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Wednesday, November 17, 2021

Feel some hearts, I wouldn't lie

I have memories that travels my mind
Fear not, fear not when you go
I have pieces of your hate in my soul
Look at me now, I'm falling apart in daylight
All the pieces that I lost I have loved

It's nice to see Eeno again after so long. I don't go to my mum's house very often for a variety of reasons. Some of which being that I am super busy with the kids school schedule and readjusting my routines to their schedule. Also, I usually would video call my mum..........

The times that I do visit my parents, Eeno would either be super busy or just avoiding my sister. The reasons matters not for I understand exactly why he does so.

It's funny how he and I are on the same page on so many things. I am happy to see he's making progress. Xin Xien is super busy so I doubt if I'll ever see her anytime soon. My mum sent me the video of their wedding tea ceremony after nikah at my parents house. It was simple and nice.

Anywho, I have just been bitten by shit loads of mosquitoes in a very short amount of time. If they were piranhas, I'd be dead. My mind have been on arts and doodling and crafting in the last couple of days. I haven't been jamming on the guitar.

For some reason, I have Garmadon in mind....... As a subject for doodle practice......

I pulled myself together a couple of nights ago and visited my Sims. I miss them and I was trying to remember what I did last time I played. I messed up big time. I hate myself for messing up things with my sims especially with Jack and Joseph Conrad 😭

Why do I ruin the things I love?!!! 

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