slowing it down

I sometimes think I grew up too fast. I sometimes feel like I'm not old enough to do a lot of things,forgetting how old I really am. I sometimes remember things that happened way back when I was kid as though they happened just yesterday. I sometimes feel like things are too complicated when they're not supposed to be. I sometimes wonder why we have to do the things we do when we didn't have to do it at all before this. I just want it all to be.........simple.......the way they used to be,before I discovered how things really work in the world. Maybe I don't want to take over the world the way I always say I do. Maybe I just do things to pass time,not knowing where exactly I'm going. Maybe I'm clouded by how things are supposed to be according to the world and for doing that,my actions are blurry.