while I was getting stressed out over shitloads of things

I failed to realize how different the world I once lived in has evolved and changed drastically.I am sensitive about certain things and I am aware at how many things may have gotten out of hand and I am definitely aware of the changes it has brought to many other things in life in general.

Seriously,I think I am going to stay focused from now on.I have to prioritize and stop thinking about what should and could be and start doing what can be done.

I seriously have LESS THAN 2 FREAKIN' MONTHS till my big day and I am going through and re-going through all items on the to-do-list.Sometimes,there are more items on it and that would scare the shit outta me!

And in the midst of all this,people have been asking me if I think that my hair is too short or if it would grow long enough in time.......*sigh*

I'd happily worry about getting pedicure and manicure!My nails are horrible looking!My toe nails,that is.I'm not allowed to do serious running shit or workout routines coz I cannot afford to get major injuries which usually happens coz sometimes I'm not looking where I'm going.

And of course,badminton is another sport that seems to give me hell.It looks like a safe sport but it's not.At least not to me.I once injured myself from shuttlecocks getting smashed into my face and body.I've had the experience of the shuttlecock going straight into my eye.Luckily,it did not blind me.But it hurt a whole lot.

Anywho,I always injure myself and these days,my health isn't at its best.I think I'm gonna have to chillax a bit more at home ;)