it's been a crazy weekend.......

Left of Johor on Wednesday. Got to the hotel at about 7pm. Checked-in and made ourselves comfy for a bit.My aunt called us later that night to meet up.Gathered at my aunt's place and then went out for supper with my dad and my 2 cousins,Finaz and Lyn.Got back to the hotel and slept till about 8am.

The next day, our plan was to go hang around town.We ended up doing nothing and going nowhere so we headed over to my grandma's house.It was fun coz our intention was to go visit her and my aunt before they leave for Haj.And then,later that day.......we fell into a deep sleep.Got up the very next morning...........

Went to the Zoo for a bit.The art gallery was closed and the museum wasn't open.It's only going to be launched next year :/ Went around town again and finally had dinner with my aunts and my cousins and my uncle and my dad and my grandma.There were a bunch of guys singing at the place we had dinner.We were singing and laughing and losing our minds.I think it was the food.

Anywho,we were supposed to attend a wedding the very next morning but at 5am,I was sick.So sick that Shu had to drive me to the hospital.I was on drips for about an hour and then got discharged later.Slept for a bit back at the hotel.Got up in time to check-out and headed to Skudai for Ikhwan's wedding.Yes,he is FINALLY married to Siti!

Later on,we headed to Malacca but we didn't get there in time for Izzat Agilent's wedding so we headed straight to the hotel.We hung around the mall looking for a wedding gift for the dude which we eventually did.We actually did some shopping ourselves.Got us a pari of tennis racquets and some tennis balls.Yes,I am finally trying out tennis.Yey!

Anywho,we went all around Malacca looking for Izzat's wedding location.Finally,we got there and a bunch of Shu's colleagues were there as well.Had some food and talked and laughed for a bit.Then, we headed back.Izzat is a fuhney dude and Agilent is most definitely NOT his name.

We did a bit of sightseeing before heading home the next day.Went on the kereta lembu ^_^ and then went for the offroad buggy ride.And then,we headed over to the crocodile farm and the Orang Asli museum.Then we got hungry so we had lunch and then headed back to Cyberjaya.

That was an awesome break.We were just a wee bit disappointed for not getting our dose of jetski :(

speak up and make a difference

It's almost impossible to understand what's happening sometimes. I really think that maybe if people started speaking up,you'd actually get somewhere.Even if it means that it's gonna take time to actually change anything,at the very least,you've let someone know this.Most importantly,you've talked to someone with the power to help you change things for the better.

If you talk among each other,among people with the same point of view,the same group of people who just keeps saying the same thing again and again but doesn't really make a move to change things,you're just gonna be stuck there,the same place,facing the same problems,being in the same position,annoyed and tired.

I'm not perfect.I'm not smart.I'm just a push over with too much pride to not be able to make it through.I can work hard if I must.I can do it if I want to.With the right attitude and mindset,I can be the best I can.

somewhat prepared?..........maybe.......I think.......

The badminton tournament draw is tomorrow and we've only started practicing Saturday morning.We spent 2 and a half hours in the HP badminton court playing random sets with random people.Tassa finished work at 8am and she cameby at about 8:45am coz she wanted to keep Add company.Izzat finished work at about 9am along with the rest of the Agilent gang.

We played badminton till about 11am-ish and headed for some breakfast with Tassa.

Sunday started out pretty weird coz we ended up falling asleep at about 3pm on Saturday coz we were playing Sims 3 Medieval all day.We got up at about 3am on Sunday.Headed out for some food.Eventually,fell asleep at about 11am.

We got back up at about 3pm.Headed over to Damansara's Vichudda for lunch or something.Then,we headed to TTDI.Promised my dad a badminton game.We played till about 7:25pm.It was exhilarating coz I ran for a bit in between games.It was awesome!I've been wanting to do that for sometime.Oh and there was a backhoe at the park coz they were upgrading some parts of the park.I got onto it and thought "OH MY GAWD!" I've been wanting to know what it feels to be in one of those things for so long!HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Anywho,Kong texted us saying that my car is as good as new!YEY!!!!! ^_^

shoppin'

It's been a while since Shu and I splurged out (like REALLY SPLURGED) on stuff.Got up early this morning.Had brunch at Yellow Cab in KL.Shu took me to Sephora (Star Hill Gallery).I was there to get a few things.One was to get a birthday gift for my sister.The other stuffs were random things I've been wanting to try.

I managed to pick out something for my sister and for the longest time I spent in the store,I was looking for the Benefit 10.They had a benefit aisle but that particular item was not in stock.I then walked around looking for other things.I ended up trying out a dry shampoo and got ourselves a tub of body scrub.

After that,we headed over to Pavillion across the street.We walked in and out of shops and after a while,we somehow ended up going into Parkson.There was a Carolina Herrera booth out front and Shu headed straight for it.The promoter sprayed on the EDTs on us (masculine and feminine).I honestly did not like the new EDT for girls one bit.Shu however,kinda liked the one for guys but it wasn't the one he's been looking for.We spent some time trying to figure out whether or not to get the promotional set and stuff.Finally,we decided to get the 212 MEN.The smell is AWESOME.

As we walked in on our way to the cashier,we stopped by at the Benefit counter.I insisted on looking for the Benefit 10.The promoter sprayed on some of the new scent by Benefit onto my right wrist.I told her I wasn't looking for a perfume.I had something specific in mind.I asked her about the product I wanted.Then,before getting the product behind the counter for me,she took out the Bene-Tint and put some onto my right cheek.She said "This is a liquid blusher.It matches any skin tone" I was annoyed.

Firstly,she put something onto my cheeks without first informing me.Secondly,she only put it onto one of my cheeks.She blended the product out and it did give me some blush instead of looking all pale the way I usually would.But again,I wasn't looking for a liquid blush!Then,she put it onto my lips and put a gloss on it.I was a bit irritated coz I did tell her wasn't gonna buy that stuff.And the worst part was that she didn't even take out a fresh wand to put those testers onto my skin.She applied them directly with the same applicator from the bottle!WTF?!

I then told her,those items are awesome but I really just wanted the Benefit 10.She took one out for me and I headed for the cashier.Oh yeah,about the product I got.......after applying the liquid blushers onto my cheeks and lips,the promoter then applied some of the bronzer onto my face.Wait,more like ALL OVER my face!WTF?!!!I ended up looking a whole lot tanner than my usual skin tone!WTF?!

Anywho,we managed to get stuff we wanted.Later on,we headed to TTDI.Our initial plan was to hang around my folks' place for a bit and catch a movie later in the evening.We then got tired so we hungout at a mamak with my siblings-Qarim,Wuh-Ney and Azim-and headed straight home.

The movie can wait.We have a long day tomorrow ^_^

to-do list

We sent my car to the workshop this morning.Shu knows this guy in Kajang/Semenyih so we drove there after work today.Shu drove my car with the broken front bumper and I drove his car.When we got there,the shop was still closed so he parked my car and we drove off for a bit looking for breakfast.We ended up in Nasi Ulam.Been a fan of that place in the last couple of weeks.Got back to the shop and decided on what to do with my car.Got a quotation and we agreed with whatever.

Left for home.Got home and cleaned up for a bit.Fell asleep at about noon.Got up about 12 hours later.I have no idea why we were so damn tired but we were.Got ready and headed out to get some food.We ended up in Kampung Baru again this week.After that,we drove over to BK in Mutiara Damansara coz I wanted them yummilicious Hershey's Sundae Pie.Hung out around The Curve area for a bit.It was passed midnight at the time.

Got home at about 2am-ish.Now,we're trying to find a good movie to download ^_^

Need to follow up on what's happening with our house coz as far as we are concerned,we've done all the paperwork we needed to do.Will have to call up that real estate agent first thing Monday morning.Shit,we've got loads to do on Monday! -_-*

weekend at home

Haven't done this in a while.It's weird to be here around this time of the night.

Hahahahaha!!!!

It's been a long week.The training yesterday night ended the week nicely especially after that idiot who stopped in the middle of the road cost my front car bumper!My husband said this would be THE time to make my car over.

We finally picked up his car from the office parking lot.His car was covered in spider web and there was a huge beetle on his wiper.I tried to move it by poking it but it hissed at us so we let it stay there.We drove to Sri Kembangan to service the car.Managed to repair the tire.

I have a report to prepare and more materials to improve the training content.

slowing it down

I sometimes think I grew up too fast. I sometimes feel like I'm not old enough to do a lot of things,forgetting how old I really am. I sometimes remember things that happened way back when I was kid as though they happened just yesterday. I sometimes feel like things are too complicated when they're not supposed to be. I sometimes wonder why we have to do the things we do when we didn't have to do it at all before this. I just want it all to be.........simple.......the way they used to be,before I discovered how things really work in the world. Maybe I don't want to take over the world the way I always say I do. Maybe I just do things to pass time,not knowing where exactly I'm going. Maybe I'm clouded by how things are supposed to be according to the world and for doing that,my actions are blurry.

craziness in Chevronville

Its been a long crazy week and the worst is over.I no longer have to worry or anticipate anything.All should go back to normal from here on.

There has been some things that may have freaked me out and I might have overreacted at some things in some ways.After a good weekend away from things at work,I should be able to start work on Monday fresh.Not default.Just reset :p

I just want to have fun.I don't like worrying.I don't like not liking what I do.

We should rock the way we always do ;)

Rock on!

Khurafat movie rant

This is probably one of those movies where we'd go "THANK GOD WE DIDN'T GO TO THE CINEMA TO WATCH THIS CRAP!"

Overall,I think the storyline for the movie is alright.I mean,like every story,there is probably a thing or two you can learn from the events that occur in the movie.My issue was more on the script of the movie.It irritated the shit outta me to the extent that I was constantly waiting for a moment in any of the scenes in the movie where someone would come to their senses and crack a joke.

Seriously,it was like watching a movie with characters who literally speaks a language from a school textbook! WHAT THE HELL?!

Anywho,it kinda good that we watched it anyways........on YouTube!

LOL!

most of the time.......

I'm pretty much in control of what I do or where I go.Now,I can hardly tell who I am anymore.I feel like I've drifted off not knowing which way to go.I don't even know if this is what I want to do anymore or if I'm only doing this because I am doing it.Some part of myself have completely faded out into being what the world has shoved into my face.

I've probably lost touch of the things that used to drive me.I find motivation in the stupidest things these days.I don't know if it is in fact genuine at all.I've been here before.It's just not the same this time around.Maybe being contented and tranquil isn't me.Maybe I'm not used to it.Maybe I've just been lazing around too much that I haven't bothered to set my goals anymore.

I don't know what I am to do anymore...........

tired of being nice

The past few weeks had been fun but sometimes,I get tired of being nice or hardworking.I'm tired of being the one who'd do just about anything coz I can only do so much.Sometimes,I'd step back and think "what about them?what are they doing about this?" This may not be as important to me as it is to most other people around me but I sure act like my life depends on it.Its strange coz I'm not like this and now I am.It's ironic how I am the person I once said I never wanted to be.

I never believe in limitations but I can only take so much of this.

If nothing changes in the near future,I'm gonna have to put my foot down.

JPJ bribery

I have been putting off in getting my road tax renewed because it's so difficult to find time when the previous owner of my car and I can meet up and go to the damn JPJ to get the car registered under my name once and for all.I work night shifts and I come home in the morning and she works in the day and comes home later in the day.We've gotten everything done but the road tax renewal coz it's becoming more and more complicated each day.

Anyways,forgetting about the road tax issue,my husband and I drove 20 minutes to the international airport to see my brother off.On our way home,there was a road block.It was a JPJ road block.Actually,they were checking cabs which were taking passengers without the airport permission.I know.It's a stupid reason to getting cash but they are what they are they do what they do.I mean,what's wrong with letting the cabs get a few bucks into their pockets?It's they're job to pick people up and sending them to where they wanna go.It's not a crime.

Anywho,they come to realize that my road tax has not been renewed.I was aware of the fact that I was at fault.So I thought.......ok,hand me the ticket and we'll be on our way.My husband went down and I realy thought he was filling up forms and stuff.He wasn't.The JPJ officers told him that he could write us a ticket and get our car towed but it wouldn't have to be that bad if we paid them off.SERIOUSLY?

I was getting pissed coz I was fucking late for work and we were held back just so that they can get cash into their pockets?Are they not getting enough pay?Hello?Fuck that.We don't take shit like that coz admitting we were wrong,we were willing to pay the fine.Then,my husband told me that there was nothing at the booth.No summon books,no tow trucks.NOTHING.That pissed me off coz they were trying to get cash from us.US!We love our cash!I love our cash!It's our hard earned cash and they think they can just take it away like that?FUCK them!

I will and shall find out who they are and I shall make sure they lose their jobs.I don't give a shit if you have financial issues.If you think you are not getting enough pay,get a new job!

Of course,if the country really is trying to stop bribery once and for all,they would easily identify these types of so called "officials" and blacklist them from ever getting a job elsewhere.Then,companies would think twice or three time before hiring them.That will definitely put an end to this.

I'm a muslim and I don't practise bribery!

Tapai

When I was little (we were staying in Shah Alam at the time),I had a little cat which I called Kittey.My mum looked at the cat and decided to call her Tapai instead.I was not pleased.Not one bit.I can't remember what happened to that cat.I think it disappeared after a while.

Today,one more cat has decided to stay at our house in TTDI.I don't know why but cats just love to come by and make themselves at home at our place.We don't mind.The more the merrier ^_^

Anywho,the latest addition to the 10 cats who are already living at our home is a male version of Apple called Tapai.He looks exactly like Apple.Slightly plumper.He's so manja and chomel.We love him just as much as the rest of the cats at home ^_^

AL approved!

Can't wait for this weekend!YEYNESS!!!!!!

My brother is back from the states.I only met him for a hang out for good few hours.We went out for a lepak session at a mamak.Yesterday,Shu's family came by to the house for lunch.We didn't cook coz we haven't gotten our gas tank installed yet.Haven't been cooking at all.

Been needing to go out to get stuff.........to my disappointment,the MUFE Rock For Ever limited edition collection is not here YET!I wonder if it would ever come coz that's the sucky part about being at this part of the world.And then......I forgot that I wanted to get a whole lot of other stuff from them :/ Yes,I am a sucker for Make Up For Ever!HELL YEAH!

Got an eyeliner from MAC last week.It's not water proof *sob sob*

Anywho,Shu got me a top.I got meself a book:Abraham Lincoln:Vampire Hunter ^_^ I'll be doing some reading since I don't have any games to play in the office.We had a party last week.Shit loads of pizzas.I can't eat much.Spent the entire 9 hours doing nothing but surfing the net.It was Christmas eve!

This year had been a blast!Looking forward to what's installed for the new year :D

I'm afraid of airplanes but I really wanna go for the trip coz........well..........it's a break we are in much need of ^_^

insured

My car is insured now.Paid almost a thousand bucks for it coz I wanted to get my wind screen insured as well ;) Still...........I haven't gotten around to getting the damn road tax renewed coz it is such a hassle to get all the paperwork done so I've been pretty much driving around with a dead road tax :p I know......it's been a month already.

If I ain't so busy working,I'll be sick.I was on MC for so long and eventually,my mum and Shu threatened to get me hospitalized coz my cough went on for more than a week.I am so sick of cough mixtures.I hate gargling the stupid throat medicine coz I tend to choke on it.I hate pee-ing coz it smells aweful from all those antibiotics I've been taking.It's been a pretty miserable week.My throat still have not recovered but I'm trying to ignore it.

House cleaning and laundry are still my favorite weekend past time ^_^

bleeding tonsil and dying fishes

It started with a minor flu.........I was sneezing every now and then.Weird.I usually don't have a sensitive issue when it comes to allergies.Maybe it was the aircond right above my head at my cubicle.Since I start work at midnight,I'd usually bring along and wear a hoodie.I guess this time the hoodie wasn't good enough.I was sneezing and then I had a minor case of runny nose and then I started coughing.Just a little bit.My throat got worse.I asked my SME for some time off coz I needed to get myself checked.Now,I'm grounded at home with bad fever every now and again.My sleeping time is off and I can hardly fall asleep when I am supposed to.

My throat itches which causes bad coughs would keep me up all day.Sometimes,I can't even breathe and sometimes it hurts so much that my whole body aches.I really want to get better soon coz I can't seem to get much done in this condition.It's gonna be the weekend and I really don't want to be the reason my husband has to stay home coz our usual weekends consists of a 10-hour outing.This is not looking good.

I left my car at my workplace the way I usually would during emergencies like last month when I started throwing up so much within 4 hours of working time.My husband rushed me to the hospital and I left my car at the office.I think I left it there for almost 2 days.Well,I left my car on Wednesday morning at about 4am coz that's usually my lunch break.I only went to get it some time in the afternoon today.

Oh yeah,we are very concerned about sudden many deaths of our guppies.WTF went wrong?!

time off

After a whole week of nothingness at work...........my husband and I decided to just maximize our lepak hours.What we did was,after work,we went home to freshen up a bit and then hit the road.We were both trying to figure out where to have breakfast so finally,Shu said "......are you tired?.............let's go to Kampung Baru............"We drove all the way to KL for breakfast.After that,we were trying to figure out what we were gonna do to kill time.Shu said "Ya know what.......I feel like going to the Zoo......."And so we did.We spent 3 hours walking around looking at them animals.The tigers looked like they were trying to get out and bite someone's head off.That would have been a totally fun thing to watch.I kept thinking WHAT IF I picked up some random annoying kid and threw him into the tiger's cage...........WHAT IF...........THAT would have been totally awesome!Hahahahahahahaaa!!!!!!!

Tonight......we've got a movie date!

finding time

I have been going through some crazy shit in the last couple of weeks.I work from midnight till 9am.So basically my Mondays are Tuesdays.In early November,I have been doing an awful lot of OTs.Like SHIT LOADS.The pay is good but my health was going down the drain as well.I'd throw up ever so often.I'd get severe headaches.I don't know if it's coz of my working hours but I was getting pretty sick.

I got sick every other week.Finally,on the recent Monday,I was dragged to the hospital and I was given a jap.My SME told me to leave after I threw up about 6 times within 4 hours.Shu came by and took me to the hospital.It's crazy.I'm not pregnant.I don't seem to have any other symptoms relating to any severe disease or illness.I was just purging everything in my system.

My mum thinks I should get some other job that doesn't require me to stay up that late.I kinda think I like my working hours.I get to do more things during the day.Of course,if and unless I can find some other company that would pay me just as much,I would probably consider it.Still,I'm getting used to it.

Yesterday,I had like a series of unfortunate events.I got home and everything was fine.I realized that Shu let himself in as I was dozing off.The next thing I realized,I was up because it was hot.I got up to check the fan and the aircond switches.They were all on.I thought there was a power failure or a power trip.Shu got up and checked with the management and he found out that the stupid landlord of our failed to pay his fucking electricity bills on time.We gave the agent (who claimed to have given him) the bills last week.

Our next best plan was to crash at Shu's mum's empty house over in Bangi coz when we checked with the TNB people,they said that the landlord just paid the damn bills and that the electricity would come back around by 10pm.WTF?!I start work at midnight!How the fuck do these people expect us to stay in the house when even the fans weren't working?!

Later on,we just headed to Bangi and then off to work.The next morning,as I was leaving my workplace,a stupid car decided to double-park.I had to get out tail first and it was so fucking hard to do!I did it anyways.Didn't scratch my car ^_^ Still,the guy is an idiot.I don't know if that was worse than the other day when I got home from work and found some random car parked at OUR PARKING LOT!WTF?!

The doctors have been telling me to stay calm and not let my stress level get the best of my health.Seriously,how the hell am I supposed to do that with all this shit going on?!I live among morons.Can't help that.

I enjoy my 4am lunch breaks with Shu.Those would be my happy times.I enjoy my weekends with him.Most of the time,we're not conscious by the time we get onto the bed.So yeah.......sorry,mum.No kids just yet :p

Shu is right.I really need to work on controlling my stress level.I seem to get annoyed at every other person on the road.I get annoyed with every other thing I come across.What's wrong with me?!Oh yeah.........I enjoy sim-ing very much ^_^

My folks cameby last weekend with Aunty Intan and Farah and Faizal.Mum just wanted to see the new place and my dad is hooked to the Middle-Eastern restaurant downstairs.I'm glad everyone enjoyed themselves.Azim wants to come hangout and go swimming some weekends.Not this weekend though.I have to work.Shu is working till Saturday afternoon.

photoshoot-ing

This is what happens when I forget to attend my convocation!Damn it!My folks made sure I showed up at the studio in TTDI at 3pm on SUNDAY!I completely knocked out the whole of Saturday.Had breakfast with Shu after work and headed for Bangi.Fell asleep at about 11:30am and when I finally got up for real,it was 1am!I slept through the entire Saturday!

Anywho,I managed to do my make up properly and got to the studio on time.The house is a mess.We're still packing.Finally got some movers confirmed.Managed to inform TM that we'll be relocating so they're gonna have to install the Unifi in the new place AFTER we've moved in.

Hahahahahahaahahaahahah!!!!!!!

We managed to get to the mall first thing in the morning on Sunday only to be the first ones down the LEX slide!We so did it!WE SO DID IT!IT WAS AWESOME!!!!!

moving!

Shu and I went to see the apartment we'll be moving into in November.In the meantime,we should be packing already but I'm just packing up the suitcase of clothes for the week since we won't be staying here in Subang very much.Also,I'll be driving from tonight onwards due to overlapping shifts.

It does seem like we're spending so much more but believe me,we are actually cutting down costs.

As most people are aware of the fact that I accidentally missed my convocation some weeks ago,mum said she'll get the robe for me this week and we'll start taking photos in the studio this weekend.Seriously,I have no clue how this works but I'm just gonna go with the flow.

Kecik is FAT and Apple is long.Hahahahahaha!

After a long gap of badminton games,Shu and I took a risk at it by diving into a round or two of badminton games with my dad yesterday.I have recently injured my left knee (apart from my already injured right knee) and the game yesterday might have made it worse.I don't know for sure.............