annihilation

I had a vision where I stood by watching the world burn to the ground and I had this satisfaction knowing that I was responsible for it all.Then.....I smiled :)

hello world

This is weird.Shu finally signed up for a Unifi package just so we'd have internet connections at home.That would be uber kewl coz then,I'd be able to get stuff from the sims 3 online downloads and stuff.

SUGOI DESU!

Anywho,I've been sim-ing again these days.Working on some new stuff I have in mind.

I need to get out from this country!

roses are red.....violets are blue.......

.....fuck you,whore!

No,i'm not mad at anyone.I'm just totally bummed out right now.With myself,mostly.It really sucks to not know what to do.Not just when it comes to work but life in general.Is there a purpose for my existence?It's not even about doing anything right anymore.It's just me trying to figure out what I should do.What should I do?

P.S.Ignore the title and the first line.It's an excerpt from 500 days of Summer.It was one of those movies that gives me strange vibes.NO,it's not the latest movie I've watched.Shu and I went to watch Despicable Me yesterday.It was hilarious.SO much better than Date Night!<---I know,they're not even in the same genre!

HAHAHAHAHAHAAAA!!!!!!

Oh yeah,Shu totally pushed me into auditioning as a TV presenter the other day coz TV3 opened up a booth and stuff so he told me to go ahead and give it a shot and I did and it was..........different.So much more difficult than it seems when people do it :/

quickie

We got back from Penang the other weekend.It was a blast.We finally got on a jet ski and remp it in the sea and watched some crazy-ass people playing by the beach and in the sea and stuff.It was awesome.We did a whole lot of shopping and stayed at 2 different hotels within 2 days.I had a blast.

Oh yeah,Zeph came by to have dinner at our place before that trip.She came with her friend Joleen and my sister joined us after class that night.Shu insisted on cooking so we all had rice and tom yam for dinner.And some fried squids and stuff ^_^ it was some pretty amazing stuff :D

*My husband is an AWESOME cook! V(^o^)V

Anywho,after dinner,Zeph wanted to get some cigs so we all decided to go out for some ice cream anyways.

Shu and I have been staying indoors in the last couple of days.We've been cooking and watching a whole season of Parenthood.And then we moved on to watching Glee (Volume 2 of the first season).We had our share of movies in between like Invictus and Kick Ass<---AWESOME MOVIE!!!Well,we are so done with Family Guy coz we've watched 2 seasons in a row and after a while we got a bit......erm....insane....Haha!

*I keep turning into the characters and throwing lines into my everyday conversations :/ from the movie........

Oh yeah,we did go out for a movie the other night.......we watched Inception.I SO LURVED THE MOVIE!It's the kind of movie that stays in my head even when I'm asleep.Kuh-Ray-Zee!

1. Do you have any pets?

5 cats and a kitten (Fei Mao,Bubu,Mew,Kecik,Snow Bear and Apple) and a hamster named Bedah

2. Name 3 things that are physically close to you.

My handbag.........Azim's notebook.........and an empty medicine pack.......

3. What's the weather like right now?

Cold and dark

4. Do you drive? If so have you crashed?

Yup.Nope,haven't crashed yet........

5. What time did you wake up this morning?

10am-ish

6. When was the last time you showered?

At about 3pm today

7. What was the last movie you saw?

Invictus

8. What does your last text message say?

OTW.........

9. What's your ringtone?

Whataya Want From Me and Love story

10.Have you ever been to a different country?

Totally!

11.Do you like sushi?

Yeah......Unagi,especially........

12.Where do you buy your groceries?

Anywhere.........

13.Have you ever taken medication to help you fall asleep faster?

Have.....taken.....not sure what it was......

14.How many siblings do you have?

4 brothers and a sister

15.Do you have a desktop computer or a laptop?

Laptop

16.How old will you be turning on your next birthday?

26

17.Do you wear contacts or glasses?

Glasses

18.Do you color your hair?

Sometimes......blue-ish black....

19.Tell me something you are planning to do today.

Get some good night sleep and some peace

20.When was the last time you cried?

Recently.....not sure how recent.......

21.What is your perfect pizza topping?

Cheese and olives

22.Which do you prefer-hamburgers or cheeseburgers?

I don't eat burgers

23.Have you ever had an all-nighter?

Yup

24.What is your eye color?

Dark Brown

25.Can you taste the difference between Pepsi and Coke?

I don't drink neither of them

back in town

Got home at about 9pm last night.Had some ice cream at Swensen's before heading home.Ain't nuthin' better than their crunchy cones!Oh yeah,choc chip mint!Yup yup!

Anywho,our trip was AWESOME!!!We spent our first night in Batu Feringghi.Went to the night market and stuff.Finally falls asleep at 4am.Got ourselves a whole bunch of stuff from Crocs to DVDs and everything in between.

Got up the next day at about noon.Just in time to check out.Headed over to Bayan Lepas coz we needed to get to USM.......to go say hey to Qarim-chan.........anywho,we also had to get to a hotel there coz that was where we supposed to spend the night.Went around and around and finally found the hotel.

*That hotel is NOT the ONLY brown colored building in the area!

Qarim had lunch with us but he didn't want to hang out with us at the beach so we went ahead on our own.Played jet ski.Got ourselves soaked and then we headed back to the hotel which took us about an HOUR coz of the traffic jams in town.We went out for dinner over at Padang Kota with Qarim and Anas Bananas was supposed to meet up with us there but he was stranded at his place in Seberang Prai.

Later on,we decided to go over to see Anas anyways.Had ice cream and dropped Qarim off at his dorm at about 2am.After that we went back to the hotel to sleep.Got up in time to check out the next day and headed to town to do some shopping.Food and stuff.It was really neat to be walking in the streets and stopping by at a Nasi Kandar for brunch.

After that we went to the Snake Temple for a bit.Got our photos taken and played with some snakes.Poisonous snakes.Touched a super huge monster sized python who swallowed a 20kg goat some time ago.It was HUGE!Oh yeah,we also witnessed a huge snake eating a live chicken.

Well.......after that we just headed home.

It was a super fun trip.I had a blast.

home

Our bedroom is complete but I still use the washroom outside coz all my things are there.Shu moved the computer into the room so that I can play games till late at night ^_^ and not be alone in the lounge while he's fast asleep.

We finally have a freakin' refrigerator so our kitchen is somewhat complete.Got a proper place to put all our pots and pans.....so that would help prevent us from ever letting them fall out the window ever again :D

Anywho,got a cupboard to place all our clothes in order.Took us a while (3 days actually!) to set it all up.Shu injured himself from getting the damn thing all the way up to our place.Yes,WAY HIGH UP!

*sigh*

Our house is now safe to be called a home :)

no reservations

Dinner for 2 at our place we call home.

Shu cooked us dinner last night.He's been wanting to do it for a while so we finally went grocery shopping yesterday.Got ourselves a whole bunch of stuff.He cooked us some really good food.

It was super awesome!

capitalistic corporate bastards

My husband works for assholes.A bunch of brainless idiots whom probably has no idea what their company does or how it functions in the society.Statistics are taken but none of them are probably revised.All they ever want to do is expand,maximizing profit but no clue if the system is capable of supporting everything.

They make people go work before sunrise and make everyone manual in at times when everyone is still in their cars on their ways to work.Does that make any sense at all???And when people make a small,innocent mistake,it would be taken off their pays but when the company itself makes people stay back and do things which is not in their contracts,everyone pretends that it's all part of the job.

Then again,with all this being said,these bastards running the show are probably the idiots I curse at everyday when I drive.They are brainless behind wheels.They have cash and wants everything everyone else has without fully understanding how to use them.People have cars,they too want cars.People have computers,they want one too.If only someone can convince them that jumping off a really3 high building and fall to their doom is a good thing,they'd probably do just that :/

I live in a fucked up world.

drawing again

I have an easel now..........that means I could start painting now!YEYNESS!!!

But I still love drawing on regular papers with my mechanical pencil.It's addictive!!!

It's been a cold and wet day.I hate the fact that the clothes we've washed at home aren't drying the way they are supposed to.That stinks!Literally!It really sucks!

We're planning to get a whole lot of furnitures moved into our house this Saturday.Yes,that includes the refrigerator and the queen-sized bed AND cupboards!I am so psyched!Shu and I have been living in the lounge for the past month which gets a bit strange coz all our clothes are hung on the metal clothes hangers and there's a box in which we'd stuff our other things in.Well,we do have a display cabinet and a TV cabinet but the computer desk and all are in the lounge now.So is Bedah.The furthest we'd walk in the house would be to the bathroom.Hahahahaha!!!!!!

The master bedroom is still empty!

as Shu was in the shower this morning........

I was trying to clear up some things in the kitchen.I was trying to lock the windows so I had to make sure that the right windows were on the right side of the panel.As soon as I opened the right side panel,one of the periuks from the drainer fell out the window and hit the grill of the neighbor on the floor below's washing room.Erm......I think it's still there coz there was no way in hell that anyone could get it out through the grill and I sure can't reach down that far to get it :/

Scooter Gurl

Shu taught me and let me take the scooter for a ride around the kampung area.It's in the night and there are hardly any lights AND I didn't have my glasses on.I ALMOST ran into the house gate but overall,we got home safe and sound coz almost doesn't count ;p

I've been here in Terengganu since Thursday and it's been kuh-ray-zee!I didn't think Shu's parents were gonna have this big of a kenduri.SO MANY people turned up and I totally couldn't keep up with it.I passed out at about 3pm and got up at about 6pm.Seriously,I've never done anything like this before.It's called the "Temu Menantu" session whereby the people-friends,neighbours and family-would come over and meet the new daughter-in-law (moi)Actually,I'm the only daughter-in-law in the family.So yeah,with that all done,I'd say I've met pretty much everyone.I just have no clue who most of them were.

I had a blast.I was out at the beach in the last couple of days only because my family was staying at a homestay house near the beach.Aunty Intan,Farah and Pear aka Faizal had been staying at Primula Beach Resort and we had our outing the other night.Having Sotong Goreng Tepung and Kropok Lekor by the beach in the dark.It was funny but fun to do ^_^ hahaha!

We'll be heading back tomorrow morning.I'm missing Apple Bee for some strange reason :/