spent the last 24 hours of my life TRYING to finish marking papers.......

I failed.I got loads of help from Shu though......I failed.I just couldn't do it.I'd go over one paper and get annoyed and stressed out and it would take me some time (lots of time) till I go over the next paper.Sometimes,I do feel that it's unfair for me to get upset with these kids coz they didn't get any form of proper education before they came to the city......or did they :/

Then again,maybe it wouldn't have been so bad if they actually bothered to take the initiative themselves to learn the language.I have no idea how to make them understand the depth of every single thing they do here and now and the damages it would cost them in the future......

Just fucking read some English books or articles or papers or something!

I miss Kecik and Snow Bear and Bedah.It's not hard to understand them or make them understand me eventhough we don't speak the same language :/

into the unknown

The last 24 hours of my life has opened my eyes and changed me.Hopefully for good.There's no turning back and I hope it won't be as bad as everything else that's happened.Maybe,my wish has come true and I really hope that I didn't ask for too much.

To think that it's only been a week,the pain that I went through might have gotten me seeing in a different view.What I'll leave behind would be things I once give a damn about.Of course,no one saw it coming.Not this way at least.

Well,I was online with Stitch the other day and he was telling me how unpredictable I am so this is just me living up to that.Oh yeah.....me haves a secret.He told me something.......well,now only Shu and I know about it ;) I am SO EXCITED!For Stitch,that is.........

So yeah.......I took baths in the last 24 hours in 3 different places.It was totally weird but things needed to be done and I do need to shower.It's been crazy.I didn't think taking such drastic actions would lead to where I am now.I think I've just come to a point whereby I just cannot care anymore.I have 1 person to think about now and it's Shu so as far as I am concerned,the rest of the world can burn in HELL!

Ok,that was not called for.I do care about Kecik and Snow Bear and Bedah as well.........

Naim said something to Shu and I yesterday and it still has me laughing till now.The dude is FUH-NEY!My sister takes bribes but since she's been great help to me at the very least,I don't really care so much about what she does.This ain't such a nice world to live in anyways.

I've been walking in the rain and it got me thinking a lot about where I'm going with all this.I'm not exactly sure about where I'm headed but I've definitely made a decision about what I'm gonna do from here onwards and that would be WHAT EVER IT TAKES.

controlling the out of control adrenaline junkie

For someone so small and still considered a baby,Snow Bear aka Snobé sure is out of control.The other night,Yumi,Shu and I were chatting at the side of the road after Sarah had left and that crazy little guy was out and about running crazily back and forth across the road and back.It was fine when the road was clear but there were times when there were cars coming our way and he'd be sitting in the middle of the road.One of the neighbors just came out from the side of the road and he was headed our way and he had to slow down coz Snow Bear was sitting on the line in the middle of the road!The stunt that totally made Ayumi scream was when a Rapid KL (crazy ass fast public bus) was coming and at the very last second,Snow Bear decided to cross the road.THANK GOD he did NOT pull the typical stupid cat stunt by running back the opposite direction but kept on going coz he would have otherwise ended up under the tyres of that bus!He made it pass the damn bus by a split second!

Last nigth,Qarim said that Snow Bear decided to do other stunts like staying in the middle of the road while there are cars passing by.One car actually passed by and thought that he was already run over.Luckily,that crazy kitten was UNDER the car so he lived on.

BODO and GILER!

ANYWHO!.........Shu and I took Kecik to the vet this morning.Kecik has drool coming out since yesterday and Kak Yah said that something must have gone wrong with his tongue.She's right.The vet found some punture marks on his tongue which indicates that he could have either been engaged in a fight OR.....he might have been biting on some thorny plant.Either ways,that caused the tongue to malfunction and now it's been infected.The vet gave him a shot and some meds for the next 5 days.I hope he'll recover quickly coz he's been having some temperature since I got back.

back to blow drying

Today's record is by far the most times I have ever gone back and forth to the mall in less than 12 hours.Well,I was woken up by my mum coz she told Shu and I that she was going for a movie trip with my dad and my 2 brothers so we'd better find something to do coz they were gonna lock up the house.I had to get ready in a hurry (something I really3 hate doing)

I drove Shu to the mall where we supposed to get his company logo stamp done.We tried doing some modifying coz there were too many details in our design and it might clog up the rubber stamp if the size if inappropriate.That would seriously suck!

I was going around looking for something to protect my hair before I start styling it again.Came across something by Tony and Guy AND I got myself a new hair styler!I figured it's the fastest way to get my hair dried and sorted out properly.......so that it won't look so unruly and frizzy.

I really hate sales girls (or guys) who'd follow you really close when you are browsing for things in a shop coz I'd get so annoyed and irritated and it really disrupts my concentration.And I especially HATE it when they ask you in tones which you can't really make out what they are saying and then they give you this annoyed look.HELL-O?!It's not my fault that you cannot speak properly!Coz maybe if you spoke clearly I would have at least understood what you were saying!!!

Anyways.........Snow Bear totally surprised all of us last night.Shu,my mum and I were in the lounge watching some TV and suddenly,I felt something moving at my legs (I was sitting on the floor).I was totally spooked out.I looked down and found Bedah trying to find her way around.It turns out that Snow Bear managed to get her out from her little home WITHOUT having to take the lid off and he brought her (Bedah) to me and then,he walked off.

This kitten is very strange.He does the strangest things.Things which you'd never think anyone would do especially cats!

Well,I'll be off to designing again......or rather.....RE-designing ;)

P.S. :- I found my dad's shoe horns and discovered a new way of making use of those things.I invented a new dance move with them! ^_^ I'll try to get a better video of my new dance move and post it up real soon :p

Image,One Utama

Hahahahaha!

Everyone looked at the tiny hair straightener I just got and thought 'WTF?What do you need this for?'Simple.To straighten my hair.Duh!

Growing up,I had always gone out on a limb for my hair.Well,ok.I started going to the hair salon when I was really little.The people at the hair salon I've been going to in TTDI had known me since I was about 6 years old.I remember my school days when I'd wake up super early just to get my hair washed and dried so that I can get it all tied up on time :p

Anywho,both Shu and I were super exhausted from yesterday's trip all over the place.We got up at almost noon.Managed to cut another deal today.

I'm still feeling a bit dizzy and tired.No idea why.

Oh yeah,Kecik is not the only orange cat in the neighborhood which has problems with other orange cats.He seems to get into fights with cats of the same color.And the other day,I heard some cats fight in the back of the house.It turns out that Kecik's twin (rival) was fighting with the other fat old orange cat.It was so funny coz they all have the same shade of orange.Only tiny differences like bushy tail or fatness :/

Ghost aka Snow Bear was taken into Kak Yah's custody earlier today and he was given a bath.He is by far the noisiest cat during bath time that's currently living in the house.It was funny coz out of nowhere,Kecik appeared at home just to see what was up with Snow Bear.

MarviN version 3.0

Wah!It's so good to finally have my own laptop again.Of course,it's not the same as the one I had but this one is way more advanced.And.......it's WHITE!SUH-WEET!Thanks to Shu,of course whose been wanting to get me a laptop since forever.

*DOMO ARIGATOU,Foxburr-san!*

I almost busted my feet with those new pair of shoes I got the other day.That kinda slowed my walking around but I survived.

Got up 30 minutes later than scheduled this morning but Shu and I managed to get to Bangi in time to send some stocks.Then,we headed over to Putrajaya to get his MyKad problem sorted out.Oh yeah,we also managed to send some stocks over to KLIUC for a bit.

Spent the rest of the day at the shopping mall.We were just supposed to hang around but then,instead of just asking the computer shop where Shu got his last mother board from about his computer related problem,we ended up having a long talk with this dude at a different computer store which ended up with us purchasing a laptop.

It's so cute! ^_^

Kecik the gangster kampung is back.It's strange how he's been picking fights with cats that are also orange in color.Ghost aka Snow Bear still has this fascination with the drain hole in the kitchen :/

shoppin'!

Shu got back this morning.He insisted on driving me around all day.We were in UiTM Shah Alam in the morning-ish.I was supposed to go see my aunt and stuff.Then,we headed over to the mall coz I was looking for a pair of shoes.As usual,the ones I want are already out of stock.SO.......I had to do the inevitable.I had to look for another brand.AAAARGH!At first,I thought it was gonna take me forever but then,after hopping from one shop to another,I finally found a pair which has a similar design only so much higher heels.SUH-WEET!

Shu insisted on getting me this awesome working jacket which totally makes me look like a secret agent or something.I so lurve it!

*THANX BABY! ^_^*

We spent the rest of the afternoon at the banks back in TTDI coz there were some problems with Shu's MyKad chip which was so annoying coz that stupid thing cannot last and now every single transaction depends on it.WTF?!

Anywho,Shu and I have decided to just let Kecik free from the cone collar.He was so happy.......well,that was until his ultimate similar looking rival decided to pay him a visit IN THE HOUSE!That caused quite a commotion.We managed to chase that cat out but Kecik had a hard time cooling himself down that he accidentally took it out on Snow Bear.The poor guy ended up sitting alone in the lounge.Fei Mao was upstairs in my room.The only place she's happy to be in.

babysitting

Funny.Considering the fact that I don't even have a baby.I do but he's obviously not a homosapien.Hah!

Kecik is just a few days away from having that cone collar removed from his neck.I'm just making sure that he's comfy so I'm always trying to do what he wants like giving him a scratch at spots he can't reach on his body.Giving him a good chin rub till he falls asleep.I even let him sleep in my room these days.I just want him to know that we're not doing this to hurt him.I don't care if he hates the vet but I hope he knows that we (Shu and I and even my folks and Kak Yah) are doing the best we can in trying to show him some love.

Ghost aka Snow Bear is altogether another problem.He's too smart for a kitten and it can sometimes annoy me.He's good at opening lids and doors with his paws.He doesn't even have fingers!How the hell does he do such things?!I was afraid if he'd fall into that hole in the kitchen.Its actually a drain hole like the ones in showers where there's a lid on it.Snow Bear is tiny enough to get himself sucked into one of those.

Bedah has shown signs of madness today.More than usual.I caught her biting the metal pipe on her water bottle several times.I have put every damn biteable thing in her home.What more does she need?!

Gemok and my sister were doing the usual cat communication in the room yesterday and then out of nowhere,there was a third mewing coming from the window.It was that cute grey cat whose usually downstairs behind the house asking for food.She lurves my window and she was actually talking to Gemok.That was pretty funny!

Shu's folks stopped by at my house this morning.They had some light breakfast and talked about a few things with my folks and then they left for Terengganu.Shu had gone with them to get a car and some stocks.He should be back by Sunday.I hope they'll all get home safely with the flood and all :/

hunting for a new laptop......again.......

It's weird how I am not so upset about my laptop getting stolen.I'm just upset that someone broke into our house.I have serious issues about private territories being violated by strangers.Worse,I really hate it when people mess around with my things!

I'mma be on my way to looking for a new laptop (although I really3 lurved mine so I might just get something exactly the same) At the same time,Shu's sister wants the same laptop as the one I lost so we'd probably end up getting 2 laptops.Maybe 3 coz Shu is gonna need a laptop as soon as his business takes off.

I am coming down with a fever.I think.I can't go on looking at what the doctor does to Kecik everytime we go to the vet to get his stitches cleaned.The wound is deep and it looks like Kecik was in an awful lot of pain.Today,Shu followed me to the vet and helped hold down Kecik on the examination table.I couldn't look at Kecik.He was mewing in pain.

My other problem is finding the time to get Ghost aka Snowbear aka Snobe vaccinated.My sister thinks I'm too paranoid about my cats that I am splurging cash on them like their lives depend on it.Actually,it kinda is.Still,my sister told me to stop worrying about the cats and I am having a hard time trying.

I am looking for time to draw or sketch which would probably be possible AFTER I clean up my room which most probably happens day after tomorrow.

I'm just glad that Shu is home.

kisah dua mangkuk

<---yang ini,namanyaGhost.Patutnyer dipanggil GILER sebab dia memang tak tau nak dok diam.
<---Yang ini pulak namanya Kecik.Nak jadi gangster kampung la konon.Sekarang nih,kaki kanan belakang dia dah berlubang and bengkak and berdarah skit.Tak tau la apa jadi tapi yang pasti,kaki dia sakit sebab kalau terlanggar atau terusik sikit je dia bising.

Dua-dua ekor mangkuk nih tak boleh berjumpa.Bila berjumpa saja,diorang bergurau.Lepas tuh,Ghost bising pulak.Then,gaduh and berkejar-kejar seluruh rumah.Bila dah habis bergurau,diorang kacau pulak kucing-kucing lain seperti Fei Mao atau Bubu.Kucing-kucing lain tak suka diorang nih and diorang tau so diorang pun team up and kacau kucing-kucing tersebut.

Begitulah kisah mangkuk-mangkuk ayuns di rumah ini........

WHAT THE......

Shu said that there is something seriously wrong with the pets I have living here at home with me.They seem to be acting strange.Very unlike the creatures they should be.For example,Fei Mao hates fish.She'd run away whenever Kak Yah tries to feed her fish.She only eats biscuits and she eats them at her sleeping place while she is lying down!

And Bedah won't eat her sunflower seeds unless they have been semi opened.I could leave a whole bunch of seeds in her house and they will be lying there till evening.WTF?!

I think the only normal cats at home are Kecik and Ghost.Well.......Ghost just broke my dad's baby plants out front.I don't think my dad will be happy to see those plants of his especially knowing that he's been taking extra care of those things since forever!Kak Yah and I are trying to figure out a good cover line for the little pest.Shu is so afraid if my dad would accuse Kecik of being the pest coz he's already in my dad's black list after being caught in the act of peeing at my dad's car the other night :/

waking up to nothingness

It feels gooooooooooood!

I've been waking up superlate.On Thursday,Shu and I got up and thought we ought to do something which we did but I just can't remember what it was we did.........oh yeah,my appointment with the dentist!Then,on Friday,Rashid,Shu and I drove Qarim back to his campus in Perak.We left home at about 5pm-ish and got home at about 9pm-ish.......or was it,10pm :/

Yesterday,Shu took me out for a movie treat.We watched The Fourth Kind.It was pretty freaky but it was a cool movie.We were walking around,in and out of shops.Last night,Shu took Azim and I to Uptown Kota Damansara.All of us got ourselves a t-shirt each.I wanted that Japanese band Loudness tee for the longest time and I finally got it!Shu's tee was a skull faced Statue of Liberty.Azim got a tee called The Killers with Adolf Hitler on the drums and Bush on the guitar.I don't think my sister would like that very much :/

Shu woke me up early yesterday morning to give Kecik a wash.We managed to scrub him which didn't make him very happy but not long before the day was over,he was all dirty again.Nowadays,we'd find Ghost chasing Kecik all around the house.It's so funny coz he's really tiny and Kecik is really big and he'd be jumping onto Kecik's head and all.It's pretty entertaining.

Bedah and Fei Mao has immunity in the house so those little kiddies can't hurt them ^_^

Ghost!

My sister was given a tiny white kitten with blue eyes.He must be a baby still coz some of his teeth haven't even fill up the gaps in his mouth.He spent the first night over in Shu's apartment in Bangi coz at first we thought Kecik wasn't gonna like him.We brought him back to my place yesterday and we kept in the cage thinking that he was gonna run off somewhere else.Today,we finally let him out around the house to mingle around with the other cats.Fei Mao hates the fact that he was in the cage near one of her favorite lepak spots around the house.So she's so happy when we let him out coz he'd not only stop making noise but he wasn't around her.Kecik seems to like the little dude.In fact,they were running around the house for a bit earlier today.I guess it's coz Kecik is still playful and he had been wanting a play buddy for the longest time.So he's finally got one now.

Shu just got Ghost a bell collar.It's pink in color with some light blue prints on it and it has a light blue colored bell that matches the color of Ghost's eyes which is so cool.Hahaha!

The reason we call him Ghost is coz he's all white and we got him right after Halloween ^_^ and he's a bit of a demon as well coz he keeps biting and scratching people.