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Sunday, July 05, 2009

fear

People ask and tell me that Shu and I need to space out a little away from eachother from time to time.I think we do give eachother space.The only reason I don't want to be away from him is because I keep thinking that life is short and that I don't want to be apart should anything happens to either one of us.I think the pain of going through life knowing that I wasn't there with him at the last second of his life or vice versa scares me a lot.

4 hours at the emergency room at the hospital was more than enough to know what it's like to not know what's gonna happen in the next second eventhough we were right next to eachother.We are after all,mortals.This very fact kills me.

1 comment:

Gregory Foxburr said...

It scares the shit out of me too sayang. I dont want to be far from you.I really hate that. I'l see you everyday.No matter how tired or how late i finish my class,i will go see you k sayang.I love you alot baby!