territory:Shah Alam

I was in the area today coz I had some stuff to do so Shu and I decided to make our trip worth while.We went to every inch of the place hopping from one mall to another.For business purposes,of course.

It's funny how I used to live there when I was little and the most unforgettable memory I have of the old house I lived in was being chased by a hen when I was 4.My neighbor behind our house used to have chickens and sometimes they'd come downhill into our territory.I was walking outside one afternoon and I think the hen freaked out thinking that I was after one of her chicks that she chased me all the way into the house.That was not the best thing to remember.

Anywho,I've gotten all my paper work ready on my behalf.I'm just sitting to play the waiting game.Knowing me,I just can't sit around and do nothing.SO........I've decided to continue working on the company logo and stuff ^_^ It's good therapy and helps me past time.

Toodles!

drivin'

Got up early this morning just to get to mall in time before the weekend crowd hits in.Shu needed to get his business card ready coz it's already been a week and almost every other person we've met has been asking for a card and hasn't got one.SO,we finally got around to get it all printed out.

With that out of the way,we only have one little thing left to do.Getting a rubber stamp designed and ready.I've spent the last couple of days designing a company logo and I got Shu to look at them.Now,all he's gotta do is narrow it all down to one design and make that a finalized decision to represent his company.

In meantime,I just thought of getting myself into more mess by looking up for part time courses in fashion designing.Shu thinks if that's what my instincts tell me to do and I should just go for it.I'm gonna give it a couple of days till I can sober up my mind.

We actually made some quick stops at some shops before heading home for Zuhur prayers.After that,we headed over to KLCC for the KL International Batik fair.Surprisingly,the turn up wasn't as I expected.I anticipated a whole lot of people but there were hardly anyone (visitors/customers) there when we got there.Maybe we were a little late.Still,I've been to Comic Fiestas in the last couple of years with turn ups more than what I saw there today.

Anywho,we managed to peek around and ask questions regarding things we needed to know and we learned a whole lot of things from the world of Batik printing and Songket making.It was awesome.

written on one of the electrical appliances box

Function: flare-out, the hair curling, protecting strengthen a color, messenger hair lustre light is beautiful, curled hair is natural.

Characteristic: handle the simplicity, litre of temperature quickly, the automation constant temperature, safe energy conservation, handle nice, hermetic sealing degree is good, make a guest especially comfortable.

Usage: insert the attachment plug into 220V~ power source, power source guiding light lights, wait will can be put into use, one minute, is put into use being finished, dumps after the queen who cools down naturally can store just now.

DO NOT TURN INTO BATHROOM

MODE SS-767

TEMP 200 C

POWER 25W

VOLTAGE AC220V

FREQ 50Hz

Image,One Utama

Hahahahaha!

Everyone looked at the tiny hair straightener I just got and thought 'WTF?What do you need this for?'Simple.To straighten my hair.Duh!

Growing up,I had always gone out on a limb for my hair.Well,ok.I started going to the hair salon when I was really little.The people at the hair salon I've been going to in TTDI had known me since I was about 6 years old.I remember my school days when I'd wake up super early just to get my hair washed and dried so that I can get it all tied up on time :p

Anywho,both Shu and I were super exhausted from yesterday's trip all over the place.We got up at almost noon.Managed to cut another deal today.

I'm still feeling a bit dizzy and tired.No idea why.

Oh yeah,Kecik is not the only orange cat in the neighborhood which has problems with other orange cats.He seems to get into fights with cats of the same color.And the other day,I heard some cats fight in the back of the house.It turns out that Kecik's twin (rival) was fighting with the other fat old orange cat.It was so funny coz they all have the same shade of orange.Only tiny differences like bushy tail or fatness :/

Ghost aka Snow Bear was taken into Kak Yah's custody earlier today and he was given a bath.He is by far the noisiest cat during bath time that's currently living in the house.It was funny coz out of nowhere,Kecik appeared at home just to see what was up with Snow Bear.

no money,no talk,no deal

Hah!What a way to do business.WTF am I selling anyways?DRUGS?!

Far from it!

Haha!

But seriously,I won't take crappy deal makers.All talk no cash people are seriously NOT the kind of people I'd like to talk business with :p

I may not get paid for this but at least I'm doing my job.

Shu and I got up early again this morning.This time,our destination began in KL.We were at Conlay road to get more heads up from Kraftangan Malaysia.That was quite a visit.I lurve the building!I cannot imagine if Shu were to work there coz he'd have to wear a batik shirt EVERYDAY!Hahahaha!!!!!!

Anywho,after that,Shu decided to pay a little visit to Kapas.I have issues with the dude who runs the place coz of something he said to us back when mum first took me there.

*WHAT MAKES HIM THINK THAT HIS OPINIONS ARE SO AWESOME JUST COZ HE'S A DESIGNER?!*

Shu managed to leave his number there just in case the people there are interested in cutting a deal.

We headed over to KLCC after that to check out the KL International Batik convention which starts tomorrow.Shu was supposed to meet someone there whose in the business for sometime.Funny.He doesn't look comfortable talking to that lady.He kept telling me he hates that woman.I personally think she looks scary.But that's just my perception.

I decided to splurge on some stuff from MAC coz I've been wanting to go there for the longest time and I finally did and I know that I have cash saved up for things like that.WOAH!SO AWESOME!The things I splurged on are so WORTH THE CASH!

We then headed over to Putrajaya to get Shu's IC.The stupid chip on the damn thing is such a pain in the ass!I hope this would be Shu's last visit to the immigration center ever!He already had to get his IC replaced once for the same reason.I wonder how long this new one is gonna last.

Then,we made a quick stop over at Azura's place to drop off some things and left.

MarviN version 3.0

Wah!It's so good to finally have my own laptop again.Of course,it's not the same as the one I had but this one is way more advanced.And.......it's WHITE!SUH-WEET!Thanks to Shu,of course whose been wanting to get me a laptop since forever.

*DOMO ARIGATOU,Foxburr-san!*

I almost busted my feet with those new pair of shoes I got the other day.That kinda slowed my walking around but I survived.

Got up 30 minutes later than scheduled this morning but Shu and I managed to get to Bangi in time to send some stocks.Then,we headed over to Putrajaya to get his MyKad problem sorted out.Oh yeah,we also managed to send some stocks over to KLIUC for a bit.

Spent the rest of the day at the shopping mall.We were just supposed to hang around but then,instead of just asking the computer shop where Shu got his last mother board from about his computer related problem,we ended up having a long talk with this dude at a different computer store which ended up with us purchasing a laptop.

It's so cute! ^_^

Kecik the gangster kampung is back.It's strange how he's been picking fights with cats that are also orange in color.Ghost aka Snow Bear still has this fascination with the drain hole in the kitchen :/

shoppin'!

Shu got back this morning.He insisted on driving me around all day.We were in UiTM Shah Alam in the morning-ish.I was supposed to go see my aunt and stuff.Then,we headed over to the mall coz I was looking for a pair of shoes.As usual,the ones I want are already out of stock.SO.......I had to do the inevitable.I had to look for another brand.AAAARGH!At first,I thought it was gonna take me forever but then,after hopping from one shop to another,I finally found a pair which has a similar design only so much higher heels.SUH-WEET!

Shu insisted on getting me this awesome working jacket which totally makes me look like a secret agent or something.I so lurve it!

*THANX BABY! ^_^*

We spent the rest of the afternoon at the banks back in TTDI coz there were some problems with Shu's MyKad chip which was so annoying coz that stupid thing cannot last and now every single transaction depends on it.WTF?!

Anywho,Shu and I have decided to just let Kecik free from the cone collar.He was so happy.......well,that was until his ultimate similar looking rival decided to pay him a visit IN THE HOUSE!That caused quite a commotion.We managed to chase that cat out but Kecik had a hard time cooling himself down that he accidentally took it out on Snow Bear.The poor guy ended up sitting alone in the lounge.Fei Mao was upstairs in my room.The only place she's happy to be in.

me want now!

I am not up for working.Not yet.I haven't looked for a job.Not going to.Not anytime soon.

I just wanna lepak and shop.

I wanna do art all day.

I wanna go travel some place else.

I'm too bored to not do anything but I'm too malas to work now :p

babysitting

Funny.Considering the fact that I don't even have a baby.I do but he's obviously not a homosapien.Hah!

Kecik is just a few days away from having that cone collar removed from his neck.I'm just making sure that he's comfy so I'm always trying to do what he wants like giving him a scratch at spots he can't reach on his body.Giving him a good chin rub till he falls asleep.I even let him sleep in my room these days.I just want him to know that we're not doing this to hurt him.I don't care if he hates the vet but I hope he knows that we (Shu and I and even my folks and Kak Yah) are doing the best we can in trying to show him some love.

Ghost aka Snow Bear is altogether another problem.He's too smart for a kitten and it can sometimes annoy me.He's good at opening lids and doors with his paws.He doesn't even have fingers!How the hell does he do such things?!I was afraid if he'd fall into that hole in the kitchen.Its actually a drain hole like the ones in showers where there's a lid on it.Snow Bear is tiny enough to get himself sucked into one of those.

Bedah has shown signs of madness today.More than usual.I caught her biting the metal pipe on her water bottle several times.I have put every damn biteable thing in her home.What more does she need?!

Gemok and my sister were doing the usual cat communication in the room yesterday and then out of nowhere,there was a third mewing coming from the window.It was that cute grey cat whose usually downstairs behind the house asking for food.She lurves my window and she was actually talking to Gemok.That was pretty funny!

Shu's folks stopped by at my house this morning.They had some light breakfast and talked about a few things with my folks and then they left for Terengganu.Shu had gone with them to get a car and some stocks.He should be back by Sunday.I hope they'll all get home safely with the flood and all :/

I know I should be looking for a job now but.........

It's been sometime since Shu and I went out to just lepak.Ok,I know,we always do it but the last couple of days felt so long.It feels like I've been super sick and he's been going back and forth about his business.Today was just plain and simple.We walked around the mall(s) and sat down for cake and some drinks and then carried on walking around again.Managed to get the eye liner in the color I want.I feel pretty much 70% recovered.

Shu drove Kecik to the vet this morning.I was sick and still in bed.He said Kecik had some part of his flesh cut off.He said Kecik was in so much pain that he was literally screaming.I'm glad I wasn't there.I couldn't have been able to hold up.After that,Shu came home waited for me to get up and he took me to the clinic.The doctor took a look at me and I am so thankful that it's nothing serious.I really cannot get myself quarantined again.That would totally suck!

I still don't feel safe being in my room eventhough my dad has gotten the window fixed.I go to bed with a bokken at my side.I have trouble leaving things like my engagement ring and my wallet and cellphone lying around.I don't trust anyone I don't know in TTDI.Especially those so called security home guards.WTF?!Those people are supposed to keep this place safe la konon.Blah la!I feel like they just made this place a whole lot worse.

Yeah,there used to be robberies and break-ins but I think the statistics and hiked up a whole lot eversince these strangers invaded our housing area.They'd go on bikes all around TTDI kononnyer nak tengok2 but I seriously think they are the informers to the people who'd do the dirty work.I know I am being judgmental but I've lived here for about 18 years now and I DEFINITELY know WTF goes on over the years here in TTDI.

I want those people to leave TTDI!

how to tell people to shut the hell up

We can't.It just won't happen.People are sensitive beings and they only think about themselves when they say something.They won't bother about considering how you would feel.And the other thing I've learned about these creatures (people) is that they would always say negative things about you no matter how well you do in life.They always want to say that they are doing better.How could you measure better when you don't even like or care about what they do?

I like doing what ever it is I do.I make decisions when I am sober and if I make a mistake,it is going to be my mistake.Not anyone else's.People also like telling you things that doesn't matter much to you.How do I tell them that I don't care and that they are wasting their time?

So yeah,I have no clue how to tell people to shut the hell up regardless if it is because I do not care about what they are talking about or it's because I don't wanna hear what they have to say.So,I'd say the best thing to do is to avoid them at all causes.That way,we not only save time and energy but save ourselves from going through another one of those boring whatever talks.

hunting for a new laptop......again.......

It's weird how I am not so upset about my laptop getting stolen.I'm just upset that someone broke into our house.I have serious issues about private territories being violated by strangers.Worse,I really hate it when people mess around with my things!

I'mma be on my way to looking for a new laptop (although I really3 lurved mine so I might just get something exactly the same) At the same time,Shu's sister wants the same laptop as the one I lost so we'd probably end up getting 2 laptops.Maybe 3 coz Shu is gonna need a laptop as soon as his business takes off.

I am coming down with a fever.I think.I can't go on looking at what the doctor does to Kecik everytime we go to the vet to get his stitches cleaned.The wound is deep and it looks like Kecik was in an awful lot of pain.Today,Shu followed me to the vet and helped hold down Kecik on the examination table.I couldn't look at Kecik.He was mewing in pain.

My other problem is finding the time to get Ghost aka Snowbear aka Snobe vaccinated.My sister thinks I'm too paranoid about my cats that I am splurging cash on them like their lives depend on it.Actually,it kinda is.Still,my sister told me to stop worrying about the cats and I am having a hard time trying.

I am looking for time to draw or sketch which would probably be possible AFTER I clean up my room which most probably happens day after tomorrow.

I'm just glad that Shu is home.

robbed

My mum,Aunty Intan and I were on the highway heading back to KL from sending Qarim over at Perak when my mum got a call from my dad which sounded like bad news.I was driving at the time so I could only listen.It turns out that there was a break-in.It was our house.My dad went out for dinner with my brothers and my cousins and my aunt and when they got home,the found that 4 out of 5 rooms of the house were all messed up.Some one broke into our house and went through all our things.Here's the worst part.They came in through MY BEDROOM WINDOW.Now,I'm totally scared.I got home and sure,I'm a bit upset that they took my laptop but when I got into my room to get some documents for the investigating officers,I realized that someone knocked down my vampire skull candle holder and all the things in it fell out.What I did not see was that the grill at my window was ripped open and that there was a foot print on Shu's computer monitor AND there was another foot print on my sister's folded mattress.WHAT THE FUCK?!They came in through my window and broke the backdoor at the kitchen to get out.All of my mother's jewelleries from her one and only jewellery box is gone.All the US dollar bils are gone.I'm not sure about my dad's secret cash stash but my laptop was definitely gone.

I'm a bit upset about everything they took coz it's OURS.I am very territorial when it comes to personal belongings :/ and I am VERY disappointed in the security of the neighbourhood.It's quite OBVIOUS that this house we moved into is NOT safe.Well,not as safe as our own house.I also suspect that these so called "security" guards that have recently popped up everywhere with their booths and stuff all over TTDI has something to do with it.I don't like them.Never did.Never will.I don't care if they are guilty or otherwise.I don't feel safe at all.Seriously,who does all the petrolling around the neighbourhood all day?Who knows better than these people about the whereabouts of the people in TTDI?Who the fuck are these people anyways?

My grandmother got mugged in BROAD DAYLIGHT at the traffic light near one of these booths.Don't tell me no one saw what happened to her especially these so called guards.She's old and now she's scared.They broke her God damn car window for crying out loud!

I'm moving away from here.PERIOD!And I don't care if we're gonna breach the contract coz it ain't worth losing our things and sense of security!

customer service annoyance

Azim and I were at the MPH at The Curve today and we spent the longest time looking for notebooks.When we finally got the ones we wanted,we couldn't find any price tags on them.Azim asked the people at the customer service counter for the price and they asked if we could find another book with tags on them.DUH!That was what we did and OBVIOUSLY the books we picked up were the last ones on the shelf.Why would we be there asking for the price if we could have found it out ourselves?

Finally,the MPH staff came to a conclusion whereby the books cannot be purchased.Azim wanted to just steal them (which wasn't a bad idea after all) I ended up filling up a tiny form with my name and cellphone number on it so that they can call me once they have obtained the information on the price of the notebooks.

*sigh*

Qarim,Azim and I ended up at Borders.I ended up getting a book by Amir Muhammad instead.Luckily,I am enjoying the book so my trip out to the mall today wasn't a complete waste.

Kecik took all his pills today with no problems at all.That is quite an achievement!

Yasmin Ahmad's Films by Amir Muhammad

I think the book contains all the thoughts I have about the movies she's made and Amir Muhammad added extra infos on Yasmin Ahmad as herself and what he thought of her which makes me feel as though the world of awesome Malaysian film has come to an end.That's sad really.She made the whole "One Malaysia" simple and easy through her movies which is what the new generation of this current nation need.

I guess at some point,different people have different preferences so not everyone sees the positive in everything which is good at some point coz only then we can see the flaws whether it is in ourselves or in the world we live in.Still,that doesn't give anyone the right to shoot down someone else's ideas just because he/she doesn't share the same principle :/

One thing I realize is that the initial stage of my wanting to start giving Malaysian movies a chance began with Yasmin Ahmad.I may not like them completely (coz some of them really suck) but I guess some local films are cool (and funny!) ;)

bilakah semut api menjadi babi?

When they start biting you insanely like your leg is candy tower!SHIT!This is the 3rd time I got bitten by these insane devils!It turns out that they have their fort extended all the way to my house and now,I cannot stand outside without getting bitten!WTF?!

ITS FUCKING PAINFUL!!!!!

Anywho,I had a weird tiring day today.Was woken up super early by my mum.As much as my sister and I just cannot comprehend hari raya haji,we got ready anyways coz everyone was gonna go visit my grand aunt whom had just been discharged from the hospital last night.She had pneumonia and they had to pump out a whole lot of fluid from her.She's really old and she probably hasn't got any flesh on her anymore.I cannot imagine the pain she had to put up with.

I was supposed to drive my uncle coz he hasn't been so well himself.It turns out that all these years of insomnia he's been going through was caused by a backbone problem.He's been getting treatments from a chiropractor and he has recovered so much eversince the therapies started.Still,he really shouldn't over exert himself too much.

Went to get Kecik from the vet after we got home.He has to wear a cone for at least 10 days coz he can't afford to lick the stitches on his lower tummy.The vet's assistant told me that the wound was deeper than they expected so it's very crucial to take good care of him.I know that as much as I hate seeing Kecik suffer so much in that thing,I'm gonna have to work extra hard in taking good care of him till he recovers.I would feed him with my own hands and carry him around if I have to and I have to make sure he is well fed and I have to keep an eye on him for most of the time.

I'm waiting for Shu to get back.Apart from going over to SPCA,we have loads of other things to do like get the forms from JAWI and we have to figure out if we have to get married earlier in case we wanna move really far away from home.

Mak Mi was here with her brother and niece and mum came over.I was telling them all about Shu wanting to go visit Mak Mi's kampung for a fishing day trip.I also want to learn to cook a couple of dishes from Mak Mi's mum.There is this Javanese way of cooking soh-oon which is so yummilicious.Everytime I go to any kenduri's there,they'd always serve it and everytime they pack some for us to take home,I'll be the one who'd finish it all up ^_^

The thought of fishing for Siakap is awesome but at some point,it does scare me to think that those fish weighs about 5kg each.I don't know if I'm strong enough to take one down.

I had a strange conversation session with my aunties over at my grand aunt's place while the guys went off for Friday prayers.We were talking about cooking and they were asking me for recipes which was weird coz my mum and my grandma and especially my sister never thought I'd get into cooking seriously and now I am and I have learned to cook some dishes.The best part is,unlike those days,the food I cook these days would usually end up being eaten till the very last bit.

The only reason I'd ever want to cook a dish is if Shu likes the food or I like it personally.

SHITTO!

Left Kecik at the vet today.He has a hole on the lower bottom of his belly!His flesh was showing!!!!!I CANNOT ATTEND TO OPEN WOUNDS!Especially on Kecik!Kecik NEVER swallows his pills!There is no way in HELL I am ever trying to give him oral medication ANYMORE!

Getting him all stitched up is the best and only thing to do.Rashid said so.Azim said so.I just want whats best for Kecik.He super hates the vet by now.It's too often that he's there but seriously,he can't possibly blame anyone for it.We're trying to make him better and we do it because we love him.

My uncle and my aunt came today.My sister,Rashid and I sent my uncle home and we had a drink on the way before dropping him off.It's been a while since we last did that sort of thing.We had a long discussion about how worried we all are about Azim in fitting in secondary school life and we had a whole lot of things to say about my dad and his condition.

I can't say much.I can only say that my folks are holding me back from leaving them so far away because I cannot bring myself to doing so.I cannot abandon them and I cannot leave my mother alone in all this mess.I'm gonna wait for Shu to come back and I'm gonna see what his plans are and I wanna try working things out so that everyone can just get comfortable.

I miss Foxburr-san and I want him back ASAP!

:(

TTDI Vet.......AGAIN

My mum told me that Kecik had blood spots on him as I got into the house from shopping with my grandma late this afternoon.We both freaked out so we grabbed Kecik and got into the car and headed to vet.My mum called Dr. Clement just before we left the house to ask if he was in.

I bet he and his assistant,Ann,were laughing at the fact that my mum had been calling the vet ever so often in the past one week.

I was so afraid if Kecik had some infection or something from the surgery.I was worried sick coz right after he got out from the surgery,I left for Terengganu and haven't seen him since then.Loads could have happened eventhough my mum updated me from time to time.

It turned out that the problem wasn't as big and serious as we thought it would be.Kecik just had a boil on the lower part of his tummy.The vet said that Kecik must have got bitten or something and then the wound got infected.Our suspect:Ghost.Kecik hasn't been out so he couldn't have got bitten by some other cats.

Kecik managed to show his drama king side today.He was making noise while the vet was giving him an antibiotic shot.The vet said it wasn't even painful.Kecik wouldn't have felt it.Hahaha!Because Kecik would NEVER swallow down pills given by the vet,I suggested that the vet would give him shots instead.

If Kecik does not recover,we might have to carry on going back and forth to vet till Friday or Saturday :/

Bodo la Kecik.All my other cats do not have this many problems.

home

I'm waiting for Foxburr-san to get back ASAP so that we can go over to SPCA.We have to get that crazy tiny kitten vaccinated.I know that he's been a bit bored ever since Kecik got himself castrated.They used to wrestle with eachother all the time.Maybe Kecik is till in a bit of pain.Maybe Kecik just doesn't want to wrestle anymore.I dunno.

All I know is that Kecik and that crazy kitten are the best of friends.I really don't want them to go separate ways.

Hahaha!

I laugh everytime I think about that time when Shu and I were walking in the rain meredah banjir on the way to his house from the surau.He kept cursing at the kids who went around near us on motorbikes or bicycles coz everytime they pass by water would splash at us from their wheels.Everytime he cursed,he'd sound like a real Pak Cik.It was really funny!

flew on the ATR 72 and survived.I'm liking it ^_^

Just before the plane landed,I forgot that my destination was NOT the international airport.Haha!

The flight was good.A bit noisy coz of the propellers.(The ATR 72 does NOT run on turbine engines like a typical 737)

Spent most of my time crying during flight.Forgot about the fact that I was flying (coz I hate flying).

I am missing Shu already.I can still hear his niece's voice screaming.I can still feel the freezing cold air back in Terengganu.It's the monsoon season!All about endless rain WITHOUT lightning!I lurved it to bits!<---the rain and all.

Shu said I could return when it's all sunny and we can go to other places which were closed during the monsoon season.

I cannot believe Shu,Azura(Shu's sister) and I were making Buah Melaka in the kitchen the other night.I usually feel weird cooking in other people's homes.

I enjoyed the visits to the markets like Pasar Payang and Chabang Tiga.I met a bunch of cats there (especially at the market areas) I met 2 cats who were super fat (pregnant).

Shu squished a tiny baby frog on the steps to one of the miniature mosques.

I almost touched a Siput Babi on our way up to Bukit Puteri.

Shu's folks actually took the trouble to get me loads of homemade keropoks which cannot be found elsewhere in Terengganu.How awesome is that?!I had to bring home an extra bag just for those!Can't wait to fry them tomorrow morning ;)

My cats (and hamster) are probably glad to have me back.Maybe its coz they won't have to face my sister and her strange love hate thingy for them :/

5 days passed like a hours.I enjoyed myself a lot.

Thanks,baby!

I love you! XOXO