dauthus

The thing about death is that you only go through it once in life and you will definitely have to go through it.Sooner or later.I fear it.A lot.

At the pre-marital course we attended,one of the speaker's opening speech was about how forgetful we are as mortal men.We keep talking about the past like it was just yesterday when in fact,it has come to past.The more we talk about it,the longer it has left us.What we fail to realize is that every second that passes by leads us closer to the one thing we don't wanna talk about.Death.

His examples were simple.When we talk about the past we'd usually say stuff like "baru je semalam........." but when we talk about death,the usual template would be something along the lines of "nanti,bila saya dah mati......".

Death is commonly related to old age.If and unless you are terribly ill,you may be related to death just as much.Do we forget that we can die anytime?I always think of my chances of surviving the world tomorrow.Sometimes,I tend to think that the carelessness of others might lead me to my doom.Actually,that is an erronous thing to do.We can still die no matter how careful or how healthy we are.

While that gives me endless sleepless nights.I'd resort to thinking of surviving or going on having to lose the people I love.I know for sure that it is one thing if I were to go.Even so,I don't know if I am strong enough to face it myself.Let alone being the one left behind.