Yusuf is such a loving older brother. He understands that his brother is a baby so he keeps talking to him and tries to calm him down when he cries. He just loves his baby brother's crib though.......which isn't really built for toddlers his size i think.
I'll be heading off to the hospital. Getting a CTG scan to determine if I should be induced.......or not. I'm terrified. I got a different gynea since we moved and it's a different hospital with better facilities. I am praying that everything will go well. I am worried about Yusuf eventhough my mum and my brothers are here for us. I don't want to tire Shu out. It's been a long week as it is.
My dad thinks that I'm suffering a lot coz I am underweight and not gaining enough mass to support my tummy. I am beginning to think the same. My worry now is if I cannot handle the pressure during labor. I just want the baby to be safe no matter what happens. Also, I have a new gynea so I am not sure what to expect. I keep praying and hoping that everything will be alright looking at how close by the hospital is this time around.
We were at Bukit Bintang doing a little shopping and it turned out they had a whole bunch of cars displayed throughout the mall area. Yusuf was yet again super excited.
Since Yusuf is obsessed with cars,Shu decided to take him to the Sepang circuit to catch a glimpse of the F1 cars up close. Yusuf was super psyched.
This pregnancy has been quite challenging although I haven't been throwing up. I've only been admitted to the hospital once so far. Hopefully it stays that way. I've been trying to get my weight back on track coz a few weeks back I've been losing a lot of weight. Maybe it's just stress. I am already a lot lighter than when I was carrying Yusuf. I sometimes find it funny whenever I look at myself in the mirror and I'm all scrawny with a huge tummy. I just need to get my diet straightened out.
Just before boarding the plane yesterday I called my gynea asking about my water leakage. It happened first on Saturday but I was advised by a local gynea to rest. It was all good until I got to the airport yesterday. I don't know what triggered it but my gynea was shocked to learn that I was about to board a plane. Shu didn't want to risk anything so we rushed to the hospital from the airport, with all our luggage. Then my gynea told us to get myself admitted to a hospital that has the facilities that can help with a premature birth IN CASE it happens. So here I am at a hospital nearest to my current home and my family.
Here in good ol Terengganu for my sister-in-law's wedding. Most likely will be my last trip away from home before I pop.
I need to work on my pregnancy and my relationship with my baby. I haven't been paying much attention to him coz I've been so busy looking after Yusuf. I'm also a bit underweight so maybe that contributes to my body aches and pains. Also including the fact that we moved and that life in the city isn't my thing may also make or have made this pregnancy difficult for me.
