a respond to Foxburr-san's entry

It's a lie if I say that God and fate did not bring us together.Even though we went separate ways and lost contact for about 4 years,we still could talk and laugh the way we used to back then.And to think that we were only 16 at the time.

There's just way too many factors that brought us together back then and a whole lot of things that brought us back a couple of years ago.Obviously,we have both grown in so many ways and many things may have made us what we are today but getting a response from one of the many ways we've tried in getting back in contact with one another felt really good.

I was hoping so much that it would be a positive thing and it had been ever since.Every step of the way.I never saw any of this coming but I am surprised at how comfortable and calm and happy I am about it ^_^

I did not hesitate to say 'Yes' and till today,I cannot believe that you came back into my life.

I've never stopped thanking God for that >.<

http://foxburrq.blogspot.com/2010/04/blog-post.html

clumping up

Got a call from Kamal today about some sponsors for the recording of our very first EP.It's awesome to know that people appreciate what they've heard even though it had been jamming sessions in the last couple of weeks.I'm curious to know what the details are.

Yesterday,we (Shu and I) got a text message from Kamal saying that there will be a photoshoot for our EP and stuff.That's great news.So,we're finally getting recognitions and stuff.Kool.

I know that I haven't been working hard enough for the band lately.I've been too occupied with the new place.I've been shopping for things for the house and making endless lists of things we need.Kecik is kinda upset with us too these days.I want to take him with us.I want to take him and Snow Bear and Bedah.I'm gonna make sure the kitties have their awesome scratching pole and beds and Bedah is getting a new house and house mate.

Now that Shu have secured a photographer for our wedding day,that's just one of the many things off my back.I have to go see the wedding planner soon.I have been so caught up on the private party plans.Emailing and replying emails and checking emails and stuff.It's really getting to me.

I have less than 2 months till my wedding day.I don't know what I'd do without my mum :) And Shu has been MY backbone through all of this!Thank you so much!

a little thing called life

I've come to notice a lot of things about people in general as I go down this road called life.People hate people whom have things they don't have.Like in school when all the pretty popular crowd are not liked by the ones who fail to get any form of attention,nowadays,I see that going on still.I have no idea why.What you have is never enough and you want more and even if you have things that no one else have,you still want more.I know that it's ok to improve.I just don't get why you have to be bitchy and make up stories about people who have things you don't.Think about what you have that they don't have.It's not supposed to make you feel good about yourself.It's supposed to make you grateful and thankful.

Some friends whom I've known from way back (zaman bebudak) sounded like attending other people's wedding is something that person shouldn't have and that it was supposed to be them who were getting married instead.Well,guess what!She invited you to her wedding coz she thinks you'd be happy for her and not bitch about her at her wedding.You suck!I hope to NOT see you at MY wedding!I don't care how long I've known you!I never liked talking to you anyways.Hahaha!

suddenly time is moving a little too fast

While my folks were busy trying to figure out the best words to be printed out on our wedding invitations,I was thinking a bit too much about our party and YES,our little photographer problem.I need to go see the wedding planner ASAP coz I really can't do this shit!

Ok,I admit it.I was spending time (a whole lot of time) doing music.I was jamming,meeting people and busy talking about getting the band publicity and even thinking about going into mainstream.

For 2 weeks in a row,we've been jamming and the session we had last was the longest by far.We got home at about 1am.I think we were jamming for over 2 hours and there were a whole lot of people watching us practice.

One of Kamal's friends does gigs and he's brought up some bands in history.He saw us play last week and wants to know how serious we really are with the industry.He told us to write our biography and stuff and he's gonna help us set up a web page.Also,last night,he had someone over from Converse (yes THE Converse) to watch us play just to see if we can get ourselves some gigs several times in a month.She liked our songs and she wants to see the lyrics.

Oh yeah,Kamal's friend said he's trying to get one of our songs into an upcoming movie.Like a soundtrack maybe.

Hurmm.......

Anywho,Shu and I finally had our time off from this whole wedding thingy and hungout the way we used to on weekends.It was fun but tiring.........erm......that was caused by super high heels actually :p I had a blast.I'm still laughing about one incident that happened to him when I was staying with him some months ago.CANNOT STOP LAUGHING JUST THINKING ABOUT IT!

kisah juru nikah

Before getting married,Shu and I and my dad (coz he's the wali) would have to fill up some forms and hand them over to the juru nikah coz he's in charge of handling the paperworks to our marriage.We went to the mosque to look for him (the juru nikah) and when we got there,Shu forgot to make a copy of his I.C. so we had to bail and come back later.We got back later and the van jenazah was there in the mosque driveway.Someone died.Everyone in the mosque must have been busy then so Shu decided to call the guy later at night since he had to get to work soon.

That night,Shu called him up and he told Shu to go over to his house at 9am the next day.He gave Shu his house address.The very next morning,I woke Shu up and told him to get over to the dude's house.He did.That guy's kid came running out and told Shu that his dad was playing ping pong at the mosque.Shu headed over to the mosque and the guy apologized for forgetting their arrangment the day before.Shu gave him the papers and left.

Later in the afternoon,the guy called Shu up and said he had bad news.He said a guy called Zainal had already booked the day and time Shu wanted.Shu laughed and told him that Zainal was the father of the bride.Shu's bride-to-be.My dad!

studio photoshoot?

NAAAAH!

Was talking to some people from some wedding photography company.They showed Shu and I some really3 nice photos and photo albums produced by their company.I must say,I do love a lot of their dresses.Those corset top dresses.Those off shoulder ones.BUT.....I am still liking the one I tried out at the other shop some months ago.It's one piece.The top part of the dress has a corset.White with tiny red roses and there's a ribbon for the corset in red as well.It was so damn beautiful that I think,I would just go ahead and buy it instead of renting it.I definitely have to wear some really high heels with it!

Speaking of which,I took out a whole lot of shoes (the ones I never knew I owned) and yes,they belong to me.The last pair of heels I bought were the highest of all of them.I always tell Shu to NOT let me touch shoes which are too high but we somehow agree that it's the height that makes them nice.If the heels of those shoes are any shorter they would have made the shoe looked awful!So yes,I am a fan of high heels these days.Everyone lurves the newest pair I got the other day but everyone thought they were a bit high.Of course they are!

I think I want a Dance Dance Revolution arcade game at home!I suck at getting coordinated but I love moving around and trying out new dance moves!<---I just discovered that side of me

P.S.: Shu's nephew's younger sibling died today.It was because of leukemia.

mall ratz:part 3475-ish

Hahahahaha!

Shu and I were supposed to go the Proton show room today to test drive a car (for a review) but when we got to the place,we realized that it was going through some make over or something so we left.While driving around,we were trying to figure out where else we could be able to test drive that particular car.As usual,we'd be talking and laughing and laughing and laughing and eventually,we'd forget what we were supposed to do and end up on the way to Tropicana City Mall.

Our other ultimate plan was to hangout at BadAss Coffee till it was time for Shu to get ready for work but instead,we took a detour to the game arcade for just a little while.Shu saw this drift racing game so he went ahead and gave it a shot.Yeah,he sucked at getting the damn car to drift.I on the other hand wanted to give After Burner a shot and later on,I discovered that I am after all a very sucky fighter pilot.It wasn't about the visibility of the plane I was flying.I was just getting carried away with seat moving everywhere as I was trying to dodge bullets and missiles.

Later on,I saw the ultimate thingy I should have been playing all the while.The Para Para Paradise 2nd Mix!It's all about dancing with our hands.Vidz are up on FB ;) Of course,I couldn't coordinate my hands and legs very well so I was failing each and every stage.Shu was nailing the game a bit too much that he told me to take over at one point.Of course,I failed the damn stage :p

After that,we gave the 18-wheeler truck racing game a shot.Of course,I was doing exceptionally well with the honking.Shu sucked at driving the damn thing coz once the damn truck got out of track it just refused to get back onto the tracks.Last but not least,we ended our gaming session with some good old Japanese crazy game called Gahaha which had always been our ultimate laughing game.I would strongly recommend anyone playing it whenever anyone goes to the game arcade ;)

BadAss Coffee in regulars could seriously kill you!In a good way ^_^

was at a funeral today

My last living grand aunt (my mother's aunt) left us earlier today.At first,my mum told me that she was gonna go see my grand aunt who was really3 sick this morning.She's been in the hospital since Saturday.She's been really3 sick but today she got worse.My folks were about to go to the hospital when they heard how bad my grand aunt was getting and before they had the chance to even leave the house,my grand aunt passed away.

So,our morning plan were completely dropped as all of us headed over to my grand aunt's house.Even Aunty Intan came along with us.For the first time ever,I paid attention to the ladies kafan my late grand aunt.At first,I wasn't so sure if I wanted to go kiss her before they brought her to the surau and the burial grounds but later on,I realized that I never saw her after my cousin's wedding in late January.Now,I'm never gonna see her again.So,I kissed her and said my goodbyes.

My grand aunt and her sister who died years ago are the 2 nicest the world has ever come to know and now,both of them are gone.My grandma is the only one left of all her sisters whose died all these years.I hope she won't be feeling too alone later on.

I've never seen my uncles and aunties cried so much.

band update!

Went to see Kamal at a mamak a while ago just before Shu went to work.Kamal said those dudes who came to see us jam last night has a proposal for us.Bottom line is that we'll be heading into the studio in Setiawangsa this Saturday to do a track by track recording of ONE of our songs.One of these dudes organize gigs and stuff so if all goes well after the recording,we might get ourselves a good deal of 2 gigs a month.That's really awesome!

Actually,they want the song Maya for an upcoming movie project or something BUT Kamal said we shouldn't let it go just yet.That's our ballad.I did expect this song to be in a movie like a soundtrack or something but we have to see what kind of deal we're talking about here before jumping into any decisions.

trippin'

Got up super early this morning.Shu and I headed over to Subang to get our apartment cleaned up.Yes,scrubbing floors and cleaning up bathroom walls included.Our apartment is squeeky clean now so all that's left to do is just getting our things moved into their respected rooms or spaces.Snow Bear would have no problems finding things to do coz there are cockroaches running around every now and then.They are tinier but are roaches ;)

*I hate looking at how my dad treats him everytime he tries to teach Snow Bear a lesson!SO,I'mma make sure we get him and Kecik (and Bedah) moved to the new place ASAP!

After a long day of scrubbing and brushing and wiping and cleaning,Shu and I decided to get something to eat so we headed to the mall.We were super starving that we had trouble deciding what to eat or where to go.After getting our tummies filled,we walked around to see what was to be seen.We then spotted several......no,A LOT of people walking around with Milo goodie bags in their hands.

Being a Milo freak since I was a kid (and the fact that every other person was carrying that damn goodie bag) I was determined to get myself one.We found the place where everyone got their bags but we weren't eligible to get them.After snooping around and eve's dropping on some of the promoter's conversations with civilians,we realized what needed to be done to get those grean thingys.

We had to get ourselves registered to get a yellow slip which has 18 spaces that needed to be stamped by every booth available outside by people from Nestle.The thing is,I love milk so getting free samples wasn't a problem at all.It's getting a whole lot of different samples which was slowly letting us on the verge of puking.Other than that we were doing just fine.

We got free drinks,yogurts,ice creams,mashed potatoes and chocs.And to think that we just ate!

Anywho,after that we decided to just slow things down a little and ended our day out with some good old coffee (and iced chocolate!)<---I've sworn off ice blended and smoothies coz it's wrecked my throat for years!

Our newly liked lepak place is Bad Ass Coffee over at Tropicana City Mall.Shu is addicted to their latte and I lurve their iced choc drink!

*Everytime I see the word Kona on their posters,I'd instantly cry out "KONNNI CHI WAAA!" No idea why :/

After that,we chilled out at home for a bit to prepare ourselves for the jamming session later at about 9pm.Just before we left the house,we (Shu and I) foundout that Rashidinsky injured himself during a futsal tournament earlier today.I know,futsal is not even a sport.How could anyone injure himself that bad?Well,he did and that sucked.We told Kamal about his condition and how it was even difficult for him to climb up stairs.

Haha!The conversation between Kamal and Shu were just confusing.We showed up at the mamak at the studio thinking that it was just supposed to be a band meeting.Kamal was still expecting a jamming session.SO,Shu and I drove back home to get my guitar and distortion pedal and cables and book and came back and headed into the studio.

It turns out,Kamal had some friends over to see us play coz they are organizers so they'd have slots for us to play for in the future.I spent my time laughing so hard coz as much as I know I messed up SOME parts of the lyrics and guitars,Ayie and Rashid were playing some completely different sounds.They sounded like a remix version of our songs.And Kamal spaced out during his solos.That was hilarious!I was constantly trying to catch a breath but all went well.

We had a little lepak session before leaving for home and we had good laughs ^_^

it's time to try defying gravity

The wedding planner came today and Shu and I finally got to meet him.We've heard so much about him but we never got around to seeing him.Today,my aunt,my uncle,my folks,Aunty Intan,Shu and I got to sit down and talk to him.He showed us his past works and he asked us about the themes and costumes and stuff.

The themes we chose definitely included PGL's Gusti Putri Adjeng Retno Dumilah and Hang Tuah!YEY!And of course,we'd never wanna miss out the saree!Shu and I asked him about our make up and all.Yes,make up.Shu will have to have some on for photoshoots ^_^

After all that,Shu and I ran off to the hypermarket to get some stuff for our apartment.We'll be cleaning up the place tomorrow morning.Hopefully,we'll be able to move in within the duration of next week.

We're currently worried sick (and annoyed) by Kecik.He has a hole on his shoulder!It's not bleeding or whatever but its a freakin' hole!Managed to get it sanitized a bit and got some vitamin E on the damn thing!The only place we'd find him these days would either be in the kitchen itself or somewhere between the kitchen and the lounge.Most of the time,he's hanging around closer to the kitchen.I have no clue when and how and why he has all those injuries on him :/

Stage@Tropicana City Mall

That's probably the only good reason to go there.Hahaha!Well,there is that other shop Shu loves so much but........I like Stage.Their eyeshadows are da bomb!

They have these sets out for like MYR180 for a palette of 5 eyeshadows and 2 blushers OR 9 eyeshadows.They're like MYR45 each!So that is super cheap!AND......there is a free pouch as well.

*I really3 lurve their Coffee Bean eye color!

Anywho,I ended up getting L'Oreal's open eyes quad.The shimmer and colors are awesome!Actually,my sister got them about a month ago and I kinda liked it so I decided to get one myself ^_^

My mum has been pushing me to get Bobbi Brown stuff.Actually,she only came to know of it from watching a documentary (or something) about their products.I know for a fact that their products are good.I only have a bit of problem finding a foundation that does not make me yello-ish coz I am aware of my yellow toned skin but their foundation makes me yellow-er.I like how it glides nicely onto my skin though.

I was telling my sister the steps to getting her falsies on for her show tonight while we were chatting online last night.Theoretically,it should work but I can't be too sure.I just hope that her friends can help her out :/

It's been crazy in the last couple of weeks.Shu and I had lunch with his cousin whose working in Mutiara Damansara.Eversince he broke up with his girlfriend,Shu said that he's crazier than before.Shu's colleagues are mad as well.They're really nice guys but mad.So is Shu's trainer :/ Hurmm.......when I think about it again,I wonder if hanging around crazy people is good for Shu himself.I mean,let's face it,I am not entirely there myself most of the time<---the Cheshire cat way.Hahahahahahah!!!!!!!!

not late,just malas ^_^

Shu got up at about 8:15am and thought I left the house already,he rushed over to my bedroom door and found that it was locked.He realized that I was still in there.Most likely,I was still very much asleep.Which I was.

I've been supertired in the last couple of days.Insomnia+freezing to death in air conditioned rooms+drenched in rain=not a very healthy FidZy.

I told Shu last night that if I didn't get up this morning only means that I wasn't gonna get up at all.

I didn't get up.

SO......Shu woke me up and took me out SHOPPING.For our hantaran gifts.We sorta have a list but most of the time,we'd end up shopping for things we need and want and forget to buy the things for the wedding ceremony itself.As of today,we have successfully gotten myself a pair of awesome Clarks shoes and a U.C. of Benetton handbag.I have gotten Shu the CK perfume he's been wanting.CK Free ^_^

Shu wants to get me a perfume.I am still trying to finish up the DKNY 50ml Apple he got me months ago.I don't use perfumes much.I'm more of a deodorant and powder person.Maybe its coz I'm naturally deodorized ^_^ Either ways,I do like the Guess (pink) perfume.And Clinique Happy.........and Paris Hilton's first perfume (not sure what it's called) I don't mind the Givenchy or Escada Sentinent.........Oh yeah,I don't mind Estee Lauder's Beyond Paradise or Salvatore Ferragano's Icanto Bliss or Facinating.........

HAHAHHAAHAHAHHAHAAHA!!!!!!<---And I say I'm not much of a perfume person ;p

Ok,here's the thing.I superlove Make Up For Ever now.No idea why.I'm also kinda looking forward to meeting the wedding planner this weekend.If he is all that my mum says he is then I don't suppose I'm gonna have problems working with the guy.Honestly,I prefer guys as make up artists.Most female make up artists' works I've seen are not to my liking.If everything else fails,my sister has friends and acquaintances whom are make up artists.I think the dude's name is Julia and the other guy's name is Daud.Oh wait,Daud is her classmate.He's probably a fashionista.Not a make up artist.

Nevermind,I have my own products if everything else fails ;)

OH!BY THE WAY.......the theme for our upcoming partay is Little Big Planet ^_^ That means......guests are expected to know WTF LBP is AND the dresscode is overly exaggerated outfits.Try opening up your pop-it and click on the sackboy icon.You can easily customize your sackboy's attire and stuf.Hehehe..............

I need to study the meaning of the word "SERIOUSNESS"

attempt to making human contact

FAILED!

I may have a warranty sticker somewhere in my system that proves that I was build with GPP (Genuine People Personality)<---say it in MarviN's monotonous tone,I am not fond of people.Not as much.I am not a team player.I like being on my own and I like spending time alone with Shu.I am not trying to climb up corporate ladders.I love my freedom and I do not understand the word 'limitations'.I am not a fan of responsibilities.

Well,I would take up responsibilities when it is necessary especially regarding the people and animals I love.I just don't like having things on my back which does not benefit me.Not in cash form.Hahahahaha!

*Me likes cash a whole lot!*

Anywho,I made friends with a whole bunch of people from various backgrounds today.It was awesome to get to know all these people coz they make me realize just what kind of a spoiled bitch I am.Super spoiled!I take advantage of way too many things in life.As much as I would like to think that I appreciate and I am grateful of a lot of things that's happened to me in life,I don't think I am grateful enough.

I shall work harder on it ;)

IF I were God

I would have annihilated most human beings that there won't be enough people in the world to make a state ;)

I have issues with idiots behind the wheels.Orang ada kete dia pun nak kete!Normal human beings have brains which function,these people probably don't even have a brain!They can't even steer their cars in their respective lanes.It's a turning.SLOW THE GOD DAMN CAR DOWN!

IDIOTS!

Took Azim and his 2 friends to Wondermilk today.They liked the place but I think they ordered the wrong drinks so they didn't enjoy their drinks as much as they enjoyed the cupcakes.YES,them cupcakes are so chomels!........erm.......I meant yummilicious :p

*Drink More MILK!*

Anywho,we finally got the car sticker for the apartment ^_^

I am super sleepy!

Preparations,preparations.........I've been getting blisters from the heels I've been wearing.It's not like they are super high.They're just high........erm.......high heels.Oh well........

I don't know if I am shrinking but I can't seem to fit most of my clothes now.That sucks!I don't wanna go buy more clothes.I don't have time for that.I barely have time to get my make up done in the mornings these past few days and it makes me somewhat upset to a certain extent :(

I have a problem,eversince my folks foundout that we'll be moving into an apartment,my dad has been telling me to leave Kecik and Snow Bear behind.WTF?!NO WAY!We're working on making sure the apartment would be a fun enough place for them kitties to run around in.We're putting 110% into the planning already!I CAN'T LEAVE THEM BEHIND!

I was talking to Sarah lastnight (on GTalk) for the longest time.I think I'm gonna do a product(s) review real soon.I have a lot of things to say about most of the things I've been getting and I have way too many questions about a whole lot of products too.Hurm......

definitely NOT mum material!

I was supposed to go get some stuff for Bedah (like a new HOUSE!) and possibly a housemate for her as well.Took her into the car along with Azim and friend.I was supposed to drive my brother and his friend to the shop and then took 'em for a drink.It was alright at first until I left the car and joined them in the shop and as we were walking to the mamak shop,Azim asked me how Bedah was doing.Then,it occurred to me that I left her in the car.I know that there was probably a whole lot of oxygen in the car that could last her for about an hour or so but I totally forgot about her!

She was alright by the way ;)

Shu and I drove to Subang this morning to get a car sticker for our car so that we can park within the premises once we move.Then,we went to get me a pair of proper looking (and comfy) and not so over the top shoes.For work.......

By the way,I am so pissed off with the fact that I can no longer fit a nice pair of slack pants coz it's not just loose but it is also super long :/

killing time no more

Was at Bangi this morning.Shu needed to find the pre-marital course certificate which had been lying around somewhere in a box under his bed somewhere in his room and in order to get married,he's gotta find that piece of document along with the blood test results we did last year.We also picked up some of his stuffs to be brought the apartment we shall be moving into soon in Subang.

*THE NEW PLACE IS AWESOME!!!Kecik,Snow Bear and possibly Bedah would have loads of space to around! ^_^*

Anywho,since we had to rush back to TTDI,we didn't have time to clean up the place.We're gonna get a car sticker and a car parking lot within the premises real soon.We managed to sort out the whole bunch of keys which were given to us just to see which ones were meant for which door(s).

Anywho,I was blow drying my hair and all of the sudden,the lights went out.There was a power trip and I was about 70% done!Shu knocked my door and handed me a torch light and told me to stay in the room till he got the problem sorted out.Not long after that,the lights came back on so I continued blow drying my hair.I still have trouble blowing drying the back part of my hair so Shu helped me got it done.He's pretty good at it.I guess having him follow me to get my hair done at salons paid off ;)

Thanks baby! ^_^

lucky number 7

LinZy-san tagged moi.........a long time ago.Since I takde keje now (in this very minute) I shall do this.........list.......thingy.........

I have to narrow down 7 whatevers into a list.I like way too many things and I hate a whole lot of things too.........

7........seven........SEVEN!

Fine,let's just get this over with!

7 things happening in my life at this very moment!

1) I shall be getting married.The confirmed date (agreed by both my folks and Shu's parents) is June 5th 2010.I was telling LinZy on the day I got engaged that I so did NOT see this coming.But then,there was a conversation I had with a classmate of mine semesters ago.It started with her announcement about going back to her home country and she was gonna settle down and stuff.At the time,I was very naive about what marriage is about.To me,that would have been the end of living on the edge.Not being able to do what I want whenever I wanted to.Then,this friend of mine told me that I can still do all that.Just not alone.Not anymore.That's when it all made sense.It's not about restraining yourself or isolating yourself or confining yourself.It's about sharing.Doing the things you like and want with someone.At that time,the only person on my mind was Shu.It had always been him.I can't explain it but I just refused to give anyone else a chance after we said goodbye back then.

2) I am SO into make up.It's weird and very sudden but I really do love them!I figured that it is after all a form of art and anything that could make myself look better is worth a try ;) <---my egoness talking.It started with a youtube make up guru who goes by the username Petrilude.I came across a video he did on Halloween make up.Then,there were other videos.Eventually,I came across Blair's channel Juicystar07.......and other channels.These 2 are my favourites and they explain things really well despite the fact that I may not be able to find most of the items they mention here.But they got me curiouser and curiouser and eventually,I just decided to give it a go.It's worth it!I know that I've splurged an awful lot but it was all worth every cent ^_^

3) I lurve Kecik a whole lot.I am beginning to love Snow Bear just as much eventhough he's a bit on the mad side.I think I can never like places which are not animal friendly and I can never forgive cruelty against animals.If I see someone hurting an animal,I'd probably go ahead and attack the person by doing the exact same thing they do to the animal(s) I don't think I am as considerate towards human beings as much as I show affectionate towards animals.That's why I am not God.I would have annihilated the entire human race within seconds!KABOOM!<---sounding like Kowalski.

4) I am trying to get into the British Council's CELTA program coz I really lurve teaching.I was telling the dude in ELS that I can never see myself sitting in a room looking into a computer screen.I've tried.I just can't.I wish I could go running and get paid or something only coz I can be on the move while working.I realized that I love connecting with other people.I just want to make people see things differently.What I have taken advantage of all these years of living is something I feel I should give back to those who never had the chance to learn.Sometimes I feel like I keep pushing myself beyond the limit eventhough my extra efforts are not going to get me extra pay.I think after a while,I realize that its probably worth it anyways.ALSO,I am hoping that teaching would enable me to travel (only coz I have problems with staying at one place for too long and getting too comfortable)

5) Since Shu is staying at my house now coz he's working in TTDI,I have been sending him to work and having dinner with him during his breaks and picking him up from work.Sometimes,I'd even make him something like sandwiches and stuff.Other times,its either we have dinner outside or I'd just bring him cupcakes or something.I'd send him to work coz the parking area at his work place would either have him resulting to pay or there are simply no parking space at all.It saves a lot of time for me to just drive him.Of course,he sometimes drives himself to work on days when I have things to do.

6) I have been fighting with my folks a lot lately.I have also been getting into fights with Shu because of them.When I said there's been way too much drama in the last couple of weeks I meant every word of it.We have been fighting and arguing and I've been crying even when we're at kopitiams or mamaks or restaurants or even in the park.I hate getting upset but the last couple of weeks have been really3 tough.We were both bitter about the outcome of our families' agreement but at some point,I figured that it's not worth getting angry at eachother because of them.It's us against them and it had always been that way.

7) I'm trying to pull myself together and get committed to a regular job.I've been sending out applications (eventhough I am still attached to my current part-time job). I don't know if I can pull off a day to day regular job.I like part-timing coz I know I can walk away anytime.I'm not a fan of seriousness.I love my free time and flexibility to do what ever I want whenever I want :/

There........7 thingys..........and I'mma tag who ever who reads this.Haha!

Arcadia,USJ11

Went to see the apartment there this morning.It is SOOOOOOOOOO BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!We're so moving there!We're gonna confirm a contract on Saturday and as much as we both love Ritze Perdana (A WHOLE LOT!) The fact that we cannot take Kecik and Snow Bear (and Bedah) with us is major turn off.

*I know Shu really3 super lurve that place*

The good thing about this new place we discovered is that it is super quiet.Its so tranquil.It's the kind of home we'd wanna go back to after shopping (and work) and stuff.AND....Kecik and Snow Bear are able to stay with us ^_^ PLUS,they'll have more space to run around in compared to the previous condo we went to see earlier in the week.

*WAH!So close to Sunway Pyramid.......I can so go to M.A.C. every other day!YEY!*

I am going to meet up with the wedding planner on the 4th.Mum gave him a heads up about my fussy-ness with the products their gonna use on me face!Well,good for him.I am not THAT fussy but I do think an awful lot about what I'm gonna be wearing on my face all day long.It's a good thing for him that I have most products of my own already.

Anywho,Kecik is far from kecik.He's so big that he can't even fit through the window grills :p

Got meself a round brush (hair brush) FINALLY!

There's been way too much drama last week.I don't know if it's a pre-marriage thingy but it sucks.A LOT!I love hanging out with Shu.He's my bitchin' BFF ^_^

*Maybe I should name my new band (in-the-making) Konichiwa Bitch!*

Oh yeah,was at Lancome earlier today.I was curious about their Oscillating Power Foundation but when I was talking to the girl at the counter,she said that the product is only gonna arrive some time next year.WTF?!

I don't know why but everytime I go into some random drug store or cosmetic shop,I tend to ask Shu if he wanted some false lashes when in fact,,his lashes are already long and curled!

me lurves this song!

Call you up in the middle of the night

Like a firefly without a light

You were there like a slow torch burning

I was a key that could use a little turning

So tired that I couldn't even sleep

So many secrets I couldn't keep

Promised myself I wouldn't weep

One more promise I couldn't keep

It seems no one can help me now

I'm in too deep

There's no way out

This time I have really led myself astray

Runaway train never going back

Wrong way on a one way track

Seems like I should be getting somewhere

Somehow I'm neither here no there

Can you help me remember how to smile

Make it somehow all seem worthwhile

How on earth did I get so jaded

Life's mystery seems so faded

I can go where no one else can go

I know what no one else knows

Here I am just drownin' in the rain

With a ticket for a runaway train

Everything is cut and dry

Day and night, earth and sky

Somehow I just don't believe it

Bought a ticket for a runaway train

Like a madman laughin' at the rain

Little out of touch, little insane

Just easier than dealing with the pain

Runaway train never comin' back

Runaway train tearin' up the track

Runaway train burnin' in my veins

Runaway but it always seems the same