I can't sleep.......

I keep thinking about when I was just sitting there,watching my grandma. It looked like she was asleep. The fans blew the cloth covering her,making it look like she was breathing. I was waiting for her to wake up. Then it hit me,she wasn't going to.

People came from everywhere. I don't even recognise or knew them. It was weird. Some even asked if I was that little girl whom she used to take with her where ever she went. I said "yes" but I didn't even know who I was talking to. I only knew people who were close enough to be considered family.

I never knew her contributions. She was and will always be my grandma. That's all I ever knew. I probably messed up as a grandchild but I remember spending so much time with her at her old house in PJ that I dreamt about that place a lot.

I know she remembered me that one time.