anything but Muhammad Kelmo

I am so exhausted.Went over to the bus station in the morning coz Shu needed to get a ticket to go home for Hari Raya on Friday.With much deliberation,he finally decided to get one.We headed over to Putrajaya.Went to watch a movie at Alamanda.Then,we made reservations for buka puasa over at Rimba Klasik.To kill time,we headed over to Mines Shopping Mall.Walked around for a bit.Went to the game arcade.Then,we went looking for a pet store all over Bangi coz we needed to get cat litter.We ended up getting it at a pet store over in Uptown Damansara after buka.

As usual,we prayed maghrib over at the UNITEN library.Today wasn't so scary.There were other girls there at the surau so I didn't feel so alone ^_^ I need to do something about my gastric pains.It is getting from bad to worse.

Amcorp Mall,Aman Suria & One Utama

People tell me that it's ok for me to eat a little and put on a little more weight.Putting on weight is not the issue for me.It's the problem it brings later on.Aaina once said that putting on weight would mean that she'd get to shop for new clothes.Shopping is interesting but getting the perfect jeans is always,ALWAYS,ALWAYS a problem for me.To avoid having to go jeans hunting,I figured it is probably just safer to maintain my weight coz losing weight could also be a problem.Haha!

Mum and dad and Shu insisted that I get a kebaya coz I already have baju kurungs.The thing about baju kurungs is that they are very convenient to wear.Kebayas are more formal eventhough I am a sucker for Nyonya Kebayas.I got one whole set anyways.White with loads of beads so it falls nicely :)

Shu said he wants to help me color my hair one of these days.

I've been doing some thinking on the bands I want to have on my wedding day.The one band I really3 want to play live at my wedding would be my band but since I am the vocalist and that I shouldn't be performing at my reception,I figured I should find that old man who played the violin and keyboards over at Aunty Tipah's restaurant the other night.OR......I could let either Rashid or Ayie or Kamal sing :p I am not going to open up slots for other bands to play other than the ones I have in mind ^_^ Also,I already have a playlist in my head of the songs I want to be played throughout the function.

Stage@Mid Valley Megamall

Shu and I went out and since I couldn't really decide where to go,he drove us to Sunway Pyramid.Looking at the crowd and the number of cars going into the mall parking lot,we just had to bail.I couldn't think of where to go next so Shu decided to head over to Mid Valley Megamall coz the both of us haven't been there in a long while.

Shu was looking for a pair of jeans and I was still hunting for make up.We found a Stage outlet.I lurve that place.Although,my sister said that looking at the price I paid for the stuff I bought today,I might as well bought stuff at M.A.C..For some strange reason,I'd go for Bobbi Brown over M.A.C. inspite of the price difference.

Anywho,I got stuff from Stage and I'm happy with them ^_^

We went in and out of stores looking for Shu's jeans.We found some interesting looking ones but something about them did not make them the perfect pair so Shu changed his mind to buying a shirt instead.We finally made a stop at SEED and he found this shirt which we both agreed on.I could have sworn in was brownish in the shop but when we got home,I took another look at the shirt and it was grey-ish.Still,it's a really nice shirt ;)

low octane number=less cash needed

Initially,I was thinking of getting on with my Confessions of a Ma'mum Tarawikh but after the conversation we had during the drive to Subang Jaya a while ago,I'd rather just talk about the so called RON 95.What people don't know and most probably don't care and won't see is that the octane number of the fuel is low.That means the combustion process will not be as effective as fuel with higher Research Octane Number (such as the RON 97).

Yeah,it's cheap but it's low quality and in the long run,users would end up spending more than what they think they save from the fuel price coz a whole lot part of the fuel is not used up.Instead,it goes out to waste (through the exhaust system).You're definitely gonna need more fuel then.

Of course,normal cars (non high performance cars) can use the RON 95.But in the long run,it can cause knocking to the engine and the car would be underpowered.So,if you already drive an underpowered car,you're gonna need more fuel coz the RON 95 would not help giving more power to the engine.

Therefore,users of RON 95 really need to think about how much they love their cars (engines) in the long run coz unless you are prepared to get it overhauled,you'd better just be extra careful with what you feed your engines.

But guess what,the RON 95 is the major fuel used throughout the country.What better ways to live than to be the citizen of a country that literally rips off the rights of tax payers.Take a look around.Why do you think the roads break easily and there are potholes at almost every other kilometre of the road?And what exactly are you paying for when you purchase a "nasional" car?

Chanel@One Utama

I am so hooked to the eye shadow base and the make up base.It's so awesome!I am very picky with colors but make up bases (and eye shadow bases) are really neat things and very hard to find coz sometimes the brands I find irritates my skin and I can feel it on my skin which is so not good.

The jeans over at Original Fake looked awesome ;)

Anywho,I woke up to my cellphone ringing.Shu called me to tell me that my grandma got mugged at the traffic light near my house.It must have been noon-ish.In broad daylight.Indian guys.2 of 'em.They broke the car window on the passenger's side and took my grandma's bag and ran across the street to his bike and left.She lost about MYR6K.The window costs MYR350.It took the shop a long time to clean up every piece of glass in the car.

Shu and I realized that we really love cooking especially in the weekends ^_^ Mum usually hates it coz she won't be able to use her kitchen till we're done so the timing must be just right :p

Kecik oh Kecik

Kak Yah said that he came home yesterday afternoon with a bleeding tail.He still just ate and ran off.I think he's got a girlfriend.And I think he's been gaduh-ing with the other cats in the neighbourhood.Trying to be a gangster kampung yang tak menjadi.Hahahahaha!

I just think he was upset last night that he came home and headed straight for my room.He didn't even bother about food.He slept with me on my tatami all night.Today,he kept manja-ing around me and then he left.

He definitely has a girlfriend!

Initially,I was going about to kutuk-ing people who put other people's lives in danger on the road and then I got mixed up with kutuk-ing Malaysian made cars in general.Now,I'm not so sure where to start so I'm just gonna save it for a whole new entry later or something.

Dr. Asem said that I still look sick so he wanted to postpone my exam till next month *batting eyelashes* That either means good news coz I'm gonna have more time to study or just bad news coz I might have other things to do next month.Hahahahahaha!!!!!

I am on my 2 weeks vacation already!

A-Saloon@Sunway Pyramid

I finally got my hair done.I totally splurged (Shu paid about half) but it was so worth it!It's not that I do this often and the price at that place was just as much as I would pay at the usual hair salon I go to.Plus,each customer had a computer at their seats so that we can surf the net while getting our hair done.How awesome is that?!

Hahaha!My sister told me about the place last night so I figured I should just go check it out ^_^

Spent most of the day sleeping.Not quite sure what time it was.........hahahaha...........

I've been getting tummy aches all day so Shu got me some magnesium liquid.No,we didn't bother going to the clinic today.Not this time.I think I have spent a little too much time there and I have been swallowing way too many kinds of meds.I think I need to stop.It's messing up my entire system!

DOOSHITE?!!!!!

This happens everytime I go shopping.Well,almost all the time.Shu and I went to check the Adidas all-trerrain shoes and they don't have it in my size!WTF?!!!!!We went over to ALDO to check out the boots and they don't have it in my size either!WTF?!!!!!

I am gonna get on the next flight to Australia to get those Ugg boots if I have to!

Fiat had this exhibition on in Ikano.I spotted the Fiat 500 and immediately fell in love with it!IT IS SO AWESOME!UNFORTUNATELY,the manual transmission is not released here in this country.Only semi autos are sold.Semi autos suck coz there are too many complications and it is super sensitive!I would know.And of course,the semi auto maintenance could lead you to having to pay it all through your nose!

I love the Fiat 500.........next to the Ford Focus 2007 of course.........and the Mini Cooper S.I think the only Japanese car I like or could like is the EK9.........and the Integra.

WHY?!!!!!!!

Anywho,the good thing that happened today was that we finally got my engagement ring resized.It was actually 2 sizes bigger than my finger.Now,it fits perfectly ^_^

Oh yeah,we managed to go to fish spa.It was really fun.Ticklish.Very ticklish at first but later on it became very soothing.

kill me if you dare

I was kept up all night by the dissatisfaction of Tokio Hotel's end product of the Automatic video.I really don't like their songs in English and the video was awful.I expected something a whole lot more since it was after all shot in South Africa!

I don't feel like I've been fasting at all these days.I was throwing up since morning so mum told me to fill my tummy out before I started going overboard with all the gastric juice.This month had been the worst month ever.I am always hungry and my health has gone way down.I feel like a vegetable most of the time.

Went to IKEA with Shu coz he wanted to get those curry puffs they make.We bumped into CT.Haven't seen that girl in ages.Most of my school friends remember Shu from my 17th birthday bash.Shu wasn't so sure on who is who so he was surprised to hear CT say that she remembers him.

Anywho,I am still on a fashion hunt.Been going in and out of stores looking for a pair of knee high boots.I lurve them Ugg boots but until I can get myself to Australia anytime soon,I'm gonna have to just find whatever around here.I fell in love with some of the boots over at ALDO.

Shu and I have a list of things to buy once Hari Raya is over.He wants to get an RC car.I figured I should get some new wheels for the skateboard and just practise till I can no longer take the fall anymore.

Mum will be heading to Bandung sometime in November.I'm planning to tag along since I won't have anything to do then.Hahaha!I'm hoping Shu will come along so that we can get our wedding invitation card done there.I am so getting some kain batiks!

Not So Quarantined:Day6

Got earlier than the last 2 days but it was still late.I could have gotten more sleep if Fei Mao didn't make so much noise about wanting to come into my room and all.

*sigh*

Anywho,I was out and about with Shu.We went to the mall for a bit coz I needed to get shampoo.Rashid had been using my shampoo and I only used it once or twice and I found the bottle empty.Not very happy about that.

We went to check out the RC store coz Shu is planning on getting one after raya.Those things are supercool but I need a whole stash of cash and passion to get started on it.I think I'm gonna watch and observe and learn more about those things before actually getting one myself.

I went snooping around the rabbit's cage at the pet store next door.I got bitten by one of those things.Thank God its teeth was not sharp!Then,I looked at the hamsters and the fish and we left.

We got some takoyakis!YEY!We're always around that takoyaki shop eating and chatting away and we haven't been there in a while so today,we decided to get some for buka ^_^

Oh!I saw these awesome pair of Adidas all-terrain crosstrainers!ME WANT IT!

We went to get some stuff for my mum and then we did some food shopping and headed home.We walked quite a lot today.I could tell by how painful my knee tendon hurts.Hahahaha!I am gonna need one of those sonotron treatments again one of these days.I am also in major need of endless workout routines!

Not so Quarantined:Day 5

I've been going out......with my mask on,of course.It does get pretty darn boring staying in.Went out for a drink last night.It was pretty funny.I did quite a lot of things yesterday considering the fact that I got up at 3pm.Haha!

As usual,Shu and I were experimenting in the kitchen.Our experiment worked!Hahahaha!

Quarantined:Day 4

I took a walk outside last night.I got so sick of staying in.I stayed up till morning watching TV.Shu is planning to sneak me out later while my folks are out ;)

My being infected should not be kept.I should use this opportunity to spread this virus to the world.Let's start with my university since I hate that place so much.I should cough and sneeze everywhere beginning with the medical unit and then the admin.Oh!I should have done this since I first got the results!

instead of being sick and locked up all by myself

I figured maybe I should go out and spread the virus tomorrow and let the whole world fall sick.Why waste this opportunity to do something for the world?

Hahahahahahahaaaa!!!!!!!!!<---evil laugh

Shu has been hugging and kissing and temaning me eat and talking to me and sometimes he doesn't even wear a mask.I cried to him today.I can't take this anymore.He offered to sneak me out today but we didn't coz my folks were around.He wanted to take me to the park.

It's not like I could kill someone.I could kill myself most likely coz I am still in a recovering state but seriously,does it really take a whole 7 days to keep me in?I don't want to take those fluhalt pills anymore coz seriously,they could kill me.I was fine before I started taking them.Yeah,I had a temperature and some head throbbing at times but after 2 days (1 day actually) it was gone and I am fine.My nose is stuck coz I cried not because of some flu.

I'm gonna start sneezing out the window and see what's gonna happen ^_^

Quarantined:Day 3

Food does NOT taste or feel good goin up your throat and out your mouth.It works better the other way around.

It is just unfortunate for me to have made the 1% of people who would have adverse reactions towards those fluhalt capsules!I threw up 4 times yesterday.Twice after popping a pill after a meal.I just popped one today and I think I'm gonna go AGAIN.I want to stop taking it but the docs tell me that those are the vital meds I have to consume.Well,guess what........if I do throw up after this,I ain't takin' no more pills and I am gonna stop this whole quarantine game coz I am fine!

I am sick of staying in,watching a lightning-free rain go by from my window.I am sick of not being able to run around freely in the sun.My cat misses me!They look at me weird when I see them with a mask on my face and they wonder why I haven't left my room at all.

*I threw up already*

I think mum is gonna take me to the hospital.I'm waiting for Shu.

This is sick.The pills actually make me sick!

I need to get my hair washed!

automatisch by tokio hotel

Wenn du lachst

Lachst du nicht

Wenn du weinst

Weinst du nicht

Wenn du fühlst

Fühlst du nichts

Weil du ohne Liebe bist

A long awaited album.Finally the first single is out.I think I've been listening to it millions of times over within the last couple of days that I keep hearing it playing in my head.

I have put one thing on my list of things to do as soon as I can leave the premises.I wanna go do my hair BIG TIME!

Shu has plans for buka puasa sessions outside while mum and Aunty Intan has plans to take me to the place in KL to have me try on some wedding gowns.

They (Aunty Intan and mum) actually bought me a pink cotton baju kurung with sakura prints all over it.It's so preeeeeetty but when I saw the tag with the size XS,I didn't think I'd fit it.I wear a size S for ready made baju kurungs but I've never tried XS.Luckily,the baju kurung fits me.

Hahaha!Shu made a funny remark about that.He says that he wears XL while I wear XS.Hurmm......and the miss XS is the one who is always up for tackling mister XL in rugby games.The plan usually fails.Shu would just walk pass me without any problems.

P.S.: NEVER EVER poke your hamster they are asleep.Mine bit me and when I pulled my hand away she flew right out from her home onto my room floor.My right finger is bleeding a little :p

Quarantined:Day 2

Just as I thought things were gonna get better,I accidentally cut myself from opening the crab shell while I was eating yesterday.I was happily enjoying the crab Shu bought me and I was telling Shu that breaking the shell open was the calming part of the eating process and I cut myself.I didn't see it at first so I carried on eating.I stopped and felt totally grossed out when I saw blood flowing down my palm.EUW!

It's horrible to know that every part of me has to be sanitized.I know that I am only at the first stage of the viral infection and any healthy person who touches me must wash their hands after doing so and that if I were to talk to anyone they must wear a mask just as much as I have to.All the tissues and whatever things I have used must be disposed separately and carefully.

Shu helped send my MC to my lecturers and my course department earlier today.I don't know what I'd do without him.This is so weird.I am trying very hard to stay ok and I am trying my best to get better but my quarantine period is still a week.I sometimes feel fine.So fine that I could probably go running in the park.Sometimes,my body temperature hikes up and that gives me the throbbing headache which really3 sucks.

I miss laughing with Shu and who ever who passes by at the dining table downstairs.I miss making fun of people on the road as well as my siblings.I miss picking on Rashid and grossing him out so much that he'd whack me.I miss listening to my sister going nuts over little things.Today was the first time I saw Kak Yah in 2 days.I haven't seen my grandma and I don't think she knows my condition.

Shu has spent his time thinking of things to do once my quarantine period is over.Actually,I haven't quite thought of what I'd wanna do just yet.I spend way too much time laughing at my hamster whenever she falls asleep.She sleeps in very strange positions and sometimes she'd get nightmares.

I really want this all to be over ASAP!

Quarantined:Day 1

I was super fine this morning.Finally got to shower and washed my hair and all.I was on the phone with Shu (who was in UNITEN) and we were laughing about something he accidentally blurted out to his project supervisor.Hahahahaa!!!!!Awang Goneng betul!

As time passed,I think it must have been about 2pm-ish,my head and my entire body starting throbbing (aching).That was so painful that I wanted God to just pull the plug on me coz I couldn't take it.Finally,I passed out.I was super hungry when I got up so my mum prepared some food for me to eat downstairs.

I had to eat coz I can't take the meds on an empty stomach.Right after I drank down a Ponstan capsule,I went to bathroom to brush my teeth and I totally threw up.I think the pill went right back out.

Anywho,I feel better now.Shu is on his way back here.He went to get himself checked and he is cleared.Thank God!I am trying my very best to stay away from my mum coz her lungs are fragile.Can't do that much coz she's the house doctor so she has to monitor me.So,we'd usually have our masks on when we talk and we'd keep our distance (which is so funny) I am trying to stay away from Azim coz he's sick.I definitely have to avoid my grandmother.

So that basically leaves me with my hamster.She's so chomel when she yawns............

this looks like fun

oseltamivir phosphate capsules

aka Fluhalt capsules.

Description:

Fluhalt capsule 75mg contains oseltamivir phosphate which is a white crystaline solid with the chemical name (3R,4R,5S)-4 acetylmino-5-amino-3(1-ethylpropoxy)-1-cyclohexenes-1-carboxylic acid,ethyl ester,phosphate (1:1).The chemical formula is C16H28N2O4 (free base)The molecular weight is 312.4 for oseltamivir free base and 410.4 for oseltamivir phosphate salt.

I was tested positive for influenza A but not H1N1.So,I have been quarantined for 7 days.It's only been about an hour and I already feel sick.I have my hamster in my room.She's funny and fun to watch.Fei Mao was here a while ago.I have to stay in my room for most of the day.Especially when there are lots of people around.

This is weird.I am stuck in my room in a house full of people.I can only see Shu at my room door with my mask on :( This sucks.I already feel weird enough when he's not around.This is super weird!I know that I have been to so many places in the last couple of days.Can't really be sure where I picked up the virus from :/

I am probably going to spend my days in the room playing Sims or I'm just going to do some whacking at www.whackyourboss.com ^_^

My muscles are aching.I really wanna believe that its caused by my sudden stop in playing outdoor games............

the worst part about being sick

is basically being sick.I hate being sick.It's a waste of time and energy and money.The doctors have confirmed me as an anaemic case.My blood pressure was super low but not as low as last year.My temperature was high since last night.My feet and hands are freezing cold and my head throbs every now and then.

If tonight's h1n1 swab test returns positive,I won't be only one who is going to be quarantined.Shu had been with me all day.We would probably end up getting quarantined together.......along with the rest of my household of course.That could also mean that my grandma and my dad's friend and my sister and Rashid cannot come home or they'd end up getting quarantined just as well.

I hope it's just fever.I'm gonna have to change my diet BIG TIME!