do these people come from anyways???

It's been quite a while since we last went jamming.We couldn't even play Celebrity Skin and Mental Vacation properly.I know......double-you-tee-eff-question mark-question mark.Our always-had-been-in-major-need-of-practise song would be Take Away.Tonight was funny.Kamal totally forgot the parts and he couldn't quite figure out his solo.Ayie looked at me and then I looked at Rashid and we looked at Kamal and he was just playing stuff on his guitar which was something which had never in the song.

My major bumness was singing MCR's I Don't Love You.I wasn't sure what I was singing and the chords I played were pretty much messed up.Seriously,what did I sing?

BTW,Kamal was sort of attacked by a dude when he was hanging out with his friend.There was some misunderstanding about the attacker and the dude he was chillin' with.The dude was attacked with a pocketknife.Kamal's friend managed to avoid the blade but Kamal's reflex just made him catch the knife.The dude pulled the thing and it cut Kamal's palm.Out of self defense,Kamal kicked the dude and managed to break his leg.

*Kamal used to be in the taekwondo team back in school*

I have no idea if they made a police report about it coz I only heard what ever I heard and I only got the proper story from Rashid coz Kamal told the story in the studio :/

We met Alim while we had a band discussion over at a mamak in TTDI.Haven't seen that dude in ages.Kamal said that Abang K'rol wants to see us all one of these days.Haven't seen him in ages either.