Here's the truth about everything that's been going down in the last couple of months.I am slowly deteriorating.Very soon,I might just self destruct.I can't do this anymore.It's hard to talk to myself or to talk to Kecik for that matter.He doesn't say anything.He probably doesn't know what's been happening.
I am not paying attention in classes.Well,except for Arabic coz its a language subject.I can't think of writing my EAP paper eventhough I already have an outline with drafts and stuff.I am failing some subjects for midterms and quizzes.I have trouble paying attention especially to stuff which aren't really comprhendable.
I am alone and I don't know where I'm going.I wish to say goodbye for good.I can't stand this world I live in.There's too much pain and I cannot do anything to stop it.I can't even make my own pain go away.I too am counting down the days till this world finally breaks apart.I hope I won't live long enough to have to live through that.I have enough on my back as it is.
I don't know why I keep trying so hard at a lot of things.I can't do it.I should have known.I am not as strong as I thought I was.I am not as smart as I always hoped to be.I can't keep up.I keep getting stuck and talking to other people makes me feel like I am speaking a different language altogether.One that no one understands.
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
project total annihilation
I often wonder why is it that I despise human beings so much.I am ashamed to say that I am one.It's annoying coz for a being designed.......created with a lot of advantages,we pretty much messed up BIG TIME.
Firstly,we can't live in peace with one another.Always finding eachother's faults and flaws and killing eachother and always trying to make the other person fall.We are a whole bunch of destructive creatures living together.When we're done destroying one another,we'd destroy Mother Earth until there's nothing left.
Yesterday,my lecturer said he doesn't like rain because it causes flood and destroys a lot of things.There is absolutely nothing wrong with rain.It's what people have done to nature that causes flood and stuff.It's called nature for a reason.Duh!
Apart from being destructive and all,we can't help but not progress in life.We become less and less intelligent as time goes by.I think the minds of people in general are deteriorating.There's no advancement at all.Because we are shallow in thinking,we only look at progress in the light of physical development and nothing more.
The mind is a very powerful tool.We tend to forget that.So instead of thinking of issues that matters where living is concerned,we think we are being advanced by building and creating things which doesn't benefit us much.Most of the time,it just costs a lot.Yeah you'd probably feel a wee bit more intelligent.Truth is,you're not that far ahead in life.
We are human beings.We destroy.
Firstly,we can't live in peace with one another.Always finding eachother's faults and flaws and killing eachother and always trying to make the other person fall.We are a whole bunch of destructive creatures living together.When we're done destroying one another,we'd destroy Mother Earth until there's nothing left.
Yesterday,my lecturer said he doesn't like rain because it causes flood and destroys a lot of things.There is absolutely nothing wrong with rain.It's what people have done to nature that causes flood and stuff.It's called nature for a reason.Duh!
Apart from being destructive and all,we can't help but not progress in life.We become less and less intelligent as time goes by.I think the minds of people in general are deteriorating.There's no advancement at all.Because we are shallow in thinking,we only look at progress in the light of physical development and nothing more.
The mind is a very powerful tool.We tend to forget that.So instead of thinking of issues that matters where living is concerned,we think we are being advanced by building and creating things which doesn't benefit us much.Most of the time,it just costs a lot.Yeah you'd probably feel a wee bit more intelligent.Truth is,you're not that far ahead in life.
We are human beings.We destroy.
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
sunrays through the clouds
Another rainy day.Another time getting soaked in the pouring rain from having to run to the car.Another lepak session with Lina-san after Mazlan-sensei's class.
It was funny how I bumped into Israr and asked if it's safe to run to the car with all the lightning and stuff.I don't trust my slippers (coz I doubt if the bottoms are rubber) I might have been the perfect conductor for the highly charged electricity to earth!
No,I was NOT struck by lightning and condemned to doom!
WTF?!
I am officially screwed.NOT LITERALLY!Got up this morning and felt like the whole world is gonna come down on me.It didn't.Except for the part where I realized how crappy my performance is for certain classes,I think my day turned out pretty well.
For starters,Mazlan-sensei did NOT kill me for NOT showing up for class last week!I have a particularly good reason for that.NOT an excuse!
I enjoyed Nadia's presentation.I don't have the guts to do what she did for her presentation!Kudos to Nadia-san! ^_^ No,I did NOT volunteer to present for next class.Not up for it.And NO,I do NOT volunteer.It takes too much effort.
Haha!
Was talking to Lina about men and infidelity and how stupid they are when it comes to doing what's right. *sigh* It's hard to speak to people who haven't the slightest idea what they are talking about.With weak understanding and poor arguements,they can never make me understand what it is they learn and what they fail to comprehend. *more sighing*
And then,my mum was crying after watching the clip of that 15-year old kid who got beat-up by his seniors in school.Keywords:unbecoming,uncivilized,lack of civic consciousness.Failure in education system?Maybe.But what exactly shapes the mentality of the society?How do you educate people who cannot be taught anymore?
For example,the difference between someone who is educated and someone who is not,someone who wants to be educated and someone who refuse to be educated.Upbringing.The word justification is very subjective.Maybe different people have different ways in justifying themselves.
Some people feel like violence is a solution.Some people don't.At one end,my sister and I thought boarding schools are fucked up coz the kids are pressured into getting themselves "disciplined" but actually they are not.That isn't entirely true.I came from a day school.The kids are still fucked up.
I remember my disciplinary teacher back in school told us all that we are a bunch of cowards for having to bring our "gang" along when it comes to confrontations and shit like that.Why risk getting yourself and your future for one stupid minor problem?Why not make an everlasting impact to that other person?Why not call upon Hell Girl?<---NOT a solution.
I think the objective of getting even is to come out as the winner WITHOUT losing anything.I am almost done thinking of all the shit that goes about in this world I live in.Like the other day in the news when all these so called "rempits" beat the shit out of a dude.Having to deal with such creatures,you have to at least try to see things the way they do.I can't.I am not one of them and I refuse to see what they see.To me,they are as unbecoming as any human being can be.I am not helping at all.I know.
On the not-so-brighter side of the world,went to see Kamal at the hospital but he was alseep so my mum,my brothers and I just left the tin of bicuits with a note at his side and left.I hope he gets better SOON!RadioEdit CANNOT afford to lose THE guitarist!
It was funny how I bumped into Israr and asked if it's safe to run to the car with all the lightning and stuff.I don't trust my slippers (coz I doubt if the bottoms are rubber) I might have been the perfect conductor for the highly charged electricity to earth!
No,I was NOT struck by lightning and condemned to doom!
WTF?!
I am officially screwed.NOT LITERALLY!Got up this morning and felt like the whole world is gonna come down on me.It didn't.Except for the part where I realized how crappy my performance is for certain classes,I think my day turned out pretty well.
For starters,Mazlan-sensei did NOT kill me for NOT showing up for class last week!I have a particularly good reason for that.NOT an excuse!
I enjoyed Nadia's presentation.I don't have the guts to do what she did for her presentation!Kudos to Nadia-san! ^_^ No,I did NOT volunteer to present for next class.Not up for it.And NO,I do NOT volunteer.It takes too much effort.
Haha!
Was talking to Lina about men and infidelity and how stupid they are when it comes to doing what's right. *sigh* It's hard to speak to people who haven't the slightest idea what they are talking about.With weak understanding and poor arguements,they can never make me understand what it is they learn and what they fail to comprehend. *more sighing*
And then,my mum was crying after watching the clip of that 15-year old kid who got beat-up by his seniors in school.Keywords:unbecoming,uncivilized,lack of civic consciousness.Failure in education system?Maybe.But what exactly shapes the mentality of the society?How do you educate people who cannot be taught anymore?
For example,the difference between someone who is educated and someone who is not,someone who wants to be educated and someone who refuse to be educated.Upbringing.The word justification is very subjective.Maybe different people have different ways in justifying themselves.
Some people feel like violence is a solution.Some people don't.At one end,my sister and I thought boarding schools are fucked up coz the kids are pressured into getting themselves "disciplined" but actually they are not.That isn't entirely true.I came from a day school.The kids are still fucked up.
I remember my disciplinary teacher back in school told us all that we are a bunch of cowards for having to bring our "gang" along when it comes to confrontations and shit like that.Why risk getting yourself and your future for one stupid minor problem?Why not make an everlasting impact to that other person?Why not call upon Hell Girl?<---NOT a solution.
I think the objective of getting even is to come out as the winner WITHOUT losing anything.I am almost done thinking of all the shit that goes about in this world I live in.Like the other day in the news when all these so called "rempits" beat the shit out of a dude.Having to deal with such creatures,you have to at least try to see things the way they do.I can't.I am not one of them and I refuse to see what they see.To me,they are as unbecoming as any human being can be.I am not helping at all.I know.
On the not-so-brighter side of the world,went to see Kamal at the hospital but he was alseep so my mum,my brothers and I just left the tin of bicuits with a note at his side and left.I hope he gets better SOON!RadioEdit CANNOT afford to lose THE guitarist!
Monday, March 02, 2009
theater fest@UNITEN
I am really not up for classes.Especially with the results I got today.I've been studying but maybe I didn't study hard enough.Maybe I read all the wrong things.Maybe I got confused.Who knows.
I'm really tired and sleepy now.
Got up earlier than usual for class today.Started the day off by helping Shu catch Kecik.He crossed the road and almost got hit by a car.My mum was wondering why Shu was running across the road.Should have known better.That little orange furball has knowledge of the world across the road now!It wouldn't be so worrying if he's actually careful when crossing roads.The thing is,he's not.He is completely oblivious!And cars on that road would speed like crazy.
Anywho,Shu ended up not going to class coz it turns out that he hasn't got any.Except for that lab session he missed this morning coz he couldn't get up on time.He had trouble sleeping last night.He called me up on my cellphone while I was asleep at about 1am.Gave him a wake up call at 6:45am and he was already up.Apparently,Kecik woke him up at 6:30am-ish coz he wanted to go out.Thinking that he sounded wide awake,I went back to sleep and got up at 8am.There were no messages on my cellphone.I assumed Shu fell asleep.He did.He just got out from the shower when I went downstairs to iron some stuff.
Had breakfast with my folks for a bit and then Shu,Ash and I left for campus.It's pretty cool to be early for classes again.I've been trying to get out from the whole mess with the finance unit.I don't ever wanna have to go through that shit ever again!
Didn't miss any classes today!Sugoi ne?!
Hung around with Shu and helped him clean up his place while waiting for nightfall<---kikikiki (laughing like Kururu) The play began at 8:15pm-ish but since it was raining......well,with the lightning and all,we decided to stay in till the weather subsided.Had dinner at UP10 and then Shu escorted me home till the KJ lrt station,then we went our seperate ways *sob sob*
Funny news I got from mum when I got home.Kamal had been admitted to the hospital near my house.He didn't tell anyone.Not even Aunty Intan coz he said he didn't want to worry his mum :/ He actually went through a surgery!No wonder he didn't reply my text messages yesterday.Well,until he recovers,there won't be any basking or jamming sessions for RadioEdit.
I'm really tired and sleepy now.
Got up earlier than usual for class today.Started the day off by helping Shu catch Kecik.He crossed the road and almost got hit by a car.My mum was wondering why Shu was running across the road.Should have known better.That little orange furball has knowledge of the world across the road now!It wouldn't be so worrying if he's actually careful when crossing roads.The thing is,he's not.He is completely oblivious!And cars on that road would speed like crazy.
Anywho,Shu ended up not going to class coz it turns out that he hasn't got any.Except for that lab session he missed this morning coz he couldn't get up on time.He had trouble sleeping last night.He called me up on my cellphone while I was asleep at about 1am.Gave him a wake up call at 6:45am and he was already up.Apparently,Kecik woke him up at 6:30am-ish coz he wanted to go out.Thinking that he sounded wide awake,I went back to sleep and got up at 8am.There were no messages on my cellphone.I assumed Shu fell asleep.He did.He just got out from the shower when I went downstairs to iron some stuff.
Had breakfast with my folks for a bit and then Shu,Ash and I left for campus.It's pretty cool to be early for classes again.I've been trying to get out from the whole mess with the finance unit.I don't ever wanna have to go through that shit ever again!
Didn't miss any classes today!Sugoi ne?!
Hung around with Shu and helped him clean up his place while waiting for nightfall<---kikikiki (laughing like Kururu) The play began at 8:15pm-ish but since it was raining......well,with the lightning and all,we decided to stay in till the weather subsided.Had dinner at UP10 and then Shu escorted me home till the KJ lrt station,then we went our seperate ways *sob sob*
Funny news I got from mum when I got home.Kamal had been admitted to the hospital near my house.He didn't tell anyone.Not even Aunty Intan coz he said he didn't want to worry his mum :/ He actually went through a surgery!No wonder he didn't reply my text messages yesterday.Well,until he recovers,there won't be any basking or jamming sessions for RadioEdit.
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Walkürie
Went to watch Valkyrie.I must say,I love the movie (especially the dude who portrayed Adolf Hitler!) I love the suspense build-up.I love the plotting and all......the setting,the costumes.........everything was just awesome.I was a wee bit disappointed with the fact that the actors did NOT speak Deutsch.Ok,Cruise did say some stuff in Deutsch at the beginning of the movie but he spoke with his American accent!Meanwhile,the other actors spoke with an English accent!They are SUPPOSED TO BE GERMANS!At LEAST have a Deutsch accent eventhough they don't speak the language!
Oh yeah,we (Shu and I) watched The Curious Case of Benjamin Button after my class this morning.I am not a fan of Fitzgerald but the movie was not bad.Some parts are a bit slow but it was nice.
I love the fact that we finally got time out to watch those 2 movies coz we've been wanting to watch them since they first came out but we were swarmed with work.It doesn't feel so bad to not do anything work-related sometimes.
Was at my aunt's place for dinner.My uncle found a kitten in a drain somewhere near my aunt's place while we were hanging out at the porch.It must be less than a month old.Maybe slightly more.He (I assume it's a male kitten) was hungry and cold so we brought him in and fed him a little.He got comfortable when we left.That's a good sign.Hopefully,he'll stick around.I call him Hitler coz he has a white face but there's this black line under his nose which looks like a moustache ^_^ He's chomel!
Oh yeah,we (Shu and I) watched The Curious Case of Benjamin Button after my class this morning.I am not a fan of Fitzgerald but the movie was not bad.Some parts are a bit slow but it was nice.
I love the fact that we finally got time out to watch those 2 movies coz we've been wanting to watch them since they first came out but we were swarmed with work.It doesn't feel so bad to not do anything work-related sometimes.
Was at my aunt's place for dinner.My uncle found a kitten in a drain somewhere near my aunt's place while we were hanging out at the porch.It must be less than a month old.Maybe slightly more.He (I assume it's a male kitten) was hungry and cold so we brought him in and fed him a little.He got comfortable when we left.That's a good sign.Hopefully,he'll stick around.I call him Hitler coz he has a white face but there's this black line under his nose which looks like a moustache ^_^ He's chomel!
Friday, February 27, 2009
7 facts you may not know about me
- I wrote my first song when I was 15 or 16 years old.
- I'd go with my acoustic guitar over the electric guitar anytime.
- I fell in love when I was 17 and I am ever so thankful to be given a second chance to carry on loving this person now and insyallah for many years to come.
- I am an animal lover.
- I was suppose to have another sister (apart from Wani) but my mum had a miscarriage.
- I am afraid of heights and small spaces.
- I love doing my own thing (on my own) than going along in groups (big or small).
7 things that scare me
- losing the people I love
- heights
- small spaces
- things that can sting
- playing a show and my guitar string snaps in the middle of the show.DAMN IT!I hate it when that happens during jamming sessions!
- not being able to do the things I like
- losing my freedom
7 songs that I like most
- 7 is way too few to be narrowed down.I'm a music lover.Can't select songs coz all songs are different and unique in their own way.........
7 phrases that I say the most
- What The FUCK?!
- Move bitch,get outta my way! (when I'm driving)
- Whatcha dooooin'?
- Kiotsuke!Me wo kuishibare!
- Pekopon-JIN/Pekopon!
- Baka!
- Kore wa KANTOI desu!
7 of my precious things
- my guitar
- my band
- my music files
- my cables
- my distortion pedal
- my notebook
- cars (in general regardless if I drive them)
7 memorable first times
- the first time I met Shu
- my first date with Shu
- my first kiss
- my first jamming session in a band
- my first time playing a song I wrote in public
- my first time driving
- my first time watching Avril Lavigne LIVE IN KL (with SHU!)
7 friends to tag
- Shu
- you readers (maybe more than 7 peeps huh? ;p)
Thursday, February 26, 2009
thanks to 2nd Class Private Foxburr-san...........
My long fought battle with the finance division is over.I swear that they need a major make over of their system.It's completely fucked up.Not to mention the trouble they caused me (a hundreds of other students).To think that they have the cheek to say crappy shit like "oh,she's a 4th year student.She should already know how to go about this" Here's the thing,if I have to pay 5 times the minimum rate of being blocked/barred from pre-registering my subjects,doesn't it seem a bit screwed up that they waited till the amount came up to 5 times the minimum amount of getting blocked?
5 TIMES THE MINIMUM AMOUNT!
Of course,things like how the hell am I supposed to withdraw such a HUGE amount of cash in a day just to get my name cleared off never crossed their minds.........
*sigh*
So,after hanging around not being able to do anything at all at about 11am this morning,my mum finally called me and changed the plan completely.Shu and I headed home to get the cash from my mum.Banked in the stash and we could only get started on settling the entire mess at 2pm onwards coz the Finance Unit closes for lunch break at 12:30pm.
*more sighing*
Shu actually helped me by getting a headstart at lining up at the finance unit.I had a class at 2pm for crying out loud!Have they no idea how many classes I have sacrificed in order to get this crappy mess out of my head?!Bakara Pekopon-jin!
Thank you so much for helping me out today,Foxburr-san!
de arimasu!
5 TIMES THE MINIMUM AMOUNT!
Of course,things like how the hell am I supposed to withdraw such a HUGE amount of cash in a day just to get my name cleared off never crossed their minds.........
*sigh*
So,after hanging around not being able to do anything at all at about 11am this morning,my mum finally called me and changed the plan completely.Shu and I headed home to get the cash from my mum.Banked in the stash and we could only get started on settling the entire mess at 2pm onwards coz the Finance Unit closes for lunch break at 12:30pm.
*more sighing*
Shu actually helped me by getting a headstart at lining up at the finance unit.I had a class at 2pm for crying out loud!Have they no idea how many classes I have sacrificed in order to get this crappy mess out of my head?!Bakara Pekopon-jin!
Thank you so much for helping me out today,Foxburr-san!
de arimasu!
after much deliberation.........
I shall die with honor in Mazlan-san's class tomorrow........de arimasu!..........or maybe not.Hahaha!I've had a rather funny semester.It was my first time taking Arabic classes and of all things to do,I had to do Arabic 2 without doing the 1st Arabic class all coz I couldn't get into the damn class.Later on,I found out that Dr. Wejdan is also teaching the Arabic 1 class :/
Anywho,there are only 8 of us in that class.Well,before this there were about 13 of us.2 got kicked out for certain reasons.1 dude just disappeared after about half a month of classes.Dr. Wejdan's sarcasm is just awesome!Also,he'd sometimes blurt out funny things only coz my classmates are a bunch of goof.
Earlier in the semester,I thought EAP was gonna be the ultimate highlight coz I really suck at writing academic stuff.Dr. Salim is actually pretty laid back.He doesn't really pressure us with work.Instead,he'd be telling us a whole bunch of stories in class.
My Fiqh class are on Mondays,Wednesdays and Fridays.10am till about 11am.I've never taken classes with Dr. Affandi before.Turns out,he is one funny dude.He draws a lot and he loves placing bets when it comes to answering questions in classes.Usually,he'd bet on things he knows we aren't really sure of.His drawings are usually completed with names and fine details.
The other class I'd usually miss is Dr. Chuah's Methods of Da'wah.I think it's coz it drags on till about 1:20pm and I have Arabic at 2pm on the same day.
As much as it sucks to get up super early on Saturday mornings,I really3 lurve going for my Automotive Skills class.I've learned so much in that class and I never regret asking questions about cars coz I'd never know otherwise.My instructors are superkool people and I am getting quite comfortable around the Engineering Workshop ^_^
Anywho..........Qarim's VISA might not get clearence coz he's not in school and he's not working.He might get left behind and my mum will be leaving on March 12th with Azim.That would really suck!
Anywho,there are only 8 of us in that class.Well,before this there were about 13 of us.2 got kicked out for certain reasons.1 dude just disappeared after about half a month of classes.Dr. Wejdan's sarcasm is just awesome!Also,he'd sometimes blurt out funny things only coz my classmates are a bunch of goof.
Earlier in the semester,I thought EAP was gonna be the ultimate highlight coz I really suck at writing academic stuff.Dr. Salim is actually pretty laid back.He doesn't really pressure us with work.Instead,he'd be telling us a whole bunch of stories in class.
My Fiqh class are on Mondays,Wednesdays and Fridays.10am till about 11am.I've never taken classes with Dr. Affandi before.Turns out,he is one funny dude.He draws a lot and he loves placing bets when it comes to answering questions in classes.Usually,he'd bet on things he knows we aren't really sure of.His drawings are usually completed with names and fine details.
The other class I'd usually miss is Dr. Chuah's Methods of Da'wah.I think it's coz it drags on till about 1:20pm and I have Arabic at 2pm on the same day.
As much as it sucks to get up super early on Saturday mornings,I really3 lurve going for my Automotive Skills class.I've learned so much in that class and I never regret asking questions about cars coz I'd never know otherwise.My instructors are superkool people and I am getting quite comfortable around the Engineering Workshop ^_^
Anywho..........Qarim's VISA might not get clearence coz he's not in school and he's not working.He might get left behind and my mum will be leaving on March 12th with Azim.That would really suck!
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
i'm not rajin........
I'm just slowly slacking off.Sorta.Was dead tired this morning so I decided to sleep-in a little longer.Missed 2 classes this morning.Can't miss Arabic later at 2pm.Anxious and eager both at once.
Hahaha!
I don't think I'll be sticking around for the gathering.I have to get home and start working.
Yes,the invasion on Pekopon has begun!Watch your backs,Pekopon-jin!
Hahaha!
I don't think I'll be sticking around for the gathering.I have to get home and start working.
Yes,the invasion on Pekopon has begun!Watch your backs,Pekopon-jin!
just as I was about to look forward to a calmer week.......
I have to attend a mass gathering at 5pm tomorrow and it's compulsory!Leh mo kao cho ah?!!!!!!!I'm planning to just turn up for a while and head home......or something..........
Hah!After all the headache I went through last weekend doing all the work and presentation and studying for Monday and Tuesday,I have to brace myself for more work to come in the coming week T_T
It doesn't help that while doing my Arabic midterm,I had the Keroro Gunsou song playing over and over in my head!I don't do well when it comes to thinking without scribbling on some paper........couldn't do that on the Arabic question paper coz we had to write our answers in it and then pass it up.Still,I think I scribbled a bit of hiragana here and there.........and probably some one-word questions in romaji!
This morning,I was trying to write the groupwork paper properly but the voice of Hang Tuah (Stephen-Rahman Hughes) from PGL The Musical kept playing over and over in my head coz I woke up with the song he sang throughout the Malacca theme..........NVM............
I really need to get Keroro's voice out of my head!Tamama's too!
Gunsou-SAN!!!!!!!!!!
Hah!After all the headache I went through last weekend doing all the work and presentation and studying for Monday and Tuesday,I have to brace myself for more work to come in the coming week T_T
It doesn't help that while doing my Arabic midterm,I had the Keroro Gunsou song playing over and over in my head!I don't do well when it comes to thinking without scribbling on some paper........couldn't do that on the Arabic question paper coz we had to write our answers in it and then pass it up.Still,I think I scribbled a bit of hiragana here and there.........and probably some one-word questions in romaji!
This morning,I was trying to write the groupwork paper properly but the voice of Hang Tuah (Stephen-Rahman Hughes) from PGL The Musical kept playing over and over in my head coz I woke up with the song he sang throughout the Malacca theme..........NVM............
I really need to get Keroro's voice out of my head!Tamama's too!
Gunsou-SAN!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, February 23, 2009
gomene......
Tried to sleep-in this morning.Couldn't do that.Had so much to do.Shu was up early eventhough he's been studying all night right up till 4am.He helped me a lot today.Got my Computer Applications homework done.Studying Arabic every now and then in between doing my other assignments.I have a midterm tomorrow and I have a presentation at noon.Good luck to me.I have a good mind to not turn up for class on Tuesday.I would.Believe me,I would.
I'm worried about Shu's condition.He said he pulled a muscle while playing badminton the other day.Then,today he said he can't put pressure on his right leg.He looks so much in pain when ever he walks so I keep telling him to sit down.Funny thing is,I was the one who played badminton with bare feet.He couldn't have possibly cracked a bone coz his leg isn't swollen.I just hope he'll get better.
We're both suffering from a severe back pain thanks to sitting at the computer all day trying to finish off work and stuff.My work,mostly.
Oh yeah,my uncle called me and told me to head over to my aunt's place ASAP coz Aunty Maz was home alone and she said she saw some people trying to break into the house and that she was scared.Shu and I headed over to my uncle's place to get him and then we went to my aunt's place.By the time we got there,my aunt was already home from work and Aunty Maz said that the police had already checked the place and left.
Thank God nothing happened........
Kecik has finally learned the art of climbing over the walls and the gate.Now,he spends his nights climbing the tree outside.I just hope he won't get stuck.His eyes have turned gold-ish now and sooner or later,he won't be so kecik anymore.Ezuan says that he's fat now.He's long-ish and bigger but probably not fat eventhough he eats so much more than the other cats in the house./
I'm worried about Shu's condition.He said he pulled a muscle while playing badminton the other day.Then,today he said he can't put pressure on his right leg.He looks so much in pain when ever he walks so I keep telling him to sit down.Funny thing is,I was the one who played badminton with bare feet.He couldn't have possibly cracked a bone coz his leg isn't swollen.I just hope he'll get better.
We're both suffering from a severe back pain thanks to sitting at the computer all day trying to finish off work and stuff.My work,mostly.
Oh yeah,my uncle called me and told me to head over to my aunt's place ASAP coz Aunty Maz was home alone and she said she saw some people trying to break into the house and that she was scared.Shu and I headed over to my uncle's place to get him and then we went to my aunt's place.By the time we got there,my aunt was already home from work and Aunty Maz said that the police had already checked the place and left.
Thank God nothing happened........
Kecik has finally learned the art of climbing over the walls and the gate.Now,he spends his nights climbing the tree outside.I just hope he won't get stuck.His eyes have turned gold-ish now and sooner or later,he won't be so kecik anymore.Ezuan says that he's fat now.He's long-ish and bigger but probably not fat eventhough he eats so much more than the other cats in the house./
Saturday, February 21, 2009
pekopon-jin!
Last night was a blast!Shu and I got tickets to the 3rd season of PGL The Musical about a month ago,the night finally came and inspite my crazy schedule and all the crappy things that's been going on about school,I am just glad that we both enjoyed ourselves ^_^
I went to watch the musical last year but I sat higher up at the balcony.This time around,Shu picked some suh-weet spots for us.Got to to watch the play up- close.I could actually see (and hear) the musicians play live music throughout the entire show!And of course,I saw every single detail of the costumes and props!
Got home at about midnight and I think I finally got some sleep at about 1am.Got up at 6:45am this morning for my automotive skills class at 8am.Now,I am studying for the midterm paper tonight.Maybe I should sleep-in for a bit tomorrow morning and then start studying for my other midterm paper on Monday.......then again,I do have a presentation at noon on that same day.Hmm......I guess I'll be kissing that sweet ol' sleep-in goodbye!
Oh yeah!And that DVD assignment is due on Tuesday!
Watashi wa penat desu!
I went to watch the musical last year but I sat higher up at the balcony.This time around,Shu picked some suh-weet spots for us.Got to to watch the play up- close.I could actually see (and hear) the musicians play live music throughout the entire show!And of course,I saw every single detail of the costumes and props!
Got home at about midnight and I think I finally got some sleep at about 1am.Got up at 6:45am this morning for my automotive skills class at 8am.Now,I am studying for the midterm paper tonight.Maybe I should sleep-in for a bit tomorrow morning and then start studying for my other midterm paper on Monday.......then again,I do have a presentation at noon on that same day.Hmm......I guess I'll be kissing that sweet ol' sleep-in goodbye!
Oh yeah!And that DVD assignment is due on Tuesday!
Watashi wa penat desu!
Thursday, February 19, 2009
troublemaker:framed
Rashid's cellphone ended up on the roof outside his room window.He suspect that it was Kecik's doing.As much as I doubt it,it is a possibility because Kecik has been biting and dragging Ravi all over the house so he might have tried doing the same thing with Rashid's cellphone.Who knows.Kecik has anger management problems and he has a different personality when the sun goes down.God knows if he is actually a cat to begin with!
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
I used to have time to observe and then think over the things I see
I just have way too many things to do these days and they are mostly school-related.As much as I want to just not care about them,I know I just can't........
Then again,one of the other reasons I just couldn't bring myself to be serious about the things around me anymore is because watching or reading news would either annoy the shit outta me or it would just ruin my day.
For example,my mum and I were at the bank tonight and when we stepped out,a boy gave us salam.He's only 14 and he's from a school all the way in Port Dickson.He was there trying to sell us some balm in order to help him get money for his school or something.When my mum asked,he said his teacher was coming to get him and he has school in the morning.I don't know about my mum but I felt really sorry for the poor kid.
I often wonder what I could do to prevent kids from having to do such things regardless if they are orphans (or not).I just think it's completely unfair for the kids.And then,I saw some kids doing some street dance thingy on TV while I was at Aunty Intan's.Kids who probably have nothing else better to do.Ok,dancing in public places is harmless.But I do wonder if that is all they ever do coz I've seen some kids younger than those on that show who are working so hard to earn a living.
I don't like watching kids having to do things they aren't supposed to do like begging or doing odd jobs when they are supposed to be in school.Why are there still kids out there living at a minimum and having to pay a price for something which is not their fault to begin with?Most kids don't have a choice but to work I suppose while other kids just give up either coz they already have what they need or simply because they just don't care.
Then again,one of the other reasons I just couldn't bring myself to be serious about the things around me anymore is because watching or reading news would either annoy the shit outta me or it would just ruin my day.
For example,my mum and I were at the bank tonight and when we stepped out,a boy gave us salam.He's only 14 and he's from a school all the way in Port Dickson.He was there trying to sell us some balm in order to help him get money for his school or something.When my mum asked,he said his teacher was coming to get him and he has school in the morning.I don't know about my mum but I felt really sorry for the poor kid.
I often wonder what I could do to prevent kids from having to do such things regardless if they are orphans (or not).I just think it's completely unfair for the kids.And then,I saw some kids doing some street dance thingy on TV while I was at Aunty Intan's.Kids who probably have nothing else better to do.Ok,dancing in public places is harmless.But I do wonder if that is all they ever do coz I've seen some kids younger than those on that show who are working so hard to earn a living.
I don't like watching kids having to do things they aren't supposed to do like begging or doing odd jobs when they are supposed to be in school.Why are there still kids out there living at a minimum and having to pay a price for something which is not their fault to begin with?Most kids don't have a choice but to work I suppose while other kids just give up either coz they already have what they need or simply because they just don't care.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
ki o tsuke!me o kushibare!
I had a blast today.Went to class as usual.Had lunch with Lina and Diba over at Calypso.It was a long lunch.We were laughing and chatting and laughing.Diba is superfunny.Then,I headed back to campus coz I had to go see Mazlan-san about my homework.On my way there,I bumped into Akmal and Naimah.They sang me a birthday song at the corridor!
Anywho,headed over to UNITEN after that.Shu made plans for the evening and he had already requested for permission from my folks about a month ago.He said that his plans were only supposed to begin at about 7:30pm-ish but since there were last minute changes,we met up at about 4pm.
We didn't do much in the day but at about 6pm,we headed over to Mutiara Damansara.Shu took me to Bubba Gump Shrimp Co. for dinner.I've never been there.The food was supernice!Oh yeah,their traditional birthday celebration may not exactly be like Uncle Chillies or TGIF but I still had to stand on a chair and shake my booty!I'll upload a video soon........hik hik hik<---laughing like Kururu
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Anywho,headed over to UNITEN after that.Shu made plans for the evening and he had already requested for permission from my folks about a month ago.He said that his plans were only supposed to begin at about 7:30pm-ish but since there were last minute changes,we met up at about 4pm.
We didn't do much in the day but at about 6pm,we headed over to Mutiara Damansara.Shu took me to Bubba Gump Shrimp Co. for dinner.I've never been there.The food was supernice!Oh yeah,their traditional birthday celebration may not exactly be like Uncle Chillies or TGIF but I still had to stand on a chair and shake my booty!I'll upload a video soon........hik hik hik<---laughing like Kururu
kerokerokerokerokerokerokerokerokerokerokerokerokerokerokerokerokerokero
what a thing to do the moment the clock hits 12!
I was getting annoyed by Kecik who now conveniently comes into my room as and when he pleases.He was doing some really weird things like sniffing and licking the floor.Then,he started sniffing my guitar case.After that,he started messing up my room,toppled over the laundry basket and stuff.I got annoyed so I sent him out.He cleverly pushes the door open and makes his way right back into my room.I decided to put him a little further than before but as soon as I drop him onto the floor,he runs back into my room before I could get to the room door!
Shu said it's probably a way for him say Happy Birthday to me.Thanks!
Shu was the first to call to wish me the moment it turned February the 17th.LinZy and Stitch text me right after that but my damn network has expired so I can't reply any text messages nor can I make any calls!DAMN!My sister called at about 12:40am.She has a paper in the morning.
I had a fun but very tiring day.Went to classes as usual.Didn't miss any of them and I didn't miss out on anything from missing classes last week.Also,my arabic lecturer didn't mind that I missed his class last week.Seriously,I had a severe headache.I went straight to bed the moment I got home.
Anywho,went over to Cyberjaya with Shu to get LinZy.Her apartment is nice.The thing is,there a loads of nice apartments there which is selling at a quite reasonable price.It's just that Cyberjaya is all the way at one end of the universe so I'd probably get cut off from the rest of the world and if I were to go to the city for gigs or whatever,I'd have to pay tolls and more tolls.If and unless I work there in the future then I probably would consider living there.
Oh yeah,got LinZy-san and since she got her first paycheck already,she belanja-ed Shu and I for late lunch.The food was good!We headed back to campus to catch the Nusantara Theater Week's first play.Ash was part of the cast.Shu and I couldn't stay long coz I wanted to make sure that there are still trains for Shu to take back to his place.
I'm tired now but I have some things to do finish before going to bed.........Kecik is still acting weird and scaring the shit outta me!
Shu said it's probably a way for him say Happy Birthday to me.Thanks!
Shu was the first to call to wish me the moment it turned February the 17th.LinZy and Stitch text me right after that but my damn network has expired so I can't reply any text messages nor can I make any calls!DAMN!My sister called at about 12:40am.She has a paper in the morning.
I had a fun but very tiring day.Went to classes as usual.Didn't miss any of them and I didn't miss out on anything from missing classes last week.Also,my arabic lecturer didn't mind that I missed his class last week.Seriously,I had a severe headache.I went straight to bed the moment I got home.
Anywho,went over to Cyberjaya with Shu to get LinZy.Her apartment is nice.The thing is,there a loads of nice apartments there which is selling at a quite reasonable price.It's just that Cyberjaya is all the way at one end of the universe so I'd probably get cut off from the rest of the world and if I were to go to the city for gigs or whatever,I'd have to pay tolls and more tolls.If and unless I work there in the future then I probably would consider living there.
Oh yeah,got LinZy-san and since she got her first paycheck already,she belanja-ed Shu and I for late lunch.The food was good!We headed back to campus to catch the Nusantara Theater Week's first play.Ash was part of the cast.Shu and I couldn't stay long coz I wanted to make sure that there are still trains for Shu to take back to his place.
I'm tired now but I have some things to do finish before going to bed.........Kecik is still acting weird and scaring the shit outta me!
Sunday, February 15, 2009
ai kotaba wa!afro gunsou!
AFRO!GUNSOU!3!2!1!FIRE!
Today must be Kecik's worst day ever!Early this morning,he was scolded for climbing up onto the dining table and then spilling a whole cup of coffee.Shu said my sister was the one who freaked him out.Still,mum wasn't happy with what happened.
Then,Shu and I took him to the park to go get Azim from his archery class.We let Kecik run around for a bit but when he got super insane all of the sudden and ran under a car,we picked him up.Shu said he has to take a bath coz he messed up his fur and his feet was covered with mud.
Shu went ahead and bathed the little furball.He wasn't very pleased with that.Then,as Kecik was happily cleaning and drying his fur,he got another shock coz my dad's friend started his huge bike that made Kecik jump.
Saturday, February 14, 2009
irashimase!
Was on campus at 8am this morning only to find out that no one was at the automotive skills booth.The group leaders fail to inform us to head over to the workshop to get some tools and car parts before going to straight to the booth.It doesn't matter.All my instructors were there anyways.Managed to help out a little.There was games and all but by noon-ish,I got super tired,hungry and sleepy so Shu and I headed out to get food and went home.
Shu shot some arrows at the archery club booth.We saw some performance by the wataniah club.It was kinda weird and funny but it was entertaining.Of course,I enjoyed watching the performance by the gamelan club.Well,it wasn't a gamelan performance but the same people performed music using all those traditional musical instruments.Shu and I tried to climb up the ladder tower thingy built by the scouts but after on step,I decided to go back down coz I do have problems with heights.Shu then totally nailed the ps2 car racing game back at my booth but we had to leave anyways so after the preliminaries.
I slept from 4pm-ish all the way to about 6:30pm.I couldn't sleep last night.I don't know whether it was because it was too hot or whatever but as soon as I was about to doze off,Rashid called me asking me to open the house door.It was 12:50am.He got back from jamming.Shu was already fast asleep.
Well,getting up at 6:30am wasn't so bad after all.I think my day went pretty well.Too bad I couldn't stay on till the end of the whole event on campus today.
Shu shot some arrows at the archery club booth.We saw some performance by the wataniah club.It was kinda weird and funny but it was entertaining.Of course,I enjoyed watching the performance by the gamelan club.Well,it wasn't a gamelan performance but the same people performed music using all those traditional musical instruments.Shu and I tried to climb up the ladder tower thingy built by the scouts but after on step,I decided to go back down coz I do have problems with heights.Shu then totally nailed the ps2 car racing game back at my booth but we had to leave anyways so after the preliminaries.
I slept from 4pm-ish all the way to about 6:30pm.I couldn't sleep last night.I don't know whether it was because it was too hot or whatever but as soon as I was about to doze off,Rashid called me asking me to open the house door.It was 12:50am.He got back from jamming.Shu was already fast asleep.
Well,getting up at 6:30am wasn't so bad after all.I think my day went pretty well.Too bad I couldn't stay on till the end of the whole event on campus today.
Friday, February 13, 2009
bakara PEKOPON!
Couldn't get to class this morning.The roads were closed.I think it was because of the stupid Le Tour crap.Just because a bunch of people are competing over something that hardly makes a difference in the lives of other people,a whole bunch of other people who has to go to work or school are held up on the roads coz the traffic police closed almost every single exit.WTF?!
Oh yeah,Shu and I are gonna give Kecik a piece of our minds later!He ran to the roadside and almost got knocked down by a car.......or some cars for that matter.Cars move really2 fast on the road opposite my house and for Kecik to pull a stunt like that,he was lucky that the first car slowed down coz he would have been gone.Shu and I shall put up a signboard on the roadside that says "PLEASE SLOW DOWN.CATS CROSSING"
Oh yeah,Shu and I are gonna give Kecik a piece of our minds later!He ran to the roadside and almost got knocked down by a car.......or some cars for that matter.Cars move really2 fast on the road opposite my house and for Kecik to pull a stunt like that,he was lucky that the first car slowed down coz he would have been gone.Shu and I shall put up a signboard on the roadside that says "PLEASE SLOW DOWN.CATS CROSSING"
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
attention world!
SPCA has loads of new kitties up for adoption!Very chomel too ^_^ Please go check them out and give them a proper place to live.They really3 need your support.It doesn't take a lot to help save a life.Also,they'd make good company ;)
http://www.spca.org.my/locations.htm
http://www.spca.org.my/locations.htm
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